Do you see me with your eyes closed?
I bet you don’t, yeah, I don’t know
Look up in the sky, yeah, yeah
Yeah, UFO 
Don’t fuck up my vibe, you a foe
You built like a light, one flick you go
I don’t do fights, I don’t got time
I don’t know why I’m violent (Yeah, an ego)
I might start a riot (It’s an ego, yeah)
“Shut the fuck up, I don’t give shit”
“I’d much rather just talk about wartime”
“Murder some nigga with sticks”
“C’mon, c’mon, it’s a fun time”
Why, why, why, why?
Ah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Don’t make much sense to me
Who do you fuckin’ pretend to be?
Uh, not you, yeah, yeah
Uh, not you, yeah, yeah
Uh, not you, yeah

Oh no, oh no, my face, yeah
It’s fucking numb, my face, yeah
She made me freeze in place, yeah
Away from me, don’t place here

Oh no, oh no, my face, yeah
It’s fucking numb, my face, yeah
She made me freeze in place, yeah
Away from me, don’t place here
Away from me, don’t place here

Don’t place here, yeah, don’t place here
It’s not a race, dear, you’re the devil I fear
I’d fuck you too but that’s just not how I play fair
It’s not a rule but loyalty don’t compare
It don’t compare, yeah, don’t compare
Couldn’t find a trace, dear, where the fuck is my care?
Got one that loves me cause I can tell right by her stare
Or really does she? (Get the fuck out my hair)

Get the fuck out of my face, I don’t want you
What if I said that I did and I want to
Go to the past just like a fucking idiot
But I bet you woulda said that you want to
Who you speaking to when you missing a front tooth
Mental abuse got me without a mouth too
Got around a noose and a gun that I’m tied to
Not a lot to lose when your love is a lie too
You can pick and choose, what do you wanna die to?
Pick your poison then lie in your bedroom
And my poison was the scent of her perfume
Now I’m floating well beyond over God’s roof
Now I’m floating well beyond over God’s roof

Oh no, oh no, my face
It’s fucking numb, my face
Oh no, oh no, my face
It’s fucking numb, my face
Oh no, oh no, my face
It’s fucking numb, my face
Oh no, oh no, my face

It’s fucking numb, my face

𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖑 𝖆𝖇𝖚𝖘𝖊 (𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖉. 𝖏𝖔𝖔𝖙𝖘𝖚)

i guess it’s something about you
and i cannot get my mind off you
please tell me, okay?
you thought about me, oh, have you?
in the darkest of abyss
you thought about me, oh, have you?
stomach full of turns and twists
you thought about me, oh, have you?
i thought about me without you
it’s not a lot of dreams without you 
you had a lot of things about you 
different from the start

but then, it’s another day
i put black on black
i cleanse my soul and crash
i breathe then i relapse
i know that i gotta be aware
b-b-but my thought impaired
i see the path that i follow
if i keep going there
i don’t wanna go to Hell yet 
and i’m denied to the Heavens
get out of my heart
what the fuck is wrong with me? (you’re still dreaming)
i cut the rope beside me (you’re still dreaming)
you talk like something isn’t right (you’re still dreaming)
i know you want me in your mind (you’re still dreaming)

i guess it’s something about you
and i cannot get my mind off you
please tell me, okay?
you thought about me, oh, have you?
in the darkest of abyss
you thought about me, oh, have you?
stomach full of turns and twists
you thought about me, oh, have you?
you thought about me, oh, have you?
you thought about me, oh, have you? 
you thought about me, oh, have you?
you thought about me, oh, have you?
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y

</3 (𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖉. 𝖍𝖔𝖔𝖉𝖗𝖎𝖝𝖍)

“my god, are we gonna be like our parents?”

“not me, ever.”

“it’s unavoidable.
it just happens.”

“what happens?”

