tainted

HIGHSTRUNG

Lyrics
Chorus x2
How am I supposed to really feel?
When you don’t act like this is real
I don’t have time to play with you
You get up at five
Push me to the side 
And act like that’s okay to do
Verse 1
So this is how it goes
If you love me it don’t show 
I don’t wanna feel 
Like I’m something that’s not real
Cause im not a ghost baby, And youre not my host
I know you’ve been out lately, been stuck on the road
Just pick up the phone baby, and let me know
Just pick up the phone… 
And let me know
Chorus x2
Verse 2
So, this is how I feel 
Just let me know if it’s not real
I don’t wanna be 
The whole reason you’re not free
I’m being honest baby, if you don’t want it
Just tell me to turn the page, I’ll get right on it
I’ll let you have your space, you won’t feel haunted
So, if you don’t want it…
Just let me know
Chorus x2

How I Feel

A song about how female body image issues

Lyrics:
I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won’t stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don’t feel the same 
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can’t be her, I just might suffocate
I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won’t stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don’t feel the same 
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can’t be her, I just might suffocate

Woke in the morning to put eggs on my plate
Cut the carbs out cause I can’t gain any weight
I bleed myself dry to fit in, just don’t feel right in my skin
On Instagram you don’t like my posts
And that’s one thing that I want the most

I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won’t stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don’t feel the same 
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can’t be her, I just might suffocate
I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won’t stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don’t feel the same 
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can’t be her, I just might suffocate

And maybe if I change my hair
Someone might start to care
No more short cuts for me, I wanna be her on TV
I’m not the girl who wears all white
I’m the girl that wants to fight
My momma said its not right for me 
That I should be a nice lady

I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won’t stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don’t feel the same 
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can’t be her, I just might suffocate
I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won’t stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don’t feel the same 
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can’t be her, I just might suffocate

She is all that I could never be
She doesn’t like in the world with you and me
She tries to control every ones minds
That’s what she’s made for, that’s her design

I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won’t stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don’t feel the same 
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can’t be her, I just might suffocate
I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won’t stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don’t feel the same 
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can’t be her, I just might suffocate

636 Mani

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