i can hit it quick I can hit it soliel 🔥🔥

what
the
helly
save 
me
from
this
song
i
beg
what
the
fuck 
is
this
brwv
GANG
GANG
GANG
FANF
FANF
RAWR
MEOW
MEOW
SUCK
AHS

outofbody

Sometimes you just gotta lay down and turn your brain off.

Don't Think (Prod. justxrolo)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
pacing around the floor making circles that could go miles
tears are running down my face they're stacking up in piles
threw us in recycle, unrecognizable files
all our data's lost, babe it's been a while
cause we
don't need
us
remember when we met i was too scared to even look at u
these knots that are in my stomach ain't normal they're all bc of u
and i can't help but stutter the first time i ever talked to you
and i knew u were special, really thought we'd have a future
but we
don't need
us

i stg
this can't be real
2 years gone
nothing to feel
it went so fast
thought it would last
but i was too, arrogant with that

staying the night at your home
feels good waking up, knowing ur close
don't know why or how i go
with you, was never alone
i'm poppin all my cells
where are you now
tell me this is real
cause i love to doubt
i just wanna lay right here
farther from the place ur near
i heard your whisper in my ear
3 words that i've always feared
that i fear

CAPABLE OF LOSING EVERYTHING
I GOT NO FRIENDS
ONLY PEOPLE THROUGH A PHONE SCREEN
I'M ALONE LESS
WHEN YOU CALLED I WAS HOPING
YOU WERE COMING HOME
1 YEAR DONE NOW 3
LEFT TO GO
POURING OUT MY HEART TO RANDOM EYES
BET THEY KNOW ME
BETTER THAN YOU EVER DID
COME AND SHOW ME
SHE'S TOO BUSY THROWING UP
ALL THE ALCOHOL
WHILE I'M SITTING IN MY LIVING ROOM
CUDDLING WITH MY DOG
bored out of my mind, riff guitar i love to escape
cut off everyone, i keep swimming in my mistakes
staring at the ceiling
bet it has more feelings
than i ever will i come to realize i'm deceiving

spotify

i don't even know where to begin with this. 

firstly, huge huge huge thank you to ray toro not only for being a part of this remix, but for just overall being a great & genuine dude. i had the pleasure of meeting him back in 2019 after the gnash tour & he was nothing but kind. i've also been a massive my chemical romance fan for 15+ years & cannot begin to tell you how much their music has done for me over that span of time not only mentally/emotionally, but it truly helped me discover myself & my own tastes in other music, art, etc. as well.

secondly, thank you guys for sticking with me & music. regardless of when & where you found me, i am forever grateful that you enjoy what i create & that will never change. i never imagined coming this far let alone connecting with so many of you through our similar views/troubles/etc. i know i say it a lot, but to have a platform where i'm able to be myself, showcase that through my work & have people relate in so many different ways is an absolute fucking blessing. i would never trade this for the world & will always continue to venture into various creative endeavors inside & outside of music & express myself through each & every one of em.

i'm starting to ramble, so i'm gonna leave it at that, but seriously, thank you guys so much. i promise y'all this is just the beginning. you have no clue how much you've changed my life & hopefully we all can continue to inspire & look out for each other.

with love,
guardin <3

i think you're really cool (ray toro remix)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
ok i been right here since the beginning
look into the mirror and i hate what i see
back away n just shake it off
i never even knew i could look this rough
so i'm glad we're done and i'm glad we broke up
if u saw me u might just throw up
hate myself, show it through a cut
new faces, have to adjust
so i'm glad we're done and i'm glad we broke up
if u saw me u might just throw up
hate myself, show it through a cut
new faces, have to adjust

well i heard what u said right behind me
making rumors up bro why u lying
so tired of being under the bus
always cautious about who i trust
so i don't need anyone, only need me
cus in the end that's the most important thing to me
i never noticed when we talk
both your lips are coated with gloss
so i'm glad we're done and i'm glad we broke up
if u saw me u might just throw up
hate myself, show it through a cut
new faces, have to adjust
and i hate the way you look at me
your face expressions fib to me
and i sent you a text but it never received
and u sent me a snap but it says pending
and i cant believe we're separate paths
i hope ur happy and i hope ur glad
so finally i can catch a breath
without your hands around my neck

i'm glad we broke up

commisions (sped up)

riovaz - eternal sunshine (skip to 1:00)

Holding On (Sped Up)

Love and Smiles

Love & Smiles (Sped Up)

S.L.R.H (Prod. Atlanta)

Betty Cooper

Soleil

GBoy

1017

lyrics ~

sui~

feel so so far away
from consciousness
in this bed
try to
list off wanted things
but the storys cut short
the end
the trouble of thinking
has proved to be too much
theres no more dreams to crush

head filled up
with a heart half empty
senses come undone
do you believe in yourself?
that thought was always so foreign
who knows?

sting of honesty from the whiplash
sat back watching from a distance
out of body this experience is
nothing as expected

grasping for a breath of fresh air
but the smog is getting stale
cause the less there was to know
the happier i was

taken back
looking at
everything there
is to offer
not much to stand on
like whats the point
when nothings pure at all
sitting here waiting
for you to come make me
something i say im not

demi ~

out of body & out of my mind
i wish somebody would say ill b fine
wouldnt care if its a lie
ye i know i made it so far
im still weak n ive tired so hard
to fight off all the feelings that ive
carried in my heart

overthinking bout
my past mistakes
i wanna fade away
into a void of nothingness
war of habit
i wont give control
i still break down
from time 2 time
but i got no more
tears 2 cry

both~

taken back
looking at
everything there
is to offer
not much to stand on
like whats the point
when nothings pure at all
sitting here waiting
for you to come make me
something i say im not

Soleil

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