first of all i held it in
for too long
i try to change
but you know
its in my veins
no control
i lost my faith
for it all
you dont look up to your own values
what does that say about you?
one thousand know my value
your girl dont talk about you
im happy, sun exposure
were getting close and closer
im spending bracks cant fold them
i know you been a poser

first of all i held it in
for too long
i try to change
but you know
its in my veins
no control
i lost my faith
for it all
you dont look up to your own values
what does that say about you?
one thousand know my value
your girl dont talk about you
im happy, sun exposure
were getting close and closer
im spending bracks cant fold them
i know you been a poser

value (vinso)

headache (negativecreeper)

100 on the deck yea we go
i got plenty reasons nvr do it wrong
playing with the words i nvr tell yu wrong
n i just sent some feelings thru the cellular>_<
n idk but i feel i talk too much
never fall, this memory will everlast
i keep lighting up i think i think 2 much,,
and im waiting but the time dnt seem 2 pass o.o
i think the same sadness touches both of us
and i dont wanna be in this state 4evr u_u
i woke up n i felt like something totally off
whats there 4 now tht cud make me better

@sanriorose
i did everything to make us better
would i leave us, baby never
i hope u believe we r forever
i jus talked to ty said keep ur head up
she said that im toxic and i kno
i cant b no one im myself
i want u n no one else
i jus hope that u believe the way i feel
i smoke way too much i cant feel
sparked it up i swear it felt like u were here
losing u's the only thing i fear
please dont leave jus stay wit me
swear i lied if i said i dont care
oh he wanted u, i dont think life is fair
when i saw u i had to stop n stare
dont reach for my bag u dont kno whats in here

Nvr ft. d0llywood1 (prod. frikke)

i was never caring bout my life
another hit im coughing up lungs
dont give a shit i do it for my heart
thas tha life im living in a horror
im anxious i found a different poison
im spiralled my head is being noisy
im well but its just a different toxin
im trying i keep up with my work bitch

cant keep up they biting on my old shit
leave u in the request no we cannot work bitch
saying that i fell off i tell u it was worth it
couple hundred for a verse yea betta kno my worth bitch

i was never caring bout my life
another hit im coughing up lungs
dont give a shit i do it for my heart
thas tha life im living in a horror
im anxious i found a different poison
im spiralled my head is being noisy
im well but its just a different toxin
im trying i keep up with my work bitch

Lungs (prod. whiteskinny, moneykidd, ylenoi)

prod ttenoji

look what youve done im shaking
i cant hold conversations
act like i seen it you act like its special
you caught my eye now my heart extraterrestial
now my heart reach the threshold

Extraterrestrial (prod. ttenoji)

act like i want to know
bleeding through tears
im crying through horror
im tired of living
just iv'd my system
roxy my habit, i never fixed it
40 my bloodstream
it makes me forget it
its cause im a junkie
this hole is so hellish
still wish i could vanish
im living the horror
you got me so pissed off
im out of control
wash off the coating
ill never forgive you
im stuck in a trance
ill never believe you
you never wanted me no wonder why
get on drugs im shutting down
cant live through this shallow time
stuck on despair, dont help me out

everything i wanted it died in a promise
i think im fucking haunted bitch
i stay up late cuz when i close my eyes
i always think of u it all comes back to u no
i dont wanna talk skin 2 fucking skin the pain is in my eyes holding every sin ur everything i wanted u died in a promise people only hurt were flowers in the dirt

Crying Thru Horror ft. gl0wrm (prod. 1visa)

trying to find out why u said it
going off the key u made me manic
i dont hate no people but they played me
bitch u dont deserve me
u on that sprayed weed, u think that im popping 30s
lil boy bought a feature now u think the truth im bending
we all know your addy, why u talking the same sentence
bitch ill get u bent bitch
i dont need a handout
i been good for years now
bitch thats you in debt now
torn up discord weirdo
did u show up for your edate?
my bitch been a eater
vyzer yo hair too damn bouncy
i blew up on scenecore and yall my kids and u cant find shit
on me coz i been a decent person in this life shit
i still want link up coz when i see that ima slice shit
tell your dickriders up in my dm they should hide it
i done got my vitals, im up for some violence
and its fuck vyzer, pr0xy, wasty damn coz u dickriding
fuck your lil fame you gon know its bout that money
wait up like 2 years, u gone realize what im fighting
if i was funded by my parents maybe then i wouldnt mind it
pr0xy in a cribby from his dad, he wouldnt mind it
but i gotta eat, u wont be able to silence
im a ketpack addict ima pop that shit like im sick
2 years down the road, ull be seen like u the sidekick
ur fanbase 12 years old, only reason that they like it
influencing little kids on the drugs u think u badass
popping molly everyday, yea my ass u finna shut up
roleplay u sold drugs oh yea damn right u so badass
now ill fuck you over for way more than that lil feature
lawyer on the phone he told me we in the riches
good luck paying mortgage if ur shit on repossesion
i know u gon talk about this on discord sessions
tell your little fans you was down for me to ghostwrite
u cant even hoe right
try run a 50M without us on the features
without us in the picture
umg bots dont count
apg bots dont count
u smoke an unknown compound
boy get that shit tested
truly im the best there
one and only out of poland
never made cap music
got me fucked up ill abuse it
truly living for the music
truly living for the gwala
bitch u got a callout
u cant admit what u wanna
u hate what u are now

