Run it up fast!
That shit go nicely :)
Foot in the gas!
That shit go nicely =)
Run it up fast!
That shit goes nicely =>
Foot on the gas!
I feel so lively =/>
—
I’ve been sleeping for a fucking long time! yeah,
I don’t feel alive, see,
I’ve been semi in my head saying “I’m fine!” yeah,
I know that I tried, b…
—
I know that I tried me!
Try to feel lively !
I know it ain’t likely !!
Being precisely   …
I can’t number how many times I ain’t feel full,
Maybe when I fuck, that’ll give me a chance!
Maybe I don’t wanna, always feeling so fearful…
So much shit that just put me in a trance!
I don’t wanna waste my time!!! !!!
Feel like I’ve committed some crimes !! !!!
(Maybe this ain’t my body)
—
Run it up fast!
That shit go nicely :)
Foot in the gas!
That shit go nicely =)
Run it up fast!
That shit goes nicely =>
Foot on the gas!
I feel so lively =/>

Edick Shaner's Album

tart (=>)

Tart (=>)

Seven:
Hanging out with Delores
There’s water in the air in the forest 
Sunshine sets on my skin
I said I’d do anything for this
I feel a content with my sadness
While other people the piss
Sometimes I feel chained up
While living in Newfoundland 
Locked in a body like springtrap 

Puffy:
a nigga speak like springtrap, 
envy and greed made the weed bad   
the worst me not behind a screen,  
the worst me just bleeds… green
4 Maccabees and car crashes
blew $3k, no pay for three weeks 
i’m fueled by Passion. 
i need Reason, i need Reason
i need Reason, i need Reason 
i need Reason 

Puffy:
but that’s for another day… 
Zetsubou as it rains
good callaloo… 
it’s just one of those things,
where color ain’t a ruse,
and the so-called magic stays awhile  
and the Sun, whose sighting niggas defied,
melted denial stuck within my tooth
in the end, i smile.

Seven:
Im where the fog is at
Im where the fog is at
Cautious, he a shark fin
Fog just in it for the win

Zetsubō (FFINl.) (Ft. puffy joshua) 2

This song is part of my album “(pains) Man, Red, Bliss, and Dark” check it out for more :)

It's like I stopped smoking to start thinking
Purging my demons, you been wondering
why I've been drinking
Been dead on mushrooms, i feel like I've
been shrinking
I turned my cash and swipe- tight-
Let's bulldoze the lake 
Have a party at the mall
When these earthquakes are coming,
I hope you've decided on a date for it all

Fire friending in my fetal lungs
Fight until I’m hung
Eating other editors for fun
I am such a bum
Trees tall but I am short 

The date is now, or maybe never
Petrichor all up in my brain, smog tremors
Barrier between what's good and what's
the same
Your color beige isn't looking very tame for
you
I rose high, and I'm packing sunshine
You ho's are roses, pretty but your prickly
You don't have my shoe size, so you're just
a prick see
You don't understand, no one really ever gets me

Caught up by the powerlines
Now the man's coming
To see where a young man hide
Those keys you brought from the east side
Saw as one way ticket for his mama to live
in paradise
It's a cold world, young fella
Floatins in the froyer
That shit left me paralyzed
Been a while since I went down a slide
Freeze tag, talking bee high
Gateway ride to a slip n slide
Made me slip to die
I've been living off sunshine

Sunshine, sunshine fade away over years
I can smell it here, I can smell it there
Petrichor in my lungs
At the heart of my core
Yearning for the more
My age has been torn
I have been reborn

Disassociation type beat (rat shit) (ft. Zuk Mxtega)

This song is part of my album “(pains) Man, Red, Bliss, and Dark” check it out for more :)

(I censored the no no word cuz I don’t want people thinking that I typed it out 😭)

i came in this game with no plan
ain't none of these n my friends
made some n sit down
so i had some room to stand
it's only me in the end
got no time for pretend
had me leaving out the back way
you is so boring yeah that way
don't care what a pussy cat say
yeah i'm cutting n off
i was never acting soft
had to be my own boss
on your path i couldn't cross
feeling pure like i'm voss
N running with the sauce
back and forth like some floss

