@wintress13 :O

i cant write back, not this time
its all a mess that i cant make right
im sorry for the stress of these times
im doing my best to make it right

but you still told me that
it couldnt get more bad
it gets harder to act
to keep this life that we still have

i saw us falling down
and the walls they're forcing me out
as the tide washes over our town
i pray to save us from our doubt

i saw your eyes going dark as the sun starts to set
are we all doomed to fall to this?
when its all said and done
we don’t have anywhere else to run
i’ll take everything we’ve done
to my memory of us

i cant write back, not this time
its all a mess that i cant make right
im sorry for the stress of these times
im doing my best to make it right

but you still told me that
it couldnt get more bad
it gets harder to act
to keep this life that we still have

i saw us falling down
and the walls they're forcing me out
as the tide washes over our town
i pray to save us from our doubt

amphoreus

amphoreus (wintress + xternalz)

Watch Another.

Lyrics:

I know you see these scars, girl, I did it all for her (Effystonem reference - https://soundcloud.com/glosuka/effystonem)
I’m looking at the stars as I question my self-worth
Like, am I really worth? Where did I take a turn?
I’m going for the worst; I just wish I could change it all

Cause if I could, I’d break the fall
So if we try, we try, we’ll make it out
I promise you cause all in all, 
I need you to know that you’re enough

Let’s just be honest, look at where we’re at now
Born to be free but forced to be locked down
Wanna make a change but you’re standing in the background
I can see it clear, your depression in a compound

I just wanna try it, try it, try it
You just can’t deny it, ’ny it, ’ny it
I know you won’t like it, like it, like it

Just tell me where you were when I needed you the most :( 

I did like everything I could just to pursue you
I guess it wasn’t enough; I couldn’t do two, ohh
I can’t pull it together like I used to
Maybe it’s a sign that I need you

Break The Fall (overr)

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

song with @akura1 next on @afterstoryx
@decago

###

ill be dead by the morning
i hope that u find me,,
the dismembered pieces 
& parts of my body,,,,

u say that u cut me
i think that u scarred me
i want u to need me
i want u to want me!!!!

tell me did i cut too deep?
or cut too slow...
the bonds i break
are the bonds i know,,,,

tell me if u wear my skin
or breathe my soul
my heartstrings beat
and my blood runs cold

and its death till we parted
all that i see is all that i wanted

know u hate when i leave 
but u love when im walkin

its a murder to meee
got ur heart in a locket

did i cut too deep,,? (decago)

Song, master by HIK4RI, Prod. NiA, Feat. Akhimei

VISUALS: https://youtu.be/ytBfngmL6GM

"slow burn" ahh diarycore emoplugg
Shoutout NiA for the prod. and Akhimei for the verse (both cooked hard)


LYRICS:
[HIK4RI]
Pulled me out of my sanctuary
On a warm and cloudy summer night
Cus I thought we had chemistry
Took your hand thinking that itd be all alright

Hand in hand we were gonna live our best life
Again and again I was prayin that itd be this time
So I tried

Did you want someone, or something real
Know it ain't that hard, I could give it to you
You pull me closer when I start to hesitate
But when I move in closer, why do you pull away

[Akhimei]
Hear you calling me
Deep inside of me
In this sanctuary
Are you saving me
I'm not ready for
You betraying me
Feel you distancing
I shouldn't have

Trusted even your first word
Cause you saw I was vulnerable in that moment
Remember that time you told me it's not hopeless
I should've listened to those who I trusted

Told me to leave
Now it feels like you'll leave
Thought you wanted me free
I don't know what to believe
In this moment (I know you don't want me, you were just pretending)
Is it hopeless (I thought you were worth it, took me to the ending)

What do you want me to be
Swear I've already changed so much for you
You won't let me breathe
Think I should go back to the sanctuary

[HIK4RI]
Having no one to please
Gave me tranquility serenity
You told me to leave 
And see the world outside my sanctuary 
You tore down my peace
And showed me love and possibilities

So why won't you let me fall asleep

I don't wanna fall too hard again
I don't wanna leave my heart in pain
Did u just let your feelings sway
Nah I don't wanna be played the same way

Now I'm stuck in my head,
Lyin awake on my bed:
I miss my sanctuary yea

So you really gonna put me on the grey
Guess you don't wanna hear what I'll say
Told myself I won't care I won't stay
But I keep coming back to this stupid place

Circling my headspace
Can't stop it
It just turned winter again
So whats with the wait?

If you really truly meant what you did
Take a chance make a choice and commit
I can't wait all fkn day for this shit
Forever, whenever
Just say you'll be with me
If not it's time for me to leave
Back to my sanctuary 


Sanctuary ft. Akhimei (prod. NiA)

School starts in 4 days :(

Thank you for listening

Pretend (prod. drew)

Was it all a lie?...

Collab with @1drms tap in wit him!!

a/n Im too hooked on Shield Hero 

Lyrics:

[Drew]
Get you out my mind, get you out my headspace
Runnin’ out of time, I don’t wanna be late. You said I’ll be fine
If I said you were predictable, that would be a lie
Can’t believe that you would really go and push me to the side...

Baby, open your eyes
And at least give it a try
Can you see or are you blind
Can you see or are you blind

To the side, baby, open your eyes
And at least give it a try
Can you see or are you blind
Can you see or are you blind

When I see you, I don’t think about her
When I see her, it’s a mental battle
And it’s something I can’t handle at this point
Don’t think I’ll do it anymore

[drms]
yk i cannot fix it, i cant move
ik you do not regret all the shit u do
give me a couple of days gotta think this through
js keep me close to ur heart
i js need some proof

and now im layin in my bed js thinking bout u
cannot keep myself together baby what ure up to
i cant change the fact that im js tryna love you
gotta make it clear i cant fall over

Headspace w/ drms (prod.drew)

@makinstuff

all these people act confuuusing learn how 2 let it gooo

learn to let it go prod comanati

when ur looking at the snow, i hope ur thinking of me

ep in 12 days :3


lyrics

@6vesta : tell me why do you lie all the time 
in hopes i burn our letters :/
"why u cry all the time?" 
i wish i  ever met her.. 

cause ur breakin me down
u dont care to see
when ur looking at the snow  
hope ur thinking of me:/

see my body in the forest
doesn't matter not important
waste my time ill sing a chorus
send a text and u ignore it
i cant shake this off
everything u say, really pisses me off
cause u dont feel the same
while im wasting time
ur texting other guys
but u say it everytime

(everytime, everytime, everytime...)

turn to letters ᡣ𐭩.ᐟ.ᐟ w/ entri (rewind)

super proud of this one + first self prod <3

##straycatsszn

lyrics:

@1drms
and i js fall in reverse i cant change it
yea bitch and u lied to my face and i hate it
bitch u made me cope and i cannot explain it
cant escape this cell that im in yea u blamed me

and u tied me up and i cant go down
i lost my dignity on the ground
and i wont chase u ill lose my crown
yea n i cant change u ill leave this town
and now im layin here on the ground
falling asleep to ur distant sounds
feel like a prick i dont leave my house
baby make me escape this nightmare

@1akura
tell me why it always feels like i could die
and every single night i wonder why i still try
break me out of these chains, i need to change this
i cant explain it, you kno i hate it
i dont wanna hear u
ima leave u in the rear view
fall in reverse i cant change it
you know that ur one of the worst and u fake it

turn to letters ᡣ𐭩.ᐟ.ᐟ w/ entri (rewind)

vesta

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