What To Do With Time

COPYRIGHT - SCARLETT. H. LOGAN 

Lyrics: 

Forgive me for rambling on
I wanna tell you my life story
It won't make sense; haven't told it in five years
but this amounts to a single victory 

Don't you ever go that way
It's so easy to be destroyed by 
The endless summary 

In the back-alley of conversation
There's tonal qualities 
in Vain 
The marbled sentence rings right above here
but lacks the scene to bring fascination 

Don't you ever go that way
It's so easy to be destroyed by 
The endless summary 
(You'll never make it Cause you're not worth it. End is your final ride)
Hatred for yourself only brings pain 
(Hatred for self is what keeps you clean. Stuck on the inside)

Think I'm done with that shit! 

I couldn't find a reason for the endless beggin' for your attention
Call it a shame 
We're falling into 
a lackluster phase

Whyyyyyyyy?
Whyyyyyyyy?

Don't you ever go that way
It's so easy to be destroyed by
The endless summary.

Endless Summary (DEMO)

For the most beautiful, loyal, funny, g*ddamn sexy man I have ever known. I love you. 

Lyrics:

People tend to disappear 
Cause some are made right out of air
Set it on fire and watch it burn 
Cause I’m sick of you
Settle down, make it a disappointment 
You  don’t  know how to treat me right
When all of everything goes 
I can see you here 
 
Don’t become another shadow at night! 
‘Cause we’re running right out of…

Never want anyone else
I wanna finish it out 
The perfect place you’ve given me 
I wanna forever in your life 
Take it back, this is no prison 
Anyone can see so 
Never could run out of your time
 I can feel you here

COPYRIGHT 2024 - SCARLETT H. LOGAN

One For Us (DEMO)

COPYRIGHT 2024 - SCARLETT H. LOGAN

LYRICS: 

"You were a star in your own right
You helped my mind put up a fight
leading down drunken roads inside
I wanted to go and I just might...

Can you hear me now?
It's such a wonderful injury
and when the scars wore out
I'd say they were healed with something

When did I get such a bitter dream?
I didn't know you could hear me
Father save me now
I needed a sign, or something

The days you would call were a privilege
we're talkin' it up in the scrimmage 
Your effortless anger's a birthright 
I wanted to stop and I just might... 

Throw the whole thing out
it's such a meaningless worry
and in this tortured tunnel I would be 
always missin' something.
'Cause nobody's catching my bitter dream
you must've felt like you ruined me 
Father save me now
I needed some help with the ending

We are the ones this world simply 
forgets all about and then deletes 
Father save me now
I know we're in need of some mending."

Last One For Eugene

COPYRIGHT - SCARLETT H. LOGAN - 2024

LYRICS:

One more false start 
The failure was a lie
I can, I can concur 
And one more wrong thing to realize 
Some promises cannot be broken outside 

It’s no better than 
When you select your defeat 
And then it’s all such a lie 
That you have to believe it
And it’s old 

One more false start 
The failure was a lie 
It’s coming from inside 

We choose to go in all these directions …….. 

Did you say you wanted to give it up? 
It gets to be the only thing you counted up 
I’d like to try to take bring it to an honest conclusion

Failure Was a Lie (DEMO so far...) - 9_28_24, 3.41 PM

COPYRIGHT 2018 - SCARLETT H. LOGAN 

LYRICS: 
"Pieces are falling 
black marks on paper 
and he says "I'm ending" 
Pieces are empty! 

Why not take it all one day at a time?
Why not take it all one day at a time?"

Learning Arpeggio (Album Outro)

COPYRIGHT SCARLETT H. LOGAN - 2024 

Lyrics: 

Don't you know it was yesterday that killed me?
Thought I'd caught the free radical that judged me 
Stayed in the shade for far too long
Live in the background? I can't survive
Trying to place each piece of info
I cried it all out, I cried it all in

I expected it all
I'll never know why it's so hard to wanna live a lie
I wanted it gone
the senseless go by 
it's trite tried 

welcome to the only open moment

He's the dream I'll never live out 
it's hard to see him broken 
he's the best I'll never want out
Except when he's not open 

Formulaic curse you laid upon it...

I expected it all 
I'll never know why
 it's so hard to wanna live a lie
And I wanted it gone 
the senseless go by
it's trite tried 

It's some kind of wayward destination 
Don't you notice we're headed straight for it?
I counted it up, it's empty 
and none of these people agree 

I count this a failure now...."

