am i saying the right things? am i being treated well? are my boundaries being respected?

2. not dead just sleeping

i don't know how i feel about imposing autocratic dictums upon my future self. i am afraid of spiralling out of control, of becoming lost and confused

1. everything essential

i've gotta get my day started. thanks for the memories

3. just want it to be over

this morning i wake, not as something brand new, but with a storm having passed through the night before

4. burned out (i can be happy)

when we attach ultimate meaning to the surface manifestation of the feeling-trigger, we reinforce our ignorance of the roots of our own suffering

5. body is the source

gray skies, windy. never eating goji berries before bed again

6. when i woke up (all aspects of life)

seeing all, and transforming it into a complete yet discontinuous image

7. always/forever (death changes)

love is fever. love is sickness. love is when you start to feel better

8. water through water

falling furthest from the highest peaks /// nurture protect love and cherish the precious jewel of this life

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