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CANYOUDANCE? MIX 01

freestyling in my mommas kitchen high off an oxy. spinning in my head real fast.

areyousureyoureokay?

8/7 sexysundaysession! WE LIVE, WE HERE, WE SEXY & ITS SUNDAY.

tracklist: 
01. Sunday Gospel BY 4ORBIDDENFRUITRADIO
02. 11/8 BY 4ORBIDDENFRUITRADIO

03. marsinscorpio BY ARIESFULLMOON
( https://soundcloud.com/ariesfoolmoon/sets/shadow?si=8a398413d8e44b5bbe47b3e6a6e40ec2&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing )


04. red clay by CHARLOTTE DOS SANTOS
05. I!gets!Weary! BY KEIYAA
06. mansurs interlude BY OJERIME
07. bromali BY TERRACE MARTIN
08. I just died BY AMERIE
09. anybody BY BRANDY
10. MFS.INDABARBERSHOP.4BFR/BABYKEEEM BY OLDSOU7 & 4ORBIDDENFRUIT
11. doowop that thing Lauryn Hill LOOP EDIT BY 4ORBIDDENFRUITRADIO
12. I like it debarge pitch low edit
13. speak to me BY ARI LENNOX -- 4ORBIDDENFRUITRADIO EDIT

sexysundaysession 001

all of my art is an extension of my journal,. this is me reading my own journal entries out loud. 

(Marvin Gaye song I sampled & mixed)

Itjustkeepsgoing.

prod. by BIG MIR ft BIG MIR 

BIG MIR LYRICS: 
Soon be the essence of my hand amongst faces
Open up my psalms(palms) off the strength of how the bass hits
It started from the Heavens then come down to earth like satan
Slithering like snakes in the depths of Adam’s basement
Shells and skeletons hiding where your head is laying
A bedside demon that you pray away on the weekends
Call that shit anxiety with the accent of a bajan 
She’s a natty natty dread
Swinging while closed eyes dreaming
Heart starts racing
Knees starting to weaken 
Here comes the Boogieman I am the man who I’m facing
A poor righteous teacher but villainous I don’t play shit
An ancestral demon 
Submitting to my bidding 
This be my vocation
I’m summoned to slap up a fake bitch

(ME)RRAS:

Never talkin what I don’t know, 
in fear i reap what i sow.
Befriend my enemies, 
cuz there’s power in unity.
Dear God,
sharpen all my swords
equip me for war.
Im old im wise i’m ancient
in every form.
All this power in me,
where can I plant my seed? 
Dream big. Write it down. Create a masterpiece. Repeat.
Educate myself to help cease anybody trynaaa hoeee mee.
Im a writer. Im a poet. Im an activist. 
Im an Artist into many forms, but im formless. 
Im a leader. Im a guide. Im a scientist.
Im a protecter. Im a healer. Im the oldest. (of 6)
Im a sacrifice. Of my mothers lies.
Im a secret holder. Im a sniper calmer.
Im a conductor. a composer.
I am trouble, that follows a sin.
Im a black wombman.
Im old. Im wise. I’m ancient. 
Im an oracle. Im historical. 
Im mythical.
Im a source. Im an inspirational force. 
Im a student. Im a teacher. I am freedom. 
Im obsessive, im possessive,
I am hatred. and Love. in the same breath.
Im a mother. Im a wife. Im the light.
In the dark.
Im a winner, of many awards.
Im a pianist, im a drummer, Im a — Jazz chord. 
Im the color green, 
Im the woman of my own dreams
Im the root. Of my familys tree. 
Feel like a universal portal, like I feel all things.
Im a fairy.
Im the last of the weed & the re-up. 
Im the first of the month. 
Im 150$ bottle of chanellllll,
Im abundance. 
I am prayer. I am protection. 
I am a blessing. Im the reverend. 
I am incident for illustration.
I am heaven sent. 
I am everything I thought I’d be. At the age of 3.
Always been fly. 
You see my angel wings.

