prod @kggn @angelonmyshoulder @mis4ortune

@injurie
clutching 30 in the bathroom
im so high surpass u  
helped u outta mud, is this how u repay me? fuk u
only when i need to, i think im too heartbroke
i walk into traffic while i keep my fuckin eyes closed
smoke ur pack it burn slow
i think im 2 high bro
walkin out the crner store i keep my fckin eyes low
i thnk its a cycle.. fckin up my vitals
she said isit rly luv? im sry idk tho

ur </3 it feel so cold, had to put my jacket on
im feeling too damn sick i need anotherfckin toke
bitch im too damn fuckin high im anxious that i might fall
yea this feeling taking over me it shake me to my bones
n fck u.. fck u left me out in the snow just to rott
without me there wouldnt b u wtF
n i was the one that put u on the sauce
u miss ur brothers? then dig up their corpse
n fck for u scamin that 160$$ course
heard tha cops come put 30 in drawers
i nvr fk w no groupie ass whore

ik that ur whole clique in deficit
if u givme a rack kno ill x2 it
actuly nah id js spend it on medicine
i got whole list of ppl im btr than
i got whole list of ppl im btr thaaaan
i said ts from the start
tel me am i wronngg?
how coul u blame 4aalaaaa

ooohhh ohhhh ahhhh
i js wanna c u bahhhh
ahhhh ooohhh uuuhhoohh
ahhhahhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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heartbroke

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 in boots im a uk 9 
some of u try and violate time
hit the booth n i been up all night
bitch im not tryna waste any time
they got that man televised
they got that man...
they got that man televised
mix it up mix it up wock wit da sprite
bitch what u doing u swallowing lives
u could get ruined off snorting them lines
1 more time til i pop outside
said bitch what u doing jus jump in the ride
i cant waste no time
if i do then i might not survive
bitch i jump in the spot get a new eye
bitch i jump off jump off the roof
i got louboutin written on my boot
i think i might have to get me sum new ties
bitch i jump in the spot get a new eye
bitch im not trynna waste any time
they got that man televised
they got that man...
they got that man televised
mix it up mix it up wock wit da sprite
bitch what u doing u swallowing lives
u could get ruined off snorting them lines
1 more time til i pop outside
said bitch what u doing jus jump in the ride
i cant waste no time
if i do then i might not survive

televised prod extra

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

this time is the last time that it's stripped from me
this time trying to be someone that's strictly me
weights off of the worst parts that inhibit me
hold on to the moments that i could keep
closed guard all these new thoughts under lock and key
stay strong for a new dawn that's coming for me
break off of the old parts of my history
wondering how much more it'll take from me
i know these feelings eat you alive
i know they're too much to hide
and when our hearts drift away
from what we're too scared to say
what we're feeling inside
to try to keep us alive
we come together as one
to find the means to survive

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

moving in retrograde (prod.toemuro)

мои ассоциации с тобой 10.06.2025

in𝗦ane ft. ch2rms (prod. kr2bs)

Watch Another.

Lyrics:

I know you see these scars, girl, I did it all for her (Effystonem reference - https://soundcloud.com/glosuka/effystonem)
I’m looking at the stars as I question my self-worth
Like, am I really worth? Where did I take a turn?
I’m going for the worst; I just wish I could change it all

Cause if I could, I’d break the fall
So if we try, we try, we’ll make it out
I promise you cause all in all, 
I need you to know that you’re enough

Let’s just be honest, look at where we’re at now
Born to be free but forced to be locked down
Wanna make a change but you’re standing in the background
I can see it clear, your depression in a compound

I just wanna try it, try it, try it
You just can’t deny it, ’ny it, ’ny it
I know you won’t like it, like it, like it

Just tell me where you were when I needed you the most :( 

I did like everything I could just to pursue you
I guess it wasn’t enough; I couldn’t do two, ohh
I can’t pull it together like I used to
Maybe it’s a sign that I need you

Break The Fall (overr)

ты о чем?

https://t.me/aynovulation

сегодня я гордый и не испытываю ничего к ниточкам которым придал значение
к запискам и упаковкам лентам и наклейкам я в новом дне щас
без задней мысли произношу созвучные с их именами слова
и мне не страшно идти на улицу зная кто может быть там

всё это не триггерные темы 
не чищу галерею она мне не надоела
я не тоскую я ведь не такой
мой глупый мозг 
не запоминает каждый уголок
и я не связываю вещи напрочь с людьми
голова не болит
моя грудь не разрывается от фотографий
от родинок и пятен и царапин
я всё оставил где-то сзади
и не намерен возвращаться

сегодня я гордый
к чёрту я не был таким даже во сне
я люблю свою слабость так
я скорее умру чем стану бесчувственным
забуду тебя забуду музыку 
забуду как моё сердце рвалось наружу
я помню всё
даже то что не нужно

сохраню на память

prod. by @gasepill
lyrics -
во мне куча алкоголя и она за меня боится
страх в моей голове сколько это может длиться?
страх смерти возьми же
забери мою голову и опускайся ниже
еще ниже
еще ниже
еще ниже
на социальное дно
я умру я умру я умру я мертв
поклоняйся мне я бог
открой свою дверь я сдох
я испустил последних вздох

для всех остальных я призрак
я иду к тебе я близок
твой личный сталкер
на моём лице твоя марка
когда все закончится давай уйдем
мой мир не найден я его не нашел
кровь на руках ты резала ножом
сплю на улице где же мой дом
я, я его не нашел

во мне куча алкоголя и она за меня боится
страх в моей голове сколько это может длиться?
страх смерти возьми же
забери мою голову и опускайся ниже
еще ниже
еще ниже
еще ниже
на социальное дно
я умру я умру я умру я мертв
поклоняйся мне я бог
открой свою дверь я сдох
я испустил последних вздох

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co prod @Remiyu

lately everyone ive used to trust
turned out to be a bunch of hypocrites
i hate them all so bloody much
i rather die in a bloody bath

my eyes tremble
looking at things ive did to myself in november
or december... i don't really remember...
my eyes tremble
looking at things ive did to myself in november
or december... i don't really remember...

but now im better
unlike you i never ever gonna lose a single feather
b*tch, you're so selfish, you really think you important 
but it seems like youre really not

seems like youre really not
seems like youre really not

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bloodbath皆殺しprod. me&remiyu

i am now twenty years old  ! ! !  ~~ (٭°̧̧̧ω°̧̧̧٭) 

beats with @popilization @rewind214 @faintthearted @ki7a @owwen12 @surelyia @gmodravemix 

special thanks to @1lexycat and @surelyia for letting me sample their music...

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