Free Radical

COPYRIGHT: SCARLETT H. LOGAN - 2024

LYRICS:

 Falling into another net
There’s a simple purpose left for you to divine 
Single-handedly exposing
The crime right to you 
The hive lied to you 
Where does it all connect, I wonder?

Take a picture for me now
I want it for a collection of you
I’ll always believe there’s nothing to figure out
Strumming up some guilt ‘cause I have to 
You’re reading the clause that says what you need to do 
We’re searching the face of the earth through a filtered sense

Did you find what you wanted?
Was the answer in your pocket?
I didn’t see it coming down
No, I didn’t see it fading out

Take a picture for me now
I want it for a collection of you
I’ll always believe there’s nothing to figure out
Strumming up some guilt ‘cause I have to 
You’re reading the clause that says what you need to do 

How can you say it’s just a dream?
No one wakes us up from anything
Where does the  darkness like it best?
Sitting in your head it haunts it


Guilt Song

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Into it
you're so into it
that we locked it down and settled it out 
You can't replace empathy 

We need all the vultures to leave 
remnants of everything
I don't even know what that means! 

come to destroy 
everything you've ever known
and in flight you can escape it all!  
it'll tear you from what you need 
you'll be back with a proper release 
fighting yourself constantly 
I guess you wanted to leave 

Holding on, like a loser! 
are we desperate now?
Your pale mind can't make decisions up
you're folding up like a card table
am I just way too screwed up?

I can't fathom why...

Your choice to burn the bridge
into a smoldering heap 
I think you almost got it.

Holding on, like a loser! 
are we desperate now?
Your pale mind can't make decisions up
you're folding up like a card table
am I just way too screwed up?

I can't fathom why
I even effing try 
this isn't happening

Like A Loser

COPYRIGHT SCARLETT H. LOGAN - 2024

This is a temporary recording I wanted to share. I will go back in later and redo vocals. I'm happy with it otherwise; thanks for listening! Sorry for the mic pops :(

LYRICS: 

"Formerly derisive in your line of questions
that I never chose to answer
now I'm letting you leave.
I'm made up of a solid form of grave mistakes

My mind could go dry 
is this almost over?
Is it time?
They said 'this is how it goes', while I see it for the sham it is 
or it could be...

he's so important to me! 
I leave it out so he'll read 
we're such a far cry from abysmal states now,
that stand as an out 
Tormented, always! 
You broke all your moulds and you're cross
cause you're on your way down
gonna live this anyway

see it in the time that it takes 
to be the perfect portion of 
what this world really wants 

You broke all your moulds and you're cross
cause you're on your way down
you're gonna live this anyway 
I gave you an exciting out! 
Yeah, you get to leave
I made it easy

He's not about to try 
I'm not about to cry 

Train yourself to behave
it's not time to be late 

Something new's about to try 
all you need are some clean eyes
'cause I'm letting you see 

My mind could go dry 
is this almost over?
Is it time?
They said 'this is how it goes', while I see it for the sham it is 
or it could be

You Get An Out - DEMO (placeholder vocals)

"You can leave me in the dark at night
like every other fiend
and then tell me that it's just as bright 
'cause I don't even know what you mean
I'll never wanna believe it
I'd never choose to deceive 

I'm hearing panic in every other word
it sits on top of the scene, like a little bird
it's time to glass it out
and then it wanders mid-flight 
Don't you wanna kill it on sight?
Don't you wanna kill it on sight?
Don't you wanna kill it from the inside, just to take a turn?

I can just see now that everybody is saner than me
I could create so endlessly, but where does it lead?
Don't you wanna kill it on sight?
Don't you wanna kill it on sight?
Don't you wanna kill it from the inside, just to take a turn?


Bird Killer

The instrumental version of "Center Avenue" 
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Center Avenue - Instrumental

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Lyircs: 
Here for my sedimentary dreams
They're causing a relapse toward relief
and now I wanna say it: I don't know how to save anything
I'm holding the hinge but it's falling off
Can't get rid of yesterday's pain
My collection of strength now is dying off 

CHORUS: 
Time is not a friend to me
Easy to see it 
when I'm flyin' down Center
and there's nothin' left to try and get out
see the pain in everything, won't go away
I suffer with precision
it's enough to wanna try and get out (x2)

Now you see the enemy
Changing the rhythm inside of me 
She said that she wants to make it harder to breathe
if you're gonna miss someone, I wish you'd miss me!
No no no no, no no no

BRIDGE: 
Just start the cycle all over again
sometimes the dysfunction feels like my only friend
Why do I feel so empty when I'm in love? 
Like part of my brain turns off
is everything survival?
Just wanna be like the ones who are enough
The ones who are enough
The ones who are enough

I wish this couldn't hurt me
I can tell you that it's all too much! 
Then it just starts all over
How can I tell you that I wanna run?!

