Sad times

i don't want to know

'Bitter Blue '
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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

Spyro <3 PS2 (Prod by Foxwedding)

[Prod. Kamikaze] 
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Lyrics:
Ain't  Nobody  really fuckin with me like they  always say
And all these people hit me up but I know that they be fake,
I'm Gonna grab the lawn mower and finally cut off all you snakes 
I just wanna one day finally get up out this place ,
But that's always been the dream, same shit  a different day,
So I pop a few xans and  try to eliminate this pain,
But it's never gonna change, and I'll always feel the same
I don't know what to do  my life is looking plain,
Never feel excited and it's always been this way
I wanna make it out  I wanna get up out this rain 
And Say you had my back but always saw  me in this pain,
I'm tired of this shit,  and I'm so tired of these days,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening , yeah

Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening , yeah, 
Ain't nobody fuckin care,
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah,
 Ain't nobody fuckin care yeah,

So I smoke up all this dope and I always check my phone,
Every 5 minutes even though that I'm alone, 
Nobody hit me up I'm always feeling like a ghost
I just wanna find some peace but nowhere feels like home,
Always smokin up  and sippin' on some styrofoam,
Yeah I got this guap and that iPhone rose gold,
But that don't mean I'm happy I'm just feeling so alone,
I just want somebody who would listen and can cope,
I don't know what to do cause I can't trust a soul,
Sippin all this lean but still  these problems overflow ,
I Ain't got shit to lose like I'm on death row 
Say you understand but you don't even fuckin know 
Every day I wake up and I'm always feeling low,
I just chase this dream and hope that one day I will blow, 
I've just had enough And hope that one day this can stop,
I'll just keep on working and grinding to the top, yeah.

nobody

Still stuck in my emo phase
Lyrics:


I've got the whole world on my back

Yeah, cause I'm 5'9, 165 
Established 1995 
Living like I'm not getting out alive 
Ima take a second just to tell you why 

I had thoughts since 6th grade 
That this world was not made for the sake 
of the people like me 
who can't see past their mistakes, and  misdeeds 

And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryna cut me? 
Why's there always something you want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?

That I'm not that kid on the phone screaming fuck this world I'm leaving? 
Like when I was sixteen and,  it still feels like I'm dreaming
When I call your phone and realize I forgot to breath in 
Forgot the grave that he's in 
I hope you know I mean it 

When I say I'm only here today cause this music keeps me breathing 
It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone, if you know the bliss 
When i  heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show 
Told her there's reasons to stay don't go 

Don't push your family away I know 
They don't understand all the pain you hold 
Im just as sad know you're not alone 
Don't let your story go untold 





 I know you're here in spirit, put on deja entendu 
The only time I'm sad now is when I think of you
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only help one of them then I did it for all you 
I don't know how she's doing, no we haven't stayed in touch 
But I helped her put the knife down and that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only helped one of them then I did it, I did it for you

I Hope You Know I Mean It

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[Feat. @HKfiftyone]
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Lyrics:
All I ever hear inside my mind is all this screaming, 

I don't think I'm strong enough to ever face my demons ,    

I ain’t got nobody always lonely on the weekends

Shawty really played with me and now my heart is bleeding,

I just wanna let you know how bad you left me fucked up 

Hella insecure and  all I ever do is  smoke blunts 

I got this depression so I numb my pain with all dis bud,

Girl I thought you loved me but you left me lookin fucking dumb,

I don’t wanna feel this pain and I don’t want to love no more,

Thought that I’ve been hurt But I ain’t ever felt this pain before, 

I really thought you loved me and I thought I was the only one,

But you’ve made it clear that I’m not perfect, and I’m not the one, 

Takin all these shots and  I’m tore from smokin all this gas

 Stabbed me in the heart Feelin like I had a heart attack,

I’m just feeling worthless I know you don’t really want me back,

Feelin like I hate Myself but I don’t wanna feel like that,


(6obby & HKFiftyOne=)