“when you grow up, your heart dies.”

and i’ve been at it with some time
broke a leg, uh, but i’m still fine
i feel the gaze you put upon me
like, i’ve been acting stupid like a mime
uh, i haven’t seen cupid for a while
i haven’t seen him since he was a child
i hope you take pasts away 
i hope you take pasts away
you don’t know what you’re missing 
put it on a wishlist 
speaking through my teeth
this is not what i need
but i really need it, oh no
can you really see it, oh no
can you really read it, oh no
can you really speak it, oh no
i don’t really wanna start with you
i don’t really wanna part with you
wish you didn’t break my heart in two
wish you didn’t hit my heart, arrest
heart, arrest 
wish you didn’t hit my heart, arrest
heart, arrest
wish you didn’t hit my heart, arrest

𝓬𝓾𝓹𝓲𝓭'𝓼 𝓮𝓷𝓭

no, don’t rewind, don’t rewind, don’t rewind
no, don’t rewind, don’t rewind, don’t rewind
no, don’t rewind, don’t rewind, don’t rewind

i-i feel like i’m down in the under
not resentment 
its my fault, i’m stuck in my head, thoughts unresolved
so don’t take it, to heart, love
i know i act out full of emotions
so you can lash out, if you want to
so many demons in our way, but i know you can fight
you’re so strong, love, it shows
through all that you been through 
eyes of a beauty
you don’t see it
i can’t believe it, i can’t believe it
please believe me
your spirit, it’s full of magic 
white aura surrounding, dramatic 
innocence, you carry
through a path that’s unknown, it’s scary
come a little closer to my very arms
i don’t wanna see you walk your little path
by yourself
i don’t wanna see me walking my path
by myself
can’t do this alone
can’t do this alone
can’t do this alone

no, don’t rewind, don’t rewind, don’t rewind (be mine)
no, don’t rewind, don’t rewind, don’t rewind (please come to me)
no, don’t rewind, don’t rewind, don’t rewind
no, don’t rewind, don’t rewind, don’t rewind

✞ 1:11 ✞

do you see what i see in you? (in you, yeah)
paramount matters lie beyond the loom
the dawning of light it will come for us soon, for us soon
out in the distance i see her bloom, see her bloom (see her bloom, see her bloom)
it is you

it is you
it is you

and no, it's not god
but you say it's god
i swear that it's not
you're more true
you're tangible
something i know
we've been so low in our lives
but we make do, we pull through, always manage
i knew in a panic, you knew what to do
even if it all seemed gloom and blue
made it out tough and who is the one to be true?
it is you

it is you
oh, it is you
Mama, Mama, it is you
it is you

i swear i'll make up, it's time to wake up, when?
if i don't wake up, then i might break again
i'm sorry Mother that my patience's very thin
it's in us brothers, anxiety in our skin

and i'll take you to the land of make believe
i'll get you anything as you please
just want to see in full relief
you will be proud Mom just wait and see

it is you, it's you
it is you, it's you

i swear i'll make up, it's time to wake up, when?
if i don't wake up, then i might break again
i'm sorry Mother that my patience's very thin
it's in us brothers, anxiety in our skin

it is, it is you
oh, it is you
Mama, Mama, it is you
it is you

m͎o͎t͎h͎e͎r͎'͎s͎ ͎s͎o͎n͎g͎

read between the lines
or else i’ll die
die
d-die (you)

hiding beneath what i’d consider truth
questioning things, at last, i’ve come to you
wanna unveil my thoughts, what would you do?

nothing

i’m getting knots, we’re not getting anywhere
i’m slipping on rocks, while you stand without any care, at least it seems to me 
did it mean anything, something, or nothing?

read between the lines
or else i’ll die
die
d-die (you)
die
d-die

repetitive like a nursery rhyme 
i caught a drift when you walked past i
i, act like i’m tired
lied, cause i value our tie
is it something that’s deep within the roots?
or am i something to help you pass minutes?
over obsessive but i know my love is true
i’ll send a message but you’ll never get a clue

you have no clue

𝖐𝖓𝖚𝖗𝖘𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖙 (𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖉. 𝖘𝖆𝖚𝖗𝖔𝖓)

(ayo howard!)

