Beadoobee type melody ❤️ from a song I wrote that’s in progress of never being released!

If I joined Beabadoobee

It's Happening Again (SevenOceansDeep Remix)

Lyrics:

And we’ll try but it’s not very fun
I keep smoking like I got no lungs
Doo, doo, doo, doo
And the time
And the time
Where does it go?
All my feelings that leave me so low, oh
Doo, doo, doo, doo

And I’m high but now what is the price?
Think about my life & why I’m alive oh
Doo, doo, doo, doo
And I try and I try just to cry
But my eyes yet they’re still oh so dry
Doo, doo, doo, doo

Spotify

we'll try but it's not very fun..V2

7th Heaven

Lyrics:

Every night I dream of you it got me going round and round
Dancing move through all these thoughts 
You’re the only one I want
Sad that I’m just so alone, dreaming bout you here in my bed, my bed
Every night I dream of you it got me going round and round
Dancing move through all these thoughts 
You’re the only one I want
Sad that I’m just so alone, dreaming bout you here in my bed, my bed


You’re the one that I want & know it’s true
Not too many thoughts that aren’t involving you
Been seen that life ain’t much fun feel what you’re going through
As I travel through life hope this gets back to you 
It’s quite a tragedy the way that I was never loved 
Hope there’s a you and I just like the heavens so above
As for the pedestal i think I’ll keep off of it, there’s no need when I feel certain and so confident
But when you hear my voice or say my name won’t sound the same
It’s just the way that I love no one could replicate
I’d write 1000 songs and never even glance your way
It’s just another time 
I aimed to take your breath away

Every night I dream of you it got me going round and round
Dancing move through all these thoughts 
You’re the only one I want
Sad that I’m just so alone, dreaming bout you here in my bed, my bed
Every night I dream of you it got me going round and round
Dancing move through all these thoughts 
You’re the only one I want
Sad that I’m just so alone, dreaming bout you here in my bed, my bed

I'll Be Dreaming Here In Bed Every Night

Lyrics:

SevenOceansDeep:
I got a message for my brother over on the other side
For I fear it’s been a minute, keeping too much here inside 
All the time that tends to pass we get lost from time to time 
As the world it has it’s way and it often sells us lies
Felt like dreams ain’t manifest how I imagined in my mind 
The first day you called me up I was in fucked place, 
But you stuck right by side as I grinded everyday
Still progressing through the passion as I know it’s still the way
the days I thought it would be over never knew quite what to say
I keep drifting through these patterns ritually I move through time 
Some days feel like it’s just me & the world ain’t on my side 
All the ridicule and sickness that I’ve lived with in my way, 
Never let it stop your beauty
Or your drive just to create 
As I’m writing this all down, 
It’s kinda got me feeling strange 
As haven’t hit a point or what I really meant to say
It’s two different kinds of worlds that divide us all the same 
All the versions of myself that came and gone all the same, 
I never knew quite how to say I had always been so broken
Use my ego to deter like no one had ever noticed, 
All the songs we use to make, 
Sessions just like memories, 
In the moment they were tense, now I keep em dear to me 
Wonder when they play a song are they even hearing me
Tell me am I coming clear, I’m tryna open up a lane
I just needed a few minutes, run it back like a relay 
I got a message for my brother over on the other side
It’s been too long yet I fear, since I spoke what’s on my mind
No the game don’t feel the same & I know they selling lies
I been dying just to live, gotta make it right this time 

Alalu:
I’ve been dying every day
Got to make it right away
Always floating through these passions it seemed the only way
Things move
Shit changes
You’re the only one outside my range
Can’t see the impact whilst we’re living 
Another day smoking standing in the rain
Got you standing right besides me, oh the things I’d pay to show you what they’re hiding
Guard me from the lightning now it seems that karma knows I have lost
 what’s the cost to reveal all I feel
Tossed aside, but the best is yet to come
I swear
These idle minds might define divinity
Split my soul into three, my lives outlast infinity
Your embrace in disease, and these last few years have proved 
All the thoughts I had as a man since the youth
Lost but never moved from the position I am in
Watch these times pass us by as we descend into sin
I’m not preaching to anyone, the truth is all within
One day the phone will never ring, and the texts never seen
God’s within us all, so don’t go missing me
Got a message to my brother over on the other side
Whether or not it’s still the same, it doesn’t change nor define
The value from the past
Timeless memories
It ain’t over till the black