We're gonna get outside this place I know
We're gonna get out this place
We're gonna get out this place
Y'all calling up my phone
But sorry I just let it at home
I just wanna be alone
I got a feeling ima get out this place
We're gonna get out
I'm gonna get out
I think I'm gonna get out
Gonna get out
Gonna get out
I'm gonna get out
I'm gonna get out
I think I'm gonna get out
Gonna get out
It's coming back

I,knnt :it’s coming back: (ft. IVÖRY)

This song is part of my album “(pains) Man, Red, Bliss, and Dark” check it out for more :)

I served
Too many gods
Remove yourself from me
If that’s how it’s gonna be

You’re like a poison to my boys and I don’t want you anywhere near me
I can’t profess, but I contest your figure, grey is a horrid company 
Yes, I try my best, but the noise, I’m never poised and it sucks it is stressing me 
Of corse I protest, cuz you just testing, you don’t really wanna help me

Remove yourself from me
Yes, I try my best, but the noise, I’m never poised and it sucks it is stressing me 
Remove yourself from me
Of corse I protest, cuz you just testing, you don’t really wanna help me

29 Rot (ft. bedhead)

This song is part of my album “(pains) Man, Red, Bliss, and Dark” check it out for more :)

(I censored the no no word cuz I don’t want people thinking that I typed it out 😭)

I'll find the time
I'll, I'll find the time
Not that anybody, not that
Please

I've been taking time tryna find you
I've been taking time tryna find truth
Whole time, I was right behind you
Ain't mean to cut you off, ain't mean to
side blind you (bLiNd YoU)
But me remind you
That I'm the mutherfucking one
Right side like a gun (pow pow!)
But I would never run
So let me remind you
What’s this behind you?

I'll be alright
I'll, I'll be alright
Fog in my mind
Fog, in my mind
How could anyone see
How could
See, please
Yeah

Yeah yeah!
Yeah yeah!

It's been a long time since I've been to
earth
Yeah!
Such a peculiar planet

Yeah, yeah!
Yeah, yeah!
Ah!
Yuh!

It's been a long a time since I've been to
earth
Yuh!
Such a peculiar planet
All of these people, wanting to be the
same
wanting to be with one another
It's strange, it's strange
While I sit here on the poles of Saturn
watching
They go about their lives like nothing
happened
All their stories
And here am I dealing with mine

Ive been to many worlds, but I think I finally found mine. 231:235 (ft. IVÖRY, Moon Inc.)

This song is part of my album “The Powers That Be (featuring: spectacle)” check it out for more :)

-same
-the same
stay the same
Don’t pass the blame
Stay the same

They just put me in a box
I keep secrets with locks
Somehow they always find them
Somehow they always see him
They just put in a box
But I still know I am
Fuck them go against the plan
My teeth melt, not what I understand

I can't see my body
I can't see my body
I can't see my body
I can't see my body
I can't see my body
I can't see

I was on the rooftop today
Staring at them cause they look like As
Thinking bout how the world don't stay the
same
Even when I'm up I'm feeling down and never
change
Smashed the hoes, nobody in my way
You wanna ____! _____! ____,
here's and ak
Stay the same, trust
Stay the same,

grtbrttrr2:“high and flying “

This song is part of my album “The Powers That Be (featuring: spectacle)” check it out for more :)

quiet tired thoughts
sleeping in my mind
as time goes on
ill start to cry
no time for games
cuz time goes by
locked in a cage
no room to fly
try to be perfect it doesn't exist
My hand is a fist, obsession persists
Those eyes take over, but they don't exists
Anxiety present and logic exits
Those eyes keep watching them eyes are
watching
They won't stop looking I'm full of their shit
Mama tells me shrug it off, It doesn't need my
caring
My mind tells me it's there, why are they fucking staring
￼

See my mess
Shrug it off
Mindless
Empty coughs
Press stress
They scoff
Here I bleed, here I sleep
where is me Where is he?
He's dead
Take a breath, no death
Take your meth, find him

Big bad man's coming back for a round two
Big bad man's using me for his go to
Big bad man likes to cut and pierce through
Cuz Big bad knows I am a loose skrew

