🫀hyperpop

art credit by MAMEKO

jammy https://soundcloud.com/killcronaplz
dolly https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose
bin6 https://soundcloud.com/bin6
tropes https://soundcloud.com/tropes777
3d$ https://soundcloud.com/3dssucks

[sillyteam]

deadbydaylight

jammy - deadbydaylight w/ dolly, bin6 & tropes (3d$)

blackwinterwells [https://soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells] featuring me

[Dream_1]

plastic w/ blackwinterwells

self destruct (feardorian)

denim

flex up (ryL)

[INTRO]
Yeah… fuck all that toxic shit from before.
Tonight I'm celebrating ME.
Say it loud, say it proud,
I finally fucking learnt to love my damn self.

[VERSE 1]
I spent years breaking my fucking spine
Trying to keep some ungrateful asshole satisfied.
Loved you harder than I loved my own heartbeat,
While you dragged me through the mud like I was cheap.
But bitch, I ain’t your doormat, ain’t your puppet, ain’t your clown,
I picked my broken pieces up, I flipped that shit around.
You thought you ruined me? Fuck no, I rebuilt myself,
And I’m stronger than your bullshit ever fucking felt.

[PRE-CHORUS]
Now every breath hits cleaner, every damn step mine,
No more drowning in your drama, no more wasting fucking time.
I ain’t crawling through your lies, through your petty little hell,
I’m rising like a beast that learned to love itself.

[CHORUS]
I learnt to really love myself,
More than I ever loved your toxic fucking ass, oh well.
Hands up high, scream it loud with me,
I found peace the second I chose ME.
Yeah, I learnt to really love myself,
Snatched my heart back off your dusty-ass shelf.
Now I shine, now I flex, now I fucking breathe,
’Cause loving me hits harder than you ever could be.

[VERSE 2]
You had me twisted like a fucked-up carnival ride,
Talking shit behind my back while I stayed by your side.
Walking on eggshells just to keep your ass calm,
Fuck that, now I’m dropping truth like a bomb.
I stitched myself up with my own damn hands,
While you played victim like a weak-ass man.
Now the mirror shows someone fierce as hell,
Someone fire, someone raw, someone loving themselves.

[PRE-DROP]
Raise your middle finger if you finally broke free,
If you burned their bullshit and started choosing you, not we.
Feel the bass wake your soul, feel your fucking heart swell,
This is what it sounds like when you love yourself.

[DROP]
I learnt to fucking love myself,
More than any toxic loser ever fucking helped.
Jump, scream, let your confidence yell,
Self-love hits harder than heartbreak ever fell.

[BRIDGE]
No more shrinking my dreams to make you feel big,
No more letting some insecure fuck talk his shit.
I’m a wildfire, baby, uncontrollable as hell,
Burning bright with the love I give myself.

[CHORUS 2]
I learnt to really fucking love myself,
And now I glow, now I rise, now I'm strong as hell.
Every scar turned gold, every tear got shelved, 
’Cause loving me feels better than loving anybody else.

[OUTRO]
So here’s to freedom, to power, to mental health,
Here’s to finally fucking loving myself.
And if you ever wonder why I’m doing so well,
It’s ’cause I walked away from you…
and ran straight back to my fucking self.

I Learnt to Really Fucking Love Myself

up now (prod xtatus x pby)

ucanthelpme (vinso)

secretsaturdays - NEWPORT

@saturn27 <3
@kggn <3
@15elias <3

[hook]
wish i was better at being myself
im covered in dust
n im sittin on the shelf
yea all my songs suck
i dnt rly like to dwell
so i put it in the past
n i keep it to myself

[verse]
blank face no emotion,
know im chosen but im not one 4 boastin
come n pull up to the party know we're posted
divide ur boy with the 9 whats the quotient
200 in the coupe we not coastin
lot of pain, need acetaminophen (yea i said it wrong idc)
lot of words carry a ton if theyre spoken
feel like midas way i touch it its golden
ima show off but i dnt like to show it
gun on my hip if i sqeeze it explodin 
i dnt listen to u cuz ik ur bars are stolen
im stuck between two walls n now theyre closin
stand at the closed door i wish it was open 
i got alot of conflicting emotions
some days i wake up n feel like im floatin
n some days it feels like im frozen

