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vampire night 2

Telltale

Juxtaposition

120 on a dash
love it when we going fast <3
counting money never ends
whats there to say i got my payment
you cannot say shit
head smashed on the pavement
cause all of this shit
dont really mean shit
get the fuck away from me
stop speaking to me
oh my god
all this time
i went blind to all your signs
recollecting up my mind
all of this time
it mean nothing me
it means nothing this bleed
as the night slowly creeps
tryin get me to sleep
i feel better in the dark

I Could Die (Krave Syntheus)

why is life a constant fight
and this pill wont make it right
i could say it all the time
i could do it all the time

ran away i ran thru night
ran away im led by heart
had to get there by the time
it was too late to say bye

i boxed my heart and sent it out (4x)

Heart (Taylor Morgan Emorave)

im not perfect
im not trynna be perfect
trynna show you deserve it
but i dont deserve shit

youre nothing like me
you know nothing about me
i know you care about me but
i dont care about me at all

cuz this shit i have gone thru
cuz this shit i will go thru
dont talk to me
like you ever talk to me

like you is a friend of me
you cant ever be my enemy
you cant even get ahead of me
you cant even get to me at all

sometimes i prefer to be alone
sometimes it gets hard to stay alive
as long as you stay with me alive

you cant even be my enemy
you cant even by my enemy....
you cant even get ahead of me..........
you cant envn get ahead of me...

im not perfect
im not trynna be perfect
trynna show you deserve it
but i dont deserve shit

youre nothing like me
you know nothing about me
i know you care about me but
i dont care about me at all

cuz this shit i have gone thru
cuz this shit i will go thru
dont talk to me
like you ever talk to me

like you is a friend of me
you cant ever be my enemy
you cant even get ahead of me
you cant even get to me at all

sometimes i prefer to be alone
sometimes it gets hard to stay alive
as long as you stay with me alive

My Enemy (Taylor Morgan 4evr)

think ur way 2 attached
got yr heart on my sleeve
i dont rly wanna let go yet
but its not what it seems
you look into my dreams
see the demons all the shit thats steady hauntin me
hauntin you
scarin me it might scare you too
out for blood better pray they dont take a vial
it gets vile out deep in the nile

i got last got caught up
i cant get away
i cannot get away from it

but i take the blame
i cannot run away from it
trust i wanna change
but theres nun i can promise
its not like i wont try
but i just hate being honest

2021 we up the pace
we already up 10k in my face
i dont have to speak up they know what i say
fuck this money up you know thats my way

i stay late at night but you wait
i got last got caught up
i cant get away
i cannot get away from it

but i take the blame
i cannot run away from it
trust i wanna change
but theres nun i can promise
its not like i wont try
but i just hate being honest

Run Away + Kuru (Odece Cozin)

Pretty + Ksiaze700 (Shinju Kojo)

lately i been rotting again
im an addict
tell do you love or pretend
you dont wanna have it
dont wanna feel ever again
its a bad habit
treat me like i got it n shit
cause i have it
i be spending 100s n shit
like who got it
comment like im ugly again
im a goddess
maybe i been popping up there
like who knows what
cannot handle the shit up; in my head
you said i chose that

calling it remorse
like i didnt try to fucking warn you
it could be worse
atleast i do not worry bout a payment
i had a vision
i saw my body rotting on the pavement
now i have issues
cause you dont seem as nice as you have said then
calling it remorse
like i didnt try to fucking warn you
it could be worse
atleast i do not worry bout a payment
i had a vision
i saw my body rotting on the pavement
now i have issues
cause you dont seem as nice as you have said then

Warned You (prod. avast)

first of all i held it in
for too long
i try to change
but you know
its in my veins
no control
i lost my faith
for it all
you dont look up to your own values
what does that say about you?
one thousand know my value
your girl dont talk about you
im happy, sun exposure
were getting close and closer
im spending bracks cant fold them
i know you been a poser

first of all i held it in
for too long
i try to change
but you know
its in my veins
no control
i lost my faith
for it all
you dont look up to your own values
what does that say about you?
one thousand know my value
your girl dont talk about you
im happy, sun exposure
were getting close and closer
im spending bracks cant fold them
i know you been a poser

value (vinso)

miliony twarzy
moje oczy ciagle wpatrzone w ciebie
wpatrzona w ziemie
gotowa wziac siebie
do lepszego miejsca niz pieklo w tym niebie
krzycze tak glosno lecz nikt o tym nie wie
krwawimy razem nie chce widziec siebie
wampirza noc, czerwony ksiezyc na niebie
spalilam most nie chce slyszec od ciebie
chustawki nastroju nie jestem w potrzebie
nawet jak umrzesz to ciebie wygrzebie
nie umiem sie starac i tak wszystko zjebie
zaufaj mi wszystko zrobie dla ciebie

miliony twarzy(moje oczy) (odece sparr00w)

nie uciekaj, jesli nie wiesz dokad
zyje w swoim cieniu, melancholiczny krwotok
czy nadal chcesz mnie zabic? moge to zrobic sama
chce tylko stac sie toba, ty ciagle bylas zalamana jak ja