pop that shit like im sick, pop that shit like im sick
ima pop that shit like im sick
pop that shit like im sick

Scenecore / Ketpack Addict (prod. evanjolley)

i can, i can
i swear that i can
eyes closed i tear down
i swear ill push through there's nothing i can't do
through all this bullshit there's nothing i can't do
don't come around if it's something that hurts you
don't come around if it's something that breaks you
i'm barely speaking them 30s i been through
i'm barely around this 30 i been through
i'm looking around at the top what i fell through

i can, i can
i swear that i can
eyes closed i tear down
i swear ill push through there's nothing i can't do
through all this bullshit there's nothing i can't do
don't come around if it's something that hurts you
don't come around if it's something that breaks you
i'm barely speaking them 30s i been through
i'm barely around this 30 i been through
i'm looking around at the top what i fell through

i can, i can
i swear that i can
eyes closed i tear down
i swear ill push through there's nothing i can't do
through all this bullshit there's nothing i can't do
i swear ill push through there's nothing i can't do
through all this bullshit there's nothing i can't do

i can, i can
i swear that i can
eyes closed i tear down
i can, i can
i swear that i can
eyes closed i tear down

Push Through (prod. 51five)

# # # spazzteam x crackrockrecords 2025 # # #

Giving Out Deals ft. RXKNephew (prod. silo)

its not that simple
hands to the poison
not else to do
so i just thought outloud
im truly avoidant
id rather avoid it
scream through the season but ill be alright
ive forgotten my horrors
i forgotten where ive been
stick to one thing but i cant get attached

oh, u never told that u get it
god what i been saying
stuck on pills im going crazy
2k10 its on the speaker
u will leave me speechless
i cant beat this feeling
i cant beat the fever
i cant be whatever you want
molded however you want
i cant be whatever, im done

i cant beat this feeling
i cant beat this fever
i cant beat this fever
i cant beat this feeling
i cant beat this feeling
i cant beat this fever
i cant beat this fever

Whatever I Want ft. Cartier'GOD (prod. 1visa)

(so high i could touch the sky)

so high i could touch the sky
so high i could touch the sky
so high i could touch the sky
i could touch the sky
bitch trynna get by
feed me another lie
what else to do than try
if u dont love me then goodbye
if u done crossed me then goodnight
i dont need ur fucking time
im stuck, im done with crying
if i back down i deserve it
leave me unaffected
forever ill fake it
so damn barely but ill make it
im not trynna new u
got nothing to say to u

so high i could touch the sky
so high i could touch the sky
so high i could touch the sky
i could touch the sky
so high i could touch the sky
so high i could touch the sky
wake up
day already gone
whyd i hide
way too fucking long
i been on the internet for way too long
i been doing many pills for way too long
i dont wanna die
do u wanna die?
final kiss goodnight, lullaby
i been getting gone in the night

I Die 10000 Times a Day (prod. 1visa)

youtube: https://youtu.be/xFD2e65VhvI

and i could take yours back
ready to take that back
already in my bag
and we're so close this time
i wasted so much time
keep looking in my past
cannot be undone
shouldve done a simpler choice

where you at
tell me where you at
no second thought
i do this for my heart

i guess ive done it wrong
all along
why did you cut me off
now im dead and gone

and i could take yours back
ready to take that back
already in my bag
and we're so close this time
i wasted so much time
keep looking in my past
cannot be undone
shouldve done a simpler choice

but id do it again with no remorse
cant catch a break im stupid to the core
baby will you leave me, hate me to the core
im needing more, thats why im acting sore

i cant hold conversations
i cant hold conversations
i woke up, made me exist
blame me, use up my patience

i cant hold conversations
woke up and made me exist
walk around, its been aimless
im all wrong, i been shameless

i cant hold conversations
i cant hold conversations
i woke up, made me exist
blame me, use up my patience

i cant hold conversations
i cant hold conversations
i woke up, made me exist
blame me, use up my patience

