kidsnorlax - sygymancer at the ball (unreleased)

(verse)
mentally ill mother fuckers wanna come and take my life
baby i cant put up with this i’ve been staring at my knives
when you find me in the bathtub and you cannot see my eyes
i don’t know how else to feel because i cannot fucking cry
i can never process that i could’ve made you fucking die
i’m so sorry baby i have hated that i am alive
now i have to live and feel that i am constantly in fear
every day i wake up and i feel you fucking disappear

(hook)
fuck the empty promises i made
fuck condolences
i’ve been waiting while i’m hurting
while i kill off every bitch
find my body motionless
because i’m emotionless
i’ve been waiting while i’m hurting
while i murder every bitch

(verse 2)
mutilate my body baby i can never think straight
feel my panic attacks when i feel you far away
feel my blood drip down when you’re staring at my face
i just wanna cry more with both my hands all on ur waist
i’ve been laying in my bed baby find me fucked up dead
i got ringing in my ears from every word you have said
and i kno it’s all my fault flooded up with my regrets
let insecurities run, i jus hate that im a mess

(hook)

endless devotion

devotion

(verse)
you know that i’m missing when i tell u i’m miserable
i got red wine across my wall like a criminal
drag a blade across ur body and ur fucking throat
i’ve been walking in ur house like i’m a fucking ghost
i’ve been locked inside these places, everyone see the same faces
i got cuts along my fucking hands
nobody knows where i’m fucking at

(chorus)
i cant live up to this name
i’ve been repeating these days
ready, my outfit in vain
leave ur kisses on my veins
fuck me up under the rain
in heaven i won’t feel pain
i don’t wanna say that i miss u some more
oh my love you got me dancing in my gore
brains all on the mirror find me on the floor
bae i’ll wrap u in barbed wire and i love it more

kisses on my veins✞ ✞  (prod. anticøn)

lyrics:
(verse)
i got angels in my veins, dragging me into the well
ive been weeping all night oh my love im in this hell
i got pictures in my hair, got horrors in the hotel
looking at the chandelier, imma throw him in the cell

(pre chorus)
??? break out my existence
i got many issues physically, in my own system
i got many enemies and i cannot even list them
everyday i wake up and i cannot feel the difference

(chorus)
ah ah, broke my mind baby cmon touch my spine
i can give u everything 4ever baby u'll b mine
ah ah, i cant cry but i soon will touch the sky
i got angels in my ice, everywhere im seeing eyes (2x)

hallway of eyes

im not in love

⛧⛧⛧⛧

prod. teeth
sample - Nocturnal Depression - Anthem to Self-Destruction

Baby cut my name in ur thigh
I hurt myself to get high
My left wrist Hella deformed
My insides feel so torn 
Nothing feels real I see u
Why is everybody so fucking see through 

Baby cut my name in ur thigh
I hurt myself to get high
My left wrist Hella deformed
My insides feel so torn 
Nothing feels real I see u
Why is everybody so fucking see through

U could never imagine 
these thoughts in my head
Never thought I'd be so obsessed I bled
U could never imagine 
these thoughts in my head
Never thought I'd be so obsessed I bled

My vision blurry smoking eyes red
I'm so gone and I'm so dead
Still alone my heart blackened 
U were always so useless 
I'm getting flashbacks 
From the trauma u caused
Jus know that it's all ur fault

Baby cut my name in ur thigh
I hurt myself to get high
My left wrist Hella deformed
My insides feel so torn 
Nothing feels real I see u
Why is everybody so fucking see through 

Baby cut my name in ur thigh
I hurt myself to get high
My left wrist Hella deformed
My insides feel so torn 
Nothing feels real I see u
Why is everybody so fucking see through

its raining outside (p. teeth)

(synic)
clip the wings off my back u jus wanna see my cry
i dont fuccen want u back cus u didnt even try
bitch u make me wanna fuck up and jus get high
fuck u bitch i dont even wanna say goodbye
find me in the limousine with my head blown off
youll b screaming 4 my name when u find the door locked
u aint fuccing up my life but u fuccing up my heart
i had wings that made of glass that had fell apart
dont deserve my time, fuck u and ur shitty lies
fuck u and ur pretty eyes, i wont fall this time
everytime i see ur face it jus fuccen makes me sick
wtf i gotta do to not meet another bitch

(mezha)
drag the blade across my body
your voice spins in my head it’s haunting
if you wanted me then now you got me
if you wanted me dead now i’m rotting
when i’m buried in bed and so forgotten
will you cover me in kisses in my coffin
so when this is the end the world is over
i know you don’t love me give me the cold shoulder
kept me alive just to leave want us to grow older
every thought replays in my head  what you told her 
just leave my corpse to rot in the background
nothing you say will ever matter now

wings of glass w/ mezha

lyrics:
i cant hold on too long, bby cmon give me signs
everyfuccn day im laying n i wanna cry
bitch ur fuccn w my heart i wanna see u die
now i watched u fall and collapsing on all ur lies
bby pls tell me ull b right here
oh u make me wanna disappear
n im wasting up all my tears
u cant tell me that u really care
if u did ull b w me right here
wait 4 u to call me anywhere
bitch ur not making this very fair
wait 4 u to call me anywhere

call me anywhere

⛧⛧⛧⛧

sample: nickleback - far away
prod. me

u ghosted me for 10 days why wont u text back
i might be too obsessed yea i know that
baby would kill for me im so sad
baby would u cut me up id luv that
u ghosted me for 10 days why wont u text back
i might be too obsessed yea i know that
baby would kill for me im so sad
baby would u cut me up id luv that

take ur fucking mask off
im so dead and alone now
put gun right to my head
my brains are now on my wall
everybody waks in why are they so shocked
finally gonna see my dead homies
 pls dont call the cops

why is it so peaceful im surrounded evil
i cant take it anymore i cant take it
why is it so peaceful im surrounded evil
i cant take it anymore i cant take it

u ghosted me for 10 days why wont u text back
i might be too obsessed yea i know that
baby would kill for me im so sad
baby would u cut me up id luv that
u ghosted me for 10 days why wont u text back
i might be too obsessed yea i know that
baby would kill for me im so sad
baby would u cut me up id luv that

ghosted (p. teeth)

(verse)
i shall die down when i see u walk away
drawing all my blood when i look into ur face
holding myself back bitch u watching me decay
havnt fucn slept ever since u fucn fade
imma fcn cry when i look into the mirror
all these fucn bandz but im still crying a rivverrr
left me all alone got me almost fcn withered
knives all in my back put 1 in my fucn liver

(hook)
hold onto my hand again
i got more scars drawn from ur kiss
hold onto my hand again
i got more scars drawn from ur kiss

*angel noise*

mirrors *i want to b there* #angelwave 🤍

lyrics 

I feel you now
face hit the ground
and no one's around
need you right now

feel safe
she don't understand
that I'm dying slow
can you hear me

I feel you now
face hit the ground
and no one's around
need you right now

the constant silence
the pain beneath my skin
and i cant hide it
when did this all begin?
you took my heart
and tore it apart
but the beating wont stop
for you
i feel you now
i cant break your hold
i think i might lose focus
im hopeless

I feel you now
face hit the ground
and no one's around
need you right now

kisses on my veins✞ ✞ (prod. anticøn)

synic

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