spring 2023 blahhh

regret

eleven months and its all bad news

shoutout @fantasycamp for the incredible song
& @hellahaunted for one of my favorite beats ever

much love to whoever listens <3

eleven months (cover) [caves]

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prod. @vieraxo

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~lyrics~
(hook)
i step out, yea u hear it they take pictures 
my bitch bad n she fuckin on a winner 
hella cake so im buying hella dinners
shoot u down right out the sky jus like a stinger, yea yea
oh u broke huh? 
well idgaf 
get the fuck up off yo ass n go n run it up
yea, huh, yea my digits always goin up 
i got a bloody cup 
she suck me like a chupa chup

(verse)
fuck the z's bitch i only want the m's
shawty ritch, she be whippin in a benz
bisexual, so i fuck her wit her friends 
u got less money made than ive spent
big whip, bad bitch tryna fuck now 
shawty bad, but i cant fw no cash cow
acrobat, im jus tryna flip my stacks now 
big glocky n u kno that bitch go grrr pow 

(hook)
i step out, yea u hear it they take pictures 
my bitch bad n she fuckin on a winner 
hella cake so im buying hella dinners
shoot u down right out the sky jus like a stinger, yea yea
oh u broke huh? 
well idgaf 
get the fuck up off yo ass n go n run it up
yea, huh, yea my digits always goin up 
i got a bloody cup 
she suck me like a chupa chup

"run it up" freestyle $$$ (p. viera)

[chorus]
and you yeah ohh
every time we’re talking baby, you were against me
cause you won’t take
my heart into fragments baby, it won’t break too easily
reconnect the feelings baby, i don’t wanna see you leave
i know you don’t hate me cause you always tryna check on me
you don’t gotta worry girl i’m begging you i’m saying please
you lighting up my heart it’s like we burning at 1000 degrees

[verse]
they split my heart in fragments
i’ll wake and get them back yeah
they always tryna stop me
but my hearts moving fast yeah
re:mind re:mind, let me get my girl back
dive into your heart and reconnect so we can get back
drowning in the darkness but you always lighting up the path 
i’ll sacrifice my life if that means getting you i won’t fall on back

[bridge]
i don’t care if i fade yeah
for you i’ll do whatever
i’ll die to make you happy
our hearts will stay together

[chorus]
and you yeah ohh
every time we’re talking baby, you were against me
cause you won’t take
my heart into fragments baby, it won’t break too easily
reconnect the feelings baby, i don’t wanna see you leave
i know you don’t hate me cause you always tryna check on me
you don’t gotta worry girl i’m begging you i’m saying please
you lighting up my heart it’s like we burning at 1000 degrees

stream!

1k degreez (prod. odece x northeast lights)

svnam - recluse (xmichaelwarren)

svnam - are you happy? (irby)

svnam - twenty something - nothing, nowhere. cover (caves)

Fall

Fall (Ft. Yokai Dreams)

ｉｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｒｕｔｈ　ｗｏｎ＇ｔ　ｓｅｌｌ，　ｋｅｅｐ　ｏｎ　ｂａｒｇａｉｎｉｎｇ

thank you so much for listening.

prod. farber x @jang0x
(additional piano implemented by me)

another day wasted, sitting in my room
i sleep through the dread
i skip through the news
i bet when i wake that nothing is new..
but i can dream, oh can't i?
what's wrong with the sky
it left me behind
now i don't go outside
why won't you ever ask why
the day is faster than the night
(let me go, the night, let me die)

i cannot leave when the ground has been holding me
weep and repeat, cause the cycle has grown on me
you'll brush it off, "oh he's spittin some poetry"
but really i'm trying my best so you'll notice me
i ain't been up on my luck in a minute
it must be my fault that my health has diminished
but i'll fight my way through this shit to the finish
cause i'm all i got, and it's all i was given
i wish they saw what i see on the daily
but i no longer desire a saving
i've learnt a lot, but i still fuck it over (i always fuck it up)
birds feeding out of my chest while i smolder

i watch them fly away
my intestines in their veins
i'm in an empty space
in a stagnant state

this moment's passing me by
but just whose fault is it this time?
with wings made of sludge
blue is more than just the color it's made out to be
what chilled lips to cave into the temptation of frost
if the truth won't sell, keep on bargaining.
having the upper-hand doesn't determine how many fingers it's broken
but you can assume a lot, right?..
RIGHT?
-
another day wasted, sitting in my room
i sleep through the dread
i skip through the news
i bet when i wake that nothing is new..
but i can dream, oh can't i?
what's wrong with the sky
it left me behind
now i don't go outside
why won't you ever ask why
the day is faster than the night
(let me go, the night, let me die)

with wings to fly [prod. farber x jang0]

whats the problem?
prod. @imcaves
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
whats the problem
i try not to think ab it in the long run
say it louder to convince myself i’m awful
i see ur face n think i’ll never pass the autumn
ain’t it funny how that works
never knew how much it hurt
put a price atop my head i got a target
thought i need more attention now i’m starving
i knew myself a whole lot less than i regarded
now ur over me w him
i don’t know where to begin

