https://youtu.be/9JMYWSGIkbI

does it matter
it doesn't matter
does anything matter at all

does it matter what i say im misunderstood
does it matter what i do
doesn't matter

i wear death-wishes its not a fashion statement
i write messages in blood onto the pavement
i'm psycho and i know it
my mouth i tried to sew it
my brain i tried to dope it
my eyes i tried to close em

i wear death-wishes its not a fashion statement
i write messages in blood onto the pavement

cause i'm not scared of the dark
i'm scared of the light
and what i might find
when i open my eyes

open my eyes
when i open my eyes
what will i find
when i open my eyes

does it matter what i say
im misunderstood
does it matter what i do
u dont hear the words

really do whatever i want now
at the same time imma puppet pray to god now
at the same time hate u so much i'm in love now
at the same time will u kill me im so done now

i'm psycho and i know it
my mouth i tried to sew it
my brain i tried to dope it
my eyes i tried to close em

i wear death-wishes its not a fashion statement
i write messages in blood onto the pavement

i wear death-wishes its not a fashion statement
i write messages in blood onto the pavement

in blood onto the pavement
in blood onto the pavement
its not a fashion statement

ultravialit - i wear death wishes i write messages (yandere)

not a real person!! 「4suruu」

@i9bonsai
@y4ndere
lyrics
Tell me it's gonna be alright (Alright)
Let me trust my heart let me trust my soul
Gotta thing for you can't you see (Can't you see)
Let my guard down once now I can't feel safe 

I just wanna feel safe I just wanna feel safe
I wanna fall in love
I wanna feel safe I wanna feel safe
Let my guard down (Down) (Down) (Down) (Down) 

I wrote my feelings in a song now, I wanna let it go!
Held your hand in the snow now, I really wanna know!
Do you think of me cause I think of you
Everytime I sleep I dream of you...

When I wake up I feel alone
Have my friends by my side but I still feel alone
When you want something, you can't have
Hold in your tears and just laugh

I don't wanna talk and I don't need more...
Ima go a newpath and close that door
You don't really kno what I got in store
In store for myself Ima need that
Oo do you really kno
Oo yh I jus gta go
I've been down down this road before
You got me got me so damn torn

Wait I don't wanna risk that
I don't even know how I can get back
Maybe the first time but its last
Hope I don't see you down this path...

I don't wanna talk and I don't wanna run
Do i got more love? I got no more love
Pack my bags its the same same stuff
Leave me right out leave me out to rust
What's that's what this what's this all?
You jus wanna see me fall, please don't please don't call
Go to waste yh all in all

all alone w/ i9bonsai (yandere)

@lil_l1ght
produced by @1ddva + @bleachcraft

[bleaky]

i feel tha crisis in my veins ye in my blood
all the pain i felt it's understandable
pull the bills u payed on the table
i knew u were fake u a moron
and I mourn loud
6 feet deep under lava
ye im down low down low 
nails black like a diva 
Cuz I'm doin it raw 

and my swag immaculate like the damn sky 
i pull up last time like a good damn allie 
murder she wrote that's what she said 
got a lot on the vault u gon heard none 
i feel like an angel I feel like a nun 
i b shooting on the opp like I'm canon 


[light]

talk me
feel like a diva
あいつらはみんな
無理してfeel down
俺らは実感
してまたmidnight
繰り出し既視感
与えてるNinja
君の考えてること俺にすぐtext me
i'm a diva 暗闇から救いだすmedicine
bad bitch b b bad bitch ur bad bitch
There's only one way for us to be saved
me and bleaky is bro
ur face is feel like a stone
俺たちだっていつかはSTAR
手に取るDiamond or Crystal in a store

diva +lil light (ddva x bleachcraft)

@guccibelt730
@asurxh
@negative_creeper

i make digicore
no hyperpop
i do it for me if u don't like it idgaf
im invincible
was quiet but now i turn it up
invisible light
tearing thru the night

they look for me cuz im something they haven't seen yet
i got stories to tell and distant dreams yeah
i got trauma need to carve it in your ears yeah
hidden gem it's up to you to get the meaning

and you can never see that
what's behind the curtain make believes yeah
and honestly just beat it
pushing ppl away that's what im best at

i keep cruising thru the night
blindfolded but im not blind
they say it's wrong but to me it's right
doing things different out of spite
my emotions pacified
and the rope is getting tight
but im ok don't wanna talk about no sui sui cide

guccibelt:

all this shit just happened im indifferent
in love for a while now its different
and im floating in the water like a widow
so i put my drip on and go back home
esoteric darkness
hold u in my apartment
question all those governments that keep u far from me

i make digicore no hyperpop w/ guccibelt 「asurah + negative creeper」

prod. dj oppai official

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=swKnQ3OHso0

FIZZY [MV OUT ON YT]

https://open.spotify.com/track/2omDqZiWiMFRdP0DKLxhY6?si=fe8095140d844e35

ib: @lumminaa

@remiliaxd :

oh what a sight
i don't think i want to fly, no
and i don't really want to die there
keep this world to myself
'cause i can hide there
but i don't really wanna die

i reside in this wasteland
dying but i'm awake, and
smile but i fake it
i don't want to take this
i know the way, and
escape from all of the pain
but i can't fall asleep
my anxiety has been changing me

ohhh
and how could i sleep here
i'm alone, i'm on my own, i really need you now
oh, but you hurt me, i guess we're through
no, i'm not you

i need someone to rest with
you wouldn't get it, no
and you didn't care, i know you won't
the words were stuck in my throat
i loved you but you don't
love yourself but i won't
i have to hide away again