A Message To My Brother W/ Alalu

Lyrics:

Hey, okay, alright, okay
Okay, hey

Ion wanna sell drugs no more 
Feeling sad like I lost all hope
Feeling like I’m so alone
Yeah my heart it just turned so cold
Feeling like I don’t got no one
Been awhile since they hit my phone
Been awhile since they hit my phone 
Feel sad like I lost my soul
I don’t wanna sell drugs no more
I don’t wanna cop a O for the low
Feel like I ain’t got no one
Yeah my life so sad heart broke 
Ion wanna sell drugs no more
I don’t wanna cop a O for the low
Feeling sad like I lost all hope 
Feeling bad I ain’t got no one 

Feels like it’s been so long 
I ain’t got no drugs that I sold 
I ain’t got no friends no more 
No car I lost my soul
With this music I ain’t got no hope
With this music I ain’t got no hope
Yeah I’m feeling so sad and alone 
Like they don’t see me no more
Ion wanna sell drugs no more
I just wanna be alone
Please don’t hit my phone
Please don’t hit my phone
I ain’t even got no one 
I ain’t even got no one
Goddamn this shit ain’t fun
Look at my life what it’s done
Look at all my pain 
Look at the path I took
Look at the shit I’ve done
Goddamn how could it be good
I ain’t even got no one
I don’t even have no fun
I ain’t got nowhere to run
Feeling like I’m sad and alone
I put that gun to my head
Almost said I was done
I ain’t got nowhere to run
Should of pulled the trigger and wrapped it up
Yeah I lost all my hope
I lost all my friends
I lost my fucking soul
Do you really think this shit is a joke

Ion wanna sell drugs no more
Feeling sad like I lost all hope 
Feeling like I’m so alone
Yeah my heart it just turned so cold 
Feeling I don’t got no one
Been awhile since they hit my phone
Been awhile since they hit my phone 
Feel sad like I lost my soul
I don’t wanna sell drugs no more
I don’t wanna cop a O for the low
Feel like I ain’t got no one 
Yeah my life so sad heart broke
Ion wanna sell drugs no more
Ion wanna cop a O for the low
Feeling sad like I lost all hope 
Feeling bad I ain’t got no one

It’snot2013anymorestopasking

Lyrics:

Always changing colors
Did I dream we were lovers in another life
Like the leaves we uncover
What is under
What fucks you up inside
I’m always changing colors
Did I dream we were lovers in another life
Like the leaves we uncover
Our true colors
What keeps you up at night

Sometimes dream of a lover
Sometimes think of my brothers
Sometimes think of my friends
& the life I once knew
James what changed you
I ask myself way too often
Look in the mirror i’m talking
I know if I’m calling
You’re not calling back

Different year the same problem
Every autumn
Feeling lonely too often
Different year the same problem
The same problem
It’s my sadness
Think about it too often
Think about it too often
Different year the same problem

Always changing colors

For A Sad Autumn W/ Splashgvng

Don't Let Go Ok? (Reprise)

Don't Go

Lyrics:

Close my eyes then I dream of you
Now you’re wanted in the worst way
Maybe some day I’ll see you 
Like on a random Thursday 
Am I crazy for the way I think 
Or the silly ways that I feel for you
At night sometimes I fall out touch
Fall in align now I’m with the moon
If you’re in my view, I’ll take the time
Take note of how I feel for you
Never hurts to write it down
Feel like I was made for you
Now I feel so far away 
Lately I don’t feel the same
Two souls so intertwined
Re-invented in different way
If the things I said and done ever leave In spirit you’re my everything
They don’t have to mean a thing 
Most everything that I ever was
Has only been a memory 
Everyone I love they only leave 
I’ll try to find the time tonight 
Do my best to get some sleep 
It’s only here late at night
I find the space and time to dream
About things I find hard to deal and things I wish that could only be
Things I wish that could only be 
I’ll try to find the time tonight
Do my best to get some sleep like

Visual Out Now:

https://youtu.be/RqsdHqBIMe8?si=_Zs5dk6Jl6QgzhQP

Fall Out Of Touch When It's Late (Visual in Description)

However I Love You Dearly (RJ Pasin Guitar)

Lyrics:

Last plan i had was with my friend to make some tunes
Most days i’m tryna make it, find some space just consume
Something more substantial than the lies they’re telling you
Maybe hell had just froze over last time i thought of her
Just sifting through my phone and all my memories the same
Not thinking what went wrong but still no way i could explain
The seasons and the moments and why life just shifts this way
Hope one day i look up from my shoes to see there is nothing in my way 

And then I was like..