CHORUS: 
Time is not a friend to me
Easy to see it 
when I'm flyin' down Center
and there's nothin' left to try and get out
see the pain in everything, won't go away
I suffer with precision
it's enough to wanna try and get out (x2)
Now you see the enemy
Changing the rhythm inside of me 
She said that she wants to make it harder to breathe
if you're gonna miss someone, I wish you'd miss me!
No no no no, no no no

Center Ave

"Moon Squares" (Instrumental)

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LYRICS: 

No correction
something else destructive, until it's time
why are we all here?
it seems alright.
I see you before me

One single thought can destroy it all 
you pick up the pieces 
and put 'em back on the shelf
still so empty 

Adding more years would be a waste 
still you are coming here to take us
back to reality 
this much as I can see

Now that I said too much
it's all a rush
can you come fix it all?
do you need a crutch?

Why am I living just to wait?
and in a toggle between states
I never had a clue
you know I

I don't want to be a seed
I wanna give it to you, as you need
He notices everything
but doesn't feel anything (x2)

Now that I said too much
it's all a rush
can you come fix it all?
do you need a crutch?

Adding more years would be a waste 
still you are coming here to take us
back to reality 
this much as I can see


Seed

COPYRIGHT - 2025 - SCARLETT H. LOGAN
(I may re-record this someday. We shall seee) 

LYRICS: 

Coming back into the white 
where we wander with wounded eyes
Invisible I skate by periphery, but still I wonder:
why you hide
There's too much to exhaust, but I'll take it
Complaints I'll file into myself 
you're building up the walls for the barricade -
a nonsense mistake in itself

Building the walls and we're living inside
you're cold, but it don't cross your mind

Building the walls and we're living inside
you're cold, but it don't cross your mind
Some of these things you say 'they take a while'
in the dead end of summertime 

shut it all down in an instant
I can't take it anymore!
I crowded and bruised your perception
and now you wanna keep a score! 

Here I start to wonder
are you sentimental?
would you do it all over again,
or was it accidental?

shut it all down in an instant
I can't take it anymore!
I crowded and bruised your perception
and now you wanna keep a score! 

There's too much to exhaust, but I'll take it
Complaints I'll file into myself 
you're building up the walls for the barricade
a nonsense mistake in itself

Moon Squares (Possible future redo)

This is the final version of my song "Abundance".  It's about mistreatment that is caused by someone who is in pain themselves.

Thank you for listening! 

COPYRIGHT -- 2018 -- Scarlett H Logan

Abundance

Coded (Version 1)

COPYRIGHT -- 2017-2018 -- Scarlett H. Logan

Thanks so much for listening!

                              

Right By

Thank you for listening everyone!!!! <3 

COPYRIGHT -- 2018 -- Scarlett H. Logan

They're Leaving Alone

Solar Return (DEMO)

"Sitting outside for a while now. I wonder what happened to sun. You don't hear a word from him anymore.....I wonder what happened to him! One more day, to sit and cry. We are empty of news. 

I don't understand you now, you're calling but it's much too late. And I don't like your shadow, by now. You're calling but it's much to late. Forgery's not the same anymore: stories get told and unchecked. You don't hear a word from them anymore.... I wonder what happened to them! 

One more day, to sit and cry. We are empty of news."

Forgery

COPYRIGHT -- 2019 -- SCARLETT H. LOGAN

"This is ending soon;
here's the end of the line
and the major part
is that we are afraid

of belonging, to anyone
of belonging to the obvious,
and everyone knows...

This can not be what I'm made of! 
I can't be the shaker in the corner!
someone will help me see....

Take me back down to the game! 
Show me your answers for freedom
Take me back down to the ground, where everyone is
acting so sane....

Nobody has the will 
To put the pictures back together
And recognize their own ability... 

Take me back down to the game! 
Show me your answers for freedom
Take me back down to the ground, where everyone is
acting so sane...."

Back Down To The Game (DEMO)

COPYRIGHT -- SCARLETT H. LOGAN -- 2019

"I know what I have to do....
I have to get rid of you

I'm getting sick of you spitting in my head, and,
spitting right in front of me...

And I'm getting a little bit tired of you going toward your headlights
instead of mine
all night

There's no poetic justice
And nobody's gonna call
It's up to me!

I know what I have to do! 
I have to get rid of you, and I really don't want to..."