I'm sorry that  I'm so worthless,

I'm sorry I'm always wrong,

Im sorry that you can't help, and that I'm just a broken soul,

I'm sorry that I keep trying,

I'm sorry I'm always sad,

I'm sorry I'm always thinking, and I always make you mad,


And I’m steady crying while I’m cruising thru the city,

Kickers bumpin in the back listen to your c.ds

When you left me girl I think you took a piece of me 

Stuck with all these pictures and I’m stuck with all the memories ,

I don’t wanna feel no more don’t wanna feel this misery,

We don’t even talk no more I’m Feelin like your enemy,

Why it gotta be like this, you tell me it’s not meant to be

But if it really wasn’t why would this be fucking killing me

Smokin this blunt I gotta clear my thoughts

Tommy my jacket i got some polo socks,

Sittin Alone I smoke and  watch the clock , 

Sittin alone I smoke and watch the clock, 

Writing these lyrics

They comin from the heart,

A boy with just nothing, but just a broken heart,

Depressed and I’m broke but this is just the start,

Depressed and I’m broke but this is just the start,


(6obby & HKFiftyOne=)

I'm sorry that  I'm so worthless,

I'm sorry I'm always wrong,

Im sorry that you can't help, and that I'm just a broken soul,

I'm sorry that I keep trying,

I'm sorry I'm always sad,

I'm sorry I'm always thinking, and I always make you mad,

i'm sorry (w/ HKFiftyOne)

produced by @prodreaper
mixed by @nick-grivell

i break fast, move slow
don’t ask, they all know
their fake laughs, won’t change
walk past, no names
blades and, roses
my heart stays, frozen
i lay back, breathe deep
i flip through my TV.

i hate the way the wind still howls
through the leaves outside my window
don’t breathe your insecurities
i miss the way you smile through the pain
inside your photos
you haunt my dreams

watch the raindrops rolling off the tattoos
on your shoulder
since you left me I’ve grown colder
breathing heavy like theirs boulders on my chest

its real
but all of the rest 
don’t care how you feel
so i think its best
this blood I’ve spilled still goes to waste

i get that membrance of your face
while I’m walking in the downpour of this rain
outside your place, I’m breathing your name

i hate the way the wind still howls
through the leaves outside my window
don’t breathe your insecurities

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Blades & Roses -(prod. reaper)

produced by @ihateshinigami
engineered by heartbreak jake and shinigami
written and performed by macho randy and shinigami

I'm so sorry for what I did last night at that party with her :(

SHINIGAMI & MACHO RANDY "IDK why I'm like this"

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

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a place where i belong [feat. supachefm!] (prod. 4evr)

a playlist to feature our friends we believe in

familypet - pls come home

[Prod. kamikaze]
Artwork by: cloutcohen
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Lyrics:
[Hook]

Balenciaga on my shoes,

I got bapestas on my clothes,

I be whippin in the ghost,

& I be chillin with my bros

All these peoples filled with lies 

I can see it in their eyes

I see the fakeness in desguise,

don’t need no fake love in my life

don’t need no fake love in my life  

 

[Verse]

All these exes hit my phone got no time for it,

I be sealing up a backwood and I take a hit,

People always talk about me don’t know how I live,

Call me tony hawk I pop my board then let it spin,

I be rocking all this vintage got some tommy hill

And I be sipping all this henney never poppin pills,

Said I be rocking all this vintage got some tommy hill

And I be sipping all this henney never poppin pills 


brunette Shawty chillin at my crib ,

she just wanna fuck , but I’m just tryna chill,

I just wanna make a mill, and tell my mom I copped a grill,

But they don’t wanna see you make it all these people out to kill, (x2)

[bridge]
I can see the envy all up in these people 

once they see you make your way they start acting evil 

I can’t trust nobody , cause they just want me to bleed slow, 

I been working on my crafts you know that I’m just  tryna glow  (x2)

[Hook]

Balenciaga on my shoes,

I got bapestas on my clothes,

I be whippin in the ghost,

& I be chillin with my bros

All these peoples filled with lies 

I can see it in their eyes

I see the fakeness in desguise,

don’t need no fake love in my life

don’t need no fake love in my life  

[Verse 2]
When I was out here showin love, all these people messed with,

My golden heart and all my feelings changed my damn perspective ,

People out here tellin lies like they was second guessing, 

All these people do not care and so I stay protected,

You wanna win this fight with life well you don’t need a weapon,

All these people wanna be a star but lack the passion,

I’m chasin all these dreams and I know ima make it happen,

Ima do it on my own and I won’t sign to Satan,

And everything I’m spitting real, I will not ever fake it,

Used to shop at Ross now we shop in gucci sections, 

I be chillin with my brothers cruisin in the Lexus

I told em soon we going far, we won’t stay in Texas

I put that on my momma and my grandma up in heaven 

,I told em soon we going far, we won’t stay in Texas

I put that on my momma , and my grandma up in heaven

I told em soon we going far, we won’t stay in texas 
Yeah, aye

fake love

prod. johngoyard

lost and decayed
my mind is a maze
can't find the light 
so it's dark everyday
running away
I fucked all up
I'm sorry that I can't be happy enough

