10/4/23 this song means a lot to me 

lyrics :
if i lost you today
i don't think i'd ever be the same
and you know that i'm only one call away
would you ever believe me if i said i could change ?
and if you wanted to , we could run away
tell me everything i'll always be here to stay
if i don't have you then it means nothing to me
i can't help but think about when you said you believed in me

oh would you accept me for who i am still ?
every time i look back on what we had
the more i wish that i could turn back time ...

it's so hard to fall asleep
maybe letting you go is best for me
honestlyyyy
when i said that you were perfect
why's it so hard to understand that i meant it ?
...
i won't try again
you're 2000 miles away
oh the things i'd do
just to see your face
again

if i lost you today ...
all i'd do is cover my face
and you know i'm only one call away
it's been two weeks but i can still feel your pain
and if you wanted to , we can talk again
tell me everything i'll always be here to stay
if i don't have you then it means nothing to me
oh it hurts me so bad seeing you like this
oh and do you think of me like i think of you ?
it's been ages , i'm running out of patience
oh oh oh

if i lost you (michael harrison)

song was made 12/3/23 i didn't come back to this song until a year later

celeste :
tell me what is real
cause obviously this love you're giving me
ain't the same as it used to be
and i know you can see it too

{c = @6eleste | b = @b8r}
c :tell me where'd it all go wrong ? i'll try to fix it
b : cause you and i both know tomorrow isn't promised
c : and i promise we would've worked things out , and it never worked out we still have problems
b : and i'm the one to blame but you made the problem even worse
c : i still scream out because you don't know how much this hurts , wanna end it but i'll wait for you to go first
b : i know it's tough but lately i haven't been feeling like i'm enough
c : and i could keep trying to fix what we had but you make it so hard so i gave up
b : do you realize what you've done to me ? if not i'll give you some time to think

what is real? - demo (neverforever)

i'll think about finishing this song but i can't guarantee that i won't hate the final product

you and i don't work out
so i'll set everything we ever had on fire
watch it all burn , burn to the ground
everything i did everything i said
what was i doing it all for
if it wasn't real love
oh you were a waste of my time
glad i was able to say goodbye

a perfect time to say goodbye prod keltecs

just a luh calm song i made a month ago 
i think this soudns like old music id make in 2023

lyiwc :
im sick of playing all your games
i don't wanna keep pretending to be someone that i ain't
just to impress you
at one point you were my everything and now i think less of you
i'd take my life if it's the last thing i do
i told myself i needed you but it isn't true
ohho oh whoa oaoaa
what am i supposed to do
i'll never fall back in love with you
you caused much too much trouble and pain for little old me
all that you told me back then
that's all i'm holding onto
it's a miracle that i'm still here
breathing 
i'd do everything to stop you
but i can't bring myself to
cause i have no use
i have no use

sm1 tht i aint (sickboi)

N.T.S - Neighbors Talent Show
This song was made for a talent show in a Discord server that me and bean didn't end up signing up for 
Originally a "bonus" track for my upcoming EP , I thought it'd be funnier to make this a song for the talent show instead
No second verse , bean did not record his in time , nor did he want to participate in another talent show

Yeah
You say you see me in a bad light
But I don't know why

Cuban link on my wrist , got it from Wish
Sippin' double cup and there's purple in my piss
I'm up in this Neighbors talent show again and I got W rizz
Neighbors talent show
Neighbors talent show
Neighbors talent show
I don't think they'll let me show my toes
I don't think they'll let me take off my clothes
I'm with bean he's my bro
He make it clap
He throw it back
Yeah okay okay bean's turn now

[Open: 0:43 - 1:36]

Neighbors talent show
Neighbors talent show
Neighbors talent show
This is the Neighbors talent show
Neighbors talent show
Neighbors talent show
Neighbors talent show
Neighbors talent show
Neighbors talent show-ow-ow
Neighbors talent show
Neighbors talent show

N.T.S (bhnstbtch)

about 80% finished just wanted to put version one here while i fix some things up
other than that enjoy this schizo of a song

too soon
too soon
you say you're leaving in a week
and i wish i spent more time with you
if i never lost my mind
if i never fucked things up
where would we be right now ?
would you still love me ?
i can't ever see a reason why you would run back
to the one that broke your heart
all my efforts were for nothing i'm back to the start
(that was like a charms flow iykyk)

i stopped putting all my effort in you
you're still stuck on something that didn't even exist
and i'm done pretending
like i'm okay with what you said
maybe you'll like me more when i'm dead
cause you're stuck up on someone who is dead
i'm sorry it's the truth
if i were you i would let go of him too
it's been so long it's not too soon to do it

your blue eyes intertwine
something about the way you live makes me cry
and deep down i knew i could've been there for you
all this pain in this heart baby i can't take it you're changing
oh my heart can't take this
girl you're making it hard for me

celeste* [2]

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