Something different I don’t wanna be known for doing the same type of shit over and over. (My art)

ɘvi⅃ (prod. metlast)

experimental

lyrics:
I’m indecisive, I’ve been leaning on my vices 
No good advices, why even try it
My mind is just violence
I just wanna drown my wrist 
Think I deserve it with all the pain I’m hidin
No guidance, lifeless in my eyelids 
Emotionless in all black, real love is what I lack
The weight on my back, hear my spine crack 
But I just hide it, why even try and 


No therapist I talk to myself when I need help 
Cuz that’s all you got when real is what you’re finding 
And I’ve searchin for a fuckin purpose 
Closed curtains, locked behind a latch 
Feelings I can’t catch, the ones that left 

I can’t find a way
And I can’t beg anymore, I can’t beg anymore 
What am I praying for, my soul is fucking sore
Bleeding on the floor yeah that’s what I’m searching for 
I can’t breathe no more, I can’t breathe no more 

I CANT TRY ANYMORE, I CANT TRY ANYMORE 
I CANT CRY ANYMORE, I CANT CRY ANYMORE

i don't wanna try (CapsCtrl)

Shoutout 6thMoon <3


lyrics:
Cherish yesterday cuz I won’t be here tomorrow 
Every day I live I just drown in my sorrow 
Everytime I give my heart they only wanna borrow 
Hollow in my heart this is not the path to follow 

Can’t remember why, everyday I wanna die 
I sit inside and cry cuz I cannot end my life 
You just wasted all my time

Wasted all my fucking time
Read between the lines, I can read what’s in your mind 
I can see through all the lies 
Can you see that I’m not fine?
Closed blinds, turned a blind eye 
Please tell me why 

Moon I can’t get thru this, I cannot do this 
Lost in my head I know it’s a mess 
Living in stress think I’m better off dead 
She was the one but she left like the rest 
No heart in my chest, she ripped it to shreds 
I can’t do this Moon I’m sorry to say 
I can’t do this Moon i cannot stay 

Memories were lost, and in the cold I turned to frost 
Soma is so lost, yeah Soma is so lost 
Everyday I know I’m better off gone

Hey….

6thMoon

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