[LYRICS]
i’m losing my mind a little at a time
i don’t think im fine im running out of time
nothings okay nothings alright 
and nothing will change and i think it’s fine

cause i might have a breakdown
 if i don’t change now 
everything just stays the same
all i do is just complain 
i cant get enough i cant get enough 
i’m still living rough i still take a puff 
man it’s fucking tough 
i keep getting distant 
i never listen 
y’all keep going on and on y’all keep on bitchin
i keep goin on and on until i’m winnin
i keep goin on and on keep goin on and on 

i don’t know what im doin anymore
i feel empty from the bottom of my core
i’m so stiff and my body feels sore
cause i been rotting on the motherfucking floor
wake up from nightmares so i never sleep 
taking my time but i’m falling in deep 
and i don’t remember when i made the leap 
i’m tired and hungry and chasing my dreams 
i’ve been drowning in my sorrows lately 
i don’t know what it’s gon take to change me 
don’t know where the path i took gon take me 
but i ain’t gonna lettin this bad world break me 
no i can’t slow down until i’m leaving this town 
got me fucked up thinking i’m sticking around 
i been looking at the moon when i howl

cause i might have a breakdown
 if i don’t change now 
everything just stays the same
all i do is just complain 
i cant get enough i cant get enough 
i’m still living rough i still take a puff 
man it’s fucking tough 
i keep getting distant 
i never listen 
y’all keep going on and on y’all keep on bitchin
i keep goin on and on until i’m winnin
i keep goin on and on keep goin on and on

breakdown

breakdown [prod. whereami? x jayzet x faura]

[LYRICS]
evilmiku:
don’t wanna talk to you 
girl you don’t got a clue
yeah you’re fucking me up 
i don’t feel the love 
you make your mistakes 
then you act like you’re dumb 
don’t wanna talk to you
i know i’m not confused 
you think this is fun 
you pull out your gun 
you’re shooting your bullets 
you’re making me run 

i hope you see me in your nightmares 
right there
stress you out till you grow white hairs cry tears 
oh the animal i have become 
is something that can’t be undone 
no don’t try to don’t try to outrun 
darling i know you’ve got your own gun 
shoot me shoot me won’t you shoot me 
shoot me

@polar333:
believed when you said i had you all to myself 
cause i didn’t need nobody else to stay cool 
if love is dead for me yeah you pretend 
i need it i try i just can’t i just can’t explain it
i just feel the let down on the other side of it all 
i try to hide it keep it up i just can’t fight it
it’s hard enough i don’t even know how to fucking breathe 
i thought you were leaving it’s all done with 
i feel horrible i fall to my knees i feel so sick i have nowhere to go

evilmiku:
don’t wanna talk to you 
girl you don’t got a clue
yeah you’re fucking me up 
i don’t feel the love 
you make your mistakes 
then you act like you’re dumb 
don’t wanna talk to you
i know i’m not confused 
you think this is fun 
you pull out your gun 
you’re shooting your bullets 
you’re making me run 
run.
produced by @iissaa-hi and @soliooooo
mastered by @nokerbforever

RUN!

RUN! w/ polar

[LYRICS]
there’s blood in my mouth i’m licking it up 
you wanna go down but i don’t give a fuck
no you better be you better be you better be

sleeping with your eyes wide open 
leave ‘em in the dirt while he choking
and i got my knives out showing
cut you in the throat i ain’t joking
lay my bones down to rest
no i don’t like when you flex 
i’ll snatch that chain off ur chest
i’ll put it on when i’m next 

one shot is all i got
i’m not bout to drop 
everything that i’ve been
fighting so hard for 
look at me now you said 
i’m just an eyesore 
100 rounds, when we show
i think it’s time you pay me back what u owe
i told u a hundred times, u should know
now u leakin bloody red on the snow
@nokerbforever :
tear my heart out cause i don't think that u know now
all the things you've done they fucked me up bad 
i'm just having fun, shoot around with my gun
i can see u wanna run, i just wanna see u down
cause i'm running with my knife, cut
yeah that bitch is all talk
tell that hoe to shut up
i don't wanna hear u talk
yeah we're about to have a one on one
imma shut you up real fast
clearly u dont wanna fight
i feel so undone
i don't think that u know
but my heart's made of stone
and u just tore it down
tearing it down
i can hear u loud
u got a long tongue
to step on

sleeping with your eyes wide open 
leave ‘em in the dirt while he choking
and i got my knives out showing
cut you in the throat i ain’t joking
lay my bones down to rest
no i don’t like when you flex 
i’ll snatch that chain off ur chest
i’ll put it on when i’m next 

mastered by kerby :3
thank you guys for listening you rock! <3 ^-^

EYESORE

EYESORE w/ NOKERB [Rapsy Beats]

