i think i’m running out of time
hang from the ceiling kick my chair out and twist my spine
don’t tell me nothing about the things that i decide
busted for narcotics a sentence that lasts a life

i think it’s time for me to go
you’ll find me buried inside of the frozen snow

but am i on your fucking mind?
but am i on your fucking mind?
but am i on your fucking mind?
but am i on your fucking mind?

i hate this place
please help me get the fuck out of here
when i am alone i’m not safe
don’t really think that i’m wanted here

drugs in my blood it’s not fixing me
don’t really think that she’s missing me
drugs in my blood it’s not fixing me
don’t really think that she’s missing me

but am i on your fucking mind?
but am i on your fucking mind?
but am i on your fucking mind?
but am i on your fucking mind?

am i on ur mind (p. x.xcupidx.x)

AMERICANPORNO&CANNABISADDICT - V9 Last Recording Of Vox, Mixing Vox Cleaner - LESS SAUSAGE?

AMERICAN PORNOGRAPHY & CANNABIS ADDICTION

locked away prod thislandis

Thank you for listening 

Lyrics

i never told you how i feel when nobody be looking down 
i know the scene is fake af they be happy to see you drown
never sleeping now im walking with the zombies like im rick
looking back at where i come from and this sht is making sick
got a story to tell
its been a hell of a ride 
all this pain i have to fight it put the worst on my mind 
i think at som point i just lost it and still i dont know when 
this the type of shit to make you wish to never feel a thing again 
black flags on my castle where you go?
i see the sun but my feelings lay in the snow
bitches call you crazy when you start to tell the truth
my only way to speak is in the booth
cold air   
i cant think straight 
i used to sip away my brain cells
life is a gift but i cant stand the way these people think
wheres the lifeline i dont wanna sink
saw my reflection in the rain
start to understand that sht will never be the same 
these people treat this life like its a game i hate to play 
gotta do my best because i dont wanna feel this way                       
dont wanna be so negative i wanna feel okay 
these rappers talk a lot i really live what i say 
had to kill the kid inside me it was time to be a man
and i just hope that i never have to feel this way again
now i go through all the drama but the trauma leaving scars all on my mind
im so fucked up from this bullsht how to leave it all behind?
xoxo these bitches looking now but i dont give a fck
the world is burning sending love to everybody in the mudd
woke up
in a place i used to hate
looking at the world and it leaving me so afraid
you say everybody has a chance  not a differnce
come into my world and you see that shit different
and i tried to talk to god i dont wanna be a sinner
feel like nothing making sence
in this world youre not a winner

Never the same (prod. Septfree)

Produced By. Erlax
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos

You just gotta face it
If I stay here imma break shit
You ain’t fucking with no basic
Throw it, imma chase it
She treats me like a dog
I love her that’s my fault
Need to love her from afar
Fuck around and crash my car

Mercy on my body
IDHANB on the jeans
Fuck around and pop a shotty
I realized everything ain’t what it seem

I’m screaming come and stop me
I’m screaming kamikaze
I swing at paparazzi
So, fuck you and your posse

Pour the salt up into my wounds and let me burn
To a crisp, I admit it’s probably what i deserve

Kill me fast
Make it hurt
Hotboxing up in the hearse
Found a gun inside her purse
Blow my brains out clear my nerves

It always stings when i’m thinking about it
I’ve climbed every mountain
To stop myself drowning

Stop the nonsense, bring it back
Hate my mind it’s fucking wack
Everything seems fucking black
That’s why I can’t fucking slack

I’ve always kept it on the inside
I would never trust a soul, it never felt right
I wasted time
Walking through the valley with my limbs tied
I’ve waited for someone to come recover me
What do you see?

