this go to hard bro glad u did that song wit days to waste

When it's love, you'll know it
At least that's what they told me
I'm so lonely when you're leaving
But you're not the one I want
I'm driving home, the traffic's heavy
I can feel it in my chest
Can we just rest here for a moment
Before we turn back into strangers

And we drive in silence cuz we got nothing left to say
Just let the time pass away
I hate LA I'm fucking sick and I miss the rain
I'll fade away, I need to find a new shade of grey

I don't wanna be glamorous or caught up in avarice
I just want you beside me when I come home
I wanna write the kind of love song
That makes you wish that we were closer
And when it's over, I'd be brave enough to tell you

But I know you would tell me anything I wanted to hear
You'll be gone for a while, I'll rot away in here
In the morning you'll be singing, dry away those tears
I'm begging you to stay and cutting off my ears

On a wire outside my window
There sit 100 swallows
And I know that if 1 flew
That 99 would follow
This world is hollow, our time is borrowed
So why not fall in love
It'll only hurt for a minute
Soon after, we'll be gone

@shikixo
@afterlife66

disconnected thoughts on love while stuck in los angeles traffic (afterlife)

(chorus 1)
well
it seems i might die
i don’t know why
i’ve been questioning my worth
screaming at the sky
just put me in the dirt
where i belong
i have no one

(post-chorus 1)

you cant hear my heart breaking in silence
why do you offer me nothing but violence
and you’re a liar i see through your defiance
in this disaster you still face me with deniance

(verse 1)

n-n-now i look into your eyes and it breaks me down
knowing that my life’s turned upside down
y-y-y-your gravity
is pulling me
i’m overthinking 
this reality

(bridge)

has pulled me to my knees
it’s making my heart bleed
oh why cant they see
what it’s doing to me
there’s a hole in my heart

(verse 2)

i should’ve seen this coming from the start
when i saw your hand reach to tear the soul apart
l-l-looking back i was hiding in the dark
b-b-b-b-broken shards from the mirror that reflect the past
why do i keep crawling back to you
something that i shouldn’t get use to
those deceitful eyes
they terrorized they terrorize 

(chorus 2)

it seems i might die
i don’t know why
i’ve been questioning my worth
should i leave it all behind 
just put me in the dirt
where i belong
i have no one

(post-chorus 2)

i’ve said this before now deaths offering me silence 
the peace of mind i’ve never found in life’s guidance

spotify <3

i have no one (metlast x 5head)

compounds

ft @ripkais :)
prod hiraeth + sinxi
ENGALAND

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink
I only did it cause i had to
ur not who I think
and all my friends were tryna warn me
But I’m stupid as shit
i don’t know how id ever trust you
look what u did
i heard ur better off without me
I’ve got nothing to give

tell me what it cost me
im sinking in my body
memories floodin in of how I fkn lost me
I was never really here you can feel it
feel more claustrophobic the lower the ceiling

if you really don’t wanna talk to me don’t talk to me
know the only problem is the fkn honesty
I caught the leakin water drippin from your balcony
words cant fix this
and I just rly wanna stop fearin
the noises in my ceilin
im breathin real heavy
im anxious and im breakin
mistaken for a bad dream
I just want you happy,
but you wanna leave me in the car
body laid out in the backseat

ive had enough of it
let me out
ur turning love into a punishment
u let me drown
i swear were only arguing
she'll come around
i swear its so embarrassing
u let me down

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink

sink ft. kais

<3
released via: https://soundcloud.com/universalchill

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/hiraethsry

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

discord.gg/hsUwdAJknJ

lyrics:

There is something that’s inside of me
Screaming at me, tryna go to sleep
Dancing demons under eyelids
Can’t be rational when I’ve been

Awake for a couple of days
You don’t understand my struggles
Don’t pretend that you’re me
You’ve been buying a new necklace
When there’s a noose on my neck
Writing down all of my problems
Like they will go away

