why is life a constant fight
and this pill wont make it right
i could say it all the time
i could do it all the time

ran away i ran thru night
ran away im led by heart
had to get there by the time
it was too late to say bye

i boxed my heart and sent it out (4x)

Heart (Taylor Morgan Emorave)

lately i been rotting again
im an addict
tell do you love or pretend
you dont wanna have it
dont wanna feel ever again
its a bad habit
treat me like i got it n shit
cause i have it
i be spending 100s n shit
like who got it
comment like im ugly again
im a goddess
maybe i been popping up there
like who knows what
cannot handle the shit up; in my head
you said i chose that

calling it remorse
like i didnt try to fucking warn you
it could be worse
atleast i do not worry bout a payment
i had a vision
i saw my body rotting on the pavement
now i have issues
cause you dont seem as nice as you have said then
calling it remorse
like i didnt try to fucking warn you
it could be worse
atleast i do not worry bout a payment
i had a vision
i saw my body rotting on the pavement
now i have issues
cause you dont seem as nice as you have said then

warned you (avast)

first of all i held it in
for too long
i try to change
but you know
its in my veins
no control
i lost my faith
for it all
you dont look up to your own values
what does that say about you?
one thousand know my value
your girl dont talk about you
im happy, sun exposure
were getting close and closer
im spending bracks cant fold them
i know you been a poser

first of all i held it in
for too long
i try to change
but you know
its in my veins
no control
i lost my faith
for it all
you dont look up to your own values
what does that say about you?
one thousand know my value
your girl dont talk about you
im happy, sun exposure
were getting close and closer
im spending bracks cant fold them
i know you been a poser

value (vinso)

im poking your heart everyday
until you notice what i meant
im sorry ive been made this way
one day youll know that i cant change

i could tell you a secret
doesnt matter nor change a thing to me
i could go out this way
lifes been nothing but constantly confusing me

fuck did you mean when
you said id be better off dying now this year
talking to me
but youre talking to a wall, give a fuck what you say

i play deaf and you do too
look in my eyes and get a clue
i couldnt forget about you
scars on my arm i played a fool

kiss on my neck i like that too
vampire night and face tattoos
yea i went this way, yea i cant go back
already in your way, already in your web

stuck in your net
curse to my name
bloody bayonette
bloody bayonette

im poking your heart everyday
until you notice what i meant
im sorry ive been made this way
one day youll know that i cant change

i could tell you a secret
doesnt matter nor change a thing to me
i could go out this way
lifes been nothing but constantly confusing me

fuck did you mean when
you said id be better off dying now this year
?

im poking your heart everyday
until you notice what i meant
im sorry ive been made this way
one day youll know that i cant change

bayonette okaeri (iv)

prod. astralproject1on

take my hand
ill follow you if you allow me
pierce me just like a needle
leave me rotting in the garden where i belong
i can no longer see you...

pierce me just like needle...

if i could talk to myself and nobody else
i dont think we would be crossing roads i know how u felt
stabbed u like 10 thousand times then i stabbed myself coz im repressed
i keep playing around knives and needles im a reject
never took a break but now im thinking ima reset
never took no tabs but now im thinking i dont feel shit
or is it just a chemical imbalance in my head
i dont really know what happened i always thought ahead

if i could talk to myself and nobody else
i dont think we would be crossing roads i know how u felt
stabbed u like 10 thousand times then i stabbed myself coz im repressed
i keep playing around knives and needles im a reject
if i could talk to myself and nobody else
i dont think we would be crossing roads i know how u felt
stabbed u like 10 thousand times then i stabbed myself coz im repressed
i keep playing around knives and needles im a reject

chemical imbalance (astralproject1on)

lying kind ft kuru (shinju garasu)

headache (negativecreeper)

1+1 u can get it if u want
xtra dose of drama u can save it for the time
im stacking up eth & im pouring up some wine
i dont think u trynna get it yr not one of my kind
u can get it if u want 2
i guess im trying to forget it
and theres nothing i owe you
yet somehow i still regret it

whos there to hold you?
who told you about me?
you can tell me if you want 2
or u can forget about me
keep ur eyes closed
trust me u dont wanna see
u can get it if u want 2
y are yu my remedy

xtra (userhd)

aha ok ft ksiaze700 kacha (st4rmön)

co moge ci powiedziec kiedy sama juz nic nie wiem
sprobowalam raz i sprobuje jeszcze wiele
mow mi ze nie boli kiedy mam blizny na ciele
mow mi ze nie boli kiedy lzy plyna po ciele

nie mow ze nic nie wiem ja chyba wiem zbyt wiele
jak mam sobie pojsc kiedy mam slabosc do ciebie
odliczalam dni kiedy znow spotkam cie
pare zwyklych dni znow pamietam jak przez mgle

jak przez mgle (4x)

nie wiedzac co przyniesie mi jutro
bieglam z calych sil juz bylo za pozno
i ten strach jest jak sztylet w moje serce
chcialabym juz pojsc a potem lapie cie za reke

nowa prośba (wayza)