wampirza noc, ksiezycowy blask
zranione dusze, tancza wokol gwiazd
zranione dusze, maja w sobie blask
(zranione dusze)(wampirza noc, ksiezycowy blask)

zranione dusze ft partycja (shinju odece)

dni jak te pamietam jak przez mgle
zatrac sie i zapomnij co to szczescie
i jak mam tanczyc, kazdy dzien jest zlym porankiem
powiedz jak mam zyc, kiedy nie chcesz mnie juz widziec

kazdy dzien jest zlym porankiem
kiedy nie chcesz mnie juz widziec
kazdy dzien jest zlym porankiem
kiedy nie chcesz mnie juz widziec

poranek ft ksiaze700(shinju michaelwarren)

nie patrz mi juz w oczy wszystko co mowisz jest przykre
docenilam piekno teraz wszystko jest brzydkie
kiedy slowa ktore mowie nie sprawiaja niczego
kiedy lzy za kazdym razem oznaczaja cos zlego

mam swoje ego lecz jestem sympatyczna
widze we wszystkim problem, nie lubie glupich pytan
zarobilam torbe jakbym chodzila do szkoly
nie lubie atencji mam zero znajomych

jest mi strasznie przykro ze nie moge ci juz pomoc
porzucilam wszystko mialam niejeden powod
ciagle jestem sama, czy widac to po mnie?
widze jakis sens kiedy jestes obok mnie

nie mam juz sil do kretych drog
zlap mnie za reke i wprowadz mnie w trud

zero powiadomien☆ (sparr00w craves)

ciagle tylko bierzesz
potem nic nie dajesz
zgniote twoje serce
zostawie tylko plame

skonczmy ta rozmowe
slysze tylko lament
to wszystko splonie
zostanie tylko pamiec

zostanie tylko pamiec o nas obydwoch
chcialam dotyk a dostalam tylko bukiet pelen roz
kiedy tak do mnie mowisz na mojej twarzy brzemie roz
nie potrafie sie zmienic aczkolwiek czasem nie wiem juz

co jest najbardziej adekwatne
wciaz sie unosze wiem jednak z czasem spadne
kiedy sie zloscisz uwazam ze to ladne
spirala wokol wszystko mam ci wszystko za zle

zostanie tylko pamiec o nas obydwoch
chcialam dotyk a dostalam tylko bukiet pelen roz
kiedy tak do mnie mowisz na mojej twarzy brzemie roz
nie potrafie sie zmienic aczkolwiek czasem nie wiem juz
zostanie tylko pamiec o nas obydwoch
chcialam dotyk a dostalam tylko bukiet pelen roz
kiedy tak do mnie mowisz na mojej twarzy brzemie roz
nie potrafie sie zmienic aczkolwiek czasem nie wiem juz

bukiet pelen roz (shinju odece)

headache (negativecreeper)

100 on the deck yea we go
i got plenty reasons nvr do it wrong
playing with the words i nvr tell yu wrong
n i just sent some feelings thru the cellular>_<
n idk but i feel i talk too much
never fall, this memory will everlast
i keep lighting up i think i think 2 much,,
and im waiting but the time dnt seem 2 pass o.o
i think the same sadness touches both of us
and i dont wanna be in this state 4evr u_u
i woke up n i felt like something totally off
whats there 4 now tht cud make me better

@sanriorose
i did everything to make us better
would i leave us, baby never
i hope u believe we r forever
i jus talked to ty said keep ur head up
she said that im toxic and i kno
i cant b no one im myself
i want u n no one else
i jus hope that u believe the way i feel
i smoke way too much i cant feel
sparked it up i swear it felt like u were here
losing u's the only thing i fear
please dont leave jus stay wit me
swear i lied if i said i dont care
oh he wanted u, i dont think life is fair
when i saw u i had to stop n stare
dont reach for my bag u dont kno whats in here

Nvr ft. d0llywood1 (prod. bleachcraft, frikke)

act liek yu nvr knew
it was nvr a question
??
know your possesion
rip my heart out then i started to question
its like i made a promise that i would never question
why the fuck u block me yea you acting so angsty
you cannot exit
say its not fixation then lets get to the blessing
put my hands together put theres nothing to rest in

..creepy
it doesnt do it for me like it used to before....
woke up from a nightmare and im hating this chore......
woke up from a nightmare never hating my choice......
cellular device im bout to send some remorse.....
it was never a  choice......
pack it into boxes ive been living the words....
package never arrived ive been looking for words..
act like you never knew and you still feel remorse....

act liek yu nvr knew
it was nvr a question
??
know your possesion
rip my heart out then i started to question
its like i made a promise that i would never question
why the fuck u block me yea you acting so angsty
you cannot exit
say its not fixation then lets get to the blessing
put my hands together put theres nothing to rest in
had nowhere to go and my mind was distressing
call a doc up put on antidepressants
had to get my shit nothing worked for the stressing
really dumb to say but i just needed her presence
really dumb to say but its not leaving my headspace
really dumb to say but im done with the questioning

turning your eyes i bleed
turning your eyes on me
turning your eyes i bleed
turning your eyes on me

