im corny but its alrite
@ploua
@claudesdiary

i cant feel like i do anything right 
its just been so long and I still cant even think right 
would you do anything like hit me up just one time 
cause u dont even respond got me feeling like the bad guy
i swear im not the bad guy 
you moved on and thats fine
honestly i say it to myself but just to feel fine
i still cry every night about you
i cant keep making songs about you 
everything reminds me about you
i just hope you know im about to
fall back in with someone I
dont care about but thats fine
ill fill the void this time

throw me into a landfill
its really over you made your stand
its not fair, and in time my heart will fade away
by then, i still think we were meant to be
i wish I meant something to you
so i would choose to be with you, again
I cant take it, ill survive and be the one who can
ill move on and you should know

lost it all but in my defense
im not capable of defining what you meant
you can say i miss you it wont solve any issues
i need you right hereererererere
you can live inside my nightmares
so whyd i have to fuck it up
all these days that i waste i cant make it now (cant make it now)
just hit me back when you need me and ill be right there
i love you so much and you just didnt care

continuation +ploua, claude (king theta)

produced by @dercept x ayoley

lyrics:
it's not easy for me (x2)
chemicals have taken full control and i'm not even worried
it has to be because of me

i've done nothing to prevent this
i know that all good things come to an end
but i never got a chance to begin

i stay crammed inside this fucking room
it's already far too late for me cuz i've been consumed
i don't know what's the use

wait four more days
i'll just recollect myself and take the blame
i guess u really gotta lose to win the game
i sit in the back of the parking lot while i waste away
every day i'm following a similar schedule
should have known it from the start my fucking heart wasn't edible
but i guess things change and u did too
all along i really was the gum under ur shoe

i stay crammed inside this fucking room
it's already far too late for me cuz i've been consumed
i don't know what's the use
it's not easy for me (x6)

it's not easy for me (dercept x ayoley)

all me @1spooz
twitter has me all sorts of fucked up

woke up in a cold sweat
you thought about ending it all
you're not done yet
take a deep breath
i know you're upset
but don't you tell me about how

your mental said
i’ll be happy when i'm dead
it’s a way one way choice i’d rather not
you’d better stop
go and grab the knife and stab it through wall
or put it down
smash it on some rocks
you make the choice
will it be the right one
will it be the right one
i know you’re sad
i know it seems there's no hope left
but if you try just one more time
maybe you’ll be fine
you'll find someone worth living for

you have a nice dream you should chase it
hell it might work out
it might work out
all my dreams are silly
i forgot about em all then i
woke up in a cold sweat
you thought about ending it all
you're not done yet
take a deep breath
i know you're upset
but don't you tell me about how

what my mental said

@55depths
@giabellee

here's to getting better.

lyrics:
(dth)
heart is dark green
like the grass on our backs
i feel unclean
follow dirt
that we track
like it's something
seeing through things has always been easy
won't you need me?

(gia)
i don't even know how i'm feeling
my mind is trippin'
i'm breathing different
and i can't help it
i'm feeling restless
but i don't want to
let's not address this

(dth)
so fucking easy
how you walked right out the front door
a capsule in my hand
but i really shouldn't take more
and every sign i saw
i tried my best to ignore
but i'm locked in
(fuck)
guess i'll never learn

and you should know how hard this
i wish you'd know how hard this is

heart is dark green
like the grass on our backs
i feel unclean
follow dirt
that we track
like it's something
seeing through things has always been easy
won't you need me?

i'm captivated by the way you make me feel now
spiral down the drain i'm letting all the pain out
it's like i live a double life
and shut my friends out
isolation really got the best of me now

dark green
like the grass on our backs
i feel unclean
follow dirt
that we track
like it's something
seeing through things has always been easy
won't you need me?

unclean w/ giabelle

@55depths
prod. scandi + aldaz + joe stanley + deathright

lyrics:
(good luck to, good luck to you)

got me thinking back to last year baby
thought you said i wouldn't last here
and looking back at all the time we wasted
i could have chased you
i could have chased you
but i let you go
right through my hands
oh darling, dear
please understand
i've been trying
been misguided
tried to fight it
then i hide it

if fun's a fashion
then you wear it in the worst way
i'm sick of hiding
choosing carefully every word i say
no surprise
came to light
staying in for the night
was it worth all the fight?
good luck this time

good luck to you
i know you need it just to get by
and fill the void i left behind
with yet another guy
i'm done with looking back
i'll leave you in the past tense
make up your mind
instead of sitting on the damn fence

it's crazy
and stupid
it's not like
i'd choose this
i'm always
put through this
don't think i
can do it
it's useless
you're clueless
heart left out
in ruin
you're losing
the best thing
good luck babe
without me

if fun's a fashion
then you wear it in the worst way
i'm sick of hiding
choosing carefully every word i say
no surprise
came to light
staying in for the night
was it worth all the fight?
good luck this time

good luck (scandi + aldaz + joe stanley + deathright)

Appreciate @srrygate for hoping on!

