a song about being alone, everything by myself

listen to me talk,
u dont rlly give a fuck
and im standing here all alone,
all these cries they stay ignored

i just wish youd listen to me talk,
if i said the truth u wouldnt give a fuck
and it hurts me no ones there
just a brick wall and a mirror
i just want sum friends to be next to me
in the end im all alone, thats y i struggle to speak
is it too much to ask for, for u to care
all the time it feels the same, im in the middle, and they stare

so i made this song so u know how im feeling rn
been around for so long, think i might of lost count
used up, sucked up, feeling like a damn drought
stuck up, in my thoughts, needa get em all out

its a constant cycle ima feel the same,
next day nothing will change
cuz im scared to lose the few i have,
so i keep it to myself but the pain doesnt pass

im a ticking time bomb,
this might be the last song,
this might be the last time, 
this might be the last one
think i lost my sanity,
wish that u were there for me
wish that u would care for me

wish that i could change, but ik i fckn wont
i just might go insane, lost all my fckn hope
and im sorry to the ones that faded from me,
wish that i could travel back in time so we could be a team

i just hope that i see eighteen in about a damn month
ive been paranoid, recently; dont know who to trust
all the things said about me engraved in my head
need a casket and a tombstone think i might just end up dead

in a grave, or in bed, i dont really know
im so sick and tired, of being so alone
like a flat tire, might just be a burden to my own
its so hard to smile when im constantly unknown

be there

@emotionals @kiryano

~Lyrics~

emotionals:
tell me every little thing u know
somethings telling me i know for sure
tell me little lies or let me go
i just think we're better off alone
and i hate when
toxicness turns to consequence
its the final chapter
at the moment of the end

yung leo:
Hope this moment never ends
Think were better off as friends
Didn’t expect it to go so well
I didn’t expect it to be so easy

Know I’m successful and I dream of the stage
Either I hop in a Lambo, or I hop in a Range
Any plans of stoppin’ Leo, you can throw em away
We just showed up at ya funeral and threw a parade 

You know what they say
Know ima be okay, I’m just waiting for the day
I see the light from the stars, you see the scars on my face
You tore me apart, and you threw me away

I think see a sign a hundred miles away
I still think about the times that you would spend at my place
Now I’m filled with regret, and I’m feeling’ disgrace
I still look at all the messages, there’s no way

never ends +emotionals (kiryano)

@176s
was I ever so naive u took control of me?

down&&Outt #uLosee

down&&Outt #uLosee (+sense)

@taylor
@sainttomorrow
cover credit ig@konoenoko

nothings fading off
i dont wanna go back
i dont wanna go thru that again
know it this could b my only chance
tell her that she got me til the end
not nobody else it makes no sense
when i fuk up know i make amends
when i fuk up hate to see u upset
remember when i couldnt even care less

ill b there if u need someone to hold on
theres too many fake its such a problem
idgaf wat they say i do that often
just us on our own my only option 
tell her u’ll b ok
want u to say my name
so take me on ur way

nothings fading (taylor morgan, saint tomorrow)

blxty + emotionals - on god (waifu yugen)

i love my bitch pussy she got wap like she fetty...👅💦
pulling up im always stocked like im getty...📷
@7ripp0 @sprr00w

no love (rippo + sp00)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Gtz7Iw3JAiwQIGfqeUP56?si=0dfe61466e2b469a

prod @tgwog 
more stuff soon 🖤🖤wont be so emo next time :P and thanks for 1.4k <3

lie to you, 
all i do is lie to you
there’s things i never said to you 
can’t get myself to tell the truth
so i just hide from you 
i can’t hide my lie from you 
she knows that i’m bluffing too
she knows that this love is through 
but i don’t,
tell myself thinking is wrong
keep it all inside my dome
wanna be with me i dont,
think you know what you’re in for
and i know
what happens behind that door
i think i’ve seen this before
had a dream we’re something more
on the floor
i swear it’s all on the floor
loving like this is a chore
you know that we could be more
i know you seen it before
to my core
away from you hurts my core
and i’d be there with one call
but you’re afraid of the fall

(i cant **********************
whats it worth to you,
tell me what to do
tell me what to do
stitting in my room,
and im smoking in my room,
dont know what to do, so)

and im just stuck here alone
told you youd seen it before
and i dont care what you do
took half my heart with the truth
and i just cant get it back
cant tell i even want to
dont even know what i want
but i just know i want you

artwork by raphaël vavasseur

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liar liar </3 (tgwog)

@cdgrl

[lyrics]
let me inside, angel wings white, you make me cry
back road, no street lights, cover your sight, telling you lies
dark night bleached eyes, make my teeth white, i cant see right
cut ties, blood covered ice, bring me to life, heaven's too bright

guess i can forget if i want to
bless me when i'm dead, i want you
dread, i'm scared, no breath, upset
confess my sins ill rest what haunts you

put me to sleep, down on my knees
roll up my sleeve, make myself bleed
keep myself real, make the time freeze
count while i breathe, keep me safe please

keep me safe please, wanna be real
make this time freeze
keep me safe please
keep me safe please
can we stay real?
can i stay here?
can i stay please?

i see right through it, look at nothing no music
sleep life i'm lucid, watch days go by its fluid

evil structures around me
slipping, black ice, i'm drowning
scary dreamlike surroundings
subaru, lights off, recounting

nosebleed, drowsy, u left without me, cant live without it
cold hands, slow dance, open doors, i'm broken

-

can you believe it?

lucid prod. cdgirl

@bliss05 @blxty @lilac

#5th #boy
its like im not me
ya my heart on lock
i cant give out all the keys
kno i need 2 stop
but the light turned green
kno u wana talk
but u cant find me
when i walk around
they cant see what i see
i change every week
i cant get it straight
dnt kno what u expect from me
i feel like someone else
think i need some help
2 much on my mind
dnt kno if u felt
i jus wana kno
what u think of me
look inside ur heart
pls tell me wat u see
srry u fell 4 me
kno im not the one
i be wit my bros
like we jus havin fun
but i swear u always shine
jus like ur the sun
i jus needed time
always acting dumb

#blxty
think i tried 2 hard
nd bb i get it
i jus wanna talk
why arent u gettin the msg
instead ur in my heart ugh
gettin ur leverage 
u said that its ok 
but ur gettin aggressive
passive aggressive
i jus wanna feel the real thing
bby lemme hear ur voice
it can heal me
got my brain splattered all over the ceiling ugh
i jus wanna feel the real thing

be there

6rm6n

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