Still come back to this every now and again and chuck it in my daily rotation❤️🤞🏼

I Literally ju woke up & I already h8 today 🙃🔫

h8 today [shinjin]

15forevr - Love Lost, Forevr

15forevr - Control

instrumental by @emorave
vocals/mix/chops by me 

[ Lyrics ]

SELECT MY HEART
AND TRY TO SEND IT THRU THE SCREEN

ITS LOST WHEN SENT
UR NEVER GETTING WHAT I MEAN

ITS EITHER YOU
OR THOUGHTS OF HARMING ME
THATS FILLING UP MY DREAMS

AND IT NEVER ENDS, I THINK
IM HERE 
JUST WAITING FOR 
THE BLEEDING TO STOP

( Stop )
( I Think )
( Bleeding Never Ends )
( Stop )
( You’re Harming Me )

U SAID U LIKED ME
BUT U DONT 
CUZ IM A PSYCHO

YOU CHANGED YOUR MIND
LIKE WHAT YOU SAID
WAS JUST A TYPO 

IT MAKES SENSE
CUZ I COULD NEVER BE UR TYPE

I TRY TO TELL MYSELF TO STOP
BUT THINK ABOUT U EVERY NIGHT 


IM NOTHING NEW 
U PROBABLY GOT A QUICK REPLACEMENT 

MY WORDS ARE WASTED
YOU FORGET MY FUCKING STATEMENTS

I KNOW THESE THINGS
BUT STILL YOU MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE

AND WHEN U ASK ME WHY I CARE
ITS SOMETHING 
I JUST CANT DESCRIBE

( Im nothing new)
( Im nothing new )
( My words are wasted )
( On you )

[ @spazzteamonline ]

select my heart

#bettercallsaul

#bettercallsaul (prod wayza)

can u see the stars 2nite (skoolio fyv)

pls stay (feat. feeluvsyou) prod. lil soda boi

prod me & @taylor

-
did it wrong
smoking fags in philly
i put u on
new pack im dizzy
keep me locked
in a different city
im super gone
doin lines of kitty

i wasnt sposed to keep trying
you fucked me over stop lying
cant stand the sound of you crying
took another dose now i'm flying

laying on the floor, feel like dying
goodbyes im gathering my things
feel nauseous, pain in my stomach
too fucked, cant read what im typing

give up, im giving
no hunger, wont eat
u cant control me
im always performing

last time swear to god
how im feeling feel lost
while you cut, cut me up
while i turn, turn it off

run me around
when i come down
cant be without
high in the clouds
cant hear a sound
i miss you now
bring me back down
bring me back down

dizzy prod. taylor morgan & emorave

produced by me

-
wait for it
20 deep in the forest
gotta smoke a gram before recording
we gon leave if ur boring
true story
bought a gram for like 40
chill w bricks like a quarry
they gon scream my name they adore me

need a doctor
i been stuck in pain cant recover
feelings go away when i call her
please, i cant wait any longer

i dont act the same around people
cash american, bag illegal
i be chasing bread like a seagull
stuck in 2012 smoking diesel

can u teach me how cuz i cant get it down
hope its laced so i just feel my face on the ground
ud think that nobody would stay by now
move quiet, careful, don't make a sound

ill be gone
ill make sure u wont wait for long
huh, i'm ur dog
i hope u dont hate this song

i wudnt put it past me
look what u did are u happy
smoke gas down in cali
fuck fashion dress tacky

spent 50
taking lines till im dizzy
another pill could fix me
tell me i look pretty

i cant stay another day it'll break me
guess no one cares for my safety
if i tried to go, would you even chase me
take a pill, it's all i do lately

sour diesel

@pradaaslife
prod @omgnothere @beatsbykrave
Art by 08gee

poison ft. pradaaslife (prod. nothere x krave)

prod. dead spyro & 2001
5/14/22
https://soundcloud.com/monocryy
lyrics:
it’s all i 
it’s all i 
its all i want
it’s all i need
wish you the best, anxiety 
it’s all my fault
my misery 
i feel it cave in, ahead of me
oh my hands shake
i can’t reclaim
what was once mine
oh i’m ashamed 
i feel the dread
by the dawn 
it’s my fault, just because
it’s all i want
it’s all i need
it’s all i want

oh i can’t breathe when im shaking
oh i’m so numb to the patience
i need a money bag to buy kicks to make me feel better
i feel numb is it the winter
reality is killing me
my bones are motherfucking shaking 

reality will take the pain away 
when it’s overcoming you, you feel ashamed 
when you stood in front of me you lose a leg 
i can’t stand right next to you
i can’t breathe
my knees, anxiety 
oh i can’t stand, my misery 
i can’t be myself when im shaking
oh i’m so numb to the patience

mckel - reality will take the pain away

track 1. i don’t like people (meta)

everything you have

everything u have (maknae x kaiser)

@oaf1
@kiryano

I dont know what i did wrong 
or why youre so cold 
i just wanna feel whole 
so pls lmk ;3
turn my heart into stone 
ur the reason i froze
where will she goo
no-nobody knows..

@oaf1
catch me
cuz i’m fallin
u could text me
it’s an option

r u okay
right now
got a headache
turn da lights out

i’m all in 
ur folding
i forgot wat u told me
buying drugs like theyre groceries
we’re not friends u don’t know me

fuck tha goalie get da ball n i go score
2020 did me wrong i am so bored
countin money on da train i feel like lorde
even tho u bring me pain i’m still all yours

Cold ft. oaf1「prod. kiryano」

MUSIC VID https://youtu.be/qJ5OxDyu71I
prod me.

[lyrics]
[hook]
I been, dissociating
losin touch of realityy l8tly
pls dnt, h8 me
dnt kno what 2 say 2 u baby
x2

evryday I wake up feelin like I aint me
evryday I feel like al my frends just h8 me
wanna kms an let da reaper take me
putting guns 2 my head w/ no safety
dnt feel ok I feel depressed 
just want dis fuckin shit 2 end
I cannot lie cannot pretend
been poppin pills n losing frends

take anothr fuckin oxy
visions blurry
im not stoppng 
fallin ovr
I need more inside my body
or im droppin

evry1 around me could replace me
I just waste my time dissociating
I feel like my heart is slowly fading
the drugz make my heart race n its amazng
I think im getting bettr but mai brain still kinda hurtz
n then I realize da nxt day its jus getting worse
an den ion even kno who I am anymore 
u see
its gettin more complex than anxiety

[hook]

take anothr fuckin oxy
visions blurry
im not stoppng 
fallin ovr
I need more inside my body
or im droppin
IFeelDisoriented (luv u eric)
I cnt even speak a sentence 
xanny got me jumpin fences
molly gimme extra senses

now im 2 high
I feel so light
thnk I could fly
thnk I should try
I got truey on my jeans!
ok.
ksubi jeans!
ok?
wit the team!
NO WAY!
ice on me!!!
FROZE LOLLLLL

[hook]

love hehe

dissociation (music vid in desc.)

life ,
🇨🇦
@swagcreww
@dynastyszn
@2uppent
@prod51five
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