[LYRICS]
i heard you poppin xans your new man
is a fan 
remember when you told me i wouldn’t understand 
look at you so pretty party girl city
think that you’re so witty it don’t even hit me 

cigarette ashes 
the way she look like an actress 
and all she care about is fashion 
don’t show an ounce of compassion 
i be in the whip going 95 feel the mother fucking wind 
my brothers by my side hold me down when i’m sick 
i ain’t trippin bout you no more
you love to hit me up when you’re bored 

i dont wanna play 
all these games no more 
why do you treat me like a toy 
Im not a a party boy
and the games over
don’t hit me right back 
when im on my own and im getting my bag 
hidden in the smoke off a fat zig zag 
talkin all that shit i forgot who asked 
@ily_turo:
i forgot who asked 
and imma leave you in the 
past tense 
i dont want you shawty 
imma leave you for the next man 
you asked me a question 
and i dont think i was listening 
you fucking up my mental 
and your making me use ritalin
you wanna take me in 
call it a cordial sin 
you want my body 
and my soul 
im not sure how to win 
you tried to take, take 
my soul away 
but i got solio behind my back 
we dont play games

cigarette ashes 
the way she look like an actress 
and all she care about is fashion 
don’t show an ounce of compassion 
i be in the whip going 95 feel the mother fucking wind 
my brothers by my side hold me down when i’m sick 
i ain’t trippin bout you no more
you love to hit me up when you’re bored.

thx 4 listening :3
mastered by Turo

PARTY GIRL

PARTY GIRL w/ Lxve Turo! [kimani + senoju]

[LYRICS]
so it’s all my fault 
you keep saying that you’re not wrong 
i’m not mad but i wrote this song 
just so i could sing you so long long long 

but i’m so fucked up 
i can’t help but just think of us 
and i can’t tell if we’re really done 
and all the pain is what makes it fun fun fun
and i’m sick of you you’re sick of me
but i don’t wanna tell you how it’s suppose to be
and we keep adding fuel like gasoline 
and i didn’t know you could be so mean 

i’m so nervous right now 
i’m trying to figure it out
cause if i turn back around 
i don’t think i’ll make it out
alive tonight 
i cant tell you 
it’s no secret 
and i cant help you 
and i’m leaving

but i’m so fucked up 
i can’t help but just think of us 
and i can’t tell if we’re really done 
and all the pain is what makes it fun fun fun
and i’m sick of you you’re sick of me
but i don’t wanna tell you how it’s suppose to be
and we keep adding fuel like gasoline 
and i didn’t know you could be so mean 

mastered by @nokerbforever

gasoline

gasoline [nokerb x drma x hayden.havoc]

[LYRICS]
i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

don’t wanna remember the end of the night
i was so fucked up i thought i would die 
i guess there’s a reason why im still alive
but i feel like there’s something missing inside
baby im so alone
i party with ghosts
you’ll never see them and you’ll never know
but that’s how it goes
when you’re diagnosed 
i need a drink i need a dose 
so what if i fuck up my life 
so what if im fallin behind 
i don’t think i wanna live 
i couldn’t do this again 
oh no please don’t leave me in here
(im prayin prayin)
sitting in silence 
my tongue i bite it
i been out wilding
getting lit till im dying 
i’m dying

i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

thank u to @nokerbforever for mastering this song and thank you to everyone who sticks around to listen :3
this song is about my struggles with alcoholism so its a bit personal but hope u enjoy!

PARTY4GHOST

PARTY4GHOST [branwen x ryini beats]

[LYRICS]
this is the end of the nightmare it’s the end of the curse
you’ll understand when i’m dead

i’ll close both my eyes
with the ghost of you
go from park to drive
i lived a wonderful life
and as i’m kissing the stars
just like i did with your scars
they taste much better than you
she’s so much better than you

yeah she’s the ghost of you
she’s glowing off the moon
darling can’t you see
that it’s meant to be
oh i’ve been getting fucking wasted under the moon light
it’s like the harder i try
the fucking deeper you bite
oh i’ve been praying to god
to get you out of my mind
call me crazy could you end me?
call me crazy could you end me?
cause life without you is no life at all

i’ll close both my eyes
with the ghost of you
go from park to drive
i lived a wonderful life
and as i’m kissing the stars
just like i did with your scars
they taste much better than you
she’s so much better than you
yeah shes the ghost of you.

thank you to everyone who has supported me this year. u guys mean the whole fucking world to me. I had many ups and downs this year. I made and lost friends, but still music is what drives me even when im at my worst. <3

WONDERFUL LIFE

WONDERFUL LIFE [dollatega]

