[LYRICS]
oh my god 
do you ever shut up
oh my god
no she don’t give a fuck
oh my god 
is this what you call love 
oh my god 

(chorus)
oh my god you’re such a waste of time
i can’t wait to waste another night 
with you 
you know i’m dying with you 
with you 
you know i’m dying with you

(verse)
remember what you said to me 
you said i need therapy 
i been slow cookin my brain with lots of ketamine
 
oh my god
it’s time to hit the road 
oh my god
i’ll go wherever you go 
oh my god 
you make this hell a home 

(chorus)

OMG [prod. siemspark x prod5head]

[LYRICS]
evilmiku:
my life’s a rodeo
drifting in tokyo
girl i’m no romeo 
she said te odio 
keep looking down on me 
they think i’m sound asleep
i’m biting off my leash 
mind if i take the lead

@nokerbforever : 
burning these bridges
i look at these stitches
baby u threw me in that pit
and left me bleeding
looking around me 
but there's nobody with me
i cannot see anyone
cause they all think im crazy
everybody around me
they're so toxic
think i should've left
before it got this bad
i cannot ever understand 
the way how people thinking
think im going crazy
why am i left here?

@oragammi : 
So deadlyyy (x2)
Iissaa in the stu you know we coming thru 
NOKERB got the pounds
Miku got the sound 
Dont ask for me bich i aint coming round 
Took to many shots now im bout to hit the ground 
Feeling like im gonna drownnn
Bullets they goin give you hell
Bitch so wish me well
I will never fail
Gotta tell the truth bitch i gotta be for real

evilmiku:
i’m so overwhelmed 
i don’t know myself 
i’m screaming crying for help
everyone’s giving me hell
fuck you i’m not gonna stop 
until i’m taking ur spot 
i’ll fight my way to the top 
move bitch i’m taking my shot
i wanna tear y’all apart 
my teeth are ready and sharp 
i used to wanna restart 
but i set flames to my heart 

@01iissaa :
i try my best but i don’t know where to go from here
tell me why everything’s gone but i still don’t want disappear 
is it all the same 
don’t know what to say 
tell you one thing 
i won’t go away 
left me to decay 
and go the other way
everything changed 
but i’m goin’ remain 
going way too fast for you 
it’s not gonna last wit you
tell me what’s in the past for you 
this time i had enough

DEADLY w/ NOKERB +JROLLI +iissaa [prod. by Aki]

[LYRICS]
evilmiku:
all of the things that you said
lost memories in my bed
i don’t want to be your friend
is this the way that it ends

drowning i'm counting my days
smoking i'm toking away 
crying i'm lying in pain 
break me and make me insane
I've been burning these bridges 
I've been missing your kisses
now you're none of my business 
will you call me next christmas

nokerbforever:
baby yeah my hope's lost
and now im broken
miku smoked too much
and now he's choking
always feeling like im left out
cause of stupid memories
it's because u couldn't see
yeah u never see..
it got so bad that i cannot see u
got these scars on me
they're there for a reason
empty bottles around me
i'll open the next one
cigarettes were the only thing
that she really liked..
why didn't she like me?
yeah she told me
all these things on me
but she's not here
yeah no one's fucking like her
''i don't want him to come back''
and i don't wanna see u
baby tell me what u really want
please stay by my side
yeah i think it's out
yeah i think it's out 

evilmiku:
drowning i'm counting my days
smoking i'm toking away 
crying i'm lying in pain 
break me and make me insane
I've been burning these bridges 
I've been missing your kisses
now you're none of my business 
will you call me next christmas

Lost Memories

Lost Memories w/ NOKERB [prod. flower x 5head]

[LYRICS]
i don’t expect for you to notice 
skin fallin necrosis 
show up to my funeral and
bring me dead roses 
think i’m losing focus 
my thoughts are so bogus
i’m so fucking scared that
i’m stuck in psychosis 

hook:
i think i’m gonna hurt myself 
i’m fucking up my mental health 
waking up in that hotel 
crawling back inside my shell
i just wanna hug my momma 
i’m stressing over commas
smoking marijuana 
doing what i wanna
if i had the guts to do it 
i’d fucking bite a bullet 
lifeline ima pull it 
i might run away i might fucking book it

ima runaway 
baby ima runaway 
no one cares anyway 
should i go or should i stay?

everything’s blur
like what the fuck occurred 
memories that haunt me
walking like a zombie 
xanax with my coffee 
girl from texas talking 
and all the acid i ingested 
made my mind a fucking mess man 
never took anti depressants 
21 and fucking stressing 
by 22 and i’ll be resting

either in my grave 
or laid up in my place 
i don’t really care i just 
take it day by day 
working with no rest 
love my friends to death 
fucking with my boys ima put ur ass to bed

hook:
i think i’m gonna hurt myself 
i’m fucking up my mental health 
waking up in that hotel 
crawling back inside my shell
i just wanna hug my momma 
i’m stressing over commas
smoking marijuana 
doing what i wanna
if i had the guts to do it 
i’d fucking bite a bullet 
lifeline ima pull it 
i might run away i might fucking book it

Necrosis

Necrosis [prod. fuji! + heyrick!]