Ballad

Time has come to change us from the inside, out. 
COPYRIGHT - SCARLETT H. LOGAN - 2019

Backburner (Demo)

COPYRIGHT -- SCARLETT H. LOGAN -- 2019

"Looking at you like a madman
Just wanted everyone to see
Hope the masses will notice
and fortify lost pieces of me...

Comin' in all crushed-in they notice; all
Come on, I lost myself as always in the fall

Tide strikes only ominous notes, and I don't wanna take it that far
Running away sideways, with no answers or light
answers or light...

Can't you see?
I'm so nervous that anyone can take me on
Basket cases are breaking, with a cataclysmic sense of time,
time...

Coming in all crushed-in they notice; all
Come on, I lost myself as always in the fall

Tide strikes only ominous notes, and I don't wanna take it that far
Running away sideways with no answers or light....
answers or light."

The Masses

COPYRIGHT -- SCARLETT H. LOGAN -- 2019

I know what you are
it's so apparent to me now
He was a part of a one room schoolhouse
And I'd say he poisoned me 
so slowly, over time 

(There is a system
therein lies your freedom
even from me, even from me)

There is a system waiting for you
People are calling from the other side
You'll find your forgiveness
You'll find your healing
Even from me, even from me

Gravel (For Eugene)

COPYRIGHT -- 2019 -- SCARLETT H. LOGAN

Is it all we can do? To go through life without questioning why we are here, and why we have the ability to feel so deeply? Will there always be men and women acting out in violence and aggression without discovering the reasons why? Will humanity ever love without any reason at all, or is it just so that familiarity (Love directed only to those closest to us, rather than any stranger) can be maintained, and good deeds be repaid? 

That's what this song is about. Thanks so much to all who listen.

Bee Keeper (DEMO)

COPYRIGHT ~ 2019 ~ SCARLETT H. LOGAN

"Everything moves at the same time
It's time to go 
I wish I don't know the answer
I don't want to know

But this is the same time
this is the same day
I'm waking up again!
I'm waking up again

Everyone moves at the same light
I wanted mine
I ask myself all the questions
but I lost the time

I'm waking up again!
I'm waking up again! 
I'm waking up again

Everyone knows there's a whole world calling
 but what would you think if I was not listening?

Everyone knows there's a whole world calling
 but what would you think if I was not listening?"

Whole World Calling

"I cannot glean the obviousness of your sayings
and it's tripping me up from the inside-out, can't you see it?
You once told me what to do
And I took that promise, right from your chest.

I don't believe it's a riddle
to be taken, right from the seams
it's only hope; and I'm holding it
so take it from me now.

How many times can we fall right down and believe it?
How many times can we get back up and receive it?
You once told me where to go
and I took that vision, right from your eyes.

I don't believe it's a riddle
to be taken, right from the seams
it's only hope; and I'm holding it
so take it from me now."

~COPYRIGHT -- 2019 -- SCARLETT H. LOGAN

Hold Only

"I’m not chalking it up to some sort of gold standard
And you’re red handed, but it’s ‘not my blood’

So I’ve been waiting for you, here! 
I’ve been waiting for you, here…    

I’m a mess apparently, and all your girls are exciting
I’m a mess apparently, but all your features are inviting

Your disgust 
Is transparent….

Well I don’t know how to built a pedestal
But I do wanna hang you off one
And now you say it’s down:
3, to 1, to none

I’m a mess apparently!
I’m a mess apparently!
And you’re red handed, but it’s ‘not my blood’

The way you disguise it-
I still know

I’m a mess apparently, and nobody cares
I’m sittin’ on my porch but it’s tiring enough
Always enough
Always enough 
But it’s not my blood"

~COPYRIGHT -- SCARLETT H. LOGAN -- 2019

Not My Blood

"Innocent bystander
they'll take your time away
and they'll send it off to sea
they'll send it off one day

They'll take your record down
and they'll measure it up to
everything that 'makes sense'
everything thas 'makes sense'

[[Chorus:]]
Take it all over, it's outta control
and everyone's leaving
everyone's gone
follow the echo, it's outta control
everyone's leaving
everyone's gone

Why do I want to pursue?
Why do I want to pursue?

innocent bystander 
they'll take your mind away
and they'll measure it up to
what doesn't make sense to you

[[Chorus:]]
Take it all over, it's outta control
and everyone's leaving
everyone's gone
follow the echo, it's outta control
everyone's leaving
everyone's gone

Why do I want to pursue?
Why do I want to pursue?

COPYRIGHT -- SCARLETT H. LOGAN -- 2020

Bystander

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