@sshinju @kojowav

I’m still up it’s way to hard for me to rest 
and I’ve been dreaming of something I can’t access 
think about it all the time like I’m obsessed  
cuz I still get this feeling in my chest 

do it all for nothing 
just want to feel something
smoking neurotoxins 
can’t stand me I’m disgusting

dont look for me when I’m gone 
don’t know why I always fuck it up 
whatever I do smth feels off 
whatever I do I never do enough 

I’m so sick of feeling like I don’t belong here 
I’m so sick of me not knowing want i want yea 
yea I rly just need somthing to hold on to 
yea I rly just need someone but it’s not you

i hide my face cuz i dont wanna be seen
man in the mirror and i know its not me 
eyes on me it makes me feel like a freak
ask myself when ill wake up from this dream

neurotoxins (shinju kojo)

h8 today [shinjin]

prod. tenoji / art by @ trendcluess on IG

How I Stunt [+tenoji]

addy bender w/ d1v (michaelwarren x taher)

with you ft. capoxxo「prod. lilac」

@sanriorose

I cant see straight, broke my gpu 
and I’m rusting away, I can’t make a move 
why you hold me back, could you cut me loose?
think I lost my ways,make my brain reboot 
tell me the truth and I can show you the meaning 
break through the walls, do it all for a reason 
can’t fix my screws and it feels so demeaning 
I don’t see a point cuz it’s all just repeating 

I think there’s something wrong with me 
I’m loosing all my sanity 
you broke through my reality 
and now there’s no recovery 
I lost the ground under my feet 
I wanna make it all unseen 
I’m running from my memories
so there’s no point in coming clean

GPU「prod. dolly」

@1fns
@odel007
second song off "silhouettes"

counting on ur call  (odel)

@pressure666

it wasn’t meant to be 
now I don’t know what to do 
change my identity 
I can’t trust nobody 

are you with me or against me 
I think I know the answer 
and I rly thought ur special 
now it don’t even matter 

I’m still damaged after all

smile at me before u go
now I want you even more 
walk right past me take my soul 
now I don’t need it anymore 

oxy, Perky, love me or hate me

b4 u go (pressure)

https://youtu.be/Km9Q4AxB1IU
i dont wanna be the one      cover by me mix by @buffalobang
                                             produced by @tahertg
that treat u like that
but i want my money long
girl i want it so bad
and i dont wanna go back
tell me where u at girl
pls dont get mad

all things that she say
pls dont hurt my head
stay up but in bed
take it somewhere else

i just wanna know
i just wanna know
what u worry bout?
what u worry bout?
i just wanna know
i just wanna know
what u thinkin bout
what u thinkin bout
fuck it all im out

i can give it all away girl
pls just say the word
all the nights i have prayed
hope my life wont be the same
and i left without a trace
im sorry if it hurt
my body start to shake
i just wish that i could change

all things that she say
pls dont hurt my head
stay up but in bed
take it somewhere else

i just wanna know
i just wanna know
what u worry bout?
what u worry bout?
i just wanna know
i just wanna know
what u thinkin bout
what u thinkin bout
fuck it all im out

always say that u dont need them
thats what u told me last season
we were close but that was back then
everything comes to an end

need to go i guess its my turn
to wake up without u there
all alone back to the old days
ur my life but u dont care

all things that she say
pls dont hurt my head
stay up but in bed
take it somewhere else

i just want it now
i just want it now
what u worry bout?
what u worry bout?
i just want it now
i just want it now
what u thinkin bout
what u thinkin bout
fuck it all im out

i cnt stand + lil eddy [elias]

@emotionals @winter
art: @n3tgear47

wanted to be someone I couldn’t be 
i see the hatred when they look at me
guess theres smth wrong w me 
i cant recover from these injuries
look in the mirror i see misery 
its not as easy as it seems

Whatever I’ll just keep walking til I find someone 
together we could be so much more let’s merge to one 
I know I’m nothing but maybe I’ll get second chance 
I know I could make it out all I need is your support

u took my heart ina second 
u took my all it dont matter 
falling apart like always 
im on my own but its ok
never thought id b so lonely 
its my own fault, thats on me
falling apart like always 
im on my own but its ok

try so hard to make it thru to u
but i everytime i feel so blue
see ur colors shining thru
and i dont know what 2 do
so i lay it all on myself
i can ask for help
and i think u got the best of me
but ur sending me thru hell
just talk to a bit
or say it wasnt meant
just know its for the best of us

with you ft. capoxxo「prod. lilac」

Senses

Recent comments

incarn8

Playeroz

lexie

bodyonwire

Related tracks