Dumb To Say (prod. mh, skoolio)

i was never caring bout my life
another hit im coughing up lungs
dont give a shit i do it for my heart
thas tha life im living in a horror
im anxious i found a different poison
im spiralled my head is being noisy
im well but its just a different toxin
im trying i keep up with my work bitch

cant keep up they biting on my old shit
leave u in the request no we cannot work bitch
saying that i fell off i tell u it was worth it
couple hundred for a verse yea betta kno my worth bitch

i was never caring bout my life
another hit im coughing up lungs
dont give a shit i do it for my heart
thas tha life im living in a horror
im anxious i found a different poison
im spiralled my head is being noisy
im well but its just a different toxin
im trying i keep up with my work bitch

Lungs (prod. whiteskinny, moneykidd, ylenoi)

prod ttenoji

look what youve done im shaking
i cant hold conversations
act like i seen it you act like its special
you caught my eye now my heart extraterrestial
now my heart reach the threshold

Extraterrestrial (prod. ttenoji)

produced by pearlblade

u jus another issue
didnt mean to piss u off
put u fkn piss me off
ten a pop ain goin home
ten a pop ain goin home
popping tags im at the store
they doubt wen i been knowingly sore

tell me whats the issue
sorry ain miss u
nobody cud fix u

Ten a Pop (prod. pearlblade)

im the glass you shattered
i been waiting so long now you got me excluded
i been working so hard now my name not included
now im not in the mention
and i wont even mention
got cut out of that section

dont wanna try anymore
the way i feel its a void
now id rather avoid
im not talking with people cause im not enough noise
i had no choice i had to lend you my voice
heart barely beating i dont care bout my own
and i hate how they copy i been here on my own
hid in the shadows cause my heart is still torn
words picture painting cause i never feel home

now i isolate dont wanna get hurt
already got hurt
too many times
already been there
its no surprise
im in the rat race, in for the price
had enough speaking, too many lies
too many times, too many lies
now i isolate dont wanna get hurt
already got hurt
too many times

im the glass you shattered
i been waiting so long now you got me excluded
i been working so hard now my name not included
now im not in the mention
and i wont even mention
got cut out of that section
i been waiting so long now you got me excluded
i been working so hard now my name not included
now im not in the mention
and i wont even mention
got cut out of that section

Isolate2 (prod. yui;seven, ne1ro)

time after time
i guess i knew that it would tear me apart
and it would tear me to parts
and now im left unsatisfied
if i knew its a constant fight
i wouldnt give it my heart
what am i doing is it going too far
lossless in my feeling kept the wind off my eyes
why would i give it fucking another try
it reached the ceiling, now i poisoned my heart
i fucking guessed it im out of luck in this life
i slit my skin and it hurts till this time
how did i know it again
i cannot look at my face
what a beast youve became


...i guess i knew that it would tear me apart

Too Far (prod. guardiangel, kojo)

you dont seem to know
what theyre talking about you
keep your ears closed
you dont want to know

demise, fear hidden in disguise
your face, your eyes
i feel like this pain will belong to my heart
no space, no time
hidden in the shadows and im asking my scars
will you do that again to me
the closer to my heart the more it hurts
i would shed a tear
i would really do if i still could
you dont seem to
you dont seem to understand it
i would try to explain
but its too complicated
at this point i dont know what to say
and im sorry for bringing this pain
never sorry for bringing this pain

demise, fear hidden in disguise
your face, your eyes
i feel like this pain will belong to my heart
no space, no time
hidden in the shadows and im asking my scars
will you do that again to me
the closer to my heart the more it hurts

Asking My Scars (prod. guardiangel)

even through distance youre haunting me
constantly faulting me, oh its a tragedy
i cannot fucking be, why dont you let me be
poisons my remedy
told you this constantly
it dont happen conciously
i cannot fucking be
i thought its you and me
path that i follow
i know you didnt let me see

Rest In Peace (prod. guardiangel)

act like u'd know me for such a long time
oh for such a long time
love brings pain so just rip out my heart
already knew that its tearing my heart
blindly released
how much it meant to me
stand outside
it seems like its about to rain im fine
with myself over thoughts and you get in my path
you get in my head, in my heart in my life

love brings pain so just rip out my heart
already knew that its tearing my heart
blindly released
how much it meant to me
love brings pain so just rip out my heart
already knew that its tearing my heart
blindly released
how much it meant to me

Blindly Released ft. senses (prod. guardiangel)

Target (prod. guardiangel)

act like i want to know
bleeding through tears
im crying through horror
im tired of living
just iv'd my system
roxy my habit, i never fixed it
40 my bloodstream
it makes me forget it
its cause im a junkie
this hole is so hellish
still wish i could vanish
im living the horror
you got me so pissed off
im out of control
wash off the coating
ill never forgive you
im stuck in a trance
ill never believe you
you never wanted me no wonder why
get on drugs im shutting down
cant live through this shallow time
stuck on despair, dont help me out

everything i wanted it died in a promise
i think im fucking haunted bitch
i stay up late cuz when i close my eyes
i always think of u it all comes back to u no
i dont wanna talk skin 2 fucking skin the pain is in my eyes holding every sin ur everything i wanted u died in a promise people only hurt were flowers in the dirt