Maybe i’m just lonely or people are afraid to open up and bare their souls to say they feel the same
Not angry or confused, i get sometimes it isn’t safe
This world isn’t always kind an inviting to the truth
At least that’s what i’ve learned from life, while living out of view
Too many days
Too many times
Too many thoughts of you
I sit here feeling broken, nothing else left to do
I’m no longer confused
I’m no longer, confused
Maybe I’m just broken or people are afraid to open and bare their souls to say they feel the same, just drifting through these memories in a whole different way.

It's Just a Shitty Day

Lyrics:


Aye, aye
Okay
Just me and the stars tonight yeah
Aye 
Okay
It’s just

Everyday life got me feeling so indifferent
I been feeling strange
I been feeling kind of mystic 
moving through the shadows 
Like I’m out there in the distance
I don’t really know looking round
Am I living 
Is this even life 
I’m so full of misery
I’m looking at the clouds 
Are they even seeing me
The way that I just been so high
I don’t think I’ll ever change 
Really always been myself 
Always been the same
I been feeling down 
missing you everyday
Thinking bout you pops 
I ain’t really been ok
I been going through some shit 
I don’t talk to nobody 
Honestly don’t know 
Might fuck around and leave my body
I might kiss the moon 
I might even touch the sky
Today it could be it
I might just think that I might I die
I don’t even really know
Do my best just to try
Fighting with these struggles
Battling with suicide 
Battling with all these thoughts
And these insecurities 
These things that weigh me down
That’s really bound to get to me

Really been fighting 
I been tryna do my best
It’s like my best friend 
Yeah these demons in my head
These demons down my back
Really tryna get to me
I’m staring in the distance 
I don’t think they’ll ever see
I don’t think they’ll ever see
I don’t think they’ll ever see
Well I hope you’re smiling down on me
You see
Aye they really tryna get to me
It’s just everyday life again
It’s just everyday life again
Yeah
They really tryna get to me 
It’s really tryna bring me down
It’s just everyday life again
It’s just everyday life again
Aye aye 
It’s just me and the stars tonight 
Something still don’t feel right 
Aye
But it’s just me and the stars tonight 

Life’s so sad.

Everyday Life Freestyle W/ Kumo

“It’s just this thing that I always do.”

Lyrics:

Alright okay
Alright okay okay
Alright, okay
Really seems gorgeous like 
Really seems gorgeous like 
Okay alright, alright 
Life at a distance it seems so gorgeous 
But in reality feeling so tortured 
Said how I felt I guess she ignored it
Still do this shit accounted to boredom
Feel like I’m soaring thinking of you
It’s just this thing that I always do
If I’m not dreaming then I’m not living 
Clinging too tightly to a passing feeling
Searching for love when did it go missing
Just having hopes that it’s you I’d be kissing
Ain’t sounding right so let’s make it re-written 
The story that’s told and hope I’m forgiven
It’s always been pain that I’ve done it different 
Just told the truth I know it’s hard to hear it
Hope in the end they really get it like

Life at a distance it seems so gorgeous 
But in reality feeling so tortured
Searching for love when did it go missing 
Searching for love when did it go missing 
Life at a distance it seems so gorgeous 
But in reality feeling so tortured
Said how I felt I guess she ignored it like 

Searching for love when did it go missing 
Just having hopes that it’s you I’d be kissing 
Just having hopes that it’s you I’d be kissing 
Searching for love when did it go missing 
Life at a distance it seems so gorgeous 
But in reality feeling so tortured like okay
Looking up close
Yeah 
Life at a distance it’s kinda different like 
Still do this shit accounted to boredom like
Aye, but in reality feeling so tortured like
Aye

Life at a distance really isn’t that gorgeous but for now I’ll say it is, W/ Nissan, Boy in a skirt