There is lots that I’m not proud of
I admit that I have messed up
Something’s causing all this pain
Must’ve slipped up in the past

Please don’t try to cheer me up
Don’t lie to me, I hate that
I’m aware of all my faults
And I’m trying to fix that

And I can’t stop it
Pills been pretty numbing
Been out of my mind
Excuse all my shortcomings

I swear to god it
Ruins all my friendships
I have tried everything now
Somehow I fuck it up, wow

They told me that I’ll end up insane
I think that
To say that it’s a little too late
And I just
Can’t bear the thought of not seeing the day
Where I will feel okay
Buried 6 feet with the pain

I don’t wanna lose you again
I been alone in my bed
Ive had a few dreams about you
But theyre all in my head

Scratching marks on my chest
Engrave ur name in my flesh 
So I can’t forget if I tried to
Ur gonna leave me for dead

I keep fucking up the timing 
U don’t wanna listen
U got feelings of denial
Another pot to piss in
feel like I should start to fight more
I don’t need to be religious baby
U know what I stand for
Ashes burn my eyes sore

anxious I can’t breathe
Im getting nauseous turn the lights out
Please don’t ever speak to me
Don’t act like got time now
Im fighting with myself
Im out of luck is this my karma
I can barely talk im scared of speaking when i call her

6 feet with the pain

6 feet with the pain (feat. hiraeth)

love u 
@prodjpjp @pichu500

// lyrics 
i pray they don’t feel like me
don’t feel like me 
it’s awful 
i overthink and criticize myself till 
i’m full of hate can’t recognize 
my own face 
get me out of this place

baby, dont look at me 
i look at you so often 
pretty as the stars that fall when i’m sad 
i make a wish that we could save what we have
make a wish that we’d be saved

said that i’d be better off as bones 
i knew it 
as i laid there in my blood 
hope you’re not the one to find me in my room 
as blue as the sky you love 
and i got sick of picking up the pieces seemed like i’d never be enough 
i’m so sorry to the ones i disappointed but i’m done, i’m giving up 

oh 
i’m not okay 
i need a break, woah 
saving face 
i’m a disgrace, oh 
fighting for my life but now i’m home
knowing i'd be better off alone 
i’m not okay 
i’ll leave this place, woah 
waking up 
just to decay, no 
paper bag over my face, oh
don’t look at me i’m such a waste

i pray they don’t feel like me
don’t feel like me 
it’s awful 
i overthink and criticize myself till 
i’m full of hate can’t recognize 
my own face 
get me out of this place

baby, dont look at me 
i look at you so often 
pretty as the stars that fall when i’m sad 
i make a wish that we could save what we have
make a wish that we’d be saved

make a wish that we'll be saved 
i'll make a wish that we'll be saved

spotify

paper bag [pichu500 x jpjp]

use me up to tell me that u never loved me
I feel like I’m never nothing
I’m tired can u just leave me alone
Please stop staring swear my face is fucking boring
I don’t need to be important I’m swinging until I knock him cold
Staring at the mirror
Should I be alive
I’ve got reason to believe that it’s just not my time
Maybe in another life

I only eat when I deserve to
Clouded mirror sit and stare in the bathroom
I been thru it all before I’m just like you
I never wanna let you down but I had to

I’d give up on everything to be a better me
I’ve got people streaming songs
but no one listening
Every lyric that I write, you know I fucking mean
You only hmu to make a song with me

I won’t get that mad
I’m just frustrated
I can’t seem to get a break and I just hate it
If you lived in my shoes maybe you’d get it
Why I get pissed off and I’m not patient

WRITING EVERY FEELING BUT I’LL ALWAYS FORGET
EVERYTHING I EVER DID OR EVER SAID IN THE END
BUT I’M TOO FAR GONE TO CARE
I DON’T LIKE YOU
I WISH THAT YOU’D CARE FOR ME
YOU DON’T TRY TO