Crying Thru Horror ft. gl0wrm (prod. 1visa)

i dont know nobody else
youre in my head
i know that ive done it wrong
not what i meant
swear i never cried so much
never made sense
even tho its stupid wrong
i blame myself

i dont know nobody else
youre in my head
i know that ive done it wrong
not what i meant
swear i never cried so much
never made sense
even tho its stupid wrong
i blame myself

even tho ive had it all
needed a hand
you heard how they done me wrong
left with no blame
all you do is call me out
left with no trade
oh it made me think too much
went the wrong way
i thought that im losing touch
ive gone insane

made a living horror
im still disappearing
i know you can hear it
my torn soul i fear it

even tho its stupid wrong
i blame myself
i dont know nobody else
youre in my head
i know that ive done it wrong
not what i meant
swear i never cried so much
never made sense

even tho its stupid wrong
i blame myself
i dont know nobody else
youre in my head
i know that ive done it wrong
not what i meant
swear i never cried so much
never made sense

Call Me Out (prod. rezlaine, hywel)

trying to find out why u said it
going off the key u made me manic
i dont hate no people but they played me
bitch u dont deserve me
u on that sprayed weed, u think that im popping 30s
lil boy bought a feature now u think the truth im bending
we all know your addy, why u talking the same sentence
bitch ill get u bent bitch
i dont need a handout
i been good for years now
bitch thats you in debt now
torn up discord weirdo
did u show up for your edate?
my bitch been a eater
vyzer yo hair too damn bouncy
i blew up on scenecore and yall my kids and u cant find shit
on me coz i been a decent person in this life shit
i still want link up coz when i see that ima slice shit
tell your dickriders up in my dm they should hide it
i done got my vitals, im up for some violence
and its fuck vyzer, pr0xy, wasty damn coz u dickriding
fuck your lil fame you gon know its bout that money
wait up like 2 years, u gone realize what im fighting
if i was funded by my parents maybe then i wouldnt mind it
pr0xy in a cribby from his dad, he wouldnt mind it
but i gotta eat, u wont be able to silence
im a ketpack addict ima pop that shit like im sick
2 years down the road, ull be seen like u the sidekick
ur fanbase 12 years old, only reason that they like it
influencing little kids on the drugs u think u badass
popping molly everyday, yea my ass u finna shut up
roleplay u sold drugs oh yea damn right u so badass
now ill fuck you over for way more than that lil feature
lawyer on the phone he told me we in the riches
good luck paying mortgage if ur shit on repossesion
i know u gon talk about this on discord sessions
tell your little fans you was down for me to ghostwrite
u cant even hoe right
try run a 50M without us on the features
without us in the picture
umg bots dont count
apg bots dont count
u smoke an unknown compound
boy get that shit tested
truly im the best there
one and only out of poland
never made cap music
got me fucked up ill abuse it
truly living for the music
truly living for the gwala
bitch u got a callout
u cant admit what u wanna
u hate what u are now

pop that shit like im sick, pop that shit like im sick
ima pop that shit like im sick
pop that shit like im sick

Scenecore / Ketpack Addict (prod. evanjolley)

i can, i can
i swear that i can
eyes closed i tear down
i swear ill push through there's nothing i can't do
through all this bullshit there's nothing i can't do
don't come around if it's something that hurts you
don't come around if it's something that breaks you
i'm barely speaking them 30s i been through
i'm barely around this 30 i been through
i'm looking around at the top what i fell through

i can, i can
i swear that i can
eyes closed i tear down
i swear ill push through there's nothing i can't do
through all this bullshit there's nothing i can't do
don't come around if it's something that hurts you
don't come around if it's something that breaks you
i'm barely speaking them 30s i been through
i'm barely around this 30 i been through
i'm looking around at the top what i fell through

i can, i can
i swear that i can
eyes closed i tear down
i swear ill push through there's nothing i can't do
through all this bullshit there's nothing i can't do
i swear ill push through there's nothing i can't do
through all this bullshit there's nothing i can't do

i can, i can
i swear that i can
eyes closed i tear down
i can, i can
i swear that i can
eyes closed i tear down

Push Through (prod. 51five)

blood stain on the door
i do this shit of course
is there a better choice
face painted with remorse
dont you see how hard it is
better fix your voice
its getting to the point
rather skinned alive than get to do this shit again
face hidden in dust ill never do this shit again
no im not no saint
bitch yous not a saint
no longer move the same
we are not the same
im locked up and im chained
and im in it for the pain
i did this shit too late
we coming in delayed
you did a shitty move
so i snaked you for the pay
amazing how you changed

oh

i know this shit will get too much
dont move, close to the door i think im paralyzed
crt on my screen if i could shift the time
and they hate how i move cause i cant tell a lie

blood stain on the door
i do this shit of course
is there a better choice
face painted with remorse
dont you see how hard it is
better fix your voice
its getting to the point
rather skinned alive than get to do this shit again
face hidden in dust ill never do this shit again
no im not no saint
bitch yous not a saint
no longer move the same
we are not the same
im locked up and im chained
and im in it for the pain
i did this shit too late
we coming in delayed
you did a shitty move
so i snaked you for the pay

face hidden in dust ill never do this shit again
no im not no saint
bitch yous not a saint
no longer move the same
we are not the same
im locked up and im chained
and im in it for the pain
i did this shit too late
we coming in delayed
you did a shitty move
so i snaked you for the pay

face hidden in dust ill never do this shit again
no im not no saint
bitch yous not a saint
no longer move the same
we are not the same
im locked up and im chained
and im in it for the pain
i did this shit too late