i don’t give a fuck if i talk like this
that bitch, my wish, imma rub up on her shit
niggas wanna be a minute man with no stick
hypocrite, one trick, wishing for a death wish
shinigami on me better watch where you cross
criss crossing on my opposition, tic tac loss
bitch i’m untouched, gotta clean all this moss
like a toe touch, you get fucked in the b-

ha-ha-ha, making me laugh
ha-ha-ha, niggas is funny 
ha-ha-ha, making me laugh
ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha
make a Chase for the money, ha-ha-ha
another bag, ha-ha-ha
i’m winnin’ that honey, ha-ha-ha
i “Pooh” out that cash, ha-ha

and these donkey niggas looking so depressed
they pressed cuz a nigga really got up with his chest
key step, side step and everything is best kept to yourself
go stealth
spot the snakes beyond their pelt

a shell of their former self, the pity, but fuck that
a hell, ima warm it up, the city is turned black
no help, he gon soak it up, with tearing, a rugrat
tommy gun easy pickings, love the fear in his face, flat
why the fuck am i saying this stupid shit, cuz i 

don’t give a fuck if i
fuck if i talk like this

still depressed man (Oddwin Rap Contest 2023)

walking around with my head down, lay down, anxiety nest
talking, no sound like i may drown, pay no mind, i’m a mess
(you)
am i being too critical?
baby, don’t at look at me pitiful
i’m dead, invisible, invisible 

they never wanna learn their lesson
now i’m invisible 
went out of your way for indiscretion, oh wow, how typical 
already knew you was fictional
live life like a story that’s digital 
you don’t gotta spell out you’re miserable
i know you’re miserable 
but forget her, why you look at me i did something bad?
putting all the blame on me, what a shame thought you better than that
better than that, you lack common sense when you feel so attached
so daft, then another backstab to the back 
by the brat the one that wasn’t telling you nothing but jack 
but alas, no smack, no

no smack, no
probly told all your friends i’m an asshole
that’s alright though
this is as therapeutic as your lies, so
i’ll pretend like i never seen the eye roll 
blocked again by your friend, she’s a psycho
tried to make dumb amends, that was my hope
then again, i’m condemned, what do i know

walking around with my head down, lay down, anxiety nest
talking, no sound like i may drown, pay no mind, i’m a mess
(you)
am i being too critical?
baby, don’t at look at me pitiful
i’m dead, invisible, invisible 

walking around with my head down, lay down, anxiety nest
talking, no sound like i may drown, pay no mind, i’m a mess
(you)
her destiny is looking miserable 
no levity, hate to be cynical
i’m dead, invisible (invisible)

they never wanna learn their lesson
went out of your way for indiscretion

ghost

ɨռʋɨֆɨɮʟɛ (𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔡. 𝔠𝔥𝔯𝔵𝔪𝔢 & 𝔧𝔡𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔞)

i
feel it like i'm dead
i
feel it like i'm dead
i
feel it like i'm dead
i
feel it like i'm dead

i'm dead
i'll haunt you 'til we're met
no, he's not your friend
you told me yourself
"can't trust again"
well trust me, he don't mean anything
everyone just wants to use you, babe
probably says he's in love but it's fucking fake
i'll never stop calling 'til it's fate

fate, fate, fate, fate
don't go away
fate, fate, fate, fate
don't go away
cause i won't go away

what is my reason?

what is yours?

S (𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖉. 𝖘𝖆𝖚𝖗𝖔𝖓)

(only cuz y’all wanted me to)

(oh shit, a ghost!)
(ayo howard!)
cryptic cynicism right on my hip
“put the zip to my lip” why don’t you stick it, bitch
leave him greyed out, he got one option
tossed him, put him to the flash, he’s forgotten
got em, now we lost him 
what it cost him? nada
shoulda told him that you my son, you not a Father
like a motion picture, you up just like a flyer
still depressed man and i’m tired

ay, fuck if i’m tired
me and my niggas, we posted outside 
professional i move, i’m tied
michael jackson like i’m smooth, i’m glidin’
disrespectful and i’m rude, wintertime
like an owl saying “who” wide-eyed
who the fuck do i look at who to confide?
me myself and i, the big three, ah
get a victory, now they wish me, go die
all the while they said 
(are you outta your head?)
got myself right outta bed
(are you outta your head?)
put the work in til’ i’m dead
(are you outta your head?)
no luck, i just invent 
(are you outta your head?)
redundant, you know the rest