[LYRICS]

2 in the morning on a summer night 
the crickets chirping and you text me high
i cannot say that i’m quite surprised 
(but when you look me with those eyes)
you want me dead or you want me alive?

you look uncomfortable is there something i can help with?
how wonderful you broke my heart out in texas 
she’s so corruptible she’ll take you home and undresses
you made life colorful now you’re just one of my ex’s

i think i’m too damn drunk for walking 
i know you never plan to call me
but i swear i saw you at this party 
you and your pretty girlfriends talkin 

you look uncomfortable is there something i can help with?
how wonderful you broke my heart out in texas 
she’s so corruptible she’ll take you home and undresses
you made life colorful now you’re just one of my ex’s (x2)

2am [prod. itspercnt]

scared (demo)

[LYRICS]
run my fingers through your dyed hair 
play me like it’s solitaire 
keep me locked and ensnared
go ahead and sharpen your teeth 
like i don’t know what that means 
like i don’t know what that means
like i don’t know what that 

go ahead and sharpen your teeth 
if you gon bite make me bleed 
you’ll see me on movie screens
baby you love to mislead 
oh darlin i didn’t know 
that we could be cold 
you wanna catch me alone 
so you can chew on my bones 

now i just howl at the moon
im singing your favorite tune
don’t think that you’re so immune 
it’ll all be hitting you soon 

oh whoa (4x)

go ahead and sharpen your teeth 
if you gon bite make me bleed 
you’ll see me on movie screens
baby you love to mislead 
oh darlin i didn’t know 
that we could be cold 
you wanna catch me alone 
so you can chew on my bones 

now i just howl at the moon
im singing your favorite tune
don’t think that you’re so immune 
it’ll all be hitting you soon

Teeth

Teeth [prod. aspect x maxflynn]

[LYRICS]
i know i’m just a small town boy 
but no i’ll never be your toy
internet and drugs fucking up my mental health
i wish that i could stay but i don’t think you do me well
all the city lights i think they’re making me blind 
i don’t feel right but you love taking your time
and if you wanna make excuses then go do what you want
cause i swear to fucking god you love to ruin my fun
say what you want you know i got no temper 
i’m so fucked up i won’t even remember 
all the text messages that i never sent her
lost in the void that we both entered 

She said will never be forever i said don’t play pretend.
You wanna fuck up my feelings said that we cant be friends.
Ya i've been staring at the clock hoping my time will end.
Ya i’ve been staring at these walls hoping that you’ll repent.
And i’m so sick can’t feel myself.
Ya don’t confuse for someone else.
Hope you stay so close to me.
Can we be friends not enemies.
Time of day ya i'm staring at the window.
Time away wish you could be more loved.
Find away you’ve been acting in my shadow.
Hurting me you really start a fight.

all the city lights i think they’re making me blind 
i don’t feel right but you love taking your time
and if you wanna make excuses then go do what you want
cause i swear to fucking god you love to ruin my fun
say what you want you know i got no temper 
i’m so fucked up i won’t even remember 
all the text messages that i never sent her
lost in the void that we both entered

City Lights w/ Solio [maniksprod x DollategaBeatz]

[LYRICS]
i’m losing my mind a little at a time
i don’t think im fine im running out of time
nothings okay nothings alright 
and nothing will change and i think it’s fine

cause i might have a breakdown
 if i don’t change now 
everything just stays the same
all i do is just complain 
i cant get enough i cant get enough 
i’m still living rough i still take a puff 
man it’s fucking tough 
i keep getting distant 
i never listen 
y’all keep going on and on y’all keep on bitchin
i keep goin on and on until i’m winnin
i keep goin on and on keep goin on and on 

i don’t know what im doin anymore
i feel empty from the bottom of my core
i’m so stiff and my body feels sore
cause i been rotting on the motherfucking floor
wake up from nightmares so i never sleep 
taking my time but i’m falling in deep 
and i don’t remember when i made the leap 
i’m tired and hungry and chasing my dreams 
i’ve been drowning in my sorrows lately 
i don’t know what it’s gon take to change me 
don’t know where the path i took gon take me 
but i ain’t gonna lettin this bad world break me 
no i can’t slow down until i’m leaving this town 
got me fucked up thinking i’m sticking around 
i been looking at the moon when i howl

cause i might have a breakdown
 if i don’t change now 
everything just stays the same
all i do is just complain 
i cant get enough i cant get enough 
i’m still living rough i still take a puff 
man it’s fucking tough 
i keep getting distant 
i never listen 
y’all keep going on and on y’all keep on bitchin
i keep goin on and on until i’m winnin
i keep goin on and on keep goin on and on

breakdown

breakdown [prod. whereami? x jayzet x faura]

