2022

Do You Want me

Do You Want Me (feat. nick szpara) [p. siemspark x ninewaters]

Can't Wake Up

Can't Wake Up (feat. ihatekaye) [p. Slaying Ibis X Yeezo X Max Flynn]

my fault

My Fault (feat. Days To Waste)

Little Good

Little Good (feat. Skele)

Feel The Same

Feel the same w/Loser & Roan [p.slaying Ibis]

life's a gift

life’s a gift

i'm really trying not to quit

i'm really trying not to quit (MUSIC VID OUT NOW)

party girl

party girl (MUSIC VID OUT NOW)

i'm such a fuck up

i can see the blood in your teeth

i can see the blood in your teeth (music vid)

baby don’t break me
god i’m really feeling fine please don’t burn me now

please don’t let me bleed
am i everything you wanted baby tell me now 

god i know i got some issues but i’m really fucking trying 
i can’t even love myself and i don’t wanna see you crying  

cause i can’t save myself 

down bad when i’m blowing up your snapchat 

bite my nails till i get a fucking snap back

god you’re such a pretty face won’t get out of my head 
i’m so fucking toxic think i’m better off dead 

hold my hand baby kiss my head

tell me how you love me see your face turn red 

i know that we could make it healthy 
but i don’t think you could fucking save me

i’m a mess i’m a mess now

expectations on my chest and it weighs down 

i just wanna runaway and find a new town

i can’t breathe god it’s really getting bad now

i'm so scared

i’m done 
i fell too hard 
just take my heart 
and keep it safe 
i send my best regards 

pull me close baby tell me that you need me 
shut my eyes going 90 on the freeway 
see you smile god i think i’m in a deep sleep  
crash my car now i’m standing at the gateway 

i 
i don’t wanna feel like this 
i go through way too much shit 
the water starts to sink the ship 
i 
i don’t wanna feel like this 
i go through way too much shit 
the water starts to sink the ship 

but i love you 
i don’t wanna die right now 
push through 
i don’t wanna burn this down 
god i need you 
it’s always hard to not breakdown 
i know i really need you now 
save me from my fucking self. 
i’ll scream and kick for help. 
tears fall, i’ll tie my belt. 
i’ll pass on the pain i felt. 

fucking crash my car god it’s been a bad night 
pull me close baby say it’s alright 
cause i don’t wanna drown again 
but i’m standing at the edge

i 
i don’t wanna feel like this 
i go through way too much shit 
the water starts to sink the ship 

but i love you 
i don’t wanna die right now 
push through 
i don’t wanna burn this down 
god i need you 
it’s always hard to not breakdown 
i know i really need you now 
save me from my fucking self. 
i’ll scream and kick for help. 
tears fall, i’ll tie my belt. 
i’ll pass on the pain i felt.

regards

god she’s everything i wanted yeah she’s perfect
and she treats me like i’m someone that’s not worthless   
cause i don’t know who i am or what my worth is 
but we’re picking up the pieces god i need this 

smile when i see you wanna die by your side 
always make it better baby stay for the night 
i can see the world when i just look in your eyes 
i’ve been in the dark but now i know that there’s light

watch me fall apart 
as soon as it gets hard 
i can feel it all
my hearts burned and scarred 

god she’s everything i wanted yeah she’s perfect
and she treats me like i’m someone that’s not worthless   
cause i don’t know who i am or what my worth is 
but we’re picking up the pieces god i need this 

i don’t know why 
i deserve you 
god you’re perfect in like everyway i need you 

i don’t know why 
it feels unreal 
maybe that’s just love but i feel grateful 

smile when i see you wanna die by your side 
always make it better baby stay for the night 
i can see the world when i just look in your eyes 
i’ve been in the dark but now i know that there’s light

watch me fall apart 
as soon as it gets hard 
i can feel it all
my hearts burned and scarred 

i-i-i just been like waiting to wake up 
feel like it’s a dream but i don’t want us to wake up 
i feel so alive when i see you 
running through my head and i don’t see any issues

but you're so perfect

i know you're bad for me

compounds

bad luck!