“  one reason and  one   reason only , anxiety  . “ (I ‘ m trapped ) (Ft. Ace Severs)

In ocean
Let motion of waves take me

Cannot tell the difference, land or water 
If I fuck up it’s a manslaughter 
Feeling like I don’t belong to alma mater 
People ask me for my happy, I forgot her
Yeah, my time is wasting 
And I’m just staring at the ceiling 
On and on and on and on and on and on and on

Fuck fire fights 
Everything is scary like it’s fazbear fright 
Life is fucking hard when you’re stuck in the night 
When I look at the light, all I see is more strife 
I don’t know how but I still got might 
And maybe that’s what’s making this seem not right
Maybe it’s the outside, cuz I’m not watertight 
Let the bad thoughts talk, but it’s alright 

You can ask me why 
Why I stay inside 
But if i say I’ll cry 
So you won’t find out tonight 
And when I open up 
It never makes me right 
I still gotta go with the truth 
I guess I’m gonna strive until good sight

ESULP 7 (Knob 2)

Why anybody fucking stay
If you won’t, then get out of my way
Maybe it is just my bad days
Sorry, just been all over the place

Foot stuck in a tarpit of my ways 
People don’t help, they sit and gaze
Maybe it’s me that’s staying the same 
Maybe I should stop putting up a face 
Maybe I should stop, I feel so stupid 
Ain’t nobody else telling me to keep moving 
Put it on a shelf, deal with my shit later 
Put it in my song with then pen and the paper 

I hope maybe I’ll be good In the future 
Realizing that I’m not so mature 
Don’t you fucking leave me in this shape 
Don’t you fucking leave me in this shape

Why anybody fucking stay
If you won’t, then get out of my way
Maybe it is just my bad days
Sorry, just been all over the place

Allovertheplace! (prod. gbpits)

I’m a cuck when it comes to my body
I live my life like it’s third person
If I gotta be like you I’m nobody 
Ima be my way around you or behind closed curtains 
I’m a bitch, I’m a slut, I’m a fag
But while you’re complaining I been chasing that bag
When you’re older, prolly gonna be a hag
But when I grow up I’ll destroy you slags 

I’m patient and I keep to myself 
I don’t need no motherfucking help
I’ve been trapped inside my own hell
My trauma just made me built 
I write my lyrics with book and quill 
Y’all be searching, but my purpose is filled
Take one two zeroes blue bills
No fun, no time to chill

No time to chill
I been at work when you worry superficially 
All the little bitches been coming artificially 
I don’t like robots, move organically 
I’m winning, I’ve been fucking killing all my shit
Im spitting, and nobody writes any of it
My bars aren’t lies they legit
All you bitches stay there and throw fits

I don’t wanna be involved with your crew
Unless I’m gonna be a part too
They said you cannot break rules 
Well bitch I’ll have you know I made one and two
My music is like my baby
Ain’t no one gonna take it from me
I’ve been digesting good shit
You all stuck with upset tummy’s 

God damn, god damn, god damn
Weirdo has arisen it ain’t part of the plan, uh
Whatever I say nobody can understand, uh
So I follow my way, do whatever I can huh
Do what I can, huh, feminine man cuz
Stereotypes are boring, I am not a fan bruh
I’m not a fan cuz bitches kablam 
Onomatopoeia when I stay in my stance

cuckold

Idowhatido!

I forgot to hit the save 
Keep tossing and turning 
Stuck in my head observing
Can’t stop learning
Still I keep swerving, swerving 

I forgot to hit the save 
No wonder why I don’t got my license yet
Gotta get on my mic and get ready for the epithet 
I bet that I’ll still stay swerving 

I forgot to hit the save 
Since then, I think shit worsened 
Thinking to myself, how could it get worse?
Turns out I probably haven’t even seen the worse yet
But I keep swerving

I forgot to hit the save
I tend to think living on might be my worst bet
How the fuck can this not be the worse end?
I don’t wanna see any day, another second 
Still i- oh fuck

Save/Swerve (prod. IVÖRY)

Saying, have you looked in the mirror
You say my hair has grown a lot now
I’m not familiar 
It is just a decal 