Skrillex, SevenOceansDeep, Nick Groves , Scary Monsters and Nice Sprites ✨

To explain would be to destroy the concept of love

Lyrics:

Actually it’s a casualty 
I don’t know what or why you ask if me 
My sadness reigns so tragically
Won’t never ask for an apology
If you’re mad at me then that’s bad for me
Feel like the world shouldn’t be sad for me
I’m unhappy, the way I’ve had to be
The way I’ve had to be, ever so sadly 
Unhappy, as I could be, as I could be
Just so you know when you don’t have to see
Why this is bad for me
Why this ain’t good for you
Why this ain’t good for us
Why I can’t get enough
When I can’t feel no trust 
When I’m not on no drugs 
I’m feeling empty as I could ever be
No one to call, no one to see
It wouldn’t make a difference to me
Cause all I see so tragically
A sad ending it’s agony

It’s bad for me
Don’t be sad for me
The way I have to be
Have to be
I know they’re mad at me
Cause I’m unhappy 

If you were ever thinking about feeling bad
Don’t fucking bother
I know how this ends

Don't Fucking Bother

I don’t ever think that it’s gonna change .. ~

Lyrics:

Have felt like myself in some days
Going down this rabbit hole lost in a maze 
Again 
Been so long since I felt like, I belonged here
Staring off out in the distance, Searching for something I’m missing inside
Rejection, loneliness, got me 
breaking down right here inside 
Alone

No one’s even hit my phone
Just to say they care for me

I’m so bound to empty feelings
I don’t ever think it’s gonna change

Take my time no nevermind
Been down so long don’t think it’ll change 
At all
Take my time no nevermind
Been bound to this feeling for far too long
Why’s it been so long, that I felt this way
I really thought it’d change

Bound by a familiar feeling W/ Yunny Goldz

It’s just the kinda thing I do .. </3

Lyrics:

Time after time I’m just feeling so broken
I’m looking at life and I’m just feeling hopeless like
When can I find a better view 
I’m looking inside yeah I’m really just trying
I know that deep down there is something better for
Better for me and you

Or maybe myself that’s what I should see first 
Look at my life and I’m just feeling hurt
Down in the dirt with nobody to talk too
But if I had em would they hear my words
Or would they stare like crazy 
Like I’m at the surf and 
Lost and I’m out of view

It wouldn’t be nothing new
Wouldn’t be nothing new
Nothing that I haven’t see before 

If I’m lost at sea are you coming inside
Are you gonna find me or leave me to die like
Like I can’t swim
Descend past the surface I’m deep at the core
I was yearning and searching just hoping for more like
It’s just the kinda thing I do
I always get lost
Sure ain’t nothing new
If I ever make it back
If I ever make it back
I’ll tell you what I found for you

Better View

Lyrics:

Lost like me
You don’t wanna
Lost like me
You don’t wanna
Lost like me
You don’t wanna
Lost like me
You’re all I see
Lost like me
Lost like me

You don’t wanna get lost like me
Stray off fall apart off screen

I’ll be anything and everything I ever dreamed 

You don’t wanna get lost like me
Stray off fall apart off screen

I’ll be anything and everything I ever dreamed

Dont forget about the last time we had a good day part 2

🖤

Lyrics:

Its like the millionth day that I felt this way 
Another stupid motherfucker all up in my face
31 no deal, but this shit too real
Say my shit not hot it’s probably just them pills
Got em too throwed off why ya’ll talk so much?
You’d have thought I’d made it clear that you just fucked up 
I’m just walking in the shadows in the dead of the night 
A lil closer to the grave, but yeah I’ll be alright 


Who the fuck you talking too I ain’t got no friends 
Blew another couple bucks while they still pretend
Oh you thought this was a joke tryna stall me out
I don’t even wanna talk please be quiet now 
Probably running up check for that money a slave 
Most be chasing a delusion till they dying day
Could give a fuck about yo bitch why ya’ll still talk shit 
Oh damn probably just caught up knew I been do this 


Was searching for a better view but now I give no fucks
Please dont come looking to me say you don’t feel love 
You can keep that shit, still just make these hits 
I wish I felt the same, wish I ain’t seen that shit
It just gets too real, trust might get killed 
& the midst of any moment searching for cheap thrills 
You can keep that ho, I don’t need no bitch 
Just remember who had said it fo I leave this bitch

WHO THE FUCK R U TALKING TOO

“Never been one for killing things with love”

Mealworm (TakeOut Receipts) (SevenOceansDeep Remix)

“Right back into your arms”

Lyrics:

Solace Capone

If all you do is all you do
why won’t you settle

looking for something more
feel so important 
I know 

Pieces on the ground
had to pick them up
Wonder when I let’em
Take away my love
Things I had to face 
Shit is not the same
Thinking bout tomorrow
Stuck inside today
Hope I find my way
Circling the drain
Devil know my name
Think I know his face

I’m stuck 
in the mirror
Just staring….