Skinned Alive (prod. evanjolley)

[nosgov]
i thought id never pick up
i thought i lost all i got
turning this mess into dust
turn me up we going far

i never told you but i
still loop back to the same scar
i thought that i just need time
and trust me im gon afford

whatever fill up this void
i put in all this damn work
do i really have a choice
oh, oh

id rather take pills
i need a new addiction
would you switch up my poison
oh this damn void i fell in

all of the time
im looping back i get it
looping back you get it
do i really have that something

looking out the window
way the wind move with the trees
and i only need a minute
you got me so td up

i just want something fucking better for us
better for us, better for us
better for us, something better us
better for us, better for us
(better for us, better for us...)

i thought id never pick up
i thought i lost all i got
turning this mess into dust
turn me up we going far

i never told you but i
still loop back to the same scar
i thought that i just need time
and trust me im gon afford

whatever fill up this void
i put in all this damn work
do i really have a choice
oh, oh

Something Better for Us (prod. meta)

[nosgov]
gonna break it off i had enough
dont pour me a douce im nodding off
snipe your little show i shot it down
dont you play me dumb

you know i was struggling but its done
never played the victim
i was truly feeling down,oh
we still gonna make a sound

tryna pull up warsaw
and were gonna do it round
i know i fell off but damn it
now we going up again

im true to my art
and you know we gon do it back again
had to do it by myself
i didnt have no clique like you

2k19 no handouts i had to make it
not like you
lets fucking go
money glitch we spin it back like vertigo

i done made some enemies
but its onesided tho
i might need a little love from your hating bore
say youre having some regrets but then you delete those

gonna break it off i had enough
dont pour me a douce im nodding off
snipe your little show i shot it down
dont you play me dumb

you know i was struggling but its done
never played the victim
i was truly feeling down
gonna break it off i had enough

dont pour me a douce im nodding off
snipe your little show i shot it down
dont you play me dumb
you know i was struggling but its done

Snipe (prod. meta, violet)

[nosgov]
i been back up on the pill
sit i wait till it kick in
i could never be like him
patiently wait until i win

im doing things you never seen
im doing shit deep in the scene
in the night i look deceased
gloves dont fit cant catch a grip

im on the percs boy i dont sip
bottomless pit wait till i slip
i cant care about my fit
my head down cant catch a feel

i been lonely im too ill
on my lonely get the deal
too booted up damn i cant feel
have you ever had a dream

pull up cant see through the tint
i got souljas in the field
im in the lab im still a fiend
i live that life you see on film

trick or treat you cant get in
i been committed to the scene
aint no other one like me
(ok lets go, yeah, yeah)
(ok lets go)
i been lonely im too ill
on my lonely get the deal
too booted damn that i cant feel

i been back up on the pill
sit i wait till it kick in
i could never be like him
patiently wait until i win

im doing things you never seen
im doing shit deep in the scene
in the night i look deceased
gloves dont fit cant catch a grip

im on the percs boy i dont sip
bottomless pit wait till i slip
i cant care about my fit
my head down cant catch a feel

i been lonely im too ill
on my lonely get the deal
too booted up damn i cant feel
have you ever had a dream

i been back up on the pill
sit i wait till it kick in
i could never be like him
patiently wait until i win

im doing things you never seen
im doing shit deep in the scene
in the night i look deceased
gloves dont fit cant catch a grip

im on the percs boy i dont sip
bottomless pit wait till i slip
i cant care about my fit
my head down cant catch a feel

i been lonely im too ill
on my lonely get the deal
too booted up damn i cant feel
have you ever had a dream

Kick In (prod. meta)

[nosgov]
i got sick from your bullshit barely walking
i got nauseous from a pill im barely talking
what you say about us we dont do that talking
im doing shit you never seen man you just talking

if i went broke then why my money still walking
im a addict to the money its disgusting
up a pill up all night man i been working
off a pill man im always up to something

i dont got time to make your bullshit mine
i been fucking right
you pocket watching
usually you do it all the time

talking get you sniped
dont get in our sight
i been crying to my money
i cant make it right

bitch dont pick a fight if you dont-
if you dont wanna die
they been said that i fell off but my shit been revived
cameras out in work

im going worldwide
i do it, do or die
mask on im too fried
i put you to the side

run but you cant hide
boy you live a lie
boy its clearly not your time
pull up to the site, dont play with my time

i got sick from your bullshit barely walking
i got nauseous from a pill im barely talking
what you say about us we dont do that talking
im doing shit you never seen man you just talking

if i went broke then why my money still walking
im a addict to the money its disgusting
up a pill up all night man i been working
off a pill man im always up to something

