swore id hold it all together
but im fallin apart again
all you said is it gets better
but i dont even know when
on the floor im f crying
theres no chance youre even trying
every word you said was lying
guess its me that keeps on dying

and im falling deeper
i really thought you were see through
you should play me on your speaker
let me haunt the things you breathe too
i cant with all this f silence
and all the stupid incompliance
it all just makes me f sick
and ill i feel is that im dying

girl im in ruins #demo

she's the girl i adore, shes the one i love
don't mind falling in love just because it's you
wish i could go back in time and talk to you way sooner
but i was too fucking scared a stupid loser.

just a demo

i adore you #demo

swore id hold it all together
but im fallin apart again
all you said is it gets better
but i dont even know when
on the floor im f crying
theres no chance youre even trying
every word you said was lying
guess its me that keeps on dying

and im falling deeper
i really thought you were see through
you should play me on your speaker
let me haunt the things you breathe too
i cant with all this f silence
and all the stupid incompliance
it all just makes me f sick
and ill i feel is that im dying

better version i think

ruins ruins ruins...

posted on your story i cant help but stare at those pretty brown eyes and that hair always
oh youre always near but always feel far i cant help but fear that we will grow apart
youre right here but still feel far all those pictures of you were a work of art 

ill stare at you till my eyes burn #demo

oh just please answer your phone
i'll be what you want me to
i'll spit out my food 2x

and im walkin down that road
thinkin bout what i didn't show
i just want to tell you i can't let it go
why can't it just go my way
it's just like everything you say
everythings so pointless
i'll just be on by my day

why am i still here
i don't know why but your words are my fears

prod sickboi

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