(i swear i don't think i'll make it)
(i'm not you, i'm not you no)
(i swear i don't think i'll make it)
(i'm not you, i'm not you no)

ohhh
and how could i sleep here
i'm alone, i'm on my own, i really need you now
oh, but you hurt me, i guess we're through
no, i'm not you

i need someone to rest with
you wouldn't get it, no
and you didn't care, i know you won't
the words were stuck in my throat
i loved you but you don't
love yourself but i won't
i have to hide away again

shelter

LYRICS:
No one ever sees me there
Like I’m always alone T-T
Alone inside my head
Feelings like all despair
Cause I’m feeling like popstar
Yeah
Shawty hit me w that rawr rawr 
Demons in my head they keep me up all night
Got my heart on a platter n it’s ready to be served 
Feelings got me dead drowning in the sorrow
I need a way to heal
Sippin on lean
Can’t feel
Always find a way to upset
Everyone just treats me like shit
In this meaningless world
I’m just trying to find my place
In the next star race
Living life like a game, everyone’s all the same
Got a lot of scars, but they never heal a sound
Hashie:
I'm just tryna cope, with this life that I'm livin
I Got a lot of problems, but I just gotta stay consistent 
This life that I’m living, I’m feeling so diff
But ik tht I’m going farthest for the difference 
Ik tht I’m written in the star
I won’t miss it
Planning my future n counting these digits
I’m on the list bitch, I don’t need a ticket
Taking these pills, yk I don’t resist it
Mom always told me tht I’d a star
Smoking on blunts and they look like cigars
Pockets so fat, that shit looking bizarre 0:
Ancre: 
君がいない春
君がいない朝
君がいない夏
割と想像してた

君がいない秋
君がいない夜
君がいない冬
もう背負わない十字架

いつか君がくれた
やさしさを守って
まだ生きていける
そう  今  気づいた
ねえ
あなたが残してくれたあの歌を
永遠に  世界に  伝えて描きたい

君に救われたあの頃のように
僕も君を救えたらな

Prod: Underwhere? x Ur1n3
Mix n Master: @Avit69
Art: pyonpyonpyon_okay
Art edit by me

Rawrstar ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ w/ hashie + hq

beat : decago・xeno 
lyric : junshi・miomaguro
mix/mastering : junshi

ビートありがとう！@decago
タイトルとfeatありがとう！@junshi163

-lyric-

junshi 

yeah, and i'm smoking gas, bitch i'm posted with みお
君だけを思う
if you'd stay, but i dont know 
and i been booted off the x, babygirl im moving so slow
yeah, and i been rotting in my room, cant believe you left me alone

yeah, and i'm showing love when i look in the sky and i see you
and you dont know that i need you
u be telling these lies that i see through

yeah, and you showing hate babygirl and you think i can't hear you
babygirl i can just tell how much you dont want me near you

miomaguro

Don’t even want to hear her name
君が僕の全て
本当の事だけ教えて
 I cry again because of you

呼吸浅くて眠れない
Close your eyes and float away
アニメ見て泣く僕とJunshi
first love 一ノ瀬ことみ

明日は笑って過ごしたいけれど
優しくない嘘つくのはやめてよ

空に咲いた花火の音に僕の声が掻き消させれて往く

highschool angel𓂃໒꒱°* w/ junshi (decago+xeno)

@lileffort

whatever goes wrong 
I want you to know 
That it’s not your fault, 
that it’s not your fault 
blame it all on me
Take it all from me 
I don’t deserve you 
I don’t deserve your love 

2x
Your my home, your my safety
Think of all the times that you saved me 
Think of all the love that you gave me 
Your my safety baby your my safety 

If I had one wish before I turn to dust 
I’d ask you to go dance with for one last time, for one last time 
cuz every second feels like heaven when I hold on to you 
Trust me I’m not acting, you can’t imagine 
How you make my heart move

safety「lileffort」

@shinyujuju 
@y4ndere

can't get u off my mind
and I can't even breath my self
counting steps like 1 2 3
I can't even think from now

my heart gets bleeded
on darkness symptoms
can't just wait it
without u i'm just bleeding

I know I just waste time
running away from this hell
I know i'm just bad :{
but every time I talk to u
I feel like I'm alone now

lets kill this love like #blackpink
well lets just end this love like we used to

can't get u off my mind
and I can't even breath my self
counting steps like 1 2 3
I can't even think from now

i make digicore no hyperpop w/ guccibelt 「asurah + negative creeper」

ㅤ

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asurah

leaf

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