100 on the deck yea we go
i got plenty reasons nvr do it wrong
playing with the words i nvr tell yu wrong
n i just sent some feelings thru the cellular>_<
n idk but i feel i talk too much
never fall, this memory will everlast
i keep lighting up i think i think 2 much,,
and im waiting but the time dnt seem 2 pass o.o
i think the same sadness touches both of us
and i dont wanna be in this state 4evr u_u
i woke up n i felt like something totally off
whats there 4 now tht cud make me better

@sanriorose
i did everything to make us better
would i leave us, baby never
i hope u believe we r forever
i jus talked to ty said keep ur head up
she said that im toxic and i kno
i cant b no one im myself
i want u n no one else
i jus hope that u believe the way i feel
i smoke way too much i cant feel
sparked it up i swear it felt like u were here
losing u's the only thing i fear
please dont leave jus stay wit me
swear i lied if i said i dont care
oh he wanted u, i dont think life is fair
when i saw u i had to stop n stare
dont reach for my bag u dont kno whats in here

nvr ft d0llywood1 (bleachcraft frikke)

they dont seem to speak about it
not to revolve this so its easier to turn into dust
pack arrived discretly
i wish i could forgive
the lack of it is killing me
glass on you i look in the moonlight
do it as a repentance
understood with no words
understood with no words
never felt like a choice
said the toughest words on a open sore
thought i couldnt find it but i found the source
remember when i walked through the open doors
i thought id really fall but it was never close
depressing i was thinking to never talk
never set the truth so they would never know

into ash((userhd)

zakończ to, zamknij usta błagam zakończ to
droga tak kręta ja nie pójde nią
nie chce rozmawiać lepiej zostaw to
już czas nie pomógł lepiej pójdę stąd
dałam ci palec wezmiesz całą dłoń
z bólem serca pokryta krwią
dała ci dłoń jest pokryta krwią

co mogę powiedzieć kiedy mieszkasz w moich uczuciach
nie zniosę już więcej tego uczucia
wciąż widzę swiatło może kiedyś się uda
nie mów nic więcej nie mogę już tego słuchać

z bólem serca (ttenoji)

keep a cutter so dont get close
i was getting lit at the getgo
dont ask me for my clothes u cant get those
i been smoking gas smoking petrol
stuck to something evil i cant let go
typin on tha web then u gone get broke

getgo (shinju hadif)

im out of touch
i need some luck
but you cant help me out
i know its dumb but i stopped acting up

prey on my wrongs we gone end in a fight
cant you see i got some suicide eyes
give it up cant you see this not the time
i need my drug i need more at the time

i need your love i need more than lot
caught in some shit wrote me off in a lot
caught in some shit im so lone pour it up
how u expect me to not, no time to talk

acting delirious u know that im not
a perfect one for you to be with
u know im so done

one a milion this cant be untied
this drug therapeutic so im getting numb
i cannot function i feel no desire

therapeutic (sparr00w yugen)

act liek yu nvr knew
it was nvr a question
??
know your possesion
rip my heart out then i started to question
its like i made a promise that i would never question
why the fuck u block me yea you acting so angsty
you cannot exit
say its not fixation then lets get to the blessing
put my hands together put theres nothing to rest in

..creepy
it doesnt do it for me like it used to before....
woke up from a nightmare and im hating this chore......
woke up from a nightmare never hating my choice......
cellular device im bout to send some remorse.....
it was never a  choice......
pack it into boxes ive been living the words....
package never arrived ive been looking for words..
act like you never knew and you still feel remorse....

