hiding right inside your skull 
i see what you don't -- right through your head 
treat me like i'm not in your brain
don't act like you know me if i don't care

didn't you know (i know everything)
i still did all that i could
it's not my fault i don't get mad very often
just say to me "i don't want to die"
i don't want to die
you don't want to die

didn't you know (i know everything)
i still did all that i could
is it still my fault i'm still alive
i wake up, it's no use, i do it all over again
i wake up, it's no use, i do it all over again

[2023] perforation demo

[2023] do people even like listening to these anymore

get away

you don't have to lie to me
i'm chasing the people that i'll never be
(oh what's wrong?)
i think it's meant to be
i'm still pretending and i cannot leave

why don't you throw me in the trash can?
no friends cause you said that wouldn't happen
deep end, sinking, thinking about passing
even when it ends i think you'd probably leave me again

get out of my head before i...
wake up, and i take it all in at once
you said it's not mine
and i'll take it back when it's done

pretendd

1 out of 4

lyrics:

And you still got a lot to learn
You don’t know me and u would probably never will
I’ve seen u lost the turn
I see u right through it
And I’ll make you watch until it hurts
And u still got a lot to learn
You wanna see my past but not who i fucking am now
Go ahead and ignore me im sorry
But i know that you hate me
Its all part of the story

Stick a knife in your heart
I know that if it’s real then it bleeds
Let the whole world see it
Now is not the time i make u leave
Feels like it’s a pastime all the time
Said u wanted ur life to be working around art
Feels like im a drag like all the time
Keeping my composure while i cannot play the part

And you still got a lot to learn
You don’t know me and u would probably never will
I’ve seen u lost the turn
I see u right through it
And I’ll make u watch until it hurts

And u still got a lot to learn
You wanna see my past but not who i fucking am now
Go ahead and ignore me im sorry
But i know that you hate me
Its all part of the story

if it's real then it bleeds

3 out of 4
background vocals by @zayok
lyrics https://genius.com/72crash-again-lyrics

again

4 out of 4

lyrics:

Yea
But i already know that
You said im all over the place
So I’ll take a step back
And i watched u try on all ur clothes
No i could never be like you

Go..
So u left me in the end
I knew all of it was fate
Don’t take it out on your friends
When ur the one to blame
No i just couldn’t stop crying
Now im stuck here in the rain
When all of it is said and done
I cannot be the same

I look at myself in the mirror
Saw the person that i became
I cannot see the picture
When i have already ended up dead
“It’s all because it’s personal”
Maybe we could’ve been friends
But thats all gone now im the one that ends up with the blame

And when u leave me again
Don’t pin the blame on the head
And when u tease me like that
Can’t help but hate u my friend

And i wonder if u will accept me for who i really am
Don’t act like u don’t know who i am

Didn’t wanna cross u that night
No I can’t leave without a fight
Didn’t wanna cross u that night
No I can’t leave without a fight
Didn’t wanna cross u that night
Didn’t wanna cross u that night
Didn’t wanna cross u that night
Didn’t wanna cross u that night

clothes, january 2010

2 out of 4
Final part inspired by https://soundcloud.com/prodelxnce/eighteen

lyrics:

I can’t lose it all
Why don’t you go and break my heart
I done lost my friends there’s no one 
You dont have to say that its my fault
Why dont you make fun of me now
I cant bear to watch it fall down
Go away i dont want to come back
I already know its all gone now

Now ur actin like u know me
U dont know me u just know the old me!!
And i’ll never be that person i'm a phony
I know you’d hate it 
(but you don't have to say it...)

I get so jealous
You cannot save me at all
“Why won’t you tell us”
I know I’m better off alone
Im wishing all night
I know you’d laugh at me when I fall off
So don’t go telling me that you were always my friend
I’m In the deep end
I was so scared then
And im still worried when I drop, you wouldn’t like it
Don’t try to fight it
But I cant say how I feel just for you to go and break my heart

Now please
Hear what I hear

You think about hurting yourself again
I can't save you this time
When i close my eyes
You're there

Now you're acting like you know me
Now you're acting like you know me

I can’t lose it all
Why don’t you go and break my heart ?
I done lost my friends there’s no one 
You dont have to say that its my fault

If you don't fucking like me
Then you can just fucking say it

break my heart

I could tell that you hate me
Don’t worry cause i hate myself too
If I had lost it
Would you stay with me?
I wouldn’t know what to tell you
Bad bitch
I don’t wanna say it
I walk around the night with my crew
Fast car, my name
Ya I won’t save it
Crash out, no you cannot save meee

Went outside I caught another body
Why could I not know y’all didnt want me??
No motion, sitting like a zombie
I wish I could tell you how I felt about me
About me,
Sometimes I wish I was 14 again
These days I never get called a bestfriend

You Won't Ever Get What You Want

https://open.spotify.com/track/2UCLMGmNwlFkgaB40O1yfa?si=jKkykE5ZTBqyoCW5CY6AkA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0ucXOGOfBEfI9BQIxe8fEn

No Rest / Never Wanted Me

Obsession

you could choose to say nothing
but that's not what ya did
picking me is something
but you're calling me all weird
can i have some peace
can i have somewhere to leave

cause u ignored my shit
when i get a hunnid on my wrist
would u switch it up
would u say that you were my friend
i could tell  you dont need me
i know that i lack it
im a -
and i can't hide my feelings
it's just who i have to be

i wish you'd die like all the time
but you won't get to know that
i dream about running away
it'll be okay
i don't tell when it's all declining away
i don't want to lie...
i don't want to lie if it's not great
why would i have the say?
treating me like shit
hating on the kid
what's the plan? where the hell is your friend?
i wanna kill him so bad cause i'll never be so close to you, i won't

1000 ways to disappear

thank u for (late) 333 followers :D
music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zv_qmAi8-m0

-lyrics-
I promised that i'd leave it all behind
2020-something, i was way out of my mind
You won't get it right
Why are you so obsessed with someone you wont fucking be?
Why are you obsessed with her?
Bro just come to me
I told my friends, “You won’t see me today”
They ain’t even complain
I'd be mad at me too that's okay
Say it to my face
I can’t blink, whats my age again???
Saying we’re the same?
I'm sorry man i cannot save you

When I catch your boy, 
He’ll disappear like what just happened?
We don’t play with toys
I put the knife into my hands, yeah
Margiela store
Bought everything, you thought they packed off
Been through this before
I’ve seen some things that you can’t fathom
Poppin Ecstasy
I see a 10, he makes me hurt again
Go right back to back to back to back to back to hell again
Thought you knew me bro
I make the DJ kill himself again
Might just put a spell on you
I’ll haunt you in your dreams again

//////

If that's wrong
It's all bad
I can't be gone yet
That's not fair
You said you love me now
I don't trust you
You'd probably hate on me
When i'm up yeah

If that's wrong
It's all bad
Can't trust no one no more
You're wishing on a star, I won't get one

Everything Will Haunt You

-lyrics-
I don't wanna die
I just want it all
I lost track of time
Trying to give u my all
I just want a try
But you do not want it more
I don't want to lie
Please don't change your mind

I don't wanna die
Come and break it off
You know that I'm so gone
I'm going thru it, no
I just want a try
But you do not want it more
I don't want to lie
Please don't change your mind

That boy wanna play, he'll get it
I told myself, i'll get it soon enough
When is it my turn
All my friends are going up
When is it my turn
I told myself, i'll get it soon enough
And i'm still someone that i'm not
That's not me yet

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