[LYRICS]
i’ve been out here all damn night 
i’m so fucking out my mind
there’s blood on the floor floor 
i want some more more 
open the door door
they wanted gore gore

can you get the fuck out of my way 
i be spending every night wide awake
i just wanna watch you die and decay 
why is everyone around me so fake
i just wanna make it out
play my music loud 
smoking by the pound 
she love the way i sound 
i don’t wanna wait one more day 
got you scared cause i’m taking your place
i just really really wanted a taste 

ive got to get the fuck out of my head 
i don’t wanna think i’m better off dead 
but i can barely get myself out of bed 
and all my homies say i’m coming up next 
all of the smoke in here making me nauseous 
i feel so judged by everybody’s conscious 
everyone’s fake so i gotta be cautious 
so many faces so pretty and toxic
i don’t wanna till the end of the night 
you go with your friends and i’ll go with mine 
you don’t wanna find out you don’t wanna…

can you get the fuck out of my way 
i be spending every night wide awake
i just wanna watch you die and decay 
why is everyone around me so fake
i just wanna make it out
play my music loud 
smoking by the pound 
she love the way i sound 
i don’t wanna wait one more day 
got you scared cause i’m taking your place
i just really really wanted a taste

thank u iissaa and NOKERB for helping me out :)

Taste

Taste [prod. fiftyzeros]

[LYRICS]
i don’t wanna wait till the end of the night 
you go with your friends and i’ll go with mine
you don’t wanna find out you don’t wanna 
fight 

i don’t wanna wait till the end of the night 
you go with your friends and i’ll go with mine
you don’t wanna find out you don’t wanna fight 
you don’t want it right now you don’t wanna die
get the fuck out my face man 
i don’t want no placement 
i don’t really care unless you talkin about a payment 
i don’t really care unless you callin me amazing
can you get to the point cause i’m getting impatient 

doing this shit on my it ain’t easy 
i got my homies right here if they need me
my numbers go up now just watch how they treat me
that’s why i been making my moves so discreetly 
i don’t wanna see you and i don’t need you 
wouldn’t wanna be you cause you’re so see through 
i hope that you’re ready cause this is the start
i’m coming out heavy and making my mark 

i don’t wanna wait till the end of the night 
you go with your friends and i’ll go with mine
you don’t wanna find out you don’t wanna fight 
you don’t want it right now you don’t wanna die
get the fuck out my face man 
i don’t want no placement 
i don’t really care unless you talkin about a payment 
i don’t really care unless you callin me amazing
can you get to the point cause i’m getting impatient

[jiggy part]

thanks for supporting me guys it may not look like a lot but it means everything to me :)

The End

The End [prod. ilym0raXD]

[LYRICS]
evilmiku:
don’t wanna talk to you 
girl you don’t got a clue
yeah you’re fucking me up 
i don’t feel the love 
you make your mistakes 
then you act like you’re dumb 
don’t wanna talk to you
i know i’m not confused 
you think this is fun 
you pull out your gun 
you’re shooting your bullets 
you’re making me run 

i hope you see me in your nightmares 
right there
stress you out till you grow white hairs cry tears 
oh the animal i have become 
is something that can’t be undone 
no don’t try to don’t try to outrun 
darling i know you’ve got your own gun 
shoot me shoot me won’t you shoot me 
shoot me

@polar333:
believed when you said i had you all to myself 
cause i didn’t need nobody else to stay cool 
if love is dead for me yeah you pretend 
i need it i try i just can’t i just can’t explain it
i just feel the let down on the other side of it all 
i try to hide it keep it up i just can’t fight it
it’s hard enough i don’t even know how to fucking breathe 
i thought you were leaving it’s all done with 
i feel horrible i fall to my knees i feel so sick i have nowhere to go

evilmiku:
don’t wanna talk to you 
girl you don’t got a clue
yeah you’re fucking me up 
i don’t feel the love 
you make your mistakes 
then you act like you’re dumb 
don’t wanna talk to you
i know i’m not confused 
you think this is fun 
you pull out your gun 
you’re shooting your bullets 
you’re making me run 
run.
produced by @iissaa-hi and @soliooooo
mastered by @nokerbforever

RUN!

