hey lol, just got railed to this art piece

this song has such a nostalgic vibe. it feels like a warm hug that blocks out the world during troubling times

rigor mortis (555)

still

i got it from my dad and my momma got my back i'm not looking for contention!

password

minnesota is a place that exists comes out on..... (dies)
inspired by clairo

pretty stupid lol (77)

quicksand

YOU COULDN'T LOVE IF YOU WANTED TO

streaming http://elroy.70angels.com/infinitelove

produced by elroy + alez karlo

Infinite Love

i swear i thought i knew

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lyrics:

[intro]
Spent my whole life deciding
On what I wanna do
So why am I feeling like this
I swear I thought I knew

[verse 1]
My eggs are in the basket
My chips spilled on the floor
I tried to bribe the dealer
But he won't give me no more
I stole some from the others
And booked it for the door
They took me down
And and spit me out
To where I was before
It was a stupid reason
To let it hold me back
I know it hurts your feelings
To hear me talk like that
Not here to make excuses
For what it is I lack
Just tired of feeling useless
Fuck, I'm so good at that

[chorus 1]
Spent my whole life deciding
On what I wanna do
So why am I feeling like this
Like I can barely move?
Try suffering in silence
The weight would bury you
Trust me I'm tryna like it
I swear I thought I knew

[verse 2]
I'm not one for power trips
But I know I'd trade it all for this
I was blind to have faith in roads I picked
Now I'm dying to see the end
And I tried to be the one you needed
I was trying to be something rare
Tell me how to make you feel like he did
God, it hurts to be so unaware
It was a miscalculation
An unfit generation
In a shit situation
With our lives all fueled by big corporations
To give means for creation
That demands innovation
Guess I had no chance from the start
Got stabbed through the heart
They ripped me apart
By spending my youth telling me I was smart
Dissuading my art
In favor of charts and graphs
And corporate plaques
No regard

[bridge]
I do not follow the path
Watch me say no to the cash
You give it and I'll give it back
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah
This shit is a lot to unpack
The odds will forever be stacked
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked
'Cause this shit is all that I have

I do not follow the path (and I tried to be the one you needed)
Watch me say no to the cash
You give it and I'll give it back (I was trying to be something rare)
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah
This shit is a lot to unpack (tell me how to make you feel like he did)
The odds will forever be stacked
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked (God, it hurts to be so unaware)
'Cause this shit is all that I have

I do not follow the path (and I tried to be the one you needed)
Watch me say no to the cash (spent my whole life deciding)
You give it and I'll give it back (I was trying to be something rare)
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah (on what I wanna do)
This shit is a lot to unpack (tell me how to make you feel like he did)
The odds will forever be stacked (so why am I feeling like this?)
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked (God, it hurts to be so unaware)
'Cause this shit is all that I have (like I can barely move)

I do not follow the path (and I tried to be the one you needed)
Watch me say no to the cash (try suffering in silence)
You give it and I'll give it back (I was trying to be something rare)
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah (the weight would bury you)
This shit is a lot to unpack (tell me how to make you feel like he did)
The odds will forever be stacked (trust me I'm trying to like it)
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked (God, it hurts to be so unaware)
'Cause this shit is all that I have (I swear I thought I knew)

[chorus 2]
Spent my whole life deciding
On what I wanna do
So why am I feeling like this
Like I can barely move?
Try suffering in silence
The weight would bury you
Trust me I'm tryna like it
I swear I thought I knew

purpose

Good Run

[Intro]
I remember the nights…
The walls closing in, the screams in the dark
Fists raining down, my body shaking
Every word, every hit — carving doubts into my mind
I prayed, I cried, I whispered to myself
“Will it ever stop? Will someone see me?”
The silence was loud, the fear was real
But I swore… I swore one day… I’d rise
Not just survive… but conquer…
I’d take all the pain, all the scars…
And I’d beat the world.

