Collection of songs with my lovely girl $ekHmet 💜 @53khm3t

$ekHmeT / LXVELL

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Boys from the Gutter ft. HOLYVEXY (prod. teengud)

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i want to feel like its the end of seasons 
a fcking shadow, living person, do you know the meaning?
i close the curtain and i watch the sun die forever 
when this shit is gettin better? because it feels like never 
im walking in a maze, im talking to myself 
they just care about the numbers i still do it for myself 
and the people, because i know im not the only one to feel this pain 
the way i see the world can make you go insane 
grew up in the rain thats why i never talk about som stupid sht i never do 
supress the fcking feeling it might kill you like its true 
and its hard for me to love i got used to the feeling of being not enough 

3am why you staring at the ceiling
i look for something with a meaning 
i guess everybodys healing 
why im still trapped in the feeling?

flashback, i think back, depression, relapse 
im from a place that you cant find on any maps
and i dont know what to think i just believe in being good 
like a parasite inside me- never feel the way i should 
im in a quiet place, screaming
nightmare, dreaming 
dont know what to say and i change like the season 
and i talk about the pain but never really what ive been thorugh 
thats a different story but som day i wanna tell you 
i can show you how to break the chains nobody wanna pay the price
dont got a second to relax its always on my mind 
i had many fcking reasons to embrace the hate 
working on the vision until i close the gate

Closed Curtains (prod. skinnydrag)

Something nice I made with Feed Me, its also, quite nice.

To the stars

Strange Behaviour

Feed Me - Strange Behaviour feat. Tasha Baxter

MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X4fXfOvrDPU
Lyrics:

Tellin myself I can’t ever get held up on the bullsh*t
I only get one chance I ain’t gonna lose it 
I gon f**ked around enough it’s time I really push it
I’ve put my entire life into this and imma prove it 
I don’t think you understand who I really am
If you take a second
Listen baby grab my hand, grab my hand 
Just a step away
Off the window pane
I swear to God
I ain’t gonna lose it 
Talked me off the ledge
But did I really deserve it?

Cause I be 
Sick an tired 
of being stuck in my old ways
Always feelin pain
Always feelin like I don’t stand a chance 
But that’s my own fault
Been in the rain 
Gotta clear the clouds
Gotta turn around
Gotta see the future
It’s my own lane
I ain’t wasting time 
Gotta make it count
Cause I swear to God 
I was meant for this

It’s all I got
It’s all I do
Can’t throw it away
Got to much to prove
I wanna be myself
In my own world
A reality that I’m proud of
I wanna Show you what 
I'm capable of 
Show you I know how to love
Show you I can be the one
Show myself that I can be the one

That I think I am
That I thought I was

Tellin myself I can’t ever get held up on the bullsh*t
I only get one chance I ain’t gonna lose it 
I gon f**ked around enough it’s time I really push it
I’ve put my entire life into this and imma prove it 
I don’t think you understand who I really am
If you take a second
Listen baby grab my hand, grab my hand 
Just a step away
Off the window pane
I swear to God
I ain’t gonna lose it 
Talked me off the ledge
But did I really deserve it?

But did I really deserve it?

4Scythe - Did I Really Deserve It?

The Lost Beats

GhøsteGirl

GhøsteGirl - (ft. LXVELL) [ prod. by Ovili ]

Architects of Our Own Demise, LXVELL GØT ME LØST

Demon Eyes

Demon Eyes (ft. JAYISDEAD  x LXVELL) [ prod. by LXVELL ]

[ Lyrics by LXVELL ]

Ye-ah-yeah-ah-yeah-yea-ah

My life I've done my own thing

My whole life I've done my own thing

Why would I not do my own thing

This is my life let my heart sing

I got these bitches I got diamonds

I don't know why they whinin' 

I give them money and they cryin'

Bitch why you make me feel like I'm dyin' 

I feel like I'm dyin'

I feel like I'm dyin'

Every other hour feelin' like cryin'

Ye-ah-yeah-ah

You don't even know how I feel now

You feel

Like I feel

How does it feel like, what do you feel

I don't know cause it wasn't real

I've been 

So low

I've got 

To go

I've been, on my own

I've been, one to go

I've been, so low

I've got to go

I've been, on my own

I've been, one to go

I gotta fly away

I don't think this is the day

That she will, communicate 

Can't bear to breathe
 
My life I've done my own thing

My whole life I've done my own thing

Why would I not do my own thing

This is my life

Let my heart sing

I got these bitches I got diamonds

I don't know why they whinin'

I give them money and they cryin

It's why you make me feel like I'm dyin'
 
I feel like I'm dyin'

I feel like I'm dyin'
 
Every other hour feelin' like cryin' 

Yea-ahh-yeah-ah 

You don't even know how I feel now

[ Lyrics by $ekHmeT ]

Yea you say that now

But I definitely do

On such a deeper level

Someday I'll tell my story

If you only knew

I fake my smile

It hides all the terrible things
 
This world can throw at you

You talk about lovin' all these other bitches

As I'm laying here cryin'

But all those wannabes, be lyin'

I've never left your side

Our souls intertwined

Too many serendipitous predicaments to deny it

Can't just be coincidence

I saved you from dyin'

I'm the real one

Still shinin' under pressure & heat

Fuck diamonds

Reminiscing on our future

A better life with you

So why not try it?

