r u dead yet? (Wifi and a few others)

you could've asked me why i broke your heart

feat @menthol100s
35 nights i been feelin like this
hope i die this time its my 85th attempt..

85th attempt w/ skeleton

i dont wna cry (haste)

i must be a carcass since nobody treats me like a human
i dont remember who i am so it gets confusin
everybody around is just too fucking stupid
bash my head in a wall and maybe then ill be normal
watching you sleep, but i guess thats informal
we couldve danced, everyday is so difficult
caught up in a pickle, ill conform to a ritual
i hate everybody and thats become habitual

bash my head in a fucking wall maybe then ill be normal

beat by @six-days-after-christmas
@menthol100s
marry me a rose
let my vessel decompose
need a fucking stop sign i cant ever tell her no
when she looked at me and cried didnt really give a fuck
put her tears in a mug man im so fucked up
how is she with me for life when i didnt want one
couldnt see the mirror cause i wasnt what i was
spilled my fucking ash tray need a new rug
when i was a kid all i needed was a hug

@keepsecrets
pullin back my hair while im pukin up my guts
im a pretty white bitch but my wrists pourin blood
lookin at my teeth all she see is gold slugs
ask me if im on a pill i looked at her and i shrugged
i was on my ass i was sleeping on the rug
all i ever really wanted was for you to be the one
i was so embarrassed when you saw me fucked up
i dont wanna think but my brain still does

why is she always fucking talking

im so callous im so shallow overzealous 0and im weird
rub my fingers through my own hair pretend that your here
talking to my teddy bear even she tells me im weird
you make everything feel normal sorry that ill disappear

oh look at that fifty feet of rope in my closet

so fucking goth w/ skeleton and witch

when it seems this life didnt go your way
ill wake up next time to your pretty face
and youll say hello and ill just say hey
but i always wake up before we have anything good to say
i pick up roses till they're wilted into colorless pulp
i tried those other times those other times they left me no hope
and youll see other guys those other guys theyll think im a chud
i see you in my dreams the next time i see you i wont wake up

okay time to kill myself

prod @blurxy
i say usually the same things but this time i just dont know
i fucking hate dogs wanna kick them all on the side of the road
why do they bark at me like im the one that left them in the cold
i didnt fucking do anything not anything dont act like you dont know
fuck shoegaze i really wanna cum on you
i would like really eat it up if you spat in my food
i fucking love your hair its all i really like about you
well i also love your skin and i would probably die inside you
i dont wanna write any words at all but i kinda love that its all my fault
i really get off on evil shit but youre so pretty like a girl
you make me wish i were a girl you make me wish i were a girl
and if were one id be you

my stupid fucking brains on the ceiling for you

pretty psycho girl

music for depraved retarded angry fucks who commit murder

pls dont die. - overtonight

drinking thinking of me

it's over tonight.

crying inside my room

lyrics:

i know i fucked up now you wont hold my hand
and sometimes i wish i could still be your friend
we could be making out and listening to songs
then smoking some cigs and forgetting our problems
ill text you im sorry then ill ghost you again-

im hurting you only because i love you

i know i fucked up now you wont hold my hand
and sometimes i wish i could still be your friend
we could be making out and listening to songs
then smoking some cigs and forgetting our problems
ill text you im sorry then ill ghost you again
cus hurting myself feels like less of a sin
sorry for being lazy and not doing shit
but now you left me for someone elses dick
i do this shit to myself because i overthink
and i connect dots that dont fucking link-

i can tie your shoes for you

all you had to say is youre madly in love with me too you stupid bitch

so obsessed with your touch
can’t breathe, I need that rush
baby, this ain’t love
this a sickness ( sickness )
so obsessed with your lips
every kiss like apocalypse (apocalypse) 
if you go, I won’t exist
I need my fix — I need this

you say you're closed off — but you’re naked right now (oh my god)
I don’t know if we’ll make it past the dawn somehow
you did too much, too much — it’s a setup
and now I’m not sure if it’s even you I mess up
heartbeat glitching when you’re gone
we both know this drug too strong
one second alone — I die slow


tried to quit you
tried to hate you
but the withdrawals feel like death

so obsessed with your touch
can’t breathe, I need that rush
baby, this ain’t love
this a sickness (sickness)
so obsessed with your lips
every kiss like apocalypse(apocalypse)
if you go, I won’t exist
I need my fix — I need this

r u dead yet? (Wifi and a few others)

RYLEIGH