[hook]
wish i was better at being myself
im covered in dust
n im sittin on the shelf
yea all my songs suck
i dnt rly like to dwell
so i put it in the past
n i keep it to myself

[saturn verse]
its a bleak day
and i dont wanna play pretend
think youre doing better when youre off my end
stack it big and then i spend
never gonna feel this pain again
wait a minute
i guess that im the one who did it
im so efficient
at ruining the things im given
im never finished
i try to paint another picture
and then i miss it
and then i miss it again
losing my friends
push away bad things inside of my head
they tell me things that i wish i aint said
but i keep on pushing i know theres an end
i know that theres an end

pretend w/ saturn (kuru & elias)

friendly monsters, scary sprites

omg ya stay the night

twinkle twinkle in the night

mirror, mirror, give me life

friendly monsters, scary sprites

omg ya stay the night

twinkle twinkle to the stars

mirror, mirror, give me life to my scars

--

i iii i dont have the eyes, half my life, whats ur name

baby u be lookin like a ghoul gimme brain

stay brave for the people i love 

yeah lets go

lets go, lets go turnup

lets go

thats just my side piece she dont rly like me

i dont rly like her we fit together nicely

thats my wifey, anime entice me

--

friendly monsters, scary sprites

omg ya stay the night

--

live 4ever baby i dont wana die

weep gang bby i dont wana cry

sleep gang but i never sleep @ night

got the fleece on me i dont even know the price

--

friendly monsters, scary sprites

omg ya stay the night

twinkle twinkle in the night

mirror, mirror, give me life

friendly monsters, scary sprites

omg ya stay the night

twinkle twinkle to the stars

mirror, mirror, give me life to my scars


prod lilpp

friendly monsters & scary sprites

@lb66 @zvanz tyyy fo 10k n 2m playss

giv a fk bout a lame,, hw u luk u luktha same 
hella odd,, u derangd *~*
mk it js2thro awy ##buhbye
dnt u kno tht u2blame
cldnt giv a fk bout fame
mk it flip,, giv me tha ##stage
cnt stand2c it lik u maced

swervn intha ##v,, i cld nvr evr stp 
kickn laid back,, buh i onlee wnt tha top #0.p#
u wtchn frumda sidelines,, actn lik an opp
buh u ain strappd up u b playn cod 

buh u is a trick ion evn wna fk dx.xb
cleen ya act up u nd2tidy up #.@
u nd yh hair did buh u lukn buhm 
bt whn u c i gt it,, y u ask4sum ?

i dnt nd anybody,, dnt nd no coup no audi v.v
buh its gtn rowdy,, dnt nd2say sum ;X
buh u kno al ab it,, u cld tally it up
buh im upn countn x.o

yo girl alwys lukn@me <#3_<#3
i cnt blam her tho she lik wht she c 
##rmc jeens lukn lik a feen
iv bn movn fast sinc a lil buh

u ain ##jugg nthn bt ya whol ##swag
talm bout sum u ain gt,, whts ther2brag :|
nah thy ain say tht ab u,, nah,, nah,, who said ?
is it dis,, or is it dat,, dnt kno wht u meant 

[btfl noise]

na na na na,, i wnt say shtt if u js dnt tlk2me
##bandage on yo leggg bt u wna run2me 
g-g-g-g-g buh gt off of me <<##33
dnt evn giv a fk yh its a lie2me

whn u die u cnt tk it with u ##fetty ##RGFisland
so i ain actn lik i ##liv4vr whts tha issue ?
bt dnt b grievn4me buhbae buhbae heres a tissu ##sicklee
n dnt b missn me cuz buhbae buhbae i ##cntmissu

[<<##33]

giv a fk bout a lame,, hw u luk u luktha same 
hella odd,, u derangd *~*
mk it js2thro awy ##buhbye
dnt u kno tht u2blame
cldnt giv a fk bout fame
mk it flip,, giv me tha ##stage
cnt stand2c it lik u maced

bandage ## [p. lb66 zvanz] [rmc island]

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* kms  *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

friendly monsters & scary sprites

omu

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