a song abt forgiveness

lyrics:
forgive me father for i have sinned
forgive me father; please just let me in
forgive me for my miscommuni-
cation

forgive me please, i really didnt mean it
i just felt empty, and i truly thought i
needed it
forgive me cause i cant forgive myself
at least i have haven't found a way so far, 
as i can tell

im not pathetic im just kinda confused
you said not to worry, i don't know if that's
something i can do
if it's true, what do i do?
what do i do?
what do i do?

forgive

how to be happy

lyrics:
they say; one must imagine sisyphus happy
but sisyphus depressed makes a whole lot 
more sense

i can imagine sisyphus purple
and i can imagine sisyphus green
and i can imagine sisyphus blue
and im constantly imagining sisyphus me

imagination's just a game we use
to fool ourselves into, believing the rouse
that pushing such a bolder, a boulder so 
heavy
that sisyphus can be sisyphus happy,
when that's really only possible, you 
see
once sisyphus learns to be sisyphus free

sisyphus free

sisyphus free

kinda just a musical ramble

im a wind-up toy that wont wind down
a broken boy and a failing clown with
pathetic ploys, tryna get back yesterdays now

im a fire burning fast then slow
a rocket hovering high then low
but honestly, id love to know why
i just can't ever seem to finally fly

i never asked to want what i dont have
i just do; it's really pretty sad
but i love the moment just after i wake up
cuz its the only time i feel whatever's above
and its the time when i have nothing
and im happy with what i possess
and its the moment totally beyond suffering
its the moment when i finally have rest

restless

punk uke!! my humble attempt at punking the punk rock establishment with ukulele!

earlier today, i cleaned my room
but not because you told me to
i did it because i wanted to
and if you think i cant rhyme to with to
then zucc you!!

i dont know what you want me to do
i honestly haven't got a scooby clue
but i know that i wont follow through
cuz zucc you!!

i cleaned my room! and zucc you!!!!!!!

cleaned (ode to mark zuckerberg)

timandmobeycore

the wonder of life
and excitement of wisdom
the joy of finding out, of really
groking some system
uncovering the mysteries
revealing secret histories
of mysterium-235

who knows the reason that we're alive?
maybe it's mysterium-235!
who knows what you'll find
when you go for a deep dive?
in mysterium-235!

your knowledge with perimeter
growing exponentially
on a plane unlimited,
infinite!, potentially
all your mind touches
and everything you learn to know
brings new things with it, that you yet don't

who knows the reason that we're alive?
maybe it's mysterium-235!
who knows what you'll find
when you go for a deep dive?
in mysterium-235!

baby i must say you have a wonderful time,
when your swimming in mysterium-235!!

mysterium-235

just a lil instrumental experiment with tuning

hero's half journey

I LOVE MY DOG (his name's milo btw)

i super-duper love my dog
i love him so so much
he clears all of my brain fog and
sometimes we share a bit of my lunch

i really really really really
really really really love my
dog. so. much.

he wags his little rat tail
he comforts me when i wail
id visit if he went to jail
id follow him down the longest trail

i really really really really
really really really love my
dog. so. much.

i dont know if he loves me
it doesn't really matter i believe
i know that i love him
i treat him like one of my kin

i really really really really
really really really love my
dog. so. much.

i love my dog!!

i love my dog!!

my meter 😔

people say art's a form of self-expression
but i look inside and find a lacking self-concept [shun]
if im before a mirror, dont expect a reflection
my story's a lesson in directionless pretension

all that i am is all that i doubt
i keep my mind open so stuff's just bound to fall out
and i guess what's left winds up in some art
but really sets me apart

i inspect and i dissect myself, and it's here's roughly what i find:

i am open-minded, gaping-minded, shaking undulating-minded

real-minded, fiction-minded, big ol' contradiction-minded

what i really am, i dont think i can tell
most of all im everything else

else

i like sounds and words and how words sound. i hope you enjoy listening to me learn how to make (hopefully good) sounds

amiachair