niggas redundant, abundant 
as if they really mean something 
shoo all these women they buggin
right by my lonely no cuffing
unless if you talking bout fucking
otherwise, giving no fucks then
i got some demons, they haunting
charged with possession, i’m stunting, ah
i dont give a fuck, i can get a lawsuit
ima keep it tucked, i deal in absolutes
can you keep it hush, need to tell you the truth
i’m nothing quite like you 

nigga i’m better, you less than nothing, defying the physics and you are the proof

bitch i’m irregular, veteran, look at my medals, like VVS diamonds they bloom

i got the medicine, then again, i been the prophet, say hello to your doom

shit not competitive, segregate all these fuck niggas, i’m racist, i win and you lose

i win and you lose

and i’m tired (Oddwin Rap Contest 2024) (lyrics in desc)

told my baby, you can count it on the message
as of lately, i’ve been bound to sacred yesses
can you save me from the ground of rot, possession 
i’ve been waiting for a while, holy heaven

she’s like an angel made from heaven
i see your halo for a second 
an apparition, right in front of me 
i feel my vision readjust i see
i know
that we’re soul bound 
nothing to be afraid of
my only one

unreal
unreal

told my baby, you can count it on the message
as of lately, i’ve been bound to sacred yesses’
can you save me from the ground of rot, possession 
i’ve been waiting for a while, holy heaven

ђ๏ɭץ ђєคשєภ (prod. bra1z)

EXORDIUM

(prod. chrxme & jdolla)

lyrics:

walking around with my head down, lay down, anxiety nest
talking, no sound like i may drown, pay no mind, i’m a mess
(you)
am i being too critical?
baby, don’t at look at me pitiful
i’m dead, invisible, invisible 

they never wanna learn their lesson
now i’m invisible 
went out of your way for indiscretion, oh wow, how typical 
already knew you was fictional
live life like a story that’s digital 
you don’t gotta spell out you’re miserable
i know you’re miserable 
but forget her, why you look at me i did something bad?
putting all the blame on me, what a shame thought you better than that
better than that, you lack common sense when you feel so attached
so daft, then another backstab to the back 
by the brat, the one that wasn’t telling you nothing but jack 
but alas, no smack, no

no smack, no
probly told all your friends i’m an asshole
that’s alright though
this is as therapeutic as your lies, so
i’ll pretend like i never seen the eye roll 
blocked again by your friend, she’s a psycho
tried to make dumb amends, that was my hope
then again, i’m condemned, what do i know

walking around with my head down, lay down, anxiety nest
talking, no sound like i may drown, pay no mind, i’m a mess
(you)
am i being too critical?
baby, don’t at look at me pitiful
i’m dead, invisible, invisible 

walking around with my head down, lay down, anxiety nest
talking, no sound like i may drown, pay no mind, i’m a mess
(you)
her destiny is looking miserable 
no levity, hate to be cynical
i’m dead, invisible (invisible)

they never wanna learn their lesson
went out of your way for indiscretion

“Black magic, in fact, in reality is the use of power to hurt, it is the use of position to enslave.”

INVISIBLE

lyrics:

under the weather, tears are falling on my arm too
birds of a feather flock together, me? i hum through
i’ll tear your spirit with a face, i don’t want to
nothing’s deliberate in your aim, wish it was true (but it’s not)

deeper meaning, give it credence
wake it from the dead (from a god)
secret seeding, covert meetings
attacks inside my head (what they want)
incessant feeding, body reading
then they talk in jest (i’ma rot)
so demeaning, am i dreaming?
this ain’t life, the heck

feel like i’m sedated by the air that you breathe out
heard them speaking tongues, like they witches on the prowl
bitch i got charm, cross on me, you not allowed 
bitch i got charm, cross on me, you not allowed
look at my reflection, baby i’m not proud
head above the pond, seen the ripples wave around
it’s on my palm, see them written like a vow 
it’s on my palm, see them written like a vow

my comprehension, beyond one dimension
i envy the ones naive (i wish you well)
a teacher’s attention is often neglected
why breathe in the words that you speak?