Can't Catch a Break (prod. Live&Learn, 177p)

the day i die

ha! bitch
shoutout evan jolley in this bitch

i bet u wanna be here where im at
shit dont want to hear, crossed the line again
get on them pills then im back again
i cannot rock with ur fuckshit

i got my bracks in a shoebox
bitch u my kid im the tutor
180 speedin off in a 2door
i love this feeling tho u cant fault me

i get a feeling ur trynna trap me
stakes hit the ceiling that shit aint funny no more
this shit take time get on ur patience
tapering pills like im in inpatient

go, go, go...
just stay dont go...
im holding it together im not perfect
that boy on that stage off these detergents
i dont fuck with u im on my hate shit

i bet u wanna be here where im at
shit dont want to hear, crossed the line again
get on them pills then im back again
i cannot rock with ur fuckshit (3X)

Shoe Box (prod. Evan Jolley)

recorded during a stream in 18 minutes, recap video here: https://youtube.com/watch?v=q2WXBgXiSHU

when i look at the stars, try not to think of you
i cannot follow through
so bad, i said it too
so glad im done with you
feel like i dont know you
im stuck im distant
now would you listen
im reminiscent
of the same old times
when i fell to parts
im on my own too
im by my own too
told you im not perfect
shit dont really make sense no more
try to think ahead
you put me through a test
i turned around, its sad
im stuck, im upset

you put me through a test..
you put me through a test...
you put me through a test..
you put me through a test, put me through a test...
(i said im sorry, i said im really sorry, its some shit i didnt mean, aint know what im talking bout)

lets keep it going, lets go
this shit aint been my best throw
if you love me then just let go
you dont know shit that i been through
stuck up they will X you
theres no point to excuse

when i look at the stars, try not to think of you
i cannot follow through
so bad, i said it too
so glad im done with you
feel like i dont know you

feel like i dont know you..
feel like i dont know you...
dont know you, dont know you..

Follow Through (prod. luvpurp)

recorded during a stream in 20 minutes, recap video here: https://youtube.com/watch?v=hxRvJfVFZks

i cant let go
i cant treat you like that
will this shit ever pass
i been stuck in the past
i been low and depressed
im losing it from the stress
and ive been falling to parts
i never follow my heart
oh, its not that simple
i tried to trust you
pull up and they laughed too
i thought i knew you
i dont know the real you
im not sure i feel you
wheres the other ones you talk about
patching up your broken heart
i done broke a 100 hearts
i been tryna get right
im lost in the deep night
im not sure if i feel right

i cant let go
i cant treat you like that
will this shit ever pass
i been stuck in the past
i been low and depressed
im losing it from the stress
and ive been falling to parts
i never follow my heart (2X)

i cant let go
i cant treat you like that...
i cant let go
i cant treat you like that..
i cant treat you like that...
i cant treat you like that ..
i cant treat you like that....

Real You (prod. anhydonia, ambxr)

recorded during a stream in under 10 minutes, recap video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uUub8aJx3yE

i cant fall apart
i cant fall apart
i keep falling down
i keep falling down
i get nauseous
im too cautious
it already costed me
oh so obviously
to be honest i dont know if i care
oh you read my end
for the better days
looking for the better days

keep losing my pace
dont know if you would notice
turning in the worst of choices
looking forward but it haunts me
you should lead me, everlasting
i keep looping im distracted
i cant fall apart
i cant fall apart
i keep falling down
i keep falling down

Costed Me (prod. Kia Tui)

Bladee In A Major (prod. recycleBin, 1brknglss)

official music video: https://youtu.be/hJhbnLG5UNU

i would lie (prod. Dawid, Artysta)

not this time
not this time
not this time
not this time...

you just wanna dwell on my issues
you just wanna call me out that i cant fix you
i just wanna feel safe within your arms
just when i f*cking thought im past that part

you know i love the rain
you know you saw my face, face
you know i cant take pain
and will you miss me when im down in the grave?

when my head down trying not to break
just to live through my life had to be brave


