i dont understand a shit but im witnessing history, this melody and these guy made me cry. greetings from Albacete

@me
ya you sweet 
ya u sweet like mochii yaaaa
and i miss when i feel ur love
like mochii its mochi yaaa
ya ya sweet like yaaa y aya a and it hurts and
it hurts ya ya

@tores 
baby just grab my hand and let's just walk away
so far away, we can't even see the land at all
so alone, baby i need you here right now omg
was it all dream?, we weren't meant to be 
i cannot still believe that you left me alone
i had enough so i tried my best to forget 
but i can't let you go

@mental
I've been stuck ina daydream since we met
idk what to say gotta empty head
bad thoughts inside got me stuck in bed
dont know why its happening again
i pretend that we never met
ima mess everyday upset..
i feel sick 
dont know what u said
out of breathe 
i jus try my best.

sweet like mochi w/ tores + mental  (xtasane)

all these drugs i took a perc im feeling slow
and my nose is leaking, bitch its feeling cold
ive been cutting on my wrist its getting old
all these cuts up on my wrist im feeling old (oh)

all these cuts up on my heart
said we going far
gtfu out my car
left me from the start
and my feelings fell apart
you dont know whats up
i might make it on the charts
lucid off these drugs

ive been lucid bitch im feeling so damn done
all these drugs i swear like ive been in the slumbs
you dont even know my feelings, its so numb
like ive been feeling rough all day like you dont even know
(know)

im gone fill up on my love song
got me fed up on my love song
god shes stuck up on this love song

all these drugs i took a perc im feeling slow
and my nose is leaking, bitch its feeling cold
ive been cutting on my wrist its getting old
all these cuts up on my wrist im feeling old (oh)

all these cuts up on my heart
said we going far
gtfu out my car
left me from the start
and my feelings fell apart
you dont know whats up

#alive  (1eworld)

over w/ loje [ melik ]

featuring @kyxtsnxwy x @1kidsora x @muieternal
prod. @tores x @jichuuu

@akasukii
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without u
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own
tell me where did we go wrong?
how did we fall apart?
was it something i did something i said?
or was it written from the start?
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without you
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own

@kyxtsnxwy
i dont wanna be on my own
left me in the snow, its freezing and its cold
i know
please hold me tight closely
im right here by my lonely
it feels like u disowned me
im right here at the start again

lets please start again
all that im feeling is the feeling of dread
bullet be straight to my head
feeling like nothing im better off dead
all of the things that u said
hurting my soul, baby, im falling apart
take out my heart
baby its nothing its just all scars

@1kidsora
all i ever needed was presence
all i ever needed was essence
i know im learning lessons
but, im still overthinking blessings
im trynna geek & i'm posted with Jayy
all that she care about is what i make
so- imma just pray
i dont know how much more i'll take
of this- of this
she bid me farewell
with a silent kiss
of this- of this-
u all know i cant miss-

@muieternal
i think ive had enough
u said u'd have our love
the distance in ur touch
i'd never hate so much 

u promised on ur word
now i cant make this alone
ruminating this thought
leave this love in a knot

pretend w/kishi, kid sora + mui [tores x jichu]

nothin 2 lose (sickboi)

better off without u w/ xxomm [ wuski ]

@hartfxlt @decago
its way 2 convienent
ik its 2 perfect..
I wonder what secrets 
subside from the surface  
disturbing ur being 
it shows that ur hurting
my <3's barely beatinn 
u say im deserving of love//

but idk how to reciprocate
but idk how to deal w/ the weight 
but idk how to face all my flaws
but idk how to break the facade....
(so show me how, so show me how x4)

somewhere long the line hope u find it//
'happiness' how ever u define it 
ur perfect but I fuck up the timing
chase ur dreams I wanna c u shininnn *✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ: 
come w/ me ill cover u in diamonds
ur company 2 me is so priceless
ur agony I just want 2 suffice itt 
ur love I need I swear theres nothin like ittt

hartfxlt - reciprocate (decago)

yea, why would you lie?
you not on my side
and i dont know why
yea, you think i aint seen you walking past
i focused my vision on that bag
tryna accept i cant go back

what happened to you that night
when you had to text my phone
you told me to leave you alone
i was partyin on my own
im smokin spliffs im with the bros
i aint talking to no hoes
cuz its you i want

i aint believe what i saw that night
i got a text when the clock turned 5
before that i was so alive
i had my doubts but i still tried
yea, i woke up and i wanted to die
i couldnt look you in your eye
i told you to get out and you cried
but i aint feel no bad
bitch i was mad
i didnt understand what made you sad
i didnt understand it was an act
know what you said to me was facts
lookin at you and that shit wack
pour my heart out on this track
yea and i, got sick right after
i was in bed down bad
i was just thinking about you again
was it the first or was it last
i had to go retrace my steps
you was my girl but now my ex
was mad at you hoped you reflect
no one even bothered to check

now i drown myself in all these drugs
am i off that x or off that mud
no i cant tell
wishin bad you wished me well
all this addy im losin myself

i saw a ghost of you in my dream
yea, whats that supposed to mean
dont want see you no more
dont wanna feel you in my heart
my shi cold shit turned off
no i aint care bout nun
im a xxombie you could call me xxomm

cover art by @frenzzzied5 on ig

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xxommbie (jayysoul eto resin)

prod.
@0k1ro

notes:
its not dear you ! 
dear me..

//

[shiro]
yh dear you, nah its suppose to be dear me
i js wna say this is not the real u
hit me back 2x like its uzi,
missed the things back then, whos the real me
yh, whos the real me? idrc about it
spend the rest of my days, dripped out in a gucci cross body
ion care what u talkin, out ur lane ur not poppin
nowadays im js waiting till my phones talkin

u not callin?
are u serious?
without u by my side, im so delirious
with u by my side, huh im so fearless
what would it take for u js to hear me say
 
yh dear you, huh dear me
i js wna know, huh whos the real me
am i a hero, or a wna be
take it to the grave if u feelin me

idk what to do, 
when ur not here, when ur not w/ me
i got alot to do,
so im always on my own,
when ur not here yh

[hook]

//

over w/ loje [ melik ]

4hantasy (@omg4hantasy)

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