Saving room for brighter future
So I haven’t been eating well
People be up in my business
So I’ve keeping all to myself
I know that I could prolly climb up 
But I’m too diverse so I grow slow
Y’all try to play me with your games but
I’m not really into sports so
I been living in a dreamland
But it’s grey like limbo
You ask me why my name be purgatory 
Well that is just what we’re in fo’ 
I be reaching out to artists 
I be giving out my info 
One in twenty prolly read it 
It’s ok cuz I’m better off solo
I don’t need to be a martyr 
I’m already a perplexion 
I just hope y’all don’t forget me 
Your memory is all my pension 
Running round, exposing myself
So y’all don’t question my intentions 
Cuz I’m so used to being honest 
Simultaneously I’m used to detention 
I’m like Frank, I see both sides
But that don’t mean that I’m defending 
I need me a good bitch
Call that Mutual depending 
I’m so lost inside the clouds 
I don’t know where I am in real life 
When you ask what it’s about 
All I can do is defy 
I’m not coming from a good area
This Labrinth ain’t a great town 
I know that I can be a savage 
I know I Stress eat like a big hound 
When you go listen to my music 
You plug yours like “what’s that sound?”
I’d go mainstream but I refuse it 
Cuz I like it when my mind pound 
Never ending with these lyrics
This is nothing really profound 
You raise your brows like you’re surprised
But this is just another middle ground

Saying, have you looked in the mirror
You say my hair has grown a lot now
I’m not familiar 
It is just a decal

My Song 3

haha yeah

i have to go alone

i stuff all my words inside a hidden bracket 
just keep adding, i never say a fraction
like a slash got my seatbelt steady fastened 
got more slashes inside my sleeve, no ration
like im acting, like im bad reacting  
lights flashing, lights camera action
yeah this vessel i cover up with fashion
like a weighted vest pulling down, it’s what im trapped in
i been struggling but i cannot find a reason
steady muddling when i try get to the bottom of it
crank the heat up and in turn it’s turning freezing 
confused at the sight of my face just as of recent
maybe it’s something to do with summer season
this the time last year when i just stopped believing
and i couldn’t stop so many people leaving 
no, i couldn’t stop so many people leaving

I Have To Go Alone

weights weigh down on my face
leave my head misshaped
rather be dead in the fade of the fake
quake, mistakes 
thoughts i want to erase 
be caught, extraordinary weight

Damned hierarchy of difference ends by way of Jamaican answers 
Brother chased me around a julie mango tree as Auntie fanned herself 

My knee scratched / No, this bleeding love, it’s not stopping 
curses - dey clotting 
habesha sköll and hati 
she hands us some soul to eat 
i play wit the priest 
Mother ‘s teeth, except mine stained as this plantain 

I was standing on the corner cuz i had the Devil’s confusion
he made me look good, while i felt stupid 
the magic of truth ‘gainst 
this looming curse 
never knew that beautiful night would loop 
New Years fireworks flash amidst the unrest 
A boy and his breasts 
Regret-tightened chest 
Tied to the chair as a student 
that sits too often
but also gets no rest 

“What I know about this feeling 
I knew before I met you, Auntie 
Where I sigh, i’m alone and it’s sandy 
Take me where I’m all this boy can be”

“What I know about this feeling 
I knew before I met you, Auntie 
Where I cry, i’m alone and it’s sandy 
Take me where I’m all this boy can be
Where damnation cannot be placed
Good, ain’t He?” 

“What I know about this feeling 
I knew before I met you, Auntie 
Where I reside, i’m alone and it’s sandy 
Take me where I’m all this boy can be 
In me is the sea - in the sea is me” 

“What I know about this feeling 
I knew before I met you, Auntie 
Where I reside, i’m alone and it’s sandy 
Take me where I’m all this boy can be
Take me where I’m all this boy can be”

phasing, weights (ft: puffy joshua, Serpent)

Sleeper fatality 
Starting to integrate back into reality 
After fatality, see 
Oh-