[LYRICS]
oh baby how come you’re all alone these days 
oh there’s a billion other people that could take my place 
yeah we can talk about it later when i feel okay
right now i’m tryna figure out how to make my play 
i’m gonna get out of here i’m gonna disappear 
oh no i’m not on the same shit i was last year 
i’m just another fucking loser with a lot of friends 
oh i tried real hard but i don’t fit in 

oh baby i’ve been all alone 
you hate me, no you don’t 
the smoke in this party are ghost 
they love me and hate me the most 
all the drugs that i take at the function awake 
i don’t wanna think about it but i know that you’ve changed
now you’re dancing with somebody putting drugs in your face
i should’ve known a little better i should’ve known my place 
you call me delusional i think that you’re right 
i’m not looking for answers i’m afraid what i’ll find

oh baby how come you’re all alone these days 
oh there’s a billion other people that could take my place 
yeah we can talk about it later when i feel okay
right now i’m tryna figure out how to make my play 
i’m gonna get out of here i’m gonna disappear 
oh no i’m not on the same shit i was last year 
i’m just another fucking loser with a lot of friends 
oh i tried real hard but i don’t fit in

stay wild <3

LATER

LATER [dskeep + greyrock]

[LYRICS]
i been tryna get on
headlines headlines 
but im frozen like a deer in front of headlights 
and i wanna make it clear that nothings alright 
seems like everything i feared is right by my side 
oh i swear to god it’s like they’ll never notice 
talk to me like i’m some sort of bonus 
im nobody you’re nobody important 
all the vices that i carry make me dormant 

i’m feeling a rush going right through my blood 
then it disappears and it makes my body numb 
i’ve been feeling so vacant and i’m still patiently waiting  
i’ve been fucking up my life for no reason drugs and pretty faces my weakness 
praying night and day oh jesus 
ill accept the last resort when hell freezes 
oh i cant simply forget it 
i’m just a low life a peasant 
and i would kill just to get it
a life that i’d never step in
thats why im tryna get on

headlines headlines
but im frozen like a deer in front of headlights 
and i wanna make it clear that nothings alright 
seems like everything i feared is right by my side 
oh i swear to god it’s like they’ll never notice 
talk to me like i’m some sort of bonus 
im nobody you’re nobody important 
all the vices that i carry make me dormant

HEADLINES

HEADLINES [happytears x fxckyeahako]

extrañando todo los besos de ti 
porque no tú regresas a mi 
mi amor ya no piensa en mi 
pero no quiero que vaya ser el fin 
and don’t say that i never really liked you 
cause i’d do anytning to die right by you 
and never tell no one i never really had you 
cause you know damn well i been all about you 

y yo le sigo con toda mi loquera 
esperando que te encuentre afuera 
y no quería ser el que te hace daño 
ahorita estoy solito pedo y te extraño 
im coming up but i feel like i’m falling 
and if you ain’t it’s my vices that’s callin 
so ima go ahead and party like there’s no tomorrow 
cause i don’t wanna stay alone in a bed full of sorrow 
oh oh x2
con otra chica mas y nunca cambia nada 
porque en la noche solo sueño de tu cara
por eso estoy 
por eso estoy 

extrañando todo los besos de ti 
porque no tú regresas a mi 
mi amor ya no piensa en mi 
pero no quiero que vaya ser el fin 
and don’t say that i never really liked you 
cause i’d do anytning to die right by you 
and never tell no one i never really had you 
cause you know damn well i been all about you 

dime algo que yo ya no se 
i’ll be out till i look like a mess
en la calle no llego asta las tres 
thats when i kick it and i cry w my friends 
no i don’t wanna be the one that’s in love
cause everytime it seems like i fuck it up 
so i’ll keep on blaming myself 
checked in to heart break hotel 

extrañando todo los besos de ti 
porque no tú regresas a mi 
mi amor ya no piensa en mi 
pero no quiero que vaya ser el fin 
and don’t say that i never really liked you 
cause i’d do anytning to die right by you 
and never tell no one i never really had you 
cause you know damn well i been all about you

NO REGRESA

NO REGRESA [1ohmygon x @faaswyd]

[LYRICS]

i’m running away 
i fucking hate this place 
i wish but you couldn’t stay 
and i just couldn’t change 
oh when it rains it pours 
it fucking aches my bones 
i hurt myself when i’m alone
i’m a coward that can’t take it anymore 
and i tried 
i think i got too far 
too far far 

ghostsocial:
Yeah i hate shit
I don't wanna change shit
Leave me in the dark, no i’ll never really make it
I know i'm a let down
All i do is let down
Find me in the rain, what ill do when you come around
And i hate my town, but i love your face
If i let you down, no i’m such a disgrace
I try to the change the pace
I can’t change the pace

i’m running away 
i fucking hate this place 
i wish but you couldn’t stay 
and i just couldn’t change 
oh when it rains it pours 
it fucking aches my bones 
i hurt myself when i’m alone
i’m a coward that can’t take it anymore

RAIN

RAIN w/ ghostsocial [dollategabeatz]

throw away track tbh 
lyrics:
houston’s nothing like my small town 
i flew out all the way to see you right now 
she hates my guts 
but im puking mine out all over the fucking floor
said u wanted me gone now youre saying you want some more 

i’ve been in the city while you’ve been looking pretty 
for me and you and probably somebody new 
you said that you hate me but it’s not it’s not enough to really change me 
i’m still the same piece of shit ugh 
i love the way that my hair looks 
when it’s laying on you 
i think we’re both lookin real good 
when i’m right next to you 
i miss the real you the one that’s crazy as me 
baby i hear you but baby do you hear me? 
this city is so big i don’t think im gonna find you 
i’m so sick think i wish i never liked you

houston’s nothing like my small town 
i flew out all the way to see you right now 
she hates my guts 
but im puking mine out all over the fucking floor
said u wanted me gone now youre saying you want some more