Still Walking (prod. meta)

i get nauseous when i think about the past
still making me upset
its getting to my head
toss and turning all i needed was your help
stuck living through hell
skin was turning pale
going nowhere cutting up a pill
dont wanna get hurt
i dont know what you heard
yet again im back on medicine
i swear i tried to live
these scars will never heal
cant blame noone i been on my own
left me with a sin
now i dont wanna hear

going blind
i still cannot focus cant decide
i know your sincere in the lie
still walking round in circles, nevermind
now its time
will i forget
if it was that easy i would forget
depict me as a mess, it gets morbid
the trauma isnt simple cause im torn still
now its more of it

Tried To Live ft. 5v (prod. 1visa)

distracted all the time
dont say its nevermind
step in the mist im blind
i do this all the time
im trying way too hard
its such a waste of time
you said you wouldnt lie
face in the dust, i hide, i hide, i hide
face in the dust, i hide, i hide, i hide
face in the dust, i hide, i hide, i hide
face in the dust, i hide, i hide, i hide

please dont get me wrong
im lonely to the bone
trust me to your core
put me through your horrors
i cant keep the doors closed
im the one you follow
face in the dust, i hide, i hide, i hide
face in the dust, i hide, i hide, i hide
face in the dust, i hide, i hide, i hide
face in the dust, i hide, i hide, i hide

Mist (prod. 1visa)

like nobody else
stuck up to my heart
you left me insane
you made me this way
i cant look away
poisoned by the web
i been lost my faith
im trying to stay faced

oh my solitude
i dont talk to you
i cant be the fool
please say its not true

(trust me its nothing)
(trust me that its nothing)

Like Nobody Else (prod. 1visa)

# # # spazzteam x crackrockrecords 2025 # # #

Giving Out Deals ft. RXKNephew (prod. silo)

(so high i could touch the sky)

so high i could touch the sky
so high i could touch the sky
so high i could touch the sky
i could touch the sky
bitch trynna get by
feed me another lie
what else to do than try
if u dont love me then goodbye
if u done crossed me then goodnight
i dont need ur fucking time
im stuck, im done with crying
if i back down i deserve it
leave me unaffected
forever ill fake it
so damn barely but ill make it
im not trynna new u
got nothing to say to u

so high i could touch the sky
so high i could touch the sky
so high i could touch the sky
i could touch the sky
so high i could touch the sky
so high i could touch the sky
wake up
day already gone
whyd i hide
way too fucking long
i been on the internet for way too long
i been doing many pills for way too long
i dont wanna die
do u wanna die?
final kiss goodnight, lullaby
i been getting gone in the night

I Die 10000 Times a Day (prod. 1visa)

youtube: https://youtu.be/xFD2e65VhvI

and i could take yours back
ready to take that back
already in my bag
and we're so close this time
i wasted so much time
keep looking in my past
cannot be undone
shouldve done a simpler choice

where you at
tell me where you at
no second thought
i do this for my heart

i guess ive done it wrong
all along
why did you cut me off
now im dead and gone

and i could take yours back
ready to take that back
already in my bag
and we're so close this time
i wasted so much time
keep looking in my past
cannot be undone
shouldve done a simpler choice

but id do it again with no remorse
cant catch a break im stupid to the core
baby will you leave me, hate me to the core
im needing more, thats why im acting sore

i cant hold conversations
i cant hold conversations
i woke up, made me exist
blame me, use up my patience

i cant hold conversations
woke up and made me exist
walk around, its been aimless
im all wrong, i been shameless

i cant hold conversations
i cant hold conversations
i woke up, made me exist
blame me, use up my patience

i cant hold conversations
i cant hold conversations
i woke up, made me exist
blame me, use up my patience

Can't Catch a Break (prod. 1na, 177p)

im thinking bout my ending
im thinking should i end it
im stuck on the same sentence
i beg god for repentence
im stuck here its life sentence
dont talk bout chelsea end it
you wasnt there you fake it

feel like a ghost coz when i talk you never listen
just smoked 2 percs and a cigarette im reminiscent
im tryna kick the pills but when i try i just feel distant
dont say that you relate to me yea you never been there

and im worried bout your health
please dont do what i do
and im messed up to the core
im deadstaring at you
we was meant to both go up
but i guess look at you
i finally got it right
but i guess its all you

feel like a ghost coz when i talk you never listen
just smoked 2 percs and a cigarette im reminiscent
im tryna kick the pills but when i try i just feel distant
dont say that you relate to me yea you never been there

Juxtaposition (prod. mikeAl0ne)

nosgov:
i know i can get it
you know aint done yet
youre so quick to entertain it
baby im a little mislead
popped 2 percs, let me forget it
tattered through the distance
what they did still got me pissed off
dont need your helping hand
fuck your lil money aye
do it for myself i dont care what they say
do it for my family and my loved ones
ill do what it takes
im sad you lost your soul
but i wont help you if youre spewing hate

yungster jack:
i said, i said,
go ahead if you want
go ahead go to the kitchen
go ahead open up the drawer
go ahead pull out the scissors
do you want to cut the strings
do you want to cut the strings between us
between us
standing over the bridge
thinking about everything you said to me
i couldn’t give a shit
ooh i couldn’t care what happens from here
how do you still want to live
what kind of things do you feel in front of a mirror
in front of a mirror
i close all the blinds
i cut all the lights out
i might need some time
‘til i can spend a night out
bags under my eyes
bags at the airport carousel
i cross county lines
cause i know i can't