Starting to integrate back into reality 
After fatality, see 
Oh-

Send it
Do You have a Hand you could Lend?
Or expanse of a lens
In a Sense, i guess i let it 
I’m bent(ed)
It bent it 
Noided in a null Sense
Don’t Tell me You get it
Contradiction 
I am fiction
I might need a medic 
I wear gash on my sleeve
Yeah, I fucking said it
And I meant it 
I’m really demented
I’m working on my legs, bitch 
I’m swerving, I am hectic 
I got a case of rabies, dont Save me 
Im wrecking 

Having vivid visions of a corpse
I have uncapped the cork a month ago
Still it bleed out, for sure  
I shouldn’t except Everything to let up of It’s course
I sit just like a corse

in a box where nothing enters or escapes (ft. sleeper_119)

I don’t Trust a bitch in a mask or a cape
This my fate, I don’t want an escape
Flashback to a past that I kinda berate
I called a hotline and they said I was raped
Every friend I had had proved to be fake
Back stabbed in a flash, they’d lie to my face
Back then bagging my emotions was cake
So I said fuck them go back and erase
Say that you love me, that’s a bad case
I’m sorry for the bad scabs that I might raise
Don’t pick it, I don’t wanna spit in your place
On your mopped floor, that would be a disgrace
I’m warning you, step back just a few paces
Prolly should be held back and maced
Constantly stuck inside a fucked haze
Sucks cuz I duck it but it just stays

Creeped up, that’s a bad thought stalking
Freaked fuck, but I can’t stop walking
Jesus is seen when I coffin
Maybe it’s a demon coughing
So I catch a glimpse of it ever gawking
Feeling like I’m paralyzed, Steven hawking
I seen what i was and i be scoffing at it
Reading my future I’m an addict
I constantly eat like a fat kid
So I spiraled, decided to start starving
People keep trying, but the fact is
All these issues have forever been carved in
More friends is more shit added
When shit gets complex, I subtract it
I make sure my seatbelt’s unfastened
Just In case one of us starts crashing

Falling, no catching
Appalling unfashion
Falling, derationed
Our time’s stalling detachement
I’m sorry, I’m laughing
Its already all happened
There’s no point in action
Falling, derationed

oh, yeah
oh- oh! yeah!

i don’t trust a bitch in a mask or a cape
twist my fate…
i don’t want an escape
-to a past that i kinda berate…
i called a hotline and they said i was raped
yeah…

hahahaha

I fucking miss you
And it beats me again, and it beats me again and again
Cuz I don’t wanna miss you
Coulda been better friends, could have a better end
And it’s eats me alive, and we die
And we go, fucking tied
I miss you, even the abuse i yearn for
I don’t even know what I’m fighting for anymore
Down

Nostalgicia 2 (postlude)

Ever since I was small I been worrying bout money along with my potna dem
Didn’t have many friends, so when I did I made sure to cherish them
Had so much in common, but we pondered often, what could be the link?
We were just too fucked up for the rest, all got shit deep within
Maybe that’s the connection, cuz we would be in our heads, thoughts swimming
We would get so deep that some of us started self harming, starving
Talked down many people of all ages from suicide
Maybe it was for my attention, but I am always a ride or die
They took that shit for granted, standing, left now stranded
In the end I don’t know if I should blame you or should I blame I
I never wanted to end it cuz I wasn’t that type of guy
But after getting better then getting worse, I’m finding myself on the other side

Nostalgia 2

I know I ain’t talk to y’all in a while
I’m sorry, I’ve just been busy with my life
Too busy for screens, I’m busy in my mind
Getting repetitive, staring up at the sky, thinking of my knife
What knife

I have one favor to ask
Keep me away from that Benadryl
I don’t wanna see red and blue at twilight
One more flavor, one task
Keep me away from that Benadryl
Colors flashing through my, my light sight

Baby, cant you get it tonight?
Cuz I might never see you tomorrow
Baby, this is me, I’m alright
Fuck you, don’t need two to wallow in sorrow

I stared at the ceiling
for like two hours yesterday
And I got adhd,
never thought depression would be the thing to drive it away