HOUSTON

HOUSTON [prod. ausuro]

[LYRICS]
yeah show your teeth 
you’re so damn mean 
oh when it comes to you i turn into a fiend 
i think i like it when you go and take the lead 
i have a thing for the dramatic and obscene 
cause baby i just feel like a goddamn failure 
girl why you acting out calling me a damn player 
you’re in the club dancing all night until 6am 
i’m in another one with someone who’s like your twin 

and you can call me obsessed 
whatever i don’t really give a fuck 
and i could never resist you
i think it’s more than a little love 
and you can call me crazy 
i can be whatever whenever you want 
i don’t think there’s no escaping 
i can’t get you out of my out of my head 
and you can call me obsessed
whatever
call me obsessed 
whatever 
call call call me obsessed 
call call call me 
whatever 

call me crazy i can be whatever whenever you want 
call me crazy i can be whatever whenever you want 
and you can call me crazy 
i can be whatever whenever you want 
i don’t think there’s no escaping 
i can’t get you out of my out of my head

OBSESSED

OBSESSED [earthgodkami]

[LYRICS]
i don’t i don’t really like to open up no 
and
i don’t i don’t wanna get out of my head no
okay how do i look? 
i hope im looking good 
and like what’s the move?
and who the fuck is this dude
i hope that you don’t mind 
cause i cry like every night 
i hope that you don’t mind 
cause i cry  like every night

i i need to look for a way 
i i need to find an escape 
i need to find a way out of this motherfucking nightmare 
i’d commit suicide but my momma still right here 
i i need to look for a way 
i i need to find an escape 
i need to find a way out of this motherfucking nightmare 
i’d commit suicide but my momma still right here 

they call me a burnout
like what does that mean?
i’m so happy that you’re here now 
she said come follow me 
i hope that you don’t mind 
cause i cry like every night 
no don’t take me home 
bitch i’m trying to die tonight 
can you leave me alone 
cause you’re kinda killing my vibe 
no don’t take me don’t take me don’t take me home 
i’m tryna die die die die tonight 

i i need to look for a way 
i i need to find an escape 
i need to find a way out of this motherfucking nightmare 
i’d commit suicide but my momma still right here 
i i need to look for a way 
i i need to find an escape 
i need to find a way out of this motherfucking nightmare 
i’d commit suicide but my momma still right here 

i hope that you don’t mind 
no don’t take me home 
bitch i’m trying to die tonight 
can you leave me alone 
cause you’re kinda killing my vibe 
no don’t take me don’t take me don’t take me home 
i’m tryna die die die die tonight
no don’t take me don’t take me don’t take me home 
i’m tryna die die die die tonight
i i need to look for a way 
i i need to find an escape

FLUOXETINE09 [nma1nc]

[LYRICS]

eyes wide open im always awake 
and i don’t know what im doin that’s why 
i’m MIA
i’m rolling papers 
i treat my life like it’s smoke 
i pull her in nice and slow 
i’m always ready to roll 
i’ll sing a prayer 
cause i’ve been talking to god 
oh the acid in my tongue makes me do that a lot 
don’t talk to strangers
you might end up losing the plot 
oh insomnia 
you know i’m on to ya 
you always crawl back back in my bed 
as if i wanted ya

i can’t sleep cause im cursed with nightmares 
and the drugs in me don’t help and i’m scared 
i can’t sleep cause im cursed with nightmares 
and the drugs in me don’t help and i’m scared 

eyes wide open im always awake 
and i don’t know what im doin that’s why 
i’m MIA
i’m rolling papers 
i treat my life like it’s smoke 
i pull her in nice and slow 
i’m always ready to roll 
i’ll sing a prayer 
cause i’ve been talking to god 
oh the acid in my tongue makes me do that a lot 
don’t talk to strangers
you might end up losing the plot 
oh insomnia 
you know i’m on to ya 
you always crawl back back in my bed 
as if i wanted ya

INSOMNIA

INSOMNIA [kennycarter + yung dexn + enwymansion]

[LYRICS]
ive got my shades on 
i love your face when it’s all caked up 
with powder drugs instead of make up 
i wanna get high 
i wanna get high 
i wanna get high 
i wanna get high 

baby you’ve got me on my knees 
i traveled the world and 7 seas 
in every corner you’re watching me 
it’s like you know you’re what i need
what i need is an ecstasy 
what i need is beyond your dreams
i’m at the afters go ahead invite your friends
if it’s not a disaster then did the night begin?
what i need is an ecstasy 
what i need is beyond your dreams
i’m at the afters go ahead invite your friends
if it’s not a disaster then did the night begin?

ive got my shades on 
i love your face when it’s all caked up 
with powder drugs instead of make up 
i wanna get high 
i wanna get high 
i wanna get high 
i wanna get high

baby you’ve got me on my knees 
i traveled the world and 7 seas 
in every corner you’re watching me 
it’s like you know you’re what i need
what i need is an ecstasy 
what i need is beyond your dreams
i’m at the afters go ahead invite your friends
if it’s not a disaster then did the night begin?
what i need is an ecstasy 
what i need is beyond your dreams
i’m at the afters go ahead invite your friends
if it’s not a disaster then did the night begin?