act liek yu nvr knew
it was nvr a question
??
know your possesion
rip my heart out then i started to question
its like i made a promise that i would never question
why the fuck u block me yea you acting so angsty
you cannot exit
say its not fixation then lets get to the blessing
put my hands together put theres nothing to rest in
had nowhere to go and my mind was distressing
call a doc up put on antidepressants
had to get my shit nothing worked for the stressing
really dumb to say but i just needed her presence
really dumb to say but its not leaving my headspace
really dumb to say but im done with the questioning

turning your eyes i bleed
turning your eyes on me
turning your eyes i bleed
turning your eyes on me

dumb to say (mh skoolio)

heard u dont like my shit coz im counting money
you was hurting in my dm you was acting funny
stepping in the mud my shoe staying bloody
got it out the mud it was nothing funny
we wus scamming on the web until they caught me
i was hitting hella bracks my accountant call me
i was hiding in a room till emotions got me
i was trynna cope but it stopped working
punching in a track and iswear im working
punching in the trap and iswear im working
trynna cop a track $600 working

600 (sol userhd)

was i ever meant to get this close
this sore wont let me sleep
i found a point and i didnt believe
now im standing here torn, maybe thats what i seek

my mouth stays shut
couldnt comply
brainfog im shun
i couldnt point at better times
its the worst of times
what its followed by
always had to fight
ran away at night
took my bag and i
tried to close my eyes
was it worth the pain
i put all my faith
in this fucking play i know
nothing to display for it
coz it wasnt meant to heal with time
was it worth the risk
never thought i could reply
was i fond of it
its so harsh to go through lies

was i ever meant to get this close
this sore wont let me sleep
i found a point and i didnt believe
now im standing here torn, maybe thats what i seek

maybe thats what i seek..

now im standing here torn, maybe thats what i seek (kojo april21 roxa)

w/ babyswishh wkiteskinny moneykidd

☣

Pierce through my skin.
Run through my skin.
Trauma to my limbs.
You set trauma to my limbs.

pierce through my skin, run through my skin

i was never caring bout my life
another hit im coughing up lungs
dont give a shit i do it for my heart
thas tha life im living in a horror
im anxious i found a different poison
im spiralled my head is being noisy
im well but its just a different toxin
im trying i keep up with my work bitch

cant keep up they biting on my old shit
leave u in the request no we cannot work bitch
saying that i fell off i tell u it was worth it
couple hundred for a verse yea betta kno my worth bitch

i was never caring bout my life
another hit im coughing up lungs
dont give a shit i do it for my heart
thas tha life im living in a horror
im anxious i found a different poison
im spiralled my head is being noisy
im well but its just a different toxin
im trying i keep up with my work bitch

lungs (whiteskinny moneykidd ylenoi)

ft @kggn

i was tryna touch a 100 yea we got to
damn i nvr felt this low i guess i got to
i do this shit hella fast i zoom past yu
im the best to do shit boy its not yu
its was funny u were pressed when we scammed yu
if a teamer gotta eat then we got yu
and this music shit forevr like a tattoo
sent some feelings but i guess it went past yu
for a minute yea,, i lost the point
i was fucking trying but it left me sore
nvr sending feelings thru the cellular
music is loveletters but im selling them
i could nvr go through yr failure
fukk a helping hand i dont take that
all this pity shit i dont need that
i went fucking low guess i need that
stare into the void im a bleeder
took a second guess i dont need that
had to cut it off fukk them leacherzz
substance abuse im a feeder
did it on my ownn im a winneRr
guess ill pay the toll im a sinner
i only do this shit for the feeling

got2 ft kuru (bleachcraft frikke w0kki)

i got lots of pressure tryna let go
i thought we would glo but im not in the mention
tryna step on me as a act of redemption
rather stay back never needed attention
hunned on the deck, whip switching dimensions
you gone dumb me down coz im acting rebelious
fucked up my check but im not feeling anxious
i got distracted so why u pretentious?
work on these tracks we cant handle no failures
you not the first one thats acting misterious
bringing a rack home i know i deserve it
boy yous been lacking it requires patience
it was truly hard to lay off but i done it
i done got a payment yea u know that i done it
running thru these bracks that shit dont get redundant
had a couple hiccups but i got what i wanted

i got lots of pressure tryna let go
i thought we would glo but im not in the mention
tryna step on me as a act of redemption
rather stay back never needed attention
hunned on the deck, whip switching dimensions
you gone dumb me down coz im acting rebelious
fucked up my check but im not feeling anxious
i got distracted so why u pretentious?(2x)

i thought we would glo but im not in the mention (1namaee)

video - https://youtu.be/FqkUdIrl734

produced by taehuncho & elixir

i hate this with all my heart , okay bye !

