There should be an 8 minute version lol🔥🔥🖤🖤

[Prod. Frevel]
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Lyrics:

Before I’m gone, I hold my ground won’t let no one take this from me 
Count my blessings cause I know that nothing happens when I sleep
I don’t wanna go back to the past
Where I’m a loser and a freak 
Nothings ever made to last, I’m standing right where I should be  

I can’t even find the words that I wanna say 
Don’t ever try to heal my wounds I’m a shattered plate
Now I’m living what I dream and they hate to see it 
They keep saying that I’m next but It’s not a secret
Vision clear like ultra HD
Got you in my sight, now I’m erasing
Staying to myself, I’m hibernating 
Fuck everybody else I’ll do my own thing 
Mom raised a king so I can’t show pain 

Mirror mirror on the wall, show me what I’m doing wrong (x2) 

Before I’m gone, I hold my ground won’t let no one take this from me 
Count my blessings cause I know that nothing happens when I sleep
I don’t wanna go back to the past
 where I’m a loser and a freak
Nothing is ever made to last, I’m standing right where I should be

mirror mirror [PROD. FREVEL]

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyjV9m0SzVU&lc=UgyWlyTkesB2f6EBxQF4AaABAg

PROD BY ME

colder

producers. flippere! x ‪@emogisfuckedup8519‬
feat static

grown out + static (p. flippere! x ‪@emogisfuckedup8519‬)

so tall (jayc)

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

i become less interesting the older that i get

Shinigami x Lil Lotus - nightmare

lyrics: 
we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

left my tears on the nightstand
eyes wide open
sirens in the distance
digital world left me
feeling fuckin distant
i came back feeling like im nonexistent

feel like my mind is changing
fading away from the high i was chasing
looking at the problems im evading
think ill die inside this room instead of forever decaying

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

why is it so hard to kick these habits
why am i melodramatic
better off left in the past tense
ill make like a ghoul and vanish x2

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

mirror mirror [PROD. FREVEL]

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