...
im trying my hardest so just f*cking trust me
no matter where i head i just fall apart
im on these f*cking drugs trynna fix my heart
im nearly given up to delete my part

i thought im past that part + shinigami (evan jolley)

official music video: https://youtube.com/watch?v=bQwiRBBy6GE
#vampboiclique

singing through pain
sing for my heart
you fell to parts
right infront of i
i think ill be good
u dont gotta lie
i left a message u still wonder why
played like a trick
i forgot the real i
hard earned lessons
but atleast i tried
i dont gotta die
ill be alright

and now its 1AM
i look at the stars
thinking whachu meant
some things i dont want
some things that i care for
be careful who u meet
ask them what they care for (2x)

what i wish for
can never be
really filfulled
did u fkn learn a lesson
this what u wished for
careful what u wish for

what u wish for
what u wish for..
careful what u wish for..
what u wish for
(destined to be Al0ne)

careful what u wish for.. (mikeAl0ne)

i do it how i wanna
and u wish u ever could
give af about a dumb bitch
in they feel i got my truth

got a pack of oxyc*dones
yea u know the get abuse
truly going soulless
feeling d3ad from staying true

such a throwback getting lit behind the getgo
pull up in a 2 door
in a civic smoking petrol
i got all these drux on me i think im gonna use them

perk up on my tongue yea they all think i abuse it
2am i make that music
trynna pull up on me im gone play you stupid
how.. did you come up with that story?

feeling haunted, im off perkz i feel like Tary
play these bitches like atari
if you feel that im indifferent im not sorry
and that dumb jit hit me up no we cant make songs
if u dont come paypal ready then its case closed

getgo2 (thr6x specgloryops offaflat)

prod. @scarletchoir co-prod by me ^-^
ft. @7senss

infront of my eyes + senses (scarletchoir, nosg)

produced by me
music video: https://youtu.be/StSh85E8MBI

rainy render (nosg)

prod @mntlhospital

smell like garnier, youre worth it
i was really busy, couldnt focus
ima hit a streak like modern warfare
ima do some shit u wouldnt forget (2x)

if i still wait for u
if i do it for u
if i still wait on u
if i do it for u

used 2 make fun, now ur talking up
used 2 laugh so much wheres the talking now
i just hit 10k but its not enough
i just broke the bank but its not enough

smell like garnier, youre worth it
i was really busy, couldnt focus
ima hit a streak like modern warfare
ima do some shit u wouldnt forget (2x)

if i still wait for u
if i do it for u
if i still wait on u
if i do it for u

modern warfare (xpirydate)

maybe in a different life </3 + nirrvu (rezlaine lurv)

i just need to let it out now
cause everyday im fkn high 2 the stars
cause everyday my life has fallen to parts
its a different pill today i try switch it up
or im sorry for the wait i tore it to parts
to parts
to parts
if only you knew
to parts
to parts
i hate waiting
need a different outlet
i been tryna run from judgement
dont you think its stupid?
at this point im crying
im so tied to trying
im 2 fkn off it
try to hide it nowadays

cause im reaching the point
where my health is destroyed
am i filling the void
pull me here for as long as i thought i would

die young
die young
yes im tryna die young
i guess im tryna die now
die now
guess im tryna die young
die young

oh
cause everyday im fkn high 2 the stars
cause everyday my life has fallen to parts
its a different pill today i try switch it up
or im sorry for the wait i tore it to parts (2x)

evryday high 2the stars (Live&Learn 177p)

fuck it i get distant
feeling like a whore
i just did some pillz tday
feeling like a chore x.X
sometimes im just thinking i cant do this anymore'
i been on a delay walking down the hall

and they hit me up tday told me i cant do it
pull up on a tour
fuck it get into it
go to kuru show u can hear my music

oc oc 80 i know i abuse it
i been oxy poppin then i make my music (dosey, dosey)
i still got my soul, i know how to lose it
i keep winning shit, dont know how to lose it
yea bitch 2k26
i still wake up sick
i guess i want more of it
i can tell that ur a fan
but then hiding it
better send some love it could come at assist

