song about being a matryoshka doll and giving yourself a brain disease

coerce

more lost material

"home" lyrics 

saw it seep out of the stars
from a window in your car
it was in somebody's yard
it lives on inside your heart
until that's strewn across the road
until the lake is overflown
when it senses that you're whole
it will walk into your home

"host switch" lyrics

blood washed out of your nails
you can't be touched,
cant be failed like that again
"pack up your shit and go to hell--anywhere but here"
[deserve] to slip into yourself and disappear
in saying less there's more to take
it's only sex (and sort of safe)
through distortion and decay
[all] touch of normal goes away
[it] falls back
what would you call that?

crawl out of the pit
the wreck surfaces again
writhe, write her a script
vultures circle overhead
[still, it's] everybody
wipe them with a flood, let it end
[you've tried enough to know that]
[you are] not allowed to forget
[a] new host
burn the glyph into your palm
[haven't] spoken but she sends recursive superego psalms
if she [floated through the veil] 
would you finally feel alone?
[it's an ancillary hell] 
will [you] ever let [it] go?

"host switch" ver.2 (bookended by "home" and untitled)

lyrics:

no more burying axes
leave me hanging for the last time
pushing ahead
i hope youre loving your life!
you got a problem, hope youre clearing your mind!
i bet its nice to forget, im stuck with me all the time!
have fun for me, go get fucked up for me
go get too drunk for me--go on a drive!
hope it ruins your life!
ill be staying in mine, like i do all the time

while youre out there being young
im saying curses sending evil at you through the sun
i hope you never fall in love
im saying a prayer and sending evil at you through the sun

Flake

i fucked up some lyrics early in the verse and didnt feel like rerecording oops

bloodhail by have a nice life (cover)

exposure therapy tracklist

0:00 intro
0:26 fair (4x speed)
1:18 every hell interlude
1:39 ripoff interlude
2:00 deer stop ambient section
4:07 ____ is water (jordaan mason cover)
6:04 yay
7:13 natural ends (demo)
7:45 the sequel to selflessness
8:45 eat shit old man dot mp3
9:39 better interlude
9:55 purity presets the musicial opening credits theme best rip 2004
10:35 15 step (radiohead cover)
11:15 seeded
12:02 six five point nine nine nine nine nine nine nine nine nine nine nine nine nine
13:00 body
13:46 sick forever (demo)

exposure therapy [track dump 2022]

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six walls no ceiling no floor

art by @bigdimp


lyrics:

i flashed an open-mouthed, closed-eyed grin
when i knew what i'd choose
melt the seal
i only want to boil over in the eggshell with you

i shed an evil, selfish tear
i'm safe inside the only thing i fear
soft fur keeps out the briars for a time
angel pretender i don't want to die

i hate the drugs
i want it all
i cant be yours
i want to

the light'll bleed through
coat our faces in a blush
and i don't know who i am
when i'm me removed from suffering
but i love the hum
the light'll bleed through
coat our faces in a blush
and i don't know who i am
when i'm me removed from suffering
but i love the hum of my cacophony filtered through you

smile! you're on death row

static failure (dope ass torture chamber)

bobby by alex g

adam by alex g

tracklist

1. rabbit intro
2. skybox
3. menacing
4. track 4
5. portfolio interlude
6. catcall
7. decrepit interlude
8. some dreams i had recently
9. the "this time it's going to be different" song (miserable loop)
10. four walls worship interlude
11. no control
12. going
13. i don't want it
14. the "this time it's going to be different" song (hopeful loop)
15. outrunner
16. maw
17. traitless
18. explosive ending interlude
19. sleep easy outro

Docile Sessions 2023

stalker

docile

stall

housesitter

patterning

reel

red dot angel nonverbal

lifter

tracklist

1. christ [coprod urlrot]
2. kennel naïve
3. shrinking the stain (naïve 1)
4. extended (naïve 2)
5. scary squidward (naïve 3)
6. hmltd - the worm [sixty5 remix]
7. i should not i will (naïve 4)
8. chair (naïve 5)
9. christ alive
10. proactive dream (naïve 6)
11. haunted (naïve 7)
12. foxygen - shuggie [cover]
13. leech (naïve 8)
14. Hide (naïve 9)
15. feeble little horse - freak [cover]
16. token of sobriety
17. track 3
18. mandolin test (naïve 10)
19. ghost (naïve ∞)

Naïve Sessions 2024

naïve form

tie game

rapture as routine

bluegrass

forced myself to make a song every day of october. theres some real dog shit in here and i couldnt be more proud. 

tracklist:

1. checkpoint
2. object failure (abject terror)
3. elsewhere
4. LED cleanse (under the knife)
5. establishing shot
6. cat prompt
7. cardiac unrest
8. pathogen bloom (surrogate drag)
9. catastasis now
10. patient care plan (non-issue injection)
11. anthill
12. miracle deserters (lethal in all doses)
13. enter pest
14. victim of misfortune
15. he'll never fly again (015 plaza theme -- helena hospital original soundtrack)
16. the fiction (flexeril dreams for all fags)
17. on tape
18. immolation dream
19. coward tells all 
20. survivor's guilt 
21. husk (parenthetical for aesthetic balance)
22. crash diet dictation 
23. final cut
24. dizzy spelled
25. appreciate it, pimp
26. 😛
27. traits (elective surgery)
28. outlet ensemble
29. salesman
30. it feels legal to kill you
31. love, helena (patient discharged so not to pass under our care)

sixty

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