nobody understands

winter

all i lack

oh oh please don’t hate me
i know we’re both crazy 
pick up your phone baby 
i’ve lost myself lately 

i just wanna love you, i won’t make it bad 
i don’t wanna fall through, god its fucking sad 
i don’t wanna hate you, baby call me back 
god i really need you, fucking tell me that

always said there’s nothing wrong it’s all in my head
i can tell there’s something wrong, baby my bad 
never thought we’d see the end 
can we please just try again 
was it really that bad? baby i could change. 
i guess i wanna say i’m sorry, like, for all the pain. 
i really didn’t wanna pull you in this fucking game. 
i know it’s all my fault but i don’t wanna say- 

i just wanna love you, i won’t make it bad 
i don’t wanna fall through, god its fucking sad 
i don’t wanna hate you, baby call me back 
god i really need you, fucking tell me that

i don’t wanna cry for you 
said you’re not okay me too
i just wanna follow through 
i would always bleed for you 
fuck my life i don’t wanna do this 
died 3 times, seen a lot of bad shit 
fight my war, pray that imma die quick 
i don’t wanna fight like anymore i hate this 

i just wanna love you, i won’t make it bad 
i don’t wanna fall through, god its fucking sad 
i don’t wanna hate you, baby call me back 
god i really need you, fucking tell me that
i just wanna love you, i won’t make it bad 
i don’t wanna fall through, god its fucking sad 
i don’t wanna hate you, baby call me back 
god i really need you, fucking tell me that

please don't hate me

oh well

oh well(feat. Shiki XO)

serotonin

glass

abditory

i can see the blood in your teeth pt. 2 (feat. B Murph)

rain w/ xona [p. jolst x 88STRAIT x xona]

fuck me 
fuck that 
i’m tortured now 
baby don’t hate me i’ll fall back down 
i’m saying don’t save me go find yourself 
one day i’ll lose it and drop myself 

rain drops falling too fast now i’m drowning in the snow 
flashback to the nightmare now i’m down bad and i’m cold 
breakdown in the bathroom, it’s shitty i know 
right back to zoloft and prozac oh no 

baby don’t save me i’m going to hell 
there’s no fucking need to worry i don’t need your help 
like what the fuck is the point if i’m losing it all 
life’s going on, pray i make it to fall

trapped in my head again how will i make it out
i can’t feel my heart, so please just show me how
i don’t believe in god but fuck i’ll pray right now 
but through war and death, i’ll always lose myself 

fuck my life, maybe i know too much. 
laid to rest, god i’m finding new cuts. 
adderall xr just to get my mood up. 
why the fuck do i have the worlds worst luck

baby don’t save me i’m going to hell 
there’s no fucking need to worry i don’t need your help 
like what the fuck is the point if i’m losing it all 
life’s going on, pray i make it to fall

fucking stab me in the back and then you’ll tell me that you love me baby
so when you pull me out the wreck, then you don’t even have to blame yourself

prozac

wasting away like i never was here 
the clocks always wrong and the time never heals  
i’m trapped in my head and like nothing feels real 
i’m tired of feeling like i’m never here 

time and time again i’ll always break apart to pieces
told me it gets better but i’ve always just been waiting 
the devil looked me in the eyes 
and told me that i’m out of time 
i wanna run away from everything and everyone 
and now i’m done 

baby don’t you tell me that you think that i don’t care 
cause i’ve been feeling lost and fucking dead i’m in despair 
i’m sorry i’ve been distant i don’t mean to make you scared 
i swear it’s not my fault it’s just that life is never fair 

baby if i took myself would you care?
i’m better off sleeping all day and all year
finally screaming that i hate it here 
the darkness surrounds me, it takes my last tear 

i smoke too much i drink too much  i’m killing myself 
the blade keeps going deeper and you’re blaming yourself
i told you not to worry now we’re screaming for help 

i swear it’s not my fault it’s just that life is never fair

life is never fair [prod.Skalvi]

don’t you know i’m down bad 
down bad 
i’ve fallen gotta run fast run fast 
i’m tired of it fuck that fuck that 
i’m screaming that it’s all bad all bad 

baby let me breathe 
i’m not what you need 
watch me freeze 
at least i’ll be seen 

i never wanna talk so baby tell me what to do 
i fall apart i fall apart there’s nothing we can do 
the noise is overwhelming and i’m falling for it too 
and soon you’ll see me in the sky and talking to the moon 
 
i know i’m not perfect but what can i do?
it’s not like i’m trying to get rid of you 
i’m fighting a battle and losing it too
i’m taking a hit, so i’ll talk to you soon 

i’m wasting my time 
i’ve stepped out of line 
i’m begging don’t tell me you see through the lie 
needle through my eye 
ill fight till i die 
i’m saying please save me while i’m still alive  

don’t you know i’m down bad 
down bad 
i’ve fallen gotta run fast run fast 
i’m tired of it fuck that fuck that 
i’m screaming that it’s all bad all bad 
(oh no)

☆88STRAIT☆(@88STRAIT)

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