prod @rubbishrubbish

this 
again
go home
i know you know

its me
again
broke up 
my soul

no please
dont go
i need u
i know you know

i cant eat
decompose
so im free
from the pain

couldnt breath
on them beans
shoulda knew me
when i was clean

new me
emmie
is it me
is there me

oh god
its not enough
you cant save me ill break you down

what now
wake up
sunrise
new day

same pain
im still the same
im stuck in chains
cant get away

chains prod. rubbish

mv - https://youtu.be/6mP-GZBCNTY

prod. @cyberprojection1

ich bin addicted zu den rax, du kannst nicht zahlen dann hast du pech
ich mach mein uhh im internet, sag mir warum bist du upset
sag mir warum bist du ein kek, warum ist deine music ass
warum bitest du mein swag, wir sind und waren niemals the same

diese leben fickt meinen kopf, jeden tag auf andern dr*gs
ich fuck up ich denk nicht nach, ich hab roxy in meinem cup
ich lauf rum doch bin nicht wach, ich must hustlen in der nacht
mir egal ob ich das darf, fuck ich habs einfach gemacht

keine ahnung wer du bist und ich wills auch nicht wissen
ich bin so locked in, ja ich kann einfach nicht missen
es ist wiew es ist, aber nicht wies sein soll
ja ich take die risks, guck zu wie ich highroll

upset (cyberprojection) mv in desc

prod @rubbishrubbish

dont wake in the night
just dont leave ill show you im alright
gotta change my whole entire life
tired, i dont care, do this or you'll die
i dont wanna die

all i have is life
nobody can save me
distant, out of sight
fix it by my lonely
wake up called in bed
so i get up
dont know what comes next
it never let up

woah, woah
got a poem on my wall, yeah it let me know
got some friends, told me what i need to know
got some friends, they like ketamine i know
only hang with junkies, yeah i know
i think deep down it was getting old
i think deep down i already know
gotta hold on, stop letting go

stop, i cant think wrong
recognize think i hear the same song
paranoid think i hear something wrong
reminisce how didnt i see wrong
hear some kid tapping at the windows
see nothing when i turn my head tho
hear a noise coming from the kitchen
no ones downstairs in the kitchen

so i listen
lock my doors, curl up and i listen
i dont whats real and whats figments
used to be the one who could listen
used to be someone you could live with

now im stuck, lonely, cuz i give in
wake up sick sorry im just like this
wake up sick sorry gotta take this
didnt relapse yet im still winning
i can still feel im still living
feel my heart make sure its still beating
how can i show that im better
have some blind trust even if its fleeting

so depressed when i saw you leaving
pull apart, stessed, start seeing things
i talk way too fast i dont listen
i want you to know why it hurts now
show you why im at my worst now
i need eyes on all my worst hours
took away the pain it hurts now
watch me crash and burn i cry out

fleeting/leaving prod. rubbish

prod @rubbishrubbish

lost time ill never get that back
heart stopped when you looked at me like that
felt like ive never even been looked at
thought i lost you all but i got you back

i used to take it like i deserved that
after a bad day i deserve that
after some pain it felt like i earned that
but nobody ever fuckin deserves that

nobody ever really deserves shit
put on this planet get taken off it
all this behavior somehow i learned it
now somehow i gotta learn stop it

wake up and check my door i locked it
wake up and break my only promise
why did i think it would be instant
why dont i ever trust the process

why cant i ever just be honest
stupid girl, i wake feelin nauseous
stupid world, everything is garbage
stupid girl, you knew you were toxic

everything is stupid little bargains
do i do good or do i feel good
so i take paths of least resistance
end up in places full of sickness

stop that
step back
dont let back
i had to hear that

feel like i feel like im different
feel like i feel like i did it
didnt i, i just wan be in it
if im kidding ill end it all with quickness

if im kidding ill end it all with swiftness
i cant be present cuz then ill wreck it
demon i demon feel it hiding
why cant i cant express it

stupid world prod. rubbish

big racks w rewind

I got my shades on 
fucked up
and all the lights are flashing
yea I got it broke down bc ion think u need me
drink poured up and I feeling like im dreaming
fuck livin right bitch I swear im barely breathing
I can see the future
I dont think abt it
lines off my computer 
fuck u know about it
I got my shades on 
fucked up
and all the lights are flashing
yea I got it broke down bc ion think u need me
drink poured up and I feeling like im dreaming
fuck livin right bitch I swear im barely breathing
I can see the future
I dont think abt it
lines off my computer 
fuck u know about it

said I bit the bullet twice and id do it again
dont fuckin talk 2 me cause imma meet my end
seen 100 bitches like u doin the same shit
its crymobb baby stfu and face it
pass me the drink and u know imma waste it
u know I need more cause u know I gotta chase it
seen 100 bitches like u doin the same shit
its crymobb baby stfu and face it



obviously [lil biscuit]

senses - victim (avast)

in the room
plagued by distress
salt in the wound
can’t be saved from this mess
bullet proof vest
bullet case its a mess
scraping off the flesh
push the blade inside his neck
take another step
its like fate is being sealed
feel the cold steel
ima make you know its real
hold still
hear the echos from the field
you know the whole deal
i got time to kill
so you know its time to kill

victim of machination
its too late 
too late to change it
encrusted with detritus
rusted from the cries
pull up and you can try it
you wont come out alive

surveilled
automated paranoia
surveilled
cybernetically destroyed 
surveilled
dilapidated resource
surveilled 
im nothing but a mechanoid

within the labyrinth of junk
no hopes of binding hearts
the promise of tomorrow
erodes till the final spark
stare it down
its oblivion personified
no ones around
that can tell you why its wrong or right

upset (cyberprojection) mv in desc

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