I LOVE TO PARTY!!!

4FT3R5

4FT3R5 [chroma2k x veilonme]

[LYRICS]

this is a robbery 
put the money in the bag 
ive got a gun out 
so there’s no turning back 
nobody gets hurts 
as long as i get my cash  
nobody gets hurts 
as long as i get my get my 

you look so cool 
with your balaclava on 
don’t act a fool 
cause heros don’t belong
everybody get down 
this is a robbery 
you’ve won the lottery 
no don’t call call call the police 
and don’t talk talk talk to me 
cause i don’t wanna fall in love 
with a hostage 
cause stolkhome syndrome is a bitch 

this is a robbery 
put the money in the bag 
ive got a gun out 
so there’s no turning back 
nobody gets hurts 
as long as i get my cash  
nobody gets hurts 
as long as i get my get my 

i’ve got the money from the safe 
hidden in my pockets 
it’s time to make my great escape 
and no one’s gonna stop it 
get away driver step on it
all gas no breaks otherwise we’re dead 
we’re home free 
if only 
it didn’t have to be this way 

this is a robbery 
put the money in the bag 
ive got a gun out 
so there’s no turning back 
nobody gets hurts 
as long as i get my cash  
nobody gets hurts 
as long as i get my get my   

this is a robbery 
put the money in the bag 
ive got a gun out 
so there’s no turning back 
nobody gets hurts 
as long as i get my cash  
nobody gets hurts 
as long as i get my get my 

this is a robbery 
put the money in the bag 
ive got a gun out 
so there’s no turning back 
nobody gets hurts 
as long as i get my cash  
nobody gets hurts 
as long as i get my get my 
——
this is the first single to my new ep I35 hope you guys like it and thank you for listening :3

ROBBERY

ROBBERY [prod. Ian Tyler]

[LYRICS]
breathe in breath out 
i wonder what you think of me now
i’m a mess 
i need somewhere to put my bones to rest 
i swear i swear i tried my best 
but i guess it wasn’t enough
i don’t wanna get nobody in a worry
but i feel like i’m in a different story 
i hope that im not asleep 
but i feel im in a dream 

i feel like i’m not in real life 
im watching from the sidelines inside 
is it me or are these hands really mine?
do i really make a difference outside?
i feel like i’m not not not real 

i feel like a sinking ship 
don’t wanna miss out on it
you know you know 
that i cry i cry in my 
pillow pillow 
i hope that you’re not leaving me alone 
cause i know that you’re always on that phone 
oh i’m just a mutt 
i revel in the mud
im losing all my touch 
i’m watching from the sidelines

i feel like i’m not in real life 
im watching from the sidelines inside 
is it me or are these hands really mine?
do i really make a difference outside?
i feel like i’m not not not real 

last song before the year ends will soon be on all plats hehe :3

NOT REAL [ako]

[LYRICS]

my friends get on my nerves like all the time 
they’re all i got so i try not to fight with them 
cause it’s so scary out here 
my daddy told me that fear 
is just a feeling you feel 
cause fear will keep you alive 

you think you’re better than me?
getting all fucking jealous when they dap
me in the streets
yeah your clothes on fleek 
but your numbers don’t talk once 
you’re talking to me 
it’s all pretend to me 
but this is real life better watch homie 
and when i’m dying down 
it’s the only fucking time that you’ll come around 

my numbers are getting low
i feel like i don’t mean shit 
i’ll probably be forgotten 
discarded all the things that got you haunted 
comparison is the death of me 
but i wanna be just like my homies
i wanna be bigger than just something 
i wanna be bigger than just one thing 
oh i’m yearning for more 
oh it’s a party for ghost 
cause noboody is here me for it’s all empty 
i wanna crash out the devil wanna tempt me 
i see visions grandeur than this 
i hope that i don’t exist 
oh god it’d be blessing to fall 
for me to step back just to think of it all 
what did i what did i get into?
what did i get into it?
if i cause the problems 
then ive got to solve them 
all i do is fuck it all up 
i’m not the person to love 
narcissistic all the above 
i’m way better than all of you fucks

you think you’re better than me?
getting all fucking jealous when they dap
me in the streets
yeah your clothes on fleek 
but your numbers don’t talk once 
you’re talking to me 
it’s all pretend to me 
but this is real life better watch homie 
and when i’m dying down 
it’s the only fucking time that you’ll come around 

i do not own any rights to this beat it is all owned by strive beats :)