I'm trying my best
I swear that I am
my brain wants me dead
and you don't understand 
you don't understand 
you don't understand 
how could you get me
I don't know who I am

first you love me 
then you hate me
this not a game bitch
you can't fucking play me 
you broke my heart 
but you still fucking blame me
I'm hanging on the edge 
and you would never save me 

smoking blunts 
till my lungs are dust 
yeah I fucked it up
I don't give a fuck
I have dreams of death 
every damn night
man I hate my life
and this not right
I'm goin 160 on the freeway 
I wanna swerve off into the median
my mom crying on my phone 
cause her son finally let the demons win

I tried my best
put it on my headstone
lemme rest
my life was full of stress
I'm depressed 
she looked me in the eyes
told me that she loved me 
but the love was just a lie 

love is just a lie 
love is just a lie 
love is just a lie 
will I make it out alive 
will I make it through the night 
don't think I'll survive
demons in my mind
running out of time
I'm running out of time

I don't wanna breathe
put my head underwater
R.I.P my dreams cause their 
dead and forgotten 
I don't have a soul 
cause my ex girl was rotten 
walking down these halls 
all these memories they haunting

fell into a nightmare 
I'll never wake up
I don't really say much 
these people fake tough
cause when I show up 
they all go quiet 
they can sense my pain
they don't want me get violent
 
like a star
I am fucking shining
but I'm also burning
which really means I'm dying 
yeah I loved her 
but she just loved lying 
took my happiness
for simply mother fucking trying  
all the pain she put me through
I thought it would be worth it
now I'm just a mess
and shes still fucking perfect
just forgot me
left me in the past
ending it tonight 
just to find the peace at last

spotify

love is just a lie (prod. johngoyard)

art by @givmethebeat:

when the stars fall the moon will laugh 
and when it's time for love you'll turn away again.

she was in the backseat of my car
x3 she's my sleepyhead
in the backseat of my two door
x4 she's my sleepyhead
make me wanna stay
i wanna be okay, i love you babe 
i guess we'll be alright, let me do you right
i'll make it up while you're picking up all the pictures and pieces that you left under the couch

no one wanna be cool wit me
ya nobody wanna hmu or anything
im a lame-o
wtf you don't even wanna call me
to tell me what's up and you miss me, but you're home free

i guess you've got a lot of explaining
hmu i'm waiting, tell me that you hate me
take away the pain then try to pursued me
(take away the pain then try to pursued me)

i've been alone
time slipped by me, my life, and soul
wait for death or you to call me to help me find my peace of mind

help me find my peace of mind
let me go and i'll be fine
wait a while now it's over
cut you out of my life till i'm sober

i'm waiting for the day till i'm iced out
thinking bout all the people in my life now
made a change in my life for the come up
nobody even cares man that's fucked up

she was in the backseat of my car
x3 she's my sleepyhead
in the backseat of my two door
x4 she's my sleepyhead
make me wanna stay
i wanna be okay, i love you babe 
i guess we'll be alright, let me do you right
i'll make it up while you're picking up all the pictures and pieces that you left under the couch

sleepyhead (prod. domyno)

(Prod. LghtSkinBoi)

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Running running running got me feeling that low/
And Im tired be haunted I dont want it no more/
You be there, you be gone, I just feel all alone
turn you on , what you want is a question I dont know ey/

Dont you want it to be better/
Blowing off the weather/
Wanna borrow another sweater/
I love you like/

Give you what you want/
You dont give it back/
Cause I, want you to be strong/
Baby thats a fact cause

I would never tell you lies/
Listen to your mind you’ll hear that I was right/
Can your hear it now, can you hear it now/

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

die with ease

@guccihighwaters - "Next Year" is the 14th track on “SOUND BITES,” a limited-edition CD compilation released with Blackhouse Records on December 17th, 2018 in support of the RAINN Foundation, a non-profit which carries out programs to prevent sexual violence, help survivors, and ensure that perpetrators are brought to justice

Limited to only 250 copies available, this CD compilation features 26 previously unreleased songs from some vital and prolific underground artists.

100% of the proceeds from CD sales will be donated to RAINN. Limited copies still available at: https://blackhouseinc.storenvy.com/products/25203801-underground-underdogs-sound-bites-cd-a-benefit-compilation-for-rainn

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