RUN! w/ polar

[LYRICS]
there’s blood in my mouth i’m licking it up 
you wanna go down but i don’t give a fuck
no you better be you better be you better be

sleeping with your eyes wide open 
leave ‘em in the dirt while he choking
and i got my knives out showing
cut you in the throat i ain’t joking
lay my bones down to rest
no i don’t like when you flex 
i’ll snatch that chain off ur chest
i’ll put it on when i’m next 

one shot is all i got
i’m not bout to drop 
everything that i’ve been
fighting so hard for 
look at me now you said 
i’m just an eyesore 
100 rounds, when we show
i think it’s time you pay me back what u owe
i told u a hundred times, u should know
now u leakin bloody red on the snow
@nokerbforever :
tear my heart out cause i don't think that u know now
all the things you've done they fucked me up bad 
i'm just having fun, shoot around with my gun
i can see u wanna run, i just wanna see u down
cause i'm running with my knife, cut
yeah that bitch is all talk
tell that hoe to shut up
i don't wanna hear u talk
yeah we're about to have a one on one
imma shut you up real fast
clearly u dont wanna fight
i feel so undone
i don't think that u know
but my heart's made of stone
and u just tore it down
tearing it down
i can hear u loud
u got a long tongue
to step on

sleeping with your eyes wide open 
leave ‘em in the dirt while he choking
and i got my knives out showing
cut you in the throat i ain’t joking
lay my bones down to rest
no i don’t like when you flex 
i’ll snatch that chain off ur chest
i’ll put it on when i’m next 

mastered by kerby :3
thank you guys for listening you rock! <3 ^-^

EYESORE

EYESORE w/ NOKERB [Rapsy Beats]

[LYRICS]
she wanted the best but i’m okay being less 
i guess
and my heads a mess and i can’t express 
i guess
this is where the story ends 
hate on me and all my friends 
i don’t think we’ll make amends 
i still love you no offense 

i don’t wanna beg you to talk to me 
but it’s pretty fucking hard with these memories 
thinking about the ocean where you reside 
all of the emotions we left behind 
riding like a rollercoaster 
i can’t control her 
i can’t get sober 
i think i’m done
i don’t wanna think it’s over 
i think it’s over i think it’s over
i think we’re done

you don’t wanna talk but don’t 
don’t hate me
you don’t wanna talk but don’t 
d-dont play me
everything you said is driving me 
crazy 
fucked up in the head don’t feel like 
me lately 
ever since the day you left 
been drinking myself to death 
and i’m so depressed 
i don’t know what’s next
i dont know you
i don’t know you at all x2 
you got a new life 
you some new friends 
think of you all night
how did you did do it
got your control back 
i been out drinking 
walk out with your bags 
i feel i’m sinking

i don’t wanna beg you to talk to me 
but it’s pretty fucking hard with these memories 
thinking about the ocean where you reside 
all of the emotions we left behind 
riding like a rollercoaster 
i can’t control her 
i can’t get sober 
i think i’m done
i don’t wanna think it’s over 
i think it’s over 
i think we’re done

love sux :(

its over.

its over. [lonelyprinze + livingpuff]

[LYRICS]
i heard you poppin xans your new man
is a fan 
remember when you told me i wouldn’t understand 
look at you so pretty party girl city
think that you’re so witty it don’t even hit me 

cigarette ashes 
the way she look like an actress 
and all she care about is fashion 
don’t show an ounce of compassion 
i be in the whip going 95 feel the mother fucking wind 
my brothers by my side hold me down when i’m sick 
i ain’t trippin bout you no more
you love to hit me up when you’re bored 

i dont wanna play 
all these games no more 
why do you treat me like a toy 
Im not a a party boy
and the games over
don’t hit me right back 
when im on my own and im getting my bag 
hidden in the smoke off a fat zig zag 
talkin all that shit i forgot who asked 
@ily_turo:
i forgot who asked 
and imma leave you in the 
past tense 
i dont want you shawty 
imma leave you for the next man 
you asked me a question 
and i dont think i was listening 
you fucking up my mental 
and your making me use ritalin
you wanna take me in 
call it a cordial sin 
you want my body 
and my soul 
im not sure how to win 
you tried to take, take 
my soul away 
but i got solio behind my back 
we dont play games

cigarette ashes 
the way she look like an actress 
and all she care about is fashion 
don’t show an ounce of compassion 
i be in the whip going 95 feel the mother fucking wind 
my brothers by my side hold me down when i’m sick 
i ain’t trippin bout you no more
you love to hit me up when you’re bored.

