@july3k @glassxhotel
mixed by me, mastered by @xxsyris

lyrics:

(chorus x2)
i scream, i cry out
they never hear me
why don't i stand out?
they'll just forget me

(verse)
i cry like all night
i don't feel alright
i ask myself why
can't wait til' i die

they always hurt me
everything overwhelms me
will i be okay or not?
this pain in my chest won't stop

(chorus x2)
i scream, i cry out
they never hear me
why don't i stand out?
they'll just forget me

forget me

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forget me (july)

@kggn @litothedon

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*   *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

im falling 4 it
i cant feel,, ignore it
where do i store it
i rlly wanna die but i cant afford it

nothings real i cant sleep uhhuh
no one hears what i speak uhhuh
i dnt care just delete oh well
life i cannot complete oh well

i cant run away cuz its selfish
ik its not healthy, ur not helping
im not ready for the fire that hell brings
im tired, im aching, i cant make it

so go and take it
all those smiles, i faked it
i thought ur love was sacred
i just sat there and waited

idk what u want
1 conflict im gone
i can barely walk
i dnt wanna talk, will u stop
i didnt think id make it this long

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*   *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

spotify ^w^

falling 4 it (kuru lito)

.....🏁
Produced by: @prodsoulsss & @beatsbykrave
cover by me & @fgiv

i cant let u go, i just needed time
time to do what i do, caught up in this life
i jus cant let go, whether thats right
i will never know, nah nah, will i ever know, idk
woah
i got sleight of hand, when i count them rubber bands
get out my way, its too much money to make
& the ETH goin up, yea the bitcoin loading in
get it how u get it, in this life of sin

@peplep they looking for my racks, told em check high
i be in the c-c-club yea in Shanghai, hopped out of the SUV
i got drugs, i got money, i got guns on me
u should be forgetting all u see
u dont know nothing.. and if u do ur dead
what did pep do this time, gimme money yea twitch prime
u wont get no feature for free, u gotta spend a dime
n i can steal ur girl any time, yea she gon hit my line

IDK w/ peplep (prod Souls1 x Krave)

Music by me
Art by @yugata404 (twit)

Thx <3

Lyrics
No I never meant to hurt you
But you’re the one that I do the worst to
I tried to hide you from my issues
But I forgot they are yours too
This relation-shit ain’t easy
Nor is this pain that you’ve been feelin
I just don’t wanna hurt ur feelins
These past months I’ve been the villain

But I never wanna leave u <3
And I heard u say the same too
Come on baby, please tell me it’s true
I don’t know what I would do with out u <//3

I messed it all up
Got feels in my cup
“I don’t get who 2 trust”
I get that you must
I tried to hide lust
But it wasn’t enough
(No wasn’t enough)

Without You

@sshinju @dj-heroin

don’t get too involved 
cuz I don’t wanna hurt you anymore 
let me show you that I care for you 
I always did 
treat me like a ghost 
cuz that’s the only thing I am to you 
all I want is to be close to you
you know I do 

can you comprehend do you even understand? 
I can’t run cuz these feelings got me stuck 
what the fuck you know this all I’ve got
you showed me luv and now can’t get enough  
you know what I want why wont you give it 2me

ghost「shinju + djh」

prod @twikipedia

i think its over but i dont know
everyones staring i wanna go
something is broken inside my soul
leave me outside within the cold

i cant make it to the weekend
i cant swim n im in the deep end
will u save me well it depends
crack u open like a keygen

i feel like throwing up
i cant rid of this feeling so i think im giving up
who am i kidding everyone knows im not worth saving
no im not gon listen when u tell me that im the bitter one 
im stuck with this sickness inside of me i feel like throwing up

ahaa but at least we going up
ahaa i fed u lies but u dont know at all
ahaa but idc it doesnt matter now
ahaa u r the last thing i wud think about

keep me inside
keep me online
myself i cant find
but i been waiting in line

i got infinite time
u pushed me aside
now is now im alive
im never letting me die

its everything
im panicking
im serious
im paranoid

lemme hear ur voice
ive been destroyed
cut me open
fill the void

deep end (twikipedia)

mels / vox / mix by me and drums by @oldyungtoadsage <3

🠟 lyrics 🠟

I sensed that something here was different 
I felt like something here was wrong
But i don’t have a way to fix it
My only vices are these songs 

And when im wounded,
will you kiss the spot that hurts 
or is it wrong for me to ask?

for me to ask???

