Mellon Collie And The Infinite Sadness

Bodies (Live In Saginaw, 6/25/96)

See You On The Other Side (20th Anniversary Edition - Remastered)

Liar

Pine squeeze /remix (live at the Riverhouse 11/ 2025)

Lifted

All songs written and composed by JayyGraeStorm
 

2016-present

FallriverbackwoodsRecordings


Prelude..

the heart of the mt...
as before "we looked for faces in the trees.. and when the snow comes soon.. the witches shadows will draw me near..but now i hear the music from the heart of the mt.. following the beautiful energies that draw me to each song.. meet me at the heart of the mt... 11:34... Im now listening..to each of you energies.. although us three have replaced violet oil in the lamp. that storm will hold at the heart of the mt...thereis more love than anythingt...darkness and light has coiled in this.. Abstract/self- alienation,,, no we dont belong... but we will soon at the heart of the mountain.. "when the trees have eyes.. you will know you are there.. at the heart...lets slither together in the dirt where we belong"
come feel the energy at the heart(of the mt.) if doors dont open..we will never know if were dreaming or finally awake
Life is art.. love.. confusion.. dishonesty.. trust.. death... regrets.. insecurities. self alienation... discomfort... but not at the heart of the mt.. wait for the light to draw you there..
-JGS year 1618-
from the heart of the mt. if your called YOU WILL see us there..
11:34PM.. it seems when you find what your looking for it can go either six or nine..lets come alive




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10-8-25 
11:34 a.m 

I can feel it coming
As I observe the patterns 
And particles within 
I see my struggles in a different light 
Everyday all I can see is the same dirt road
Almost as if I was born there..
And one day I will return 
Nothing else feels right
But I know the pain is all about the spiritual journey 
I look at people and how they act and feel there energy. The ones I despise I’m in the same pool as them. The ones I feel the most positive energy from are the ones I’m supposed to flee from. Yes life is a journey but I can’t wait anymore to be at the road again. It’s all I see that has meaning. Is there something I’m supposed to learn? Maybe that’s why I have to create. To be putting my energy and using my mind to spiritually “be there” every day. In every way. I trust I will see the meaning of it all soon. 
Life is short and hopefully not, but before I know it I’ll be regretting why I didn’t just go. Or I’ll be gaining everything doing what was right and following my heart instead of what I’m told. It’s easy to get sucked in to hole of emptiness. Sober minded days looking forward to going to bed after each day extends to the horizon. On the other hand I need to be thankful and look at what I’ve got in front of me. Family. And cherish each moment I have with them before change extends its cold brutal hand full of spades. I think about how much I take for granted and feed this illusion of uncertainty. Right now in life I need to look at the positives in every situation and take control of my wandering mind that seems to be an avalanche of anxiety and random moments  and memories that spread like cancer. Yes I’ll continue creating because that’s what I’m called to do “the heart of the mountain “ I will be true to my hearts calling.
With love 
JayyGraeStoRm

Pine squeeze /remix (live at the Riverhouse 11/ 2025)

JayyGraeStoRm

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