Prod by @shatter3d x @jichuuu

Lyrics redacted :[

yokai

yokai w/ srrygate (shatter3d x jichu)

lyrics:
go i don't wanna see ur face anymore
cry your eyes out when you see me in a morgue
i miss you yet i hate you 
all my adoration for you it's a double edged sword

i'm sinking all the way to the bottom
"aura shouldn't care that's what i taught him"
black diamonds in my pocket is it see thru
not a scapegoat puppet is it crystal clear to you

i loathe the way, i feel every day
used to running from my problems and pushing them away
there's no escape, girl im stuck in place
last option cock a pistol and aim at my face

double-edged sword (neverforever)

@x1fern
@silentcxbin
@dthxrgt
@nickp3tro
@55depths

lyrics:

[1fern]
bitch im in my bag you know i got you
30 on my wrist im making hits just like im potsu
i don't need a fake friend
killing em like amaterasu (yeah)
bitch I got you, bitch I got you

[silentcxbin]
shout out to the old me 
I miss my slimeys
work 100 days now
stay lowkey
I don't wanna talk
sorry that I'm working on me
thought its obvi?
I'm moving like a zombie
and I don't wanna
go to your party 
keep on passing out
in FL like I'm in the lobby
and shit getting cold now
no Milwaukee 
and I'm cut the feedback
no walkie talkie 

[deathright]
so cut the feedback
don't wanna hear it
i want my life back
without you near it
i feel i'm sinking
even deeper
i'm bouta blow bitch
like a creeper
yeah
time and time again
you prove to me you're not a friend
and draw the line again
between us both, you're just a trend

feedback - 1fern x silentcxbin x deathright x p3tro

SHE TOLD ME I SHOULD KNOW THAT I'M DEADLOCKED

✦i'm back!!! sry 4 the long break, spotify and all other sites soon hopefully! 
hope y'all enjoy this one & hope u guys are all well, love y'all <3 expect more soon :)✦

lyrics
--------
in my head, it's a mess
it's so messed up
can't get my eyes off past shit
now i backup
she told me i should know that i'm deadlocked
stressed up
throw the cigarette butt on the asphalt
without these thoughts in my mind
i would be better off
fucking up my mental
over shit i should've said, it's hard
looking in my cup, shit
lately i've been so done
u keep my head numb
u could never know
run in with explosives
yeah we focused
u don't think i noticed 
the blade is painted all black
like my fit and my nails
shake it off, watch ur step
like the whip and the rims
walk out all covered in blood

i've been doing so good
lately i've been hoping
u think you know me
but you don't even know shit
slitter in my left, knife in my right
i'm running through the night
and i don't think you're ready 2 die
runnin in got the cutters in my both hands
the fuck you talking about bitch 
we run in with explosives
tear the place down
we don't need no motive
i've been so sick of ur fucking ass
i'm running no diagnosis
now i really do feel, like it's my time 
lying on my fucking name
u won't get far, i caught up
running, wound open
it's inbound
i can smell your blood
this is my hunting ground

in my head, it's a mess
it's so messed up
can't get my eyes off past shit
now i backup
she told me i should know that i'm deadlocked
stressed up
throw the cigarette butt on the asphalt
without these thoughts in my mind
i would be better off
fucking up my mental
over shit i should've said, it's hard
looking in my cup, shit
lately i've been so done
u keep my head numb
u could never know
run in with explosives
yeah we focused
u don't think i noticed 
the blade is painted all black
like my fit and my nails
shake it off, watch ur step
like the whip and the rims
walk out all covered in blood

DEADLOCKED

AMV <3

DEADLOCKED (tenoji + runawway)

all plats soon
Lyrics -
I been pushed to the edge so many fucking times, I can't think
It's fine, I'm okay, gotta keep up that illusion
You said that it's over, tell me what you mean
I knew I was nothing but a loser
I know that I'm nowhere near perfect
I feel loved, but I don't think deserve it
I might cut these ties, fucking drop off the face of the earth
Nobody gonna miss me anymore
Getting tired, think I'm walking through a cycle
Every day's just another fucking trial
Reconsider (just think)
Do you really (love me)
Is this my reality
Or a product of my memory
I can't ever put an end to the overthinking
Know I'm elastic
Bend and break like plastic
I'm too nice, I get stepped on, why am I like this

feedback - 1fern x silentcxbin x deathright x p3tro

55depths

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