@victmolina 
@prodjpjp

// lyrics
across the ocean
there was nothing left
well left unspoken
body’s trembling
but i won’t show it
through oversized clothing
body’s broken
yeah there’s nothing left

what did you try to find?
deep inside it’s all just black and white
i won’t try to hide
but i can’t seem to get my story right

so open your eyes
tell me goodbye
it’s not worth to fight
a thousand times
so leave me behind
don’t say that we’re fine
cause it still hurts me
every single night

how could i have known
that you felt this way
you never spoke out
i could barely hear
you when you broke down
we’re both trembling
our bones are sore now
there’s no way to hold you up and

can we even try
just to close our eyes
imagine a world where we don’t collide
think of a reason to stay alive

think of a reason to stay alive
oh woah
think of a reason to stay alive
oh woah

what did you try to find?
deep inside it’s all just black and white
i won’t try to hide
but i can’t seem to get my story right

so open your eyes
tell me goodbye
it’s not worth to fight
a thousand times
so leave me behind
don’t say that we’re fine
cause it still hurts me
every single night

collide w/ vict molina [jpjp]

hi<3

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic v talented prod 

enjoy:)

lyrics:
my necks sore, holding up
weight, from my mental it still brings me down
i cant ignore it, but i cant make it stop
i just cant find a reason to give a fuck

alright, ok, ive had it
waste a new day, damn thats tragic
alright, ok
(alright, ooo)
alright, ok, im not me
i want to leave my body
and really im so sorry, i dont know what to do

my chest sinks, im used to it
i was on the brink, you picked me up, dont mean shit now.
oh you overthink? well so does everyone
now im on the ropes, feel it slip, falling down

i get this feeling makes my head spin
i cant really explain just how its been
im so sorry for the distance
i try my best for everyone who listens

honestly cant show up, nah
too busy in my head, numb
try my best to show love, so
you know im always here
um, i kno that i care, but to me it feels you dont
really understand me

alright, ok

alright, ok (branwen x splashgvng)

wasting away like i never was here 
the clocks always wrong and the time never heals  
i’m trapped in my head and like nothing feels real 
i’m tired of feeling like i’m never here 

time and time again i’ll always break apart to pieces
told me it gets better but i’ve always just been waiting 
the devil looked me in the eyes 
and told me that i’m out of time 
i wanna run away from everything and everyone 
and now i’m done 

baby don’t you tell me that you think that i don’t care 
cause i’ve been feeling lost and fucking dead i’m in despair 
i’m sorry i’ve been distant i don’t mean to make you scared 
i swear it’s not my fault it’s just that life is never fair 

baby if i took myself would you care?
i’m better off sleeping all day and all year
finally screaming that i hate it here 
the darkness surrounds me, it takes my last tear 

i smoke too much i drink too much  i’m killing myself 
the blade keeps going deeper and you’re blaming yourself
i told you not to worry now we’re screaming for help 

i swear it’s not my fault it’s just that life is never fair

life is never fair [prod.Skalvi]

@imgeist
@yokaidreams

prod. @yokaidreams & co. prod @tnvr555

// lyrics
(this is a biteki exclusive)

// yokai dreams
she's so pretty I think
i lost my mind, feelin shitty
hope to find a remedy for
this love
cuz it's got me fucked up
u got me hung up again

i don't wanna tiptoe
around all the issues
i don't know what has been with you
lately
you've gone a little crazy
running around in my head

// i'm geist
dance with me
i want to feel your hand in mine all night
oh come on baby, you’re all i need
set the mood and turn off all the lights
oh darling i know that you hate me
it’s not worth the faking
i can feel the tension in the air breaking through the dance floor
held the knife up to my neck, now i’m bored
tried to separate the good from bad but i couldn’t

dance with me
i want to show you how a fire breathes in snow
move your body with the ecstasy
you should of thought about the consequences first

oh come on baby, he’s a deadman
dressed up in a dead brand
you can say you hate me all you want but you’re a geist fan
my love
and it won’t phase me, used to blood on my crown
rep biteki till the day that i’m gone

compounds

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