Protected (ft BIG MIR)

i made this at work wit apple headphones so my volumes off but i make music for people who listen wit headphones anyways lol.

for my spirit.
produced, mixed, created, spoken and all that jazz by me.


lyrics:

And Ain’t I a Wombman?
aint I a wombman 
dont I deserve, the finer things
dont I define the life, of all things?
dont I deserve to be off my feet 
and in tha sky wit the Gods & Almightiiiies?!
dont I reserve the right, 
to Be?
Aint I a wombman, 
dont that mean anything?
dont I deserve to feel 
full & pretty?
caint I have, Guilty —
[sometimes wake up wit a vengeance, hidden agendas, i admit it] 
— gUILTY decisions? 
dont I organize all my thoughts 
& make them look pretty?
I got wisdom to see
and wisdom to not
It’s a lot.
All the information im paid wit,
for all the souls that i’ve taken/laid with.
sign on the dot
cross all my T’s and Dot all my Eyes.
look at me. Don’t hide.
My spine up against the walls of my mind
I’m redecorating *adds a lil bit of shine*
Like a Gold toof (to my demon) cuz she fly. 
Ain’t I a wombman? x2

and Aint I a Wombman? (ft. GODSFAVORITEFAIRY)

prod. 4orbiddenfruitRADIO

LYRICS:

TIRED OF LOSS & SUFFERIN.
HAVING WALLS UP IS EXHAUSTING.
ION GOT NO LOVE TO SHARE,
IM SPREAD WAY TOO THIN.
KISSES —TO MY OLD REFLECTION.
LOOP THAT SHIT BACK AROUND 
& SIPHON IT BACK INTO MY OWN SKIN.
THIS IS A— REFLECTION OF MY MIND
AND WHAT I HOLD WITHIN. 
I REFUSE TO LABEL  MY POWER AS DEPRESSION
CARRY ALL MY HEART, 
TEARS, PRIDE, LIES, FEARS, AND ALL MY WINS 
IN MY HANDS AND WALK UP TO THE SKY 
AND TELL GOD, HERES MY OFFERINGS. 
TAKE THEM! 
SIT IN MY OWN SHIT. 
I SAID. 
KISSES — TO MY OLD REFLECTION,
I AINT BEEN LIVIN RIGHT, IVE BEEN SO DAMN HIGH DAMN NEAR LOOKED GOD IN BOTH HER EYES.
AND WHEN SHE ASK ME “ARE YOU AIGHT?”
IMA LIE AND SAY YEA, IM FINE.


Feel like I fall on every fault I needa break
feel like my feelings ain’t involved I’m leaving space can’t let u box me in 
somebody stop me when I lie I need a lot but then a little more
 I’m more in tune was more consumed wit times I couldn’t lord now I hold the keys and the lore loading trees my rapport wit most highs is impeccable 

my affinity for dignity and pride irrepressible
 I bet the prophet kno my process she be watching  thru the spectacles
 I’m the exception they expecting me to pop shit a sure shot simply never shaken maybe faith makes you complacent in yo options 
im not this 
made in his image she keep telling me I’m toxic I’m indebted for the shit that they embedded in me never envy men martyrs mirrors or tha meta 
send me props quick like every verse I’m outta options my hands tied wit no debate this shit a landslide 
preying on the peace that I just can’t find I am fine thanks fr checkin on me.

MY VICES (FT. NAX)

song: HOMESHAKE VOL. 1 ITEM 2

lyrics:
let it be that — 
everything I touch it breaks 
nothing seems enough for me
and i can’t trust my own 2 feet
*yes it’s true, I believe that. (so you should let me be/that) x3

a song that came to me in dreamworld. and so it is.
NOTHING IS ENOUGH AKA THE WORLD IS MINE. 
SEND LOVE & HUGS, WORD TO MASSAAI.

NOW, WHAT? (LET IT BE)

created, produced, written, spoken & all that jazzz by: LA'MERRA-RENEE 

LYRICS: 

my hearts on the ground (yet again)
and im cleaning out my mind (yet again)
this is the only time ill ever listen: is when its written
CUE DA SIRENS!

SIREN•ee (FT. GODSFAVORITEFAIRY)

La'Merra-RENEE
instagram only @rasirenelamerr

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