EGOIST [StriveBeats]

[LYRICS]
ive got some split ends in my brain
my neurons don’t kick start the
same
i’m fucking tired fucking fried
i’m seeing angels evil eye

am i a joke am i a clown?
everyones laughing at me now
they love to kick me when i’m down
until my knuckles kiss ur mouth
the entertainment has begun
(got a gun)
i feel my breath leaving my lungs
(full of love)
i feel the acid in my tongue
(am i fucked)
is heaven really a kingdom
(chosen one)

am i fallen angel or what
cause i’m fucking everything all the way up
i know just how to fix this mess
a holy sword right through my neck
amen

am i a joke am i a clown?
everyones laughing at me now
they love to kick me when i’m down
until my knuckles kiss ur mouth
the entertainment has begun
(got a gun)
i feel my breath leaving my lungs
(full of love)
i feel the acid in my tongue
(am i fucked)
is heaven really a kingdom
(chosen one)

i love diving into rabbit holes
i wanna see just how far they go
i think i’m simply a mad hatter
no happily ever after yeah
cause
i broke my little mind
i’m running out of time
even tho that shit ain’t real
it fucks with how i feel
i hate when i get like this
cause then my hands feel numb
and then i feel like shit it’s got my head all fucked
so am i a joke am i a clown
they’re laughing at me now
they’ll kick me when i’m down
they’ll kick me when i’m down down
until my knuckles kiss your mouth

crying under waterfalls you hear me in the bathroom
i wish i never met you and i wish i never
had you
you wanted to be famous
and now look we still ain’t made it
you fucked my life up
yeah its all my fault
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thank you so much to everybody that has supported me and listens to my music. This shit is literally my life fr and i love to see the ball rolling even if its by a little. This EP is gonna so epic can't wait to show u guys! <3

PAYASO

PAYASO [evilmiku]

[LYRICS]
popping bottles of champagne 
i’m doing it all 
i had to deal with the back pain 
when i was new to it all 
now i don’t give a fuck 
so i paint my nails and i throw a rave 
and i take psychedelics till i go insane 
bedazzled shades on my face 
i always feel out of place 
and i roll up another blunt in the club 
and now hold up is that your bitch on my nuts 
i’m not problem starter 
how would i know she’s your partner 
i’m poppin a vicodin pill 
i’m planning on dying still 
i’m just kidding i could never be a pill junkie or a villain 
you could like the way that im feeling
they don’t understand me 
i’m the black sheep of the family 
and all the pressure feels deadly 
fuck it i’ll just get high with bestie 
and all you bitch ass mother fuckers 
never gonna reach me 
had to stay up for days hit the pen it ain’t peaches
sucking me dry all you hoes is some leeches 
and you still wonder why i still pray to jesus
walk into the club with my studded belt 
i’m feeling really BRAT man i’m feeling swell 
eyeliner on like a bad bitch 
i dont wanna talk bout ur fabric 
all my shit thrifted from the bin 
i don’t give a fuck about what you spent
i only care bout myself 
cause they all think i need help


i do not own the rights to this beat it is originally from a fakemink song i think >.<

NAILPOLISH FREESTYLE

NAILPOLISH FREESTYLE [VXXRYRVRXX]

[LYRICS]
santa maria madre de dios 
ruega por nosotros pecadores 
a hora en la hora dé nuestra muerte amén 

abuela i’ve been prayin
im locked in my room with satan and 
i have all these scary thoughts
oh my ocd never stops 
oh i can feel them intruding 
they’re always polluting 
leaving a stain on my innocence 
like i even had one in the first place 
small town boy in the big ol city 
locked in all day and at night getting litty
feel like i used all my luck 
another day of getting drunk

my hail mary keeps watching hope i don’t 
end up in hell
i know that i’m always talking now i can’t give up or fail 
i see a sword on my face 
something says dont be afraid 
came from dimensions to say
that you can still might make a change 
my hail mary keeps watching hope i don’t 
end up in hell
i know that i’m always talking now i can’t give up or fail 
me siento bien, muy bendecido 
caminado por el barrio tranquilo
no puedo fallar no es mi estilo 
aunque tenga una alma de vidrio

i want 100 bands i wanna make it out this town 
i wanna see the land before they burn it all down
cause greed doesn't know when the fuck its enough
i’m trying to be a good person but that shit is tough 
and i don’t have the guts 
to put my mouth on that gun 
so i think i’ll aim it you 

what if i’m dying for nothing 
nows not the time for an excuse
i think this battle i’ve lost it 
only if you think that’s the truth 
prendo una veladora en cada hora 
a mi virgin yo le canto cada rato 
un rosario en mi cuello que siempre enseño 
caminando en el oscuro no tengo miedo

EL PAYASO

SANTA MARIA

[LYRICS]
just a lesson 
is all i’ll ever be 
got me infected 
i still see you in my dreams 
walk back home to empty space 
child of god without the faith 
a lesson learned from your mistake
and it’s my fault cause i couldn’t change.

