may next number

its 2021 i got 20/20 vision and i weigh 130 pounds

take a stand by my side
i dont ever wanna see the light
testify read my rights
if the jurys fair ill die

lost my care
lost my way
thumb whats left of bloody pay
its a game i wont play
ima always keep my say

windows up lovely day
stay inside or go away
only step out in the rain
water wash my sins away

i take a knee
and beg forgiveness for the things ive done
i know it hurts
but it hurts better when ur on the run

lead the church
ill the be one who bleeds thereafter
they see my worth
and know that im the perfect pastor

im in the herd 
but stories tend to change in chapters
im in the ground
its perfect they cant hear my laughter

cus i laugh a lot
they dont know whats next like theyre on the dot
i dont know whats next cus i forget a lot

chorus 2x

talk to disciples like theyre sheep
theyre well aware im lying
but ik it brings them comfort
so ill brush up my speech

im shoving garbage in my mouth and soon enough im losing sleep
i look to virgin mary throwing hails like every week
they tell me keep the faith but its been getting hard to see
need things to go the right way like a compass going east
im bonding with my family im trying to find peace
ill leave it all behind my brain is up for all to see

Raise prod. rhine1k

featuring @ons13
produced / mixed by me
visual art by @earthsoft on insta :)

i made this song when Ryu's name was ryukage then he changed it to ons13 so thats why there are conflictions but regardless i hope u enjoy this track and follow 0ns13 on Instagram

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ intro : @sprigtek ]

i can act quite cold
like im loveless

i can numb my heart 🤍
while its pumping

not invited
to the function

im a freak bitch
i say dumb shit


Sick of sitting home
on my own
someone hold me 

stuck inside my head
can my shrink unfold me 

i like it when they hate me
i like it when they scold me

i like it when they try
but they fail to control me 


Dont pretend you know me
I dont even know myself

Gimme just a minute 
to compose myself 

No one gives a fuck 
is what i told myself 

Gotta stop attempting 
to destroy myself 

i can act quite cold
like im loveless

i can numb my heart 🤍
while its pumping

not invited
to the function

im a freak bitch
i say dumb shit

[ verse : ons13 / ryu ]

i remember when i seen her in the club lights
now shes all i wanna see i don’t wanna fight
always made to feel wrong i don’t wanna b right 
i just rly hope that we’re gonna b alright 
had a dream last night that i was dressed in white 
woke up the darkness has taken whats mine
im dumb im stupid ignoring your signs 
i feel so useless i can’t make it right 

shes a freak bitch, and i hate it 
sometimes feel like i’m not good enough to make it 
if i give you my trust then don’t betray it
youre the only one i got so pls dont fake it 

im possessive and im nasty 
i don’t know why anyone would want me
i show you off, and you flaunt me
i look happy but my other side it haunts me

[ outro : @sprigtek ]

Dont pretend you know me
I dont even know myself

Gimme just a minute 
to compose myself 

No one gives a fuck 
is what i told myself 

Gotta stop attempting 
to destroy myself 

i can act quite cold
like im loveless

i can numb my heart 🤍
while its pumping

not invited
to the function

im a freak bitch
i say dumb shit

i can act quite cold + ons13

share the stars [dgtl]

mixed by @buffalobang

it’s on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5jP3och2akqRjLSBQ4fPxn?si=BPbnDq-OTBWJw5oTsHRwzw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A48HE1YojtJkWYMAx7H3AeA

melancholy

kurtains: @yungkurtains
wido: @annihilatewido

lyrics

(kurtains)

ya we outside sipping on some petrol
purple in my eyes sylo got me goin mental
if u got a problem we pull up with metal
X wick he gon show em with a pencil x2

(wido)

trash ass wido, 
dropping from the edges,
im up on the building, 
it got me feeling reckless.
diggin up the petrol,
fucking up my stomach,
post-apocalyptic, 
my life just like cormac's.

bitch i got the gas on me,
let it blow
petrol-swimming in the tank, 
fuck me up some more.
angels flying, 
trap me up inside it,
angels dying, 
falling feeling tired.

(kurtains)

ya we outside sipping on some petrol
purple in my eyes sylo got me goin mental
if u got a problem we pull up with metal
X wick he gon show em with a pencil x2

(ogodthedeity)

shows over,
pull the curtains,
petrol got me on fire i’m burning,
ignorance is bliss so i’m never learning,
the pain doesn’t go away, there will be no better days
i can’t be sad,
everything i wish for i can have.
when you see me i’m dressed in black,
blade on my hip so i never lack (ya)

(wido)

dont fw it lil baby im a scumbag,
would sacrifice if my mom wasnt important*
would sacrifice if my dad was unimportant*
see you in some years i'll be takin in the prozac.

fuck it, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it,
i got vectors on my face,
fuck it, fuck it, fuck it,
i got petrol on my veins
fuck it, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it,
i got vectors on my face,
fuck it, fuck it, fuck it,
i put pressure on my veins...

*(wido ama sus padres)

(kurtains)

ya we outside sipping on some petrol
purple in my eyes sylo got me goin mental
if u got a problem we pull up with metal
X wick he gon show em with a pencil x2

petrol W/ kurtains & wido

art by: @eyemtript

dsgstd2020


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over me (feat. rosesleeves & suckerpunk) [prod. rosesleeves]

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was it me, well it may have been ;-;

ya

keep me company until its day again

ya

got me on my knees its time to pray again

kill all of my flowers when it rains again

and scream until i cant think of my name again

was it me, well it may have been ;-;

ya

keep me company until its day again

ya

got me on my knees its time to pray again

kill all of my flowers when it rains again

and scream until i cant think of my name again

--

evil, so i stay away from people

cus people make me evil

and i cant help but freeze up

she told me im a keeper

she kept me in the freezr

and told me whatever she needs to

i know i couldnt beat her

she knew i couldnt beat her '-'

--

was it me, well it may have been ;-;

ya

keep me company until its day again

ya

got me on my knees its time to pray again

kill all of my flowers when it rains again

and scream until i cant think of my name again

was it me, well it may have been ;-;

ya

keep me company until its day again

ya

got me on my knees its time to pray again

kill all of my flowers when it rains again

and scream until i cant think of my name again

freezr (hm.wav x keyblayde808)

antichrist

antichrist (ft. wido)

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@sebseb122
@careinq
prod by sucy
Sample: lilelk - Toothfairy Memories

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