Tattered ft. yungster jack (prod. bleachcraft, tkk)

im losing patience but u can bring me down to peace
hear me out this time
im begging im down on my knees
stuck up in a cell
i was steady trying to get out
wanna see me down
but im never willing to give up
u do this everyday
are u curious how its turning out?
im conceited in a way
i just hate how i been talked about
just popped a rp10
oh i do so when it gets too loud
tell me where u were
when all this shit was just going down
(2x)

going down..
going down...

im losing patience
u cant play me
c the look in ur face
im out of time
i get high and i feel out of place
feel like ill die going thru all of this body pain
say "nevermind" got me stranded standing out in the rain
why u let me down girl? its not my fault
and u never believed in me
torn up a piece of me
everything keep going down i gave it my all
imma hit the fkn mall and go on a shopping haul
they play my songs on repeat
make hits i do it ez
i step in my w/ my bb belt
c me on ur tv!
they just wanna talk on drama
every song im gonna pop off
do it just bc i wanna
if u dont like it stfu
counting my commas
and bitch im w nosgovvv
do all that talking but know u wont run up
bitch u wont do nunnn

Conceited ft. hateoryx (prod. bleachcraft)

i ain been here for a minute fill me in 
high in the name of you i dont care whats the pill
u wanna go out so badly wish i was never seen
ashes of unfilled dreams u get the worst of me
if i had a minute i would spend it on a sin
overwritten attachment i dont care whats the deal
u ain wanna hit me up so i could never heal
in a different place rn how is it my destiny

shouldve been doing something else
id do.. id do better
dont dwell on the past
just try and be better

just try, well be better
ill remain hidden
the scars were forgiven
through all i was given
dont call this a comeback i been here for years
and if its required ill bleed out to death
i dont give a fuck too ive been playing deaf
whatever goes on somehow given a chance
lowered expectations, ill sit through the pain
paint me how you want im refusing to change

Dwell (prod. evanjolley)

im sitting through this solitude
if i could id speak to you
lets scratch up some older wounds
i dont give a fuck im done
ill be out the mix forever
ill be in this loop forever
swear i cant do any better
trust i truly wish i never
took a step back for the better
trust me im not any different
hes so up i beg to differ
aint done yet brought in a M
i make these tracks bass hit the ceiling
i aint broke these boys been silly
whachu know about that living
taking percs its for my feelings
fuck your pop a perc lets get it
never said cap in my music
got me fucked up ill abuse it
u can hear it thru my music
all these pills that im abusing

Older Wounds (prod. mikeAl0ne)

featuring @grekh-43746
official music video: https://youtube.com/watch?v=8YPKPjD7tK8

Until I Feel ft. grekh (prod. ripkanashi, mikeAl0ne)

ive been done trying, its for nothing
i despise what im tied to, i cant recognize you
i been through something painful, ud hate the way i paint you
i think i might be cursed too

i cant treat you like that somebody else
i cant impress you, this heavy feeling up in my chest
i got a feeling deep down ur wishing for someone else
im not high enough to deal with this bullshit up in my head

all that i destroyed i truly tried my best
get off my head i got too much to think about
im tryna end this path no matter what u r on
its that attitude that fucks me up at my best

ive been done trying, its for nothing
i despise what im tied to, i cant recognize you
i been through something painful, ud hate the way i paint you
i think i might be cursed too

ive been done trying, its for nothing
i despise what im tied to, i cant recognize you
i been through something painful, ud hate the way i paint you
i think i might be cursed too

ive been done trying, its for nothing
i despise what im tied to, i cant recognize you
i been through something painful, ud hate the way i paint you
i think i might be cursed too

I Can't Treat You Like That Somebody Else (prod. Kiryano, Luvpurp)

music video: https://youtube.com/watch?v=VMmkS1tZBtc

ft. @domasnosebleed

2fried ft. domasnosebleed (prod. bleachcraft, jayysoul)

ha! bitch
shoutout evan jolley in this bitch

i bet u wanna be here where im at
shit dont want to hear, crossed the line again
get on them pills then im back again
i cannot rock with ur fuckshit

i got my bracks in a shoebox
bitch u my kid im the tutor
180 speedin off in a 2door
i love this feeling tho u cant fault me

i get a feeling ur trynna trap me
stakes hit the ceiling that shit aint funny no more
this shit take time get on ur patience
tapering pills like im in inpatient

go, go, go...
just stay dont go...
im holding it together im not perfect
that boy on that stage off these detergents
i dont fuck with u im on my hate shit

i bet u wanna be here where im at
shit dont want to hear, crossed the line again
get on them pills then im back again
i cannot rock with ur fuckshit (3X)