...
i thought im giving up
i thought im giving up
i thought im giving up
i thought im giving up but im back to it
oh i gotta do it
all i gotta do is
all i gotta do is
keep going
keep going
keep going
keep going in

fk the industry now i do it how i wanna
fk the industry shit i do what i wanna
24 years old now yea thats fkn crazy
but i keep on going yea i cant be fkn lazy
like them
like you
like you
these bitches need some help

oc oc 80 i know i abuse it
i been oxy poppin then i make my music (dosey)
i still got my soul, i know how to lose it
i keep winning shit, dont know how to lose it
oc oc 80 i know i abuse it
i been oxy poppin then i make my music
i still got my soul, i know how to lose it
i keep winning shit, dont know how to lose it

breaking rules (Live&Learn 177p)

prod me, artwork by me
featuring @7senss @hateoryx

i dont need drama no more
just tell me where my head is
i wanna feel like before
i never meant to do wrong
do you hear when i speak
youre acting so obnoxious
im living in a dream
i struggle to grasp onto (2x)

i won’t listen nomore 
shut you out what I mean 
i won’t open the door 
for you and what you bring 
for a second I thought you would help me reach my dreams 
i rly thought that I was what you’re after 
just forget it don’t want you to hold me in my sleep 
i don’t wanna hear ur voice or hear ur laughter 
things I used to care about, things that I now live without 
locked away, won’t let you out 
now you belong with them 
you would never shut your mouth 
when I want you to hear me out 
think of you I feel regret, never again

haunting me, why can’t it work?
why you move like that, think you struck a nerve
like obviously you see I’m hurt
but it doesn’t matter, this is what I deserve

stalk me constantly, I think you’re the worst
say you “miss me,” “hate me,” put me in the dirt
can’t count all the time that you just fucking played me and lied
I’ma turn the tide

you just played around
you can’t do shit now
I won’t accept it anymore
Imma close the door

live in a dream + senses hateoryx (nosg)

produced by yung thom

when i was in the dirt, it hurt
told me, i could be someone else
on me, is this all i deserve
funny, im out of love, no reserve

acted so slimy
angels around me
demons cant haunt me
your lies wont harm me

lights never on me
when im performing
put my life on this
put my heart on this

it starts to hurt, over time
over and over get out of my life
u in my head, over night
night after night im in web of ur lies

im not Tryna be nice
u was Cold like some ice
wrist cry at the night
blood drip fuck the ice

i was gone with a knife
given all wrong
can u vow to my heart
hidden so long

17 years of pain
it gets to my heart, insane
think ill go now, my way
heavy burden, always

Buy on iTunes

slimy (yung thom)

:(

dont talk to me ever
since december aint lose a feather
purity in my mind i been feeling better
talk to me never, burn the loveletter

im in the aether
fendi on my leather
im in the ally
im with the ally
ghosting prolly
demons i might call in
vacatious vanish
wish i could vanish

lead you like sarah
signed in like lana
im smoking raw raw raw
singing like lalala
they talking blahlala
i do not give a fuck
im never sorry
demons on me, call innn

world (redpri3st)

music video: https://youtu.be/RmkBnJGPVXo
prod by me

(*＞ｖ＜)ゞ*゜+

im a quiet person
but im screaming in the dark
so many things i should avoid
its tearing me apart

im a neutral person
could you spare me this time
everytime i see you
wish youd get out of my sight

we dont have that much time to go
im not longer the same you know
cause were caught up in this vertigo
would it be easier for me to go

will you
disappear in my dream
wish i could relive it
wish it was that easy

should i hide this feeling
im not longer bleeding
punch the wall im screaming
theres more than reasons

screaminginthedark (prod. Nosgov)

click here - https://youtu.be/SsRhsma4wcg

could we lay down in your bed
i will tell you something sad
still not knowing what you meant
feelings locked up in my head

you dont get it but its sad
you still wander through my head
getting lingers just from thoughts
i think one day ill give up

you stole all ive got
(^)

vampire night
thirsty for blood
counting the days
and counting nights

could we lay down in your bed
i will tell you something sad
still not knowing what you meant
feelings locked up in my head

you dont get it but its sad
you still wander through my head
getting lingers just from thoughts
i think one day ill give up

you stole all ive got
(^)

SpazzTeam

laydowninyourbed (sparr00w)

+ @45avast

mv - https://youtu.be/JpglNYWn7QU

i think i lost my mind
i tried and now im fine
i cant tell where i reside
they say good things come in time

do u have a favorite secret?
what would u do to keep it
my heads foggy i cant see
i dont know what u want me to be

dont run if you dont know where
im screaming through my solace
you wonder how i noticed
youll end up being soulless

and whats the point of fighting, it goes nowhere
and you just end up smiling, truly soulless
you giving me these reasons, they seem pointless
and all this time spent thinking i deserve this

goes nowhere + avast

https://discord.gg/PvhG4Qb
@spazzteamonline
@nosiahateithere

Nosgov

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