thx 4 listening :3
mastered by Turo

PARTY GIRL

PARTY GIRL w/ Lxve Turo! [kimani + senoju]

[LYRICS]
the symptoms starting to show
thoughts that i cannot control 
somebody you used to know 
is this the way the dice roll 

we should be dancing in blood
your fangs they fell out of love
just like a hit and a run 
but i’m the one with the gun 
and she said that i’m dead 
and i can’t comprehend 
anything that she meant 
that she meant
that she meant
it don’t really mean nothin to me
you wear your heart on your sleeve
i don’t care about how you cant sleep
if i dance then i’ll dance when you bleed 

we used to eat the same flesh 
now you’re putting me down to rest
youve got your gun to my head 
silver bullet so it’s all permanent 
you said eternally yours 
so why am i on the floor 
said you gotta do what you gotta do 
well i just think im glad that’s it’s done by you 
said that it’s all my fault and i know this 
now that it’s said and done you won’t notice 
that when you’ve left and gone was my lowest 
we fall off the stem petals like dead roses 

we should be dancing in blood
your fangs they fell out of love
just like a hit and a run 
but i’m the one with the gun 
and i don’t wanna say 
that it’s all just fate 
was i just your escape 
i’m forgetting your name 
it don’t really mean nothin to me
you wear your heart on your sleeve
i don’t care about how you cant sleep
if i dance then i’ll dance when you bleed.

can a vampire girl and a werewolf boy fall in love? ;-;

Twilight

Twilight [guda]

[LYRICS]
don’t wait 
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love
don’t complain when you say that i’m not enough 
and you cry and i lie but we’re having fun so don’t wait
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love 
and i love all of your fucked up thinking 
i fell off cause bitch im always drinking 
and you said that i was never your type 
and you left with all your drugs by your side 

said you’re running out of time 
you don’t ever wanna die 
well i’m crying 
all the memories of me and you 
dying 
i think that im falllin deep i’ll just dive in 
now im running from me i don’t like it 
i don’t like it 
what does it mean when you  powder your nose 
what does it mean when you take off your clothes 

don’t wait 
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love
don’t complain when you say that i’m not enough 
and you cry and i lie but we’re having fun so don’t wait
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love 
and i love all of your fucked up thinking 
i fell off cause bitch im always drinking 
and you said that i was never your type 
and you left with all your drugs by your side

FELL OFF

FELL OFF [Trace Unknown]

[LYRICS]
you put me in overdrive 
i don’t want to waste the night 
and you keep cutting deep with those eyes 
and i keep losing sleep by your side 
can you breathe me in slow slow 
can you put on a show show 
cause you’re perfectly perfect 
and i’m perfectly imperfect 
don’t hesitate to put me back in my place 
youre wrapped around my waist 
and you deserve all the praise 

jealousy is slowly killin me 
i wanna be just like her
she’s a diamond im dirt 
she’s like the version of me 
the one that i couldn’t be 
now she’s under my arm 
i’m hoping i don’t break her heart 
and when the world is facing doom 
i wanna waste away with you

you put me in overdrive 
i don’t want to waste the night 
and you keep cutting deep with those eyes 
and i keep losing sleep by your side 
can you breathe me in slow slow 
can you put on a show show 
cause you’re perfectly perfect 
and i’m perfectly imperfect 
don’t hesitate to put me back in my place 
youre wrapped around my waist 
and you deserve all the praise

OVERDRIVE

OVERDRIVE [qyurisuu]

[LYRICS]
so it’s all my fault 
you keep saying that you’re not wrong 
i’m not mad but i wrote this song 
just so i could sing you so long long long 

but i’m so fucked up 
i can’t help but just think of us 
and i can’t tell if we’re really done 
and all the pain is what makes it fun fun fun
and i’m sick of you you’re sick of me
but i don’t wanna tell you how it’s suppose to be
and we keep adding fuel like gasoline 
and i didn’t know you could be so mean 

i’m so nervous right now 
i’m trying to figure it out
cause if i turn back around 
i don’t think i’ll make it out
alive tonight 
i cant tell you 
it’s no secret 
and i cant help you 
and i’m leaving

but i’m so fucked up 
i can’t help but just think of us 
and i can’t tell if we’re really done 
and all the pain is what makes it fun fun fun
and i’m sick of you you’re sick of me
but i don’t wanna tell you how it’s suppose to be
and we keep adding fuel like gasoline 
and i didn’t know you could be so mean 

mastered by @nokerbforever

gasoline

gasoline [nokerb x drma x hayden.havoc]