[Verse 1]
I grew up in shadows, every corner held a fight
Every word from him hit harder than the night
I was small, I was scared, couldn’t run, couldn’t hide
Every bruise on my body matched the fear I kept inside

I prayed for peace, I prayed for love, I prayed for just a hand
But the one meant to protect me only made me understand
That life was cold, life was cruel, life was unforgiving
And if I wanted to survive — I had to start living

[Pre-Chorus]
I ain’t weak, I ain’t broken — I just carry the scars
I took the pain he gave me, I turned it into bars
Now I move through the chaos, now I stand unfurled
My hands once cowered — now I beat the world

[Chorus]
My dad used to beat me, now I beat the world
Turned my pain into power, my anger into pearls
I was a victim of shadows, now I’m chasing the flames
Every scar on my body screams I won’t be tamed

I’ve been broken, I’ve been bruised, I’ve been knocked down
But I built my empire from the ashes of that town
My dad used to beat me, now I beat the world
I’m the storm, I’m the king, I’m the banner unfurled

[Verse 2]
I see the ones who doubted, the ones who tried to cage me
The fists, the insults, the threats — none could ever stage me
I took the lessons from the pain, turned them into my drive
Every slap, every scream — made my ambition survive

I ain’t just fighting shadows anymore, I’m fighting fate
I’m climbing higher, taking names, nobody can dictate
I learned strength from suffering, I learned fire from despair
Now I crush every obstacle, now the world knows I’m there

[Pre-Chorus]
I ain’t weak, I ain’t broken — I just carry the scars
I took the pain he gave me, I turned it into bars
Now I move through the chaos, now I stand unfurled
My hands once cowered — now I beat the world

[Chorus]
My dad used to beat me, now I beat the world
Turned my pain into power, my anger into pearls
I was a victim of shadows, now I’m chasing the flames
Every scar on my body screams I won’t be tamed

I’ve been broken, I’ve been bruised, I’ve been knocked down
But I built my empire from the ashes of that town
My dad used to beat me, now I beat the world
I’m the storm, I’m the king, I’m the banner unfurled

[Bridge]
I still feel the echoes, the nights that I feared
But I wear the memories like armor — now my path is cleared
I don’t hate him, I just rise — I won’t replicate the pain
I took his darkness and built light — I’m finally unchained

[Chorus]
My dad used to beat me, now I beat the world
Turned my pain into power, my anger into pearls
I was a victim of shadows, now I’m chasing the flames
Every scar on my body screams I won’t be tamed

I’ve been broken, I’ve been bruised, I’ve been knocked down
But I built my empire from the ashes of that town
My dad used to beat me, now I beat the world
I’m the storm, I’m the king, I’m the banner unfurled

[Outro]
I remember every scream, every night I cried alone
The fear, the doubt, the weight of a world I didn’t own
But I took it all — the pain, the anger, the shame
And I forged it into fire — now they know my name

I walk tall, I stand strong, I rise from the dirt
Every scar a story, every bruise a lesson earned
I beat the world, I beat the odds, I beat the night
From the ashes of abuse, I ignite my light

No more shadows, no more fear, no more chains
I take my life, I take my power — nothing remains
These nights tried to break me, but I refused to curl
My dad used to beat me…
Now I beat the world.

I Beat The World

i’d fuck up my life if you told me to
but i don’t need your help
i do it by myself

maybe a lie is a second truth
but i can never tell
so we can’t do this my way

suck up all my time for the moment
drowning in my fault and I know it isn’t healthy
but can anybody sell me for this art

i don’t wanna spend time with you
naw you don’t fucking know me bro just tell me what you got
before i claim your spot
still you’re stuck in my favor
it’s all the same
you got my attention but I won’t listen
can’t walk with conviction
been out of state
so how come i’m burning out
tryna make it out of here alive
 
i want more from men and women
if we take it slow then i won’t hesitate
we could do it thirty minutes
and you can ask me any second of the day
i’m gonna miss you but I’ll never hit the brakes
cos i’m fucking or i’m fucked up
and if I ain’t gonna sing that shit you better see me
work a nine to five to fill my plate

so you best watch me pop
when people get the jist they be like oh my god
i got more time off
still tryna figure out who you are
can’t put my thoughts to speech unless i steal your magic and i put you on my sleeve
all i really know is i should punch the snare in when i’m feeling beat

and i’d fuck up my life if you told me to
but i don’t need your help
i do it by myself

maybe a lie is a second truth
but that shit don’t go well
that shit don’t go well

i suck up all my time for the moment
drowning in my fault and I know it isn’t healthy
but can anybody sell me for this art
nah i don’t wanna leave home
i can’t free smoke and it’s all my fault baby
but it’s alright just know i feel you
i feel you

this ain’t all my love
i got way more love

sunder

try it

remember,

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