Drowning in my head
I need some therapy
I could never live up to what they all want me to be
Promise the world
But it’s something I cannot guarantee
Picking off the scabs on my bloody knees

I got some problems in my brain
Got em all scared of me
You ain’t shit compared to me
Problem kid, bad parenting
Fuck you and your heritage
Want war? I ain’t scared of it
Sad as hell like your marriage is
All these rappers embarrassing
MOB cant bear the bitch
FOV of when i’m staring in
PIT till the I die
Elevated when I fly

Pour the salt up into my wounds and let me burn
To a crisp, I admit it’s probably what i deserve

Kill me fast
Make it hurt
Hotboxing up in the hearse
Found a gun inside her purse
Blow my brains out clear my nerves

It always stings when i’m thinking about it
I’ve climbed every mountain
To stop myself drowning

Stop the nonsense, bring it back
Hate my mind it’s fucking wack
Everything seems fucking black
That’s why I can’t fucking slack

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📸 credit: @lofiNews / @khufudagod

"The fear of death..."
"...is what keeps us alive"

KhufuDaGod:

There's too many pills in my lungs
I'm not even going to get buzzed no more
Look at myself and I run
Livin' my life but there's nothing to live for
Fucked up my life with these drugs
Smokin' em out of a light bulb
I'm never on time with that base that I'm on
Taking away all this pain that I love
Something so simple the shit that I went through
You couldn't deal with this shit it would end you
Why does my life wanna end in the middle while laid in the rain with the blood leakin' out of my brain
(Outta my brain, outta my brain)
Don't want to fuck with them bitches they lame
They think that they different but you all the same
I pull down the window and hand them the grain
It's a whole lot of grams
Bitch, get up outta my way
The look on my face it look like novacaine 
Kicked out my demons they all want to stay
The person I'm being, I don't want to be him
I started not to but your bitch in my DMs
Bitch I got Glocks on me
Bitch I got Glocks on me
Smoke on yo homies they high when you see em'
Yuh aye

$ekHmeT:

Why does everyone I've cared about or ever loved run away from me? 
Zero closure
Reasons that will never be told or explained to me
What the hell is it that's wrong with me?
Why am I the only one who is blind to see
Someone please tell me each of my flaws 
All of my impurities
Already way past the point of being hurt emotionally
There's no more time to deceive
So please let me in
On how I can fix me
So I can try to understand me  
Maybe you can (be the one to save me) that saves me

I already know, my soul
Is not going up above
So please give me this chance
While I'm still on this earth
To feel what it means to be loved 
To feel what it means to be loved
What it means to be loved
Feel what it means to be loved

©️ 2024 GhøstêGäng Records
®️ 2024 Trash Records

KhufuDaGod x $ekHmeT - Can't get high no more [prod. by MEMENTO]

produced by Sayori, CAUSE LUV, cry pretty high
mixed & mastered by cry pretty high, Olympic Sound Mixing

Falling (prod. CAUSE LUV, Sayori, cry pretty high)

world's crashing down

wake up on the cold floor,
I feel numb, I feel close to death
with bones made of stone, yeah im not getting up
I haven’t got the strength to call and say I’ve had enough

of this bullshit that you wanna put me through, wanna put me through
wanna push me down because you hate me too, its always you
singing my name our clearly, with depression embracing me
my eyes are getting blurry Im thinking I just need sleep

yeah so wake up when you feel like your coping
wake me up when theirs no one left to love you anymore
cus you know it’s easy to throw me away

im used to it
im getting used to it
just take me apart at the spine
let me just fly away

I don’t wanna be in pain anymore
memories of your body lifeless on the floor
they always, seem to come back seem to come back
I wish I wasn’t in love

you find me at the edge of the road
I’ve given up, shits fucked, yeah im here on my own
im losing control again
im losing control again

so when will I be normal can you let me know
im screaming out your name but I know you never show
im losing control again
I wish you could speak again

bite me on the lip and push me back
you’re always finding ways to pull at my skin theirs so much tension
between us, you’re so careless,
callouses are building up on my emotions just so I can’t feel a thing

yeah I need to shed my skin, but your hooks are deep within
every song I write is still about you and I hate myself for it
cus all I do is hurt other people
I try my best to move on but it never seems to work

IF ONLY YOU COULD SPEAK

if i ever go w/ tommy blve [prod. aura]

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KhufuDaGod x $ekHmeT - Can't get high no more [prod. by MEMENTO]

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