[LYRICS]
i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

don’t wanna remember the end of the night
i was so fucked up i thought i would die 
i guess there’s a reason why im still alive
but i feel like there’s something missing inside
baby im so alone
i party with ghosts
you’ll never see them and you’ll never know
but that’s how it goes
when you’re diagnosed 
i need a drink i need a dose 
so what if i fuck up my life 
so what if im fallin behind 
i don’t think i wanna live 
i couldn’t do this again 
oh no please don’t leave me in here
(im prayin prayin)
sitting in silence 
my tongue i bite it
i been out wilding
getting lit till im dying 
i’m dying

i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

thank u to @nokerbforever for mastering this song and thank you to everyone who sticks around to listen :3
this song is about my struggles with alcoholism so its a bit personal but hope u enjoy!

PARTY4GHOST

PARTY4GHOST [branwen x ryini beats]

[LYRICS]
so if forever isn’t ever baby what did u mean
i been tryna sleep ive got razors in my pillow  
and they snuggle with me 

i’ve been up drunk just thinking about you 
(about you)
i’ve been scratching off my skin i just wanna be brand new 
(i have to)
cause baby you keep eating me from inside out 
and maybe you’ll start needing me if i died 
now
i’ve been standing on this ledge 
smoking cigarettes
i look like a mess right now 
mess right now 

i just need a break and it's not you, terrified I can't think without you, i just need a reason I wanted to know, so hard to let go.
hold you close
honestly killing me
wanna know 
if you’re still into me 
you’re a ghost
haunting me cursing me
want you to go 
maybe you’re good for me

i’ve been up drunk just thinking about you 
(about you)
i’ve been scratching off my skin i just wanna be brand new 
(i have to)
cause baby you keep eating me from inside out 
and maybe you’ll start needing me if i died 
now
i’ve been standing on this ledge 
smoking cigarettes
i look like a mess right now 
mess right now

thx for listening luv u guys! <3

RAZORS

evilmiku

RAZORS w/ Solio [kledy + probelad]

[LYRICS]
evilmiku:
i’m alone you’re away 
i’ve been  in my bedroom wide awake 
you’re with your pretty girlfriends out late 
lips locked on bottles and cocaine 
ive been losing composure 
id kill myself for the closure 
no i don’t think it gets better 
i’m cursed to live life in terror 

@arvin333 
i hope you know i never even wanted to
i hope you know its hard for me to see the truth
when will it seem to get better?
i’m so shook inside my sweater 
I swear it hurts but it’s better to be with you
i’m alright i’ll be fine 
i don’t care i don’t want want to fight 
fighting more demons Inside my mind
i dont care if im not alright

evilmiku:
i know you never fucking cared but im not doing alright 
but now i party just like you and im like out every night 
she said i only kept you here cause u were good for the time 
and i been hopin it ain’t true but i been thinking ur right 
so can you give me a second 
before you’re gone let me finish 
cause i been waiting all night just to send this message 
and i don’t wanna waste time if you’re not my business 
i’d rather die with my friends than start all over again cause im done

@endcreed111 
something inside me
is fucking holding it back
it’s just some shit i need to say
you think you’re under attack
how hard could it be
i guess i’ll never know
headstrong but dizzy
i’m dying in the snow 
no closure
she’s so sure
see it in her face
when she tell me that it’s over 
i been playing with my life like poker
all in with this shit till i’m sober 
mixing drugs all alone
i been off the shits
i ain’t never going home 
shorty in the white lace
look like a ghost
lately i been feeling sideways 
it’s in my bones

thank u for listening love u guys <3 ^-^

COMPOSURE

COMPOSURE w/ arvin333 + endcreed [Jusik]

[LYRICS]
evilmiku:
i said damn 
can i catch a fucking break 
cause you don’t care about what’s the outcome
run to your pills cause you can’t live 
without them 
you’re just like me, need a little something 
to get you off your motherfucking feet 
i’m trying to take you home 
but you don’t wanna go 
and i’m so fucking high 
out of my mind 
i’m slippin away 
you’re sniffing cocaine 
shes an angel 
there’s blood on my face 
i don’t think i’ll change 
she’s from a fable 
yeah she looks so cool 
i been stumbling around like goddamn fool 

