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first new song <3 

the lyrics if anyone cares.

well i can attest to the things that people say
about me, about you, about the drugs we take 
to stay cooooooooL
to stay COOooOOOOOOL

it's gross out, the storm clouds block my hilltop view
of downtown, the night scene, reminds me of the
things you dooooOOOOOOo
the things you dOOOoooOOOoOOo

but i think i made a mistake
i'm a fool whose soul you'd take
i'm addicted to your shade of blue
take the stairs to the 8th floor
for your love i am a whore
now i'm alone in the parking garage

but i think...
i think...
i'll make it home.

well i can attest to the things that people say
about me, about you, about the drugs we take 
to stay cooooooooL
to stay COOooOOOOOOL

parking garage

in honor of my biggest inspiration and one of my greatest friends. love you forever jaylen <3
-
your face remains intact 
when i close my eyes at night
still see the same stars shining bright

i could tell you anything on my mind
you truly were one of a kind

i met you, in this life
you told me that it'd be alright
i miss you, my good friend
i wish it didn't come to an end.

when i close my eyes

based on true events. i've been very sick and on saturday i took way too much mucinex on accident. before i knew it the room was swirling and my body started going numb. 

ANYWAY, i just decided to play around in garageband. it's been a very good means of coping with seasonal depression while allowing me to practice lil production stuff (which i'm usually ass at). this song is far from produced well but it's also a song about overdosing on mucinex so i'm almost positive the production quality doesn't matter all that much.

lyrics;
The room is spinning but I think you are the only one
Who captures my attention, too bad my face is numb.
I can’t remember how much mucinex I took today
You’re a hallucination but I really hope you stay

I took too much mucinex before I thought of you
I took another dose before I really thought it through
What if in the morning I wake up and still feel the same
Maybe then it’s not the mucinex that I have to blame

i accidentally overdosed on mucinex

So this is just a rough draft of a song on my upcoming album, here to comfort you while im finishing that big project. 

blue eyed waltz (DEMO)

The floodgates opened 
and i fell in love
with every drop 
That fell from above

But i made the mistake of falling 
Falling
Falling down

Who am I to tell you
That the flowers in your heart 
Aren't growing thicker
'Cause in mine they aren't 

But I made the mistake of telling
telling
telling you im yours 

You're inching closer 
I can feel it in my bones 
When you are near me
I lose control 

But I made the mistake of letting 
Letting
Letting you go 

Like a Bird in a cage 
I can never be free 
Maybe one day 
I'll save me 

But I made the mistake of growing 
Growing 
Growing up

Mistakes

My Hands Are Shaking

'simply because happiness is important'

i wrote a song
 a long time ago,
for you.
it got lost in the papers.
and i guess there isnt much for us to do
but sit and wait here,
for the best to come.
for the best to come.
on its own. 
when boys seem dumb,
its best to just stay at home,
i guess.

feel good memories
dont feel that good to me,
anymore.

and it feels best
to tell
everyone
how you felt.

and its all gonna go through
its all gonna go through you.
but itll all be gone,
soon
Oo

well, i wrote you a song a long time ago.
well, i guess it got lost in the papers.
       ((well, i guess it got lost in the pictures))
well,
here you go.
here you go.

Self-Happy Packet

jersey shore

the vocals and lyrics are embarrassing but i'm pretty pleased with what I got so far

2:30 AM 

2:30 AM (DEMO)

Happy-Sounding Songs

Recorded mixed and mastered by Erik Paulson.
Photos by Jacob Beitel.
Jams by us :)

Jenga

produced by zboi the matchstick
vox by twohead and isa

you'll be okay without me.

Zachary whalen's Album

twohead & isa - You'll be okay without me. [prod. Zboi The Matchstick]

instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/idealismus/falling-asleep-at-337am-ft-alex-szotak

idealism’s spotify for instrumental: http://sptfy.com/idealism

thank you for letting me use this!!

lyrics.

i never thought i’d be alive in this lifetime...
i never thought i’d be alive in this lifetime...
so i trip about the skies and how it won’t shine.
and how i feel my grip slipping,
in a motherfucking instant let the light shine.
or like my clouds would turn to gray it’s up in tight binds...
& i forget priorities and leave what ain’t mine.
and how i let all the formalities incinerate
i gradually will demonstrate to you why 
i believe in love & complicate.
shit.
i meditate shit.
i hope i never break, shit.
i hope you never hate,
me.
for tryna be me.
or love you,
you see me?

tbh. pt 1 (prod. idealism)

“i love it when you’re cold and you ignore me”

jersey shore

AWJ

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