and galveston still looks like shit 
but when it’s dark by the pier the and the moon light hits 
i’d i it all over again 

just a lesson 
is all i’ll ever be 
got me infected 
i still see you in my dreams 
walk back home to empty space 
child of god without the faith 
a lesson learned from your mistake
and it’s my fault cause i couldn’t change.
and i don’t wanna leave it all behind in the past 
cause baby you’re the everything that i never had 
don’t leave me alone cause girl you’re all that i know 
and i keep lookin lookin lookin down at my phone 
you’re all that i know

LESSON

[LYRICS]
evilmiku:
should i keep my eyes open
or can i keep them closed
i don’t wanna see
the world in front of me
the horrors beyond me
it’s the reason i can’t sleep
down a 5th of vodka in the morning
i’m piece of shit yeah i know shorty
pop a couple shrooms if it gets boring
i don’t wanna talk but it gets lonely
all you want is clout man you make me sick
or maybe i’m just jealous maybe i don’t give a shit
maybe she my soul mate or just a bad bitch
maybe im just crazy lost in my own head

@andrew_warren :
i don't wanna talk about it girl it's fucking wrong
if you're having trouble hearing it then turn it up
I've been sick in the mind and you can hear it now
ima take me a line i feel my heart pound
i just lost my mind
i can't read the fucking signs
I've been way too fucking blind
i can't write a single line
it's all right

evilmiku:
lord knows ima heretic
i never wanted this
with all the trauma i’ve inherited
it’s hard to deal with the embarrassment
drink until my livers dark and cold
can you get out of my head we don’t talk anymore
it’s been fucking me up im losing my trust
i’m dying
i’m shit out luck
and i don’t know how to love
i hate every second that i’m spending in my body
i should’ve died at birth should’ve never joined the lobby
she’s happy when she’s not with me
i’ll gouge my eyes out to never see you smiling
euthanize me
i’m the villain you see
you can see it in my eyes
somebody’s tellin me lies
it’s me im the one in disguise
it’s me im the one in disguise

@lxveturo :
and i don’t want it i know this love isn’t meant for me
i changed my mind a thousand times i’m tearing by my seams
and now i’m gone my brain don’t really work how it be
and now i’m gone now tell me what you want out of me
oh tell me what you wantin
i’ve got a whole lot in my mind need to break it down
and still i’ve been feeling catatonic
and i don’t really know if i can stop it now

HERETIC

HERETIC w/ Andrew Warren + Lxve Turo!

[LYRICS]
cause you keep fucking wit my peace with my whole mind 
the attention comin thru i hit a gold mine
give a fuck about a ride or a die 
i can’t sleep im in the lab all night
i’m not the type to make it superstitious 
you call them delusions but baby i call them visions 
joan of arc but there’s no god in my heart 

i feel i’m losing control 
i’ve got my hands and my knees on the floor 
my bones poking out my skin this is gore 
she put a curse on me 
her flesh is all i’ll eat 
i’m running i feel free 
i’ll bite off any leash 

you’re never there anytime that i need 
you
don’t be surprised that i don’t wanna see you
i’m clawing my way out of this mess
i don’t wanna be here otra ves 
im always faded yeah 
i’m always locked up in my room 
i fucking hate it all 
and i just feel impending doom 
and i would trade it all 
just for a day to feel like you 
i’m losing patience transformations

i’ve got my hands and my knees on the floor 
my bones poking out my skin this is gore 
she put a curse on me 
her flesh is all i’ll eat 
i’m running i feel free 
i’ll bite off any leash 

it all hurts am i dying 
the moon looks inviting
you better run im a lycan 
this is my act of defiance 
if i’m not him then i’ll fake it
id kill just to make it 
i think i’ll sharpen my teeth 
don’t think that you’re running from me 

i’ve got my hands and my knees on the floor 
my bones poking out my skin this is gore 
she put a curse on me 
her flesh is all i’ll eat 
i’m running i feel free 
i’ll bite off any leash

LYCANTHROPY

[LYRICS]
you just wanna show up and ruin the night 
and you know when i talk i get tongue tied
so why all up on me i can’t fucking drive i feel a like fucking zombie 
and every time i try you just wanna fucking haunt me 
got the windows rolled down in the whip when i’m driving 
you know that i need my drink girl i can’t live without it
kissed me on the face then she told me that i hate you 
there’s not a replacement and no way i could change you

no me dejas en paz 
me quieres muerto 
todo lo que hablas 
pero no dices lo siento 
cada noche en la cama 
ojos bien abiertos 
heridas reventadas 
me dejaste en el infierno 
you just wanna walk in 
thinkin that i’m clueless 
i’ve been here before 
and i don’t wanna go thru this 
otra noche y no te vas 
salte de me mi mente 
y deja olvidar 
ugh 
you just wanna waste my time 
and i just wanna see you disappear online

you just wanna show up and ruin the night 
and you know when i talk i get tongue tied
so why all up on me i can’t fucking drive i feel a like fucking zombie 
and every time i try you just wanna fucking haunt me 
got the windows rolled down in the whip when i’m driving 
you know that i need my drink girl i can’t live without it
kissed me on the face then she told me that i hate you 
there’s not a replacement and no way i could change you