That thing I do when I get sad

I think this is what death would sound like

Dark
I don’t See no light, even with my dim lantern
I can hear clicking, it’s the pins on my lanyard
I say hello, deep swishing is the answer
I can’t really be protect, too low of a percent
This is a Percocet project
Perfect, it is just great
You are late to the hearing of this state
Blatantly fake to myself when I face yuns
But I hate him when we is alone some
Again with the buts, like butts in porn
It’s just so much and more stuff and I hate repetitive
Elective is what it is
This is a choice and i choose to regress
Let it vent, let it vent, get out the hall of egress
Open up the window, but i think I’m windowless
Best treat it as jest, it’s a slight mess
Don’t worry, I pray don’t fest

I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best

Mind chest filled with connection to router
Reminiscing of old times like chowder
And the constant smell of baby powder
Can’t remember a thing, but it screams louder
Tell myself it’s a fling, but it doesn’t let power
Searching shit up on bing to find things are sour
Everything amazing is just another tower
Stuck remembering when I meant my wowzers
There once was a time when I was fine in just trousers
Now I’m feinding over bowser
Screaming, i don’t wanna be another hour
Seething, I’m peeved that my life isn’t in my own hands
I understand your prouder that I stay forward with hands on my plans but
Every single second, minute, day is another sharp pain in my brain
Life’s outer

I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
Doing- doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my, doing my best

Things That Were Never Said

Down (down)
We go
Where are we going?
We don't know (we dont know, we dont know)

I came to ask you of something, but i forgot
I will admit
Minds kinda blocked
Throw a fit
Force a lock
Sucks a lot
It has its benefits
I feel like i am high
I guess i could try to reside
Find some time to sit and smile
After all, this is all mine

Down we go
I see some static
Is that snow? (snow)
It feels so cold
It gets so old

7compile

i gained a new appreciation, i want you to treat me like this more
i gained a new appreciation, i want you to treat me like a whore

in several meetings, i’ve been up and away
lately i’ve been thinking i’m in too much space
in severed meanings, feeling fluctuates
my double standards for myself makes me hate
would never wish this on you anyway
i pray to god you never get a glimpse of my brain
in several meetings, i’ve been up and away
in mine and everybody else’s way

i gained a new appreciation, i want you to treat me like this more
i gained a new appreciation, i want you to treat me like a whore
i gained a new appreciation, i wish you would put me on the floor

appreciation

Stumbled on you in complete accident 
Down
Good feels rush through, additive 
Drown
Feeling like blip shots in my arm
Frown with the scary barn
I try to get you in my life
In some way I have won
I think I’m paying cuz of spite
Thinking what have I done (I fucking hate)
Fuck you to the ones that have given me a taste 
I would rather have never caught a break 
I can feel the Tulpa in my bed as I try to sleep
Hypnagogically awake 

I still miss you 
Even though I haven’t met you

I still miss you 
Even though I haven’t met you

I fucking hate seven

I touch you in my dreams
Shit-shit don’t seem as it seems 
Maybe it’s them video games 
Distracting me from reality t t t
I’m being open minded 
But I feel like like I am binded 
Stay still, just be patient 
I’m starting to become a mental patient 
You said you like my cuts, right? 
Can you kiss me tonight? 
Oh shit, you’re only in my head? 
Well bitch I don’t want you so sike (mental patient)
I’m dead, with no arms to fall in 
I’m really in a bad state 
I can feel the tulpa in my bed as I try to sleep 
Hypnagogically awake

I still miss you 
Even though I haven’t met you

I still miss you 
Even though I haven’t met you

Tulpa

ain’t care what they say
ima vacate late this place
uhh, my mirror stare back
i stand back looking at a lack; disgrace 
disgrace!
backtracked in a race
broke vase got me feeling a way
feeling a way!
i fear i went back rear 
took clear back to first base
you don’t hear what i say
they don’t veer when i sway
ahh! they are weird when i say
i am sheerly okay, AHH!
and i pack that down
i’ve been in town 
got looks i just wanna erase 
this bitches couldnt touch or fuck with me
when i’m fucking with mace!!!
hah, hah, hah, hah, hah
i am spazzing all over the place!
allovertheplace!
man i think my 30 day water 
was 30 perc laced
maybe i’m psychotic 
baby i was just feeling a way
ah, safety don’t know where i lie
save me in my ways!
yeah, yeah
i steady stay changing how the chords change
recourse for the course set sail on
i been been shipped outta range!
yeah, yeah
i think i need me a mage
how yall get shit from this?
i think im living life less then minimum wage!