But I'm running outta tears

So close next to me

Wish I could take away your pain

I did everything I could

Yesterday felt like meeting again for the first time

I was almost dead but you brought me back to life

But I should have known better

Woke up the next morning

So contrived

Feel like I'm living in a fuckin' lie

Overwhelmed

Out of ideas to help

Life's been so fucked up

Without you It's pure hell

So close to giving up

So close to giving up

But I don't wanna leave

But if I'm the one making you bleed

I'll do everyone the favor

RIP

[ LXVELL ]

I feel like I'm dyin'

I feel like I'm dyin'

I feel like I'm dyin'

Every other hour feelin' like cryin'

Yea-ah-yeah-ah

You don't even know how I feel now

[ $ekHmeT ]

I don't wanna leave

But if I'm the one making you bleed

I'll do everyone the favor

RIP

[ LXVELL ]

My whole life I've done my own thing

Why would I not do my own thing

This is my life, let my heart sing

Let My Heart Sing - LXVELL x $ekHmeT [ prod. LXVELL ]

Pain, pain

All this pain trapped inside me

Why is this, how it has to be?

I don't wanna feel this way

So stay close to me

Please rescue me

Is it just a bad dream? 

I understand you do you understand me? (I understand you)

Similar misery
Similar traits
Similar situations 
That's how we relate

Zero judgement 
Zero shame
Zero reasons to intentionally cause one another pain

We're lost souls just trying to maintain 

Similar situations 
That's how we relate

Zero judgement (Zero)

Zero shame (Zero)

Zero reasons to intentionally cause one another pain

We're lost souls just trying to maintain

Trapped in this hell called life
(Just trying to find our way)
Trapped in this hell called life 
Yet with you next to me
I can't stop smiling
I must be dying 
How can this be
Just trying to escape this bad dream
I must be dying
I understand you
Is it just a bad dream
Do you understand me?
I understand...

Do you understand?

Similar misery
Similar traits
Similar situations 
That's how we relate

Zero judgement 
Zero shame
Zero reasons to intentionally cause one another pain
We're lost souls just tryna maintain

Lost souls tryna maintain

(Reverse)

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iS this A bad Dream ¿? - $ekHmeT x LXVELL [ prod. by sorrow bringer ]

I can't get over our love
you're a fallen angel from above
you get me high from your touch
better than ecstacy when we fuck
I mean make love, I want you to use me baby 
Just like a drug, 
snort these pills, let's get fucked up
fuck a 9 to 5, now that you here,
our powers combined, 
call it devastation
all the ones who said we'd never make it, 
watch em all hatin while we sit back on a permanent vacation 

Cause of our skill, our intellect, how we keep it real,  
we put in the work, 

We cookin making beats 
Instead of whippin on a stove top
Our sound and our style gonna be the come up 

They're gonna be feining for our tracks
Call that shit a double up

i cant feel my cup - LXVELL x $ekHmeT [ prod. by LXVELL ]

She Said Not To Cry. - LXVELL x $ekHmeT [ prod. by lL. K. ]

Shoutout to @zapdj100 for the dope artwork 🛸

How_Many_time_lines

BOOM ft. $ekHmeT [ prod. SekHmeT ]

buried in roses (featuring HH)

SUBSTANCE ABÜSE (Part lII: Clarity)

Airplane Mode

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why you try to kill me while my mind is trying too?
running from the past and I can't tell you what is true
blood inside the rain, nobody tell me what to do
looking down the city, all I think about is you
living in illusions and I wish I never knew
drowning in my pain, can something show me something new?
f*cked up from the past, I got shadows in my view
and maybe I'm the problem
I never met someone like me
sick of all this misery
(can you make me feel alive again?)

why I gotta feel so f*cked up every day?
I'm a problematic person in my way
why the medication got me feeling sick?
I could take it now, but I was just a fucking kid
do you get it now?
old scars but I'm bleeding out
always searching, never finding out
same me but it's different now
think about this sh*t again
I don't feel like I'm a friend
cut the flashback out my brain
tell my doctor I'm afraid to go insane
sorry for the way I am, I hate this fucking pain
(sorry for the way I am, I hate this fucking pain)

when the night is coming in, I disappear
Xanax for the panic, sorry dear
I had dreams but now the nightmares make me sink
rollercoaster
I'm trying not to think

and maybe I'm the problem
I never met someone like me
sick of all this misery
(can you make me feel alive again?)

when the night is coming in, I disappear
Xanax for the panic, sorry dear
I had dreams but now the nightmares make me sink
rollercoaster
I'm trying not to think

someone like me (prod. LMG x everestdidthis)

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She Said Not To Cry. - LXVELL x $ekHmeT [ prod. by lL. K. ]

$ekHmeT

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