u can tell me that theres more to life
but i just wish we were immortalized
i think im brave until im forced to fly
i’ll never catch up to the morning light

suffer, suture wounds
i crushed my future; tomb
i’d see the sun
if you’d just move a bit
puncture lungs removed
tell me what u do
when night hits
everything is new again

whats the problem
isnt this all that u wanted in the long run?
i could spend my days just waiting for a phone call
but if i did then i wouldnt be someone u want
aint it funny how that works
i’ll just lie down in the dirt
u can bend me how u wanna cuz i like that
i miss how you’d make me hurt i never fight back
i know that it didnt work but yet despite that
i’m a sucker for ur love
i thought it was kinda fun

u can tell me that theres more to life
but i just wish we were immortalized
i think im brave until im forced to fly
i’ll never catch up to the morning light
i'll never

brave bird [caves]

spotify, apple, etc.

produced by caves

it all goes wrong when your with me
you know that, your in two d
you know that, i love you babe, i love you more

it all wraps round my..
she cant calm down
my..
it all ends, ends now
cant help it im a tree in the ground

so selfish what i built for you now
do i exist without my pals
ill bandage ill wear it round
have it we're married in hell

it all wraps round my..
she cant calm down
my..
it all ends, ends now
cant help it im a tree in the ground

IT ALL WRAPS ROUND MY..
SHE CANT CALM DOWN
MY..
IT ALL ENDS, ENDS NOW
CANT HELP IT IM A TREE IN THE GROUND

it all went wrong you know that

married in hell

main loop used is from a killedmyself drumpack

Its a little late for that don't you think?

please don’t step on my heart 
i’ve been over and over this
many times before 
please don’t get out my car 
the door opens and you leave 
and then we fall apart 

call my bluff, we play cards 
but she always has the ace 
hiding up her sleeve 
i can’t ever recall
not one moment that she ever 
simply smiled at me 

and those cold eyes make me panic
what do you want 
i can’t manage 
and those bright red lips 
make me vanish
what do you want with me 

stop the crying and the shouting, im sorry 
but maybe you’re better off
i’ll stop the crying if u tell me u want me
i’ll do anything no matter the cost

cus the rain my love hasn’t stopped coming
ever since you were the one i lost
i can’t be here without you, im dying
one kiss will finish me off 

please don’t step on my heart (stop the crying and the shouting i’m sorry)
i’ve been over and over this
many times before (but maybe you’re better off)
please don’t get out my car (i’ll stop the crying if u tell me u want me) 
the door opens and you leave 
and then we fall apart (i’ll do anything no matter the cost)

call my bluff, we play cards (cus the rain my love hasn’t stopped coming) 
but she always has the ace 
hiding up her sleeve (ever since you were the one i lost) 
i can’t ever recall (i can’t be here without you, im dying)
not one moment that she ever 
simply smiled at me (one kiss will finish me off)

banshee (wisssery)

Swerve

This song is out now on all platforms you can listen to it anywhere

Lyrics

VERSE

Shorty wanna be mine
Living her life in the spotlight
Ugh
Shorty are you alright
You been checking me out like all night
Ugh
I'm not surprised
Girl I know you see the diamonds shine bright
Ugh huh
Know what's on your mind
Cause it's the same inside mine
Girl show me a sign or something
Do you wanna get close wanna vibe or what
Do you wanna get close and fall in love
Girl you know what I want I want you aww
Don't feel like your not enough
Let me get a little close to your body yeah
Imma put you on top where I be yeah
And I know you like me most likely

CHORUS

Girl come on, come on
I'm hoping we last long, last long
I know, I know
You don't wanna get too attached on
But girl I wanna
Be with you ugh huh, ugh huh
I won't leave you hell nah, hell nah
If you don't wanna
Be with me it's fine
But I won't leave you behind no
I can't leave you behind no

VERSE

I been
All alone since
A very young kid
Now I'm on grown shit yeah, yeah
Nowadays
Been on my own shit
Put on my whole clique
Niggas I roll with yeah, yeah
Ride around
Takeover the fucking town
Left, right, up, down
Cheat code watch me break it down
Diamonds on me I can tell that shorty staring now
Yeah
Diamonds on me shorty staring at me I can tell she want it
She love the smell of my Dior odor got a little closer I can tell she want me
She biting her lip when I'm flexing on her I can tell that shorty got a little horny
Just come along with me I'll take you home and we ain't sleeping we fucking until the morning
Always got it on me if a nigga try you promise imma pull up with the forty
Come and ride around come on baby girl whipping round the town in a foreign
Come and tag along you won't be alone come along with me it won't be boring
Girl I'll put you on tell me what you want follow me and tag along with Cory

CHORUS

Girl come on, come on
I'm hoping we last long, last long
I know, I know
You don't wanna get too attached on
But girl I wanna
Be with you ugh huh, ugh huh
I won't leave you hell nah, hell nah
If you don't wanna
Be with me it's fine
But I won't leave you behind no
I can't leave you behind no

OUTRO

I can't leave you behind no
I can't leave you behind no
I can't leave you behind no
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Ugh huh

svnam - are you happy? (irby)

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