yeah, uhh
i been really needing saving lately, ahh
i’ve been really crazy, i been lately, ahh
i been going really fucking crazy, ahh
i been really going fucking crazy, ahh
baby i just got to see me lately, ahh
save me, save me, save me, save me, save me, ahh

HAHAAAAAAA.

i think you’re fucking stupid
but i think im stupid too
i dont think i can do this
but you say you’ll do it too
i wonder if you think about 
when one day we’ll be through
i wonder if you think of me
cuz i sure think of you
it doesn’t matter when we’re 
mad and we argue
i cut myself, you’re angry 
but i know i'll see you soon
we will walk out again and again
i wont walk out like all of your friends

fuck it let’s make a suicide pact (ft. i wanna be mesmerizing to you, i’m secretly a ghost)

what you wanna be
we been sitting in my room when you said
“i don’t like me”
and i kno who i’d rather, but you i can’t guarantee
but i promise that i think the same
promise that i’ll think you’re name
when i’m jumping off the corner
got no ground beneath my feet
we could go hold hands together
as we accept our defeat
we know others think it’s super lame
i could never deal with fame
we both got our warnings
but we know that death is sweet
and i see your thoughts are swarming
we just want the full treat
candy necklace when we go to hang
promise that i’ll think your name
spent days tryna make you see 
there’s more to life than fleet 
but i know we’re kinda similar
so no, you don’t believe
in that case, let’s go leave this place

we know

‘ts been awhile 

i dont think you can pick it up this time
but that’s what we said last time, nah?

that feeling when you post pics online
catching degenerate eyes
but at least time speeds up when they flash you with unwanted suprises 

that feeling when you know you’re alone
when you’re on the sidewalk, eying people rushing past
when you notice it’s prone

that feeling when you binge watch media
to find something comforting, make this low speedier

that feeling when you talk to a person real late
only to realize it’s just too hard for them to relate 

that feeling when you wanna reconnect with an old friend
you’re going through a lot, and you thought about the time y’all spent
that feeling when you text them, it’s just sent as a request
and you will never know if they’ll ever read it or delete it like the rest

that feeling when you lose it all
when a noose seems like the only thing your mind wants to involve

that feeling when you call out in a vacuum
the universe just does not care for the small 

(nobody’s gonna care bruh)
(nobody’s gonna)

that feeling that all food tastes plain
when doing whatever you wanna do is mundane
when you wish you could publicly try to scatter brains
and somebody would catch you, and send you far away to a place
and maybe them hospitals are unsafe, and…
and maybe you know you should be afraid, but…
(shit sound so weak right now bruh)
(he’s vulnerable)
but maybe there, you will not feel the same
and maybe it could be a small escape
but maybe it would cost way too much money
it’s funny, everything that you need is always raised
(straight outta reach, bruh)
and maybe you’re just thinking like a dummy
maybe you just need to go and buy another vape (another vape)

that feeling when you don’t wanna see another face
that feeling when you know you’ve said a phrase so many times
that feeling when you wanna rewind to a time and place
where instead of radiation, all you felt was pleasant rays

did you hear that?
i don’t think so

i feel it

i feel it

if i could, i would put it all in a cup
drink it down, let it drown, kinda sucks
understood it comes around, it kinda sucks
i’ll get bags and spend it fast, couple hundred bucks
stretch it out, make it last, what i done?
shit makes me sad, this shit should be fun 
where i’m at, i just really wanna run
they say, “how the fuck you do the drugs you done?”
me and my mind homies hoping for bad lungs
hands are bloody from the xanny bar i want
my buddies blamming me with blinding rays of sun
i just hope i could reincarnate as someone else
visions of my skinny body as a bum
i never known no winning, never wanted some
wanna be faded out, wanna be strung
i can’t say the shit that’s on my tongue 

and they be leaving and i never know what i done
done

2 kinda sucks

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