[intro]
just look me in my eyes
i see the hatred, i see that ur tired
all the time just went by
but im so glad that u tried

[ver]
please dont tell me lies
all my life ive felt so tied
i feel unimportant
memories so boring
whats my storyline
just look me in my eyes
i see the hatred, i see that ur tired
all the time just went by
but im so glad that u tried

[outro]
love u til im not moving
were moving slow but we are moving
emotions rush but cant u feel
that i really want it when get in my feels

i need it (taehuncho elixir)

:(

dont talk to me ever
since december aint lose a feather
purity in my mind i been feeling better
talk to me never, burn the loveletter

im in the aether
fendi on my leather
im in the ally
im with the ally
ghosting prolly
demons i might call in
vacatious vanish
wish i could vanish

lead you like sarah
signed in like lana
im smoking raw raw raw
singing like lalala
they talking blahlala
i do not give a fuck
im never sorry
demons on me, call innn

world (redpri3st)

mall + dolly (lovbug maknae)

dont leave me alone
im crying on my phone
can you tell me some
that i wanna know

i dont feel like im ill
thats how you make me feel
let me be how i feel
you dont know how it feels

when im lonely in my bed
im crying 4 the better days
hate my face
eeeeeeeeeeeee

on my phone (astralproject1on)

@kkkarasu

and i just cant sleep it off
but i cannot get enough tonight
u left me alone

for you ill do special things
for you ill do anything
but you dont exist

im writing xs
on my face
just to make you
make you stare

imaginary place
it makes me feel quite safe
i dont know what to say
i walk by you in pain

for you ill take the blame
never i felt im sane
its like i cant obey
i cant stand what you say

imaginary place (karasu)

40 times + emo yardii (evan jolley)

@user-817989090 + @chargebeats @thinkitsover

innocence + cartiergod (charge thinkitsover)

mv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xg2fNAhB5n4

ill talk to you through satelites
for you ill do thousand miles
it dont get out of my mind
how the love still makes me blind

a plan needed urgent
lost surgeon, im a play-pretender
slay me my angel
im thirsty, i need it

i need it, im thirsty
i need it, im thirsty
i need it, im thirsty
i need it, im thirsty

and i ,i wud do anything 4 u if u ask me
dont hurt me.........
upset me...................
im 2 words apart,i keep them in my mouth
and i, i would do anything for you if you ask me
and i, i would do anything for you if you ask me
and i, i would do anything for you if you ask me
and i, i would do anything for you if you ask me

you been there like a hair stuck in my mouth
easy to play with my motions no wonder youre still around
i saved everything i got
you still wanna be there why?
i dont know what i did wrong
to deserve that shitty plot
i...i still wonder....why
i will wait...............................

pretender (nox)

click here - https://youtu.be/SsRhsma4wcg

could we lay down in your bed
i will tell you something sad
still not knowing what you meant
feelings locked up in my head

you dont get it but its sad
you still wander through my head
getting lingers just from thoughts
i think one day ill give up

you stole all ive got
(^)

vampire night
thirsty for blood
counting the days
and counting nights

could we lay down in your bed
i will tell you something sad
still not knowing what you meant
feelings locked up in my head

you dont get it but its sad
you still wander through my head
getting lingers just from thoughts
i think one day ill give up

you stole all ive got
(^)

SpazzTeam

laydowninyourbed (sparr00w)

+ @45avast

mv - https://youtu.be/JpglNYWn7QU

i think i lost my mind
i tried and now im fine
i cant tell where i reside
they say good things come in time

do u have a favorite secret?
what would u do to keep it
my heads foggy i cant see
i dont know what u want me to be

dont run if you dont know where
im screaming through my solace
you wonder how i noticed
youll end up being soulless

and whats the point of fighting, it goes nowhere
and you just end up smiling, truly soulless
you giving me these reasons, they seem pointless
and all this time spent thinking i deserve this

goes nowhere + avast

just let me go
leave it all alone
i know its not my tone
i know that i got cold

you see its not my fault
all of sudden youre so sure
baby look at your hands
you made this bloody mess

this could be our last dance
how could you do meh now
its not like you could tell
what you truly felt

i want you to Know you’re the bomb
Me & You Girl We Can Get it On
Tell Me Wassup Wassup
I wanna know wassup
You Tell me you love me when your alone
Girl I know what you’re on
You tell me you love me then you leave
I want you baby with me
Sea it’s not my fault you were so insecure
Look at this mess you sea it’s got me torn
& it broke my heart but 1st you made it melt
It’s not like you can tell what was truly felt

just let me go
leave it all alone
i know its not my tone
i know that i got cold

you see its not my fault
all of sudden youre so sure
baby look at your hands
you made this bloody mess

this could be our last dance
how could you do meh now
its not like you could tell
what you truly felt

bloody hands + cartiergod (anvil vendr)

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