I cant stop thinking of your skin on mine 
but the only view i get of u is online 

i think i need to fucking go outside
cuz its been a while
and im fucking dying 

Pain
Abbreviated
I burn what i grow
Till its all the same to me

All these fucking games
that they play are lame to me

please talk real
all these bitches fucking sound the same to me...


ill cut you out if you suppress me

all the blood means = growth
++more stress please

i just wanna get these words of my chest please 

step out
from depression 
like i bested it

its my craft 
i invest in it

my hearts not pure
you tested it,
so u know

i strike down
what's best in me

i cut down and rebuild 
what's left of me
on my own 

shawty keep on texting me
u can try 
but u wont see the rest of me

no no no 

my swag so heavenly 
i don't take no pills 
match my energy 
no, u wont

I sensed that something here was different 
I felt like something here was wrong
But i don’t have a way to fix it
My only vices are these songs 

And when im wounded,
will you kiss the spot that hurts 
or is it wrong for me to ask?

for me to ask???

I cant stop thinking of your skin on mine 
but the only view i get of u is online 

i think i need to fucking go outside
cuz its been a while
and im fucking dying

impure [prod me + toad]

>|< waiting will never get you there >|<

- featuring [@daybat aka spiral]  | (second verse)
- produced by [@mothshonor aka ami4evr]
- additional production, effects and mix by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ first half : @prodpatient ]

Hanging on for something 
u believed that i had

But my hands are closed noww..

you took my heart from me

i didn’t have what u wanted

still u took a part that i need

you’ll never give it back, be honest

i don’t even want you to now

i dont want you to
noowww...

[ verse 2 ]

mind goes static 

i control the mix like magic

bad shit happens
when ur passive

part of me knows that im trash 
thats why u like to laugh me off

please im begging u to stop

hold my blade two inches off

hesitate to let it drop



all those times you said im worthless

all those times you said that im worth it

i just wanna find my purpose 

acting like
you never said
those things at all?

always hurting 
wishing i could fucking 
clear my mind

clear it of you
and leave your face a couple miles behind

[ verse 3 / outro : @daybat /spiral ]

you wanted more from me
but i can’t see the light like i used to 
will you give me something i’m used to
something that hurts
show me my worth
none of my thoughts look so pretty on paper
my body’s a prison and i can’t escape her
trapped in myself
i’ll envy someone else
i’m not your friend i don’t like you
search the mirror until i find you

passive >|< ft. spiral [ami4evr]

i am the angel in the drain :<

prod me
feat @emorave

(pixie)
learn, grieve 
trying
2 fall asleep
2 close 2 die x_x
i’ll be fine 
hellfire 4 eyes
ur eyes 

pls let me inside
fix my fucking mind
cos i hav proved u wrong
so easily this time
u can't comprehend 
how dangerous this is :(
so i’ll throw coins in water
i wish u were dead...

i will ask u once again
if u will let me b ur friend  ^-^
soak ur blade in arcane luv
n stab it right thru my defense 
spit the sting, smell gasoline
in love with rain n villany 
venom like ive nevr tasted
time on victorys time wasted
medicine n angel numbers ###
fallow me u know i hate it
stain ur blood n burn the planes
i am the angel in drain *-*

(emo)
i dnt even know why im nauseous 
am i even gna live till august 
u gave me ur heart but i lost it >_<
a long time ago 

i promise im tryinggg
sometimes i wish i was flying 
sitting in my bed n im crying
i feel like im dying 
sry for that 1 time 
sry for that other time 
ill be sry for another time 
i rly dnt wanna lose u

ghost「shinju + djh」

senses.

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