feat. @bradily
prod. everestdidthis

sometimes i zone out forget i exist
cherish the moments with flies on my lips
then reality hits i'm back in the present i'm back in this shit
i don't to like to think, don't like to realise
that there's so many problems surrounding my life
i'm not the same kid, oh he's so full of life
people go ghost 'cause my texting is dry

when i die will i be on your mind
or forgotten forever and rot away with the time
oh i wonder why you steal the tears when i cry
though i try anyways and i still fail every time

when i die will i be on your mind
or forgotten forever and rot away with the time
oh i wonder why you steal the tears when i cry
though i try anyways and i still fail every time

set me free
let me leave
working for you like over time
it's like ain't satisfied unless my eyes aren't dry
working hard's a waste of time
what's yours is yours and mine's never mine
and honestly i never mind
like dusty rhodes said it's always hard times
i'd break my spine to give you a back
see me crawl and you'd laugh
and you'd laugh
and you'd laugh
and you'd laugh
and you'd laugh

when i die will i be on your mind
or forgotten forever and rot away with the time
oh i wonder why you steal the tears when i cry
though i try anyways and i still fail every time

when i die will i be on your mind
or forgotten forever and rot away with the time
oh i wonder why you steal the tears when i cry
though i try anyways and i still fail every time

SPOTIFY

a dog chasing its tail w/ bradily (everest)

produced by saintmike
mix & mastered by @markuwho

earphones in kicking cans up and down the street i ran away from home now my mama try and catch me 

ran away from home i don’t have a home my mama wanna end me early i don’t wanna go 
i want some room to grow into a man why my life gotta end from my mamas hands 

my mama is a cold person to know being hers just wasn’t enough in her heart there’s no room to love 

now i’m left alone thinking that i screwed up i could do whatever and she’d still choose drugs 

you couldn’t love your son couldn’t give him a hug my daddy took me in it’s a long way to go a long way to grow into a man 

why’d my arms grow unfamiliar hands people say i look just like my mama makes me sad growing up i wanted to be my uncle or my dad 

now i’m 21 and i’m not even brad a car went through her house i had to sit back and laugh man it’s ironic because i used to watch you crash 

needle in your arm now i got a lil fear a mouth full of pills and you’d wash it down with beer 

looking at my ugly body see a scar i’m lucky that it’s covered up by my stretch marks i gotta lose the weight so i look less like you 

sick of looking in the mirror makes me wanna puke always gotta win know what it’s like to lose 

always wondered what it was like to have my mum hold ya 2012 christmas you took that xbox controller 

you hit dad on the head with it and he slumped over hit him hit him hit him and the cops came over 

but they took him away it wasn’t fair i told em that mummy hit daddy on the head you took a shot of turkey and you said i wish i was dead 

i don’t have a healthy way to cope you smashed my childhood into the floor wandering around like i’m lost 

now i’m left alone thinking that i screwed up i could do whatever and she’d still choose drugs 

you couldn’t love your son couldn’t give him a hug my daddy took me in it’s a long way to go a long way to grow into a man 

who watched his childhood crumble through your hands like sand i try to wear a smile but i’m always so sad 

i wish that i was strong and tough like my dad i ain’t have no mama but i really love my dad 

my life nearly ended from my mamas hands my life is doing better because of my fathers hands

VET ( curated w/ screwyounick)

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