DecayingAnyways:
Nicotine and Fluxotine are killing me
Oh 
While she healing telling me all these pretty things 
We fell in love in such a haze 
Oh no 
Now this love is feeling caged 
And now we’ve come undone 
Your chasing off the high you lost 
But tell me yeah what high cost 
We found each-other while fucked up 
I’m feeling that this love 
Was influenced too much 
And everything we touched 
Is tainted quite enough 
God your such a withdrawal 
(???)
So I hope that you 
Will tell me the truth

evilmiku:
i said damn 
can i catch a fucking break 
cause you don’t care about what’s the outcome
run to your pills cause you can’t live 
without them 
you’re just like me, need a little something 
to get you off your motherfucking feet 
i’m trying to take you home 
but you don’t wanna go 
and i’m so fucking high 
out of my mind 

random drop with @decayinganyways
hope you guys enjoy :D

NUMBL0V3

NUMBL0V3 w/ DecayingAnyways [Sapjer]

[LYRICS]
this is the end of the nightmare it’s the end of the curse
you’ll understand when i’m dead

i’ll close both my eyes
with the ghost of you
go from park to drive
i lived a wonderful life
and as i’m kissing the stars
just like i did with your scars
they taste much better than you
she’s so much better than you

yeah she’s the ghost of you
she’s glowing off the moon
darling can’t you see
that it’s meant to be
oh i’ve been getting fucking wasted under the moon light
it’s like the harder i try
the fucking deeper you bite
oh i’ve been praying to god
to get you out of my mind
call me crazy could you end me?
call me crazy could you end me?
cause life without you is no life at all

i’ll close both my eyes
with the ghost of you
go from park to drive
i lived a wonderful life
and as i’m kissing the stars
just like i did with your scars
they taste much better than you
she’s so much better than you
yeah shes the ghost of you.

thank you to everyone who has supported me this year. u guys mean the whole fucking world to me. I had many ups and downs this year. I made and lost friends, but still music is what drives me even when im at my worst. <3

WONDERFUL LIFE

WONDERFUL LIFE [dollatega]

[LYRICS]
i woke up covered in piss 
baby there’s blood on ur wrist 
i’m checking all of my pockets 
who left this fork in this socket?
like last night last night 
i tried to kill all my friends 
last night last night 
you said you were with a friend 
but last night last night 
she was with me in bed 
last night last night 

last night will be the last time
that i try to kill myself 
that im crying out for help 
last night will be the last time
that i try to kill myself 
that im crying out for help 

last night will be the last time 
oh ima paint the walls red 
fill my little brain with led
i’m a degenerate 
you should just love him instead 
i’ll end up breaking your heart 
cause i don’t have one at all 
my momma calls me her dear
my daddy thinks that i’m queer 
i’m not girl or a man 
some things they don’t understand 
but it’s fine 
they’re just little people tryna get by 
it’s fine oh it’s fine

last night will be the last time
that i try to kill myself 
that im crying out for help 
last night will be the last time
that i try to kill myself 
that im crying out for help 
last night will be the last time 
oh baby last night will be the last time
oh ima paint the walls red ima blow my fucking head 
oh ima paint the walls red ima blow my fucking head 
last night last night last night 
ima paint the walls red ima blow my fucking head. 

let’s get this money gang >:3

POS (lastnight)

POS (lastnight) [everestdidthis x in bloom]

[LYRICS]
this is the life 
this is the dream 
i’m with my homies 
and they in the scene 
we turnin up we getting lit 
i’m making music yeah im making hits
i dont wanna go back to my hometown
i just wanna burn that bitch to the ground 
i hope that you know that i’m taking your place 
cause everyone loves when im hitting the stage 

i’m dying just like this 
i don’t really mind it 
i pull up uninvited 
and i don’t care who you ride with 
yeah im fresh out the whip 
all eyes on me they in love with the fit
rockstar life style that’s how i get lit 
coming up next now they all wanna be friends
i don’t really fuck with y’all like that 

and i don’t really wanna fuck with nobody else 
i just kick it with my circle keep it to myself 
and i still live under the moonlight 
and i still might die if the moods right 

@andrew_warren :
can you tell me why
why the fuck am i not acting right
i think i'm done this time
that's what i said but you know it was a lie
you walk in my shadow
i'm stuck inside my own castle
i guess it's done now it settled
i wish you cared just a little you don't
i've been struck with a virus
i see the look in your iris
and i stay closing my eye lids
but i cannot keep crying
i'm crying

i’m dying just like this 
i don’t really mind it 
i pull up uninvited 
and i don’t care who you ride with 
yeah im fresh out the whip 
all eyes on me they in love with the fit
rockstar life style that’s how i get lit 
coming up next now they all wanna be friends

hope u guys are ready for me this year cause im going to absolutely go as hard as i can!!! love u guys <3

DYING

DYING w/ Andrew Warren [pavlos x gudwa]