SevenOceansDeep 

How can I be anything at all
Just staring
Build me up then watch me fall
Just staring
Out Into the distance once more
How can I be anything at all
Build me up then watch me fall
Build me up then watch me fall
Right back into your arms

Another night just me and you
Staring out glance at the moon
Here I am stuck in my room 
Dream of life I hoped for love 
I hoped for more here at this age
Drawing blanks a crowded page 
Happiness subsides the rage 
If you believe then I do too
Changed my mind and fixed my view
The world would tell you otherwise 
But no one’s fooled by that disguise 
Closed mind and opened eyes
Or open mind and closed eyes
You’ll find me right here in between
Frozen stuck here on this dream
Lost in the gaze of what I hoped to be
God you’ll have to pardon me
Frozen stuck here stuck on this dream
Stuck on this dream

Solace Capone and SevenOceansDeep "staring" W/ Neverforever

MIya Folick, Thingamajig (SevenOceansDeep Remix)

First self produced project, 23 feels good.

Download here

https://sevenoceansdeep.bandcamp.com/album/23

3.) Start Today W/ Sensitive Christian , Alalu, & Shower Shoes

Lyrics:

So why do we sabotage ourselves and What could possibly be the benefit Change is scary creates a new Awareness, new perspective, poses a Huge threat to what's been so Comfortable and familiar 
You know it can almost feel like you're Facing the death no matter which way You turn you either face the death of What you just Learned you want or you Face the death of who you've been

Wish I didn't hate myself I'd give Anything to change myself been really Trying to love myself comparison it kills Wish I didn't hate myself I'd give Anything to change myself been really Trying to love myself, comparison it kills Wish I didn't hate myself I'd give Anything to change myself been really Trying to love myself comparison it kills

Are you happy with you 
Or what they think about you now
Depressions no fun and life's a bitch
I'll tell you now 
Ain’t nobody gonna love you 
If you don't love yourself
It’s taken so long to see now I know I Got the key no make up like Maybelline Hoping my family still pray for me me,
Telling people I love that i’m fine 
Hiding behind a disguise 
Without Connor for certain 
Would've met my demise been Searching for love for so long 
Inside myself did I find 
Inside myself did I find 
Do you have the time 
Or would you never mind 
Hurt, running from what's inside, 
It's compromise not Comparison 
You are one of a kind 
It's Compromise not comparison 
You are one of a kind 
Wish I didn’t hate myself,
I'd give anything to change myself, Been really trying to love myself 
Comparison it kills, wish I didn't hate Myself I'd give anything to change Myself been really tryna love myself
Comparison it kills 
Comparison kills
Comparison kills 
Comparison kills 
Show us how you really feel 
Comparison kills 
Show us how you really feel 
Show us how you really 
Feel comparison kills

Comparison Kills

Lyrics:

I don't know what Lucy said to you about me 
But I want you to know that whoever That was she was talking about wasn’t me 
Uh it doesn't matter what Lucy said 
I stopped trusting her after she stole my Pop Rocks in the third grade 
Matt I am not the awful person that I know that I was
I don't even know that person and 
I like to believe I have to believe that if You knew that if in your heart you 
You really really knew that 
You wouldn’t be getting ready to marry Someone right now unless that
Someone were me 

