Beat is made by MISERY. GO check him out, he has some sick beats.
Link to beat :https://youtu.be/lHuQlCXvXfk

lyrics:
I‘ve Been keepin these feelings to myself //
Always thought you were with someone else //
Couldn’t stop these thoughts in my head //
All alone, I’d be better of dead //

[Yeah, you decide, are we broken down //
You decide, is things allright //
Is this how, we should feel //] x2

Yeah, you decide //

You Decide (.beat - MISERY)

beat: youtu.be/K5i_AvxNNEY

Lyrics:
have you ever been so lonely
that the darkness your room
want to befriend you

have you ever been so broken
that the pain is what keeps
you from falling apart

falling apart
falling apart

i know i fucked up i know i did
can't keep a relationship
i push everyone towards the edge
until all my friends are dead

have you ever been so lonely
that the darkness your room
want to befriend you

have you ever been so broken
that the pain is what keeps
you from falling apart
falling apart
falling apart
falling apart
yeh, the pain is what keeps me alive
it keeps me alive

Pain (prod. MISERY)

Lies (prod. Malloy)

Like water and diamonds, it's pure and reflects the light, henceforth given the name, crystaL