RUINTHENIGHT

[LYRICS]
always walking like a zombie 
i’m feeling nauseous 
i don’t wanna talk to you 
you’re so obnoxious 

i party every day 
kick these bitches out 
got some new ones on the way 
they said they bringing candy 
and they coming from the bay
i’ve been in my zone baby i’ve been in my wave 
i know you want control baby i know you wanna play 
im drunk are you talking to me 
i don’t know you  
good luck tryna catch up to me 
cause i don’t know you 
i wake up in the morning i get fucked up 
i’m just tryna get the voice in my head to shut up 

i live like a leech baby 
i live like a bandit 
every time we geeked up 
i’m the last man standing 
i just wanna party everybody wanna passout on 
got a bottle of bacardi that ill drink until i black out 
wake up wake up 
until i black out 
wake up wake up 
until i black out 
it’s the morning can you wake up
blunt in my mouth 
and she texted me let’s break up 

i party every day 
kick these bitches out 
got some new ones on the way 
they said they bringing candy 
and they coming from the bay
i’ve been in my zone baby i’ve been in my wave 
i know you want control baby i know you wanna play 
im drunk are you talking to me 
i don’t know you  
good luck tryna catch up to me 
cause i don’t know you 
i wake up in the morning i get fucked up 
i’m just tryna get the voice in my head to shut up

EVERYDAY

EVERYDAY [ausuro]

[LYRICS]
i don’t need you 
i don’t need you
i don’t need you
i don’t need you
i don’t i don’t need you 
i don’t i don’t need you 
1 2 3 look at me go 
i don’t need you 
no i don’t need you 
i don’t need you 
no i don’t need you 
break down break down 
everyone’s so fake wow 
isn’t it so funny just how 
everything got played (evil)
i don’t need you
i don’t i don’t need you 
i don’t need you
i don’t i don’t need you 
break down break down 
everyone’s so fake wow 
isn’t it so funny just how 
everything got played out

did i steal all your spotlight? did i embarrass you?
girl just forget about the things that i promised you 
i don’t know why you started acting insolent 
i don’t know why i thought that you’d be different
and once again i’m left stranded in the aftermath
and once again you abandon ship 
imagine that 
i couldn’t imagine that 
i couldn’t imagine that 
i couldn’t imagine that
i can’t imagine that

PLAYED OUT

PLAYED OUT [iledless]

[LYRICS]
i just wanna talk
meet me at the seaside 
meet me at the dock 
you can keep your secrets
baby 
keep em in the 
dark (14x)
say what you want to 
say it like you mean it
say what you want to 
say it like you mean it

i see the sun coming up 
and the sky is turning purple 
i just sparked up 
now im going nonverbal
jumping over all these pussies 
like they just a hurdle 
so hot i could blind you if you scoping through a thermal 
i get in your skin like a motherfucking dermal 
shawty an enigma 
i know that she broken 
and i know that i can’t fix her 
we can keep it lowkey i don’t post no pictures
we can keep it lowkey baby we could keep it in the 

dark (14x)
say what you want to 
say it like you mean it
say what you want to 
say it like you mean it

DARK

DARK [nxrthwest + scrn + glorydamn]

[LYRICS]
i’ve got family from the south i got homies from the west side
i’ve been online worldwide like a headline
if you wanna take some flicks then you better get my best side
i’ve been with your bitch and we snorting on some ket lines
123 i’ve got eyes on me
i’ve gotta pose for this picture on this magazine
climbing to the top now
you the type to drop out
i don’t even try got em barking
like rottweiler

get rich or get carried in a coffin
cause i ain’t gonna rot in no motherfucking office
i’ve got dollar signs on my mind
bustin ass over time
for a dime for a dime
i think i’d much rather die
bitch i’m clocked in
i’ve been movin stupid
i don’t got no time for caution
i think ima lose it if i find no other option
why you acting hollywood if you know you got nothin
its cause everytime i pull up  i’m the party at the function
i’m in the club
all fucked up
she wanna show me love
yeah she wanna show me
how scary this kinda life can be
i sing my hail mary 
and hope shes there for me
cause ive been bleeding out my nose 
ive got it on my clothes 
i dont really care go and bring another dose

i’ve got family from the south i got homies from the west side
i’ve been online worldwide like a headline
if you wanna take some flicks then you better get my best side
i’ve been with your bitch and we snorting on some ket lines
123 i’ve got eyes on me
i’ve gotta pose for this picture on this magazine
climbing to the top now
you the type to drop out
i don’t even try got em barking
like rottweiler

BEST SIDE

BEST SIDE [Kledyy!]

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