Fucked up how nobody really know me isolated 
I been feeling hella lonely 
Hard to believe the so called love they show me 
You could be my best friend girl be my homie 
Fucked up how nobody really know me Isolated I've been feeling hella lonely Hard to believe the so called love
That they show me 
You could be my best friend 
Girl be my homie 
Fucked up how nobody really know me As of lately much rather 
Just keep it lowkey 
know me I don't think you really know me 
Still show love to 
The people who do hurt me 
Young Tim McGraw 
I've been cooking in the cut 
Feeling empty I could really use your touch 
Got me tripping freaking 
Geeking off your love 
Cause once I get it baby 
I can't get enough
Looking at my watch 
I got places to be 
I got that money on my mind
As you can see yeah yeah 
See the fruits of the 
Shit that I've been doing 
Yeah the mistakes I've been making That I'm fixing to an 
I don't really think I even gotta say 
The way I feel any motherfucking way
I think it's known and I think I gotta say It’s fucked up that I really feel this way Fucked up how nobody really know me Isolated I've been feeling hella lonely Fucked up how nobody really know me Isolated I've been feeling hella lonely Fucked up how nobody really know me Isolated I've been feeling hella lonely Fucked up how nobody really know me Got some things that you can show me

Fucked up how nobody really know me Isolated I been feeling hella lonely
Hard to believe the so called love
That they show me
You could be my best friend girl be my homie 
Fucked up how nobody really know me Isolated I've been feeling hella lonely Hard to believe the so called love that they show me 
You could be my best friend girl be my homie 
Fucked up how nobody really know me As of lately much rather just keep it lowkey 
know me I don't think you really know me 
Still show love to the people who do hurt me 
Young Tim McGraw I've been cooking in the cut 
Feeling empty I could really use your touch 
Got me tripping freaking geeking off Your love cause once I get it baby I Can't get enough
Looking at my watch I got places to be I Got that money on my mind as you can see yeah yeah 
See the fruits of the shit that I've been Doing yeah the mistakes I've been Making that I'm fixing to an 
I don't really think I even gotta say 
The way I feel any motherfucking way
I think it's known and I think I gotta say It’s fucked up that I really feel this way Fucked up how nobody really know me Isolated I've been feeling hella lonely Fucked up how nobody really know me Isolated I've been feeling hella lonely Fucked up how nobody really know me Isolated I've been feeling hella lonely Fucked up how nobody really know me Got some things that you can show me Fucked up how nobody really know me Isolated I been feeling hella lonely
Hard to believe the so called love that They show me, 
You could be my best friend 
Girl be my homie 
Phony I don't really need no phonies Fucked up how nobody really know me Isolated I been feeling hella lonely 
Much rather keep it motherfucking low key 
Fucked up how nobody really know me Isolated I've been feeling hella lonely Hard to believe the so called love that They show me, you could be my best friend girl be my homie 
You could be my homie best friend baby You could be my only best friend baby You could be my only

It's Fucked Up & We All Know It Too.

Lyrics:

Falling in love is a concept I sing about 

Kissing your skin is something I day dream about 

But myself is all I really need for now

All I want is in reach, I can really feel it, wow.


Bad guy, never liked the label, seems to stick like the syrup on my kitchen table 

When I was a kid, man I miss normal, got too high up in the process of escaping 

Take it, I can’t fucking take it, some days thinking I won’t ever really make it

Ima work my ass off cause I’m fucking sick of waiting, girl I love that coochie hair you ain’t gotta shave it

Jaded, couple times been jaded, never really faded, you might wake up feeling different than the other day, shit now we’re all alone and our love is just wasted, wasted.


Ima prospect, baby you not an object. I know your whole life you been feeling like a conquest. They never took the time to know the real you, they only looking at your beauty but not the hurt in you

I keep it honest, something like gin and tonic, I could tell the truth but I don’t really think they want it  X2

Falling in love is a concept I sing about 

Kissing your skin is something I day dream about 

But myself is all I really need for now

All I want is in reach, I can really feel it, wow

A Concept (Lyrics in Description)

Can’t wait to leave this all behind, no longer a thought in my mind

X 3

When I do I’ll have the biggest smile again 

Runaway from the trouble that she felt at home

In the arms of a lover that she’d never known

To think It couldn’t rain forever as we trekked through snow 

Troubled past she couldn’t get past, so she let herself go

Down in her mind, where she settled low

Thinking maybe it’s my fault, but I can’t let it show

How forever sounded, forever ago, things get lost like the moments that we try hold 

Can’t wait to leave this all behind, no longer a thought in my mind

X 3

When I do I’ll have the biggest smile again

SevenOceansDeep

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