LYRICS: 

suicidal thoughts up in my brain, i’d rather end this pain
i know that you hurting too and i wish it would go away 
i wish we could run away, i hope to see some better days 
wanna see some change, let me try to take your pain away

sorry i can’t help, sorry that i’m fucking worthless 
i just need some time to figure out my fucking purpose 
i’m not gonna live to see the day that i am thirty
i might fucking die and overdose on all these perkys  

slowly dying, momma crying, i wish i was dead
really tired, its 4 am, now i’m fucking sad
hate school, fuck rules, wanna put this lead
inside my head, i’m upset, i just wanna rest 

wanna lay my head down, i never wanna wake up 
please don’t leave my side, i never ever wanna break up 
told you that i love you, but you never said it back
sorry baby sometimes i just tend to get attached 

never thought that it would be this way
i’m running through a maze i can’t escape
i just need some time, i need some space 
i don’t wanna live another day 
never thought that it would be this way
i’m running through a maze i can’t escape 
i just need some time, i need some space 
i don’t wanna live another day

worthless

RUNAWAY ft INFINITYISDEAD

WHATGOODWILLITDO? x LOKRYPT [Prod. NEKK]

Production by @colorhue
Mixed and Mastered by @blowebeats

LYRICS:

I can feel the emptiness coming closer
Almost broke, them i'm out of order
When i die, still feel my aura
Thats for sure i'm coming right for ya

Nights on my own with the knife i tore up
All alone, know i keep that door shut
In need of more love, but all i can feel is this hate
Wishing this wasn’t the way i was made

Call it what you want i call it my fate
I'm feeling like death, but isn't it great?
I’m holding my breath
But why do i wait
Alive in this world i can't find an escape
I thrive in my mind what a wonderful place
I wish i could stay here for all of my days
I offer a taste through songs that i say
for limited time i am rotting away!

I’m leaving, tonight!
There’s nothing left for me, in life
So i’m leaving, i’m leaving, i’m leaving, i’m leaving,
I’m leaving, I’m grieving, i’m bleeding, you see it!

There’s nothing left for me on Earth
I want to go just put me inside the dirt.
But i can not give up for i know what i'm worth 
got a purpose to serve i’m reversing the hurt

Hurt that’s in me, and hurt that’s in you
Put us together, that’s two.
My past is something i wish wasn’t true
There’s nothing i can fucking do. 

$igil  //  Consciiious Music
47sigil@gmail.com
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$igil - LET THE CROWS SPEAK (Prod. color hue)

HERE'S ANOTHER SONG FOR ALL OF YOU. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL OF THE SUPPORT , IT TRULY MEANS THE WORLD TO ME.

YOUR PRETTY FACE LOOKS BETTER UNDERGROUND [prod. by RODGER]

THANK YOU ALL FOR GETTING ME TO 4K FOLLOWERS!!! HERE IS A SONG WITH MY GOOD FRIEND DELA , GO AHEAD AND FOLLOW HIM https://soundcloud.com/dexlaxcruz

TRY NOT TO CRY (ft. DLC) [prod. by GHOSTABOI]

tragic ending

prod. by hertha

thank you

it didn't have to end this way (prod. by hertha)

BLACK ROSES [BLOKKA $OLO]

prod. @willweever

Alleviating pain through song
Friends see me staying inside away from them
I didn’t mean to hurt you all
But times do change; seasons call
Like a bad dream, I wake unhappy
Now it’s turned to laughing til I go insane
Deviance always engrained in my brain
When I think of your face split down the middle before I erase it

Take these thoughts away from me
I’ll stay here for you, wake til sleep
Heartache will only make us think
The lonely days must end slowly

SORRY, I COULDN'T SLEEP prod. willweever

PRODUCED BY NEDARB
soundcloud.com/nedarbnagrom
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lyrics:

smoke till i cant breathe and i cant even feel a thing
don't got no one to turn to, im tryna mask the pain
dont got no one thats down to ride, dont got no one thats by my side
so will u stay here by my side? im stuck inside the rain

i ask if you're alright too much cause i ain't tryna fight too much 
and you don't even like me much, i know it's not the same
i know it ain't the way it was, i know you been away from drugs,
 but baby, i can't take your love. baby did you take enough? 

i know i cannot stand you, i know you cannot stand me
i wish we could go back to the times when we were happy
the times you made me feel like i was the only one
i gave you everything i could so why'd you have to run?

why did you start calling me? why'd you even fall for me?
and then you had to switch it up, like shawty why you stalling me?
you probably think im stupid, you probably think im ignorant
but you been actin new n shit so why is you so different? 

one day you gon think about how much i really cared for you
tell me that i didn't but you know that i was there for you
you sayin you cant trust me now, probably think im ugly now
i know i aint did shit to you, you tryna turn the blame around

baby u can blame me now, baby u can hate me now
u cant fuck with me no more, i guess u can replace me now
remember u was next to me, u brought out the best of me
tryna get u out my mind so why the fuck you texting me?
always second guessing me, why is you still stressing me
haven't spoken in a minute girl, you just an enemy

used to be my everything, now you only bring me pain.
even if we tried again i know that shit won't be the same.

you can say you sorry but i know that shit won't be the same.
... and maybe one day we can try it again... but i don't even wana try it again

sorry (prod. nedarb)

SAMPLE: Beach House "Last Ride"
COVER ART By Elizabeth Gonzalez

she gon tell me that she love me but i don’t believe a thing  
mix of codeine and some white wine just to get my ass to sleep  
maybe i might do it just to forget all my buried dreams  
die a little just to live a little i can’t feel a thing 
 hindsight 20/20 i just feel nothing but this regret 
 girlie love me but i think shed be better off with me dead 
 ex been calling, what a stupid bitch romancing for the dead 
fucking cunt been acting like I never fucked her fucking friends  
see i don’t care  
about my life about this fight shit aint been fair  
write my life into a song just for no shares 
 i don’t fuck with none of you I’m on my own 
hit me up but do not disturb on my phone  
i don’t know what you been told but I’m not nice  
spend my nights drinking cheap liquor on some ice  
I’ve been told to try and try for some success  
but the thoughts inside my head might break my neck  
take me back  
way back  
every other night i try to find my way back  
every other night i try to side with my own light but in the end i leave my friends because under pressure i will crack  
so sad 
life has been a bitch 
so i fantasize about me with an open wrist  
(aw shit)  
i might take a sip 
only way to get these mother fucking thoughts to slip

RUNAWAY ft INFINITYISDEAD

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