Shoe Box (prod. Evan Jolley)

recorded during a stream in 18 minutes, recap video here: https://youtube.com/watch?v=q2WXBgXiSHU

when i look at the stars, try not to think of you
i cannot follow through
so bad, i said it too
so glad im done with you
feel like i dont know you
im stuck im distant
now would you listen
im reminiscent
of the same old times
when i fell to parts
im on my own too
im by my own too
told you im not perfect
shit dont really make sense no more
try to think ahead
you put me through a test
i turned around, its sad
im stuck, im upset

you put me through a test..
you put me through a test...
you put me through a test..
you put me through a test, put me through a test...
(i said im sorry, i said im really sorry, its some shit i didnt mean, aint know what im talking bout)

lets keep it going, lets go
this shit aint been my best throw
if you love me then just let go
you dont know shit that i been through
stuck up they will X you
theres no point to excuse

when i look at the stars, try not to think of you
i cannot follow through
so bad, i said it too
so glad im done with you
feel like i dont know you

feel like i dont know you..
feel like i dont know you...
dont know you, dont know you..

Follow Through (prod. luvpurp)

recorded during a stream in 20 minutes, recap video here: https://youtube.com/watch?v=hxRvJfVFZks

i cant let go
i cant treat you like that
will this shit ever pass
i been stuck in the past
i been low and depressed
im losing it from the stress
and ive been falling to parts
i never follow my heart
oh, its not that simple
i tried to trust you
pull up and they laughed too
i thought i knew you
i dont know the real you
im not sure i feel you
wheres the other ones you talk about
patching up your broken heart
i done broke a 100 hearts
i been tryna get right
im lost in the deep night
im not sure if i feel right

i cant let go
i cant treat you like that
will this shit ever pass
i been stuck in the past
i been low and depressed
im losing it from the stress
and ive been falling to parts
i never follow my heart (2X)

i cant let go
i cant treat you like that...
i cant let go
i cant treat you like that..
i cant treat you like that...
i cant treat you like that ..
i cant treat you like that....

Real You (prod. anhydonia, ambxr)

does anybody see me
i know nobody heard me
i was at the point of breaking down
i been trying not to think too much
i simply cannot dwell enough
i know you prolly had enough
always something yea ill tell you that
stupid to the point im blind
faking it i hide my smile
now im thinking that i cant get out
everyday i pay the price
i been at that point of life

and its simply disturbing
cause it doesnt amaze me
and then nobody phase me at all
i still cant find a reason
till the end ill be poisoned
whatever reason im chosen to fall
i see how badly you hate me
and im not trying to curve it
in the end i deserve it

Deceivedd ft. domasnosebleed (prod. 1visa)

right before the wind
right before the wind
i truly got a feeling that
you like messing with
messing with my head
got me feeling like i barely know
what im supposed to feel
im stuck in the mist
and it all happened before the wind
right before the wind
right before the wind
right before i went
right before the wind
right before the wind

Right Before the Wind (prod. 1visa)

Bladee In A Major (prod. recycleBin, 1brknglss)

:(

dont talk to me ever
since december aint lose a feather
purity in my mind i been feeling better
talk to me never, burn the loveletter

im in the aether
fendi on my leather
im in the ally
im with the ally
ghosting prolly
demons i might call in
vacatious vanish
wish i could vanish

lead you like sarah
signed in like lana
im smoking raw raw raw
singing like lalala
they talking blahlala
i do not give a fuck
im never sorry
demons on me, call innn

world (redpri3st)

music video: https://youtu.be/RmkBnJGPVXo
prod by me

(*＞ｖ＜)ゞ*゜+

im a quiet person
but im screaming in the dark
so many things i should avoid
its tearing me apart

im a neutral person
could you spare me this time
everytime i see you
wish youd get out of my sight

we dont have that much time to go
im not longer the same you know
cause were caught up in this vertigo
would it be easier for me to go

will you
disappear in my dream
wish i could relive it
wish it was that easy

should i hide this feeling
im not longer bleeding
punch the wall im screaming
theres more than reasons

screaminginthedark (prod. Nosgov)

click here - https://youtu.be/SsRhsma4wcg

could we lay down in your bed
i will tell you something sad
still not knowing what you meant
feelings locked up in my head

you dont get it but its sad
you still wander through my head
getting lingers just from thoughts
i think one day ill give up

you stole all ive got
(^)

vampire night
thirsty for blood
counting the days
and counting nights

could we lay down in your bed
i will tell you something sad
still not knowing what you meant
feelings locked up in my head

you dont get it but its sad
you still wander through my head
getting lingers just from thoughts
i think one day ill give up

you stole all ive got
(^)

SpazzTeam

laydowninyourbed (sparr00w)

+ @45avast

mv - https://youtu.be/JpglNYWn7QU

i think i lost my mind
i tried and now im fine
i cant tell where i reside
they say good things come in time

do u have a favorite secret?
what would u do to keep it
my heads foggy i cant see
i dont know what u want me to be

dont run if you dont know where
im screaming through my solace
you wonder how i noticed
youll end up being soulless

and whats the point of fighting, it goes nowhere
and you just end up smiling, truly soulless
you giving me these reasons, they seem pointless
and all this time spent thinking i deserve this

goes nowhere + avast

https://discord.gg/PvhG4Qb
@spazzteamonline
@nosiahateithere

Nosgov

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