[LYRICS]
all my brothers are some bastards 
always wreckin shop ya you know we a disaster 
goin hard every show and you know that there’s an after 
everybody’s hollywood yeah everyone’s an actor 
and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with yall clique cause yall boring 
and i’ll keep living my life like a rockstar 
and i’ll be lit till my motherfucking heart drops 
i’ll be where the za is bitch i smell it like a blood hound 
better make your bag cause you know that i’m back now 
and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with y’all clique cause yall boring 
and i be walking around the function with a 40
better watch your mans and your bitch cause they folding 
cause everybody wanna go wherever miku going

going fast now
smoking gas now 
yeah when i get to my bag ima cash out
yeah ima drink till i motherfucking black out
baby im a werewolf 
and if the moon isn’t full idc love 
and they all want me for my were blood
yeah they all want me i’m only scared of
you

and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with yall clique cause yall boring 
and i’ll keep living my life like a rockstar 
and i’ll be lit till my motherfucking heart drops 
i’ll be where the za is bitch i smell it like a blood hound 
better make your bag cause you know that i’m back now 
and i don’t know you and you don’t know me 
and i dont fuck with y’all clique cause yall boring 
and i be walking around the function with a 40
better watch your mans and your bitch cause they folding 
cause everybody wanna go wherever miku going

unknown [prod. flesh x yooshipalace]

[LYRICS]
oh baby how come you’re all alone these days 
oh there’s a billion other people that could take my place 
yeah we can talk about it later when i feel okay
right now i’m tryna figure out how to make my play 
i’m gonna get out of here i’m gonna disappear 
oh no i’m not on the same shit i was last year 
i’m just another fucking loser with a lot of friends 
oh i tried real hard but i don’t fit in 

oh baby i’ve been all alone 
you hate me, no you don’t 
the smoke in this party are ghost 
they love me and hate me the most 
all the drugs that i take at the function awake 
i don’t wanna think about it but i know that you’ve changed
now you’re dancing with somebody putting drugs in your face
i should’ve known a little better i should’ve known my place 
you call me delusional i think that you’re right 
i’m not looking for answers i’m afraid what i’ll find

oh baby how come you’re all alone these days 
oh there’s a billion other people that could take my place 
yeah we can talk about it later when i feel okay
right now i’m tryna figure out how to make my play 
i’m gonna get out of here i’m gonna disappear 
oh no i’m not on the same shit i was last year 
i’m just another fucking loser with a lot of friends 
oh i tried real hard but i don’t fit in

stay wild <3

LATER

LATER [dskeep + greyrock]

[LYRICS]
i been tryna get on
headlines headlines 
but im frozen like a deer in front of headlights 
and i wanna make it clear that nothings alright 
seems like everything i feared is right by my side 
oh i swear to god it’s like they’ll never notice 
talk to me like i’m some sort of bonus 
im nobody you’re nobody important 
all the vices that i carry make me dormant 

i’m feeling a rush going right through my blood 
then it disappears and it makes my body numb 
i’ve been feeling so vacant and i’m still patiently waiting  
i’ve been fucking up my life for no reason drugs and pretty faces my weakness 
praying night and day oh jesus 
ill accept the last resort when hell freezes 
oh i cant simply forget it 
i’m just a low life a peasant 
and i would kill just to get it
a life that i’d never step in
thats why im tryna get on

headlines headlines
but im frozen like a deer in front of headlights 
and i wanna make it clear that nothings alright 
seems like everything i feared is right by my side 
oh i swear to god it’s like they’ll never notice 
talk to me like i’m some sort of bonus 
im nobody you’re nobody important 
all the vices that i carry make me dormant

HEADLINES

HEADLINES [happytears x fxckyeahako]

[LYRICS]
this world is so gray 
i’ll build a barricade 
oh i’m hiding from the worst 
part of me that hurts 
oh i’ma do it pull it 
and you can be the bullet 
that makes me fucking lose it 
im used to all the losin 

and i keep
letting you down 
i would build you crown 
with all the teeth that i found 
in me 
i wanna leave this world behind 
and i was running away 
that’s when i met you by fate
you are the only reason why i wanna stay 

this world is so gray 
i’ll build a barricade 
oh i’m hiding from the worst 
part of me that hurts 
oh i’ma do it pull it 
and you can be the bullet 
that makes me fucking lose it 
im used to all the losin 

in a world so white and gray 
watch my bones decay 
oh i’m getting so much worst
and loving you just hurts 
but i’ll take all of the pain 
as the silver in my brain 
just flows through all my veins 
oh it flows through all my veins

:3

SILVER BULLET

SILVER BULLET [trynacommunicate]

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