deeper meaning, give it credence
wake it from the dead (from a god)
secret seeding, covert meetings
attacks inside my head (what they want)
incessant feeding, body reading
then they talk in jest (i’ma rot)
so demeaning, am i dreaming?
this ain’t life, the heck

i’m steady racing with death
i can’t seem to take it
it’s bad that i cannot face it 
my bad, i’m stuck in my bag 
don’t want to run to my past, uh
(don’t wanna run to my)
don’t want to fuck with my past, uh
(don’t wanna fuck with my past)
this feeling’s killing me bad
lost my position, is that
the reason you want me back?
judas
you want me back 
judas to me 
reason you want me back 
judas to me 

you are judas 
judas to me  
you are judas 
judas to me  
you are judas 
judas to me  
you are judas 
judas to me

ILL WILL (FEAT. EZRA'S HEAVEN)

lyrics:

i suggest, you don’t roll with us, go roll to bed

deeper meaning, give it credence
wake it from the dead 
secret seeding, covert meetings
attacks inside my head 
incessant feeding, body reading
then they talk in jest 
so demeaning, am i dreaming?
this ain’t life, the heck
i put them in a trance, they dancing till they’re feet are dead
kinda looks like a ritual when you look far ahead
i suggest, you don’t roll with us, go roll to bed
get possessed, bitch, i’m floating, like my soul in debt (A!)
when it gets dry, the details get finer, know i what i mean? (VE!)
with a little bit of grit and shit, it’s only minor, know what i mean? (SA!)
still life, a sight to see, frozen in time, the signs, like i’m on a city street (TA!)
in the night, no light, i’m blind, speak a little rhyme, i’m tied, yes, so mote it be (NAS!)

yes
yes
yes

hell, we can go to hell go to
we can go to hell go to
you can go to hell

ÅMEN?

(prod. neltq*)

lyrics:

sidestepping by the border
can’t keep myself in order
devil on top of my shoulder
sin’s in the eye of the beholder

oh my god, can you help me
i could hear the dissonance ‘tween the melody
you feel like Madonna
just the type that might bring me more trauma
lies don’t hide no karma
what you keeping underneath?
but i know what’s under there, she wants me to see
baby, do you care? she’s touching on me
seen her when i wandered 
dream, serene, her body made of drama
moves like a sonata
with her fingers around my…

look at my range okay
energy can’t tame okay
i lust yeah
entwined in silk and shame
baby i feel so strange
i love you
i’m sleeping wide awake
tongue speaks on a higher plane
ah, votum
singing the same refrain
whispers my new name 
ah, Samael
Samael
sitting by the leaves, under the branches, did i find myself?
die myself?
she keep on advancing, now we’re dancing by the water now
on about
telling me abandon all the things i built and cast it out
the past is out

sidestepping by the border
can’t keep myself in order
devil on top of my shoulder
sin’s in the eye of the beholder

LILITH

lyrics:

“Wouldst thou like to live deliciously?”

nigga, they don’t wanna be the one to point the gun at their reflection
we get to cracking little by little, shit you don’t wanna see the best in (me)
i’m posted by the river, seen a shimmer in the water, was a message 
a crippled black goat in the middle of the moor that i stepped in

do you believe in a god
atonement at play because on me you shouldn’t have crossed
are you another facade
can’t fall for a loop, ‘ready cut all my ties and my knots
but i saw myself from afar
in the mirror, self reflecting on what i might not 
say we all live just to rot 
a liminal limbo, my mind is barely at a thought
and i’m walking in three different wicked dimensions
and you blocking a prism of different perceptions
like a prism i’m splitting you in different directions
in a plane, nonexistent, put you in suspension
don’t gotta show you the proof, ha
niggas not living in truth, ha
look up to me, down to you, ha
ha, ha
love
i don’t got no one
i am no one
you don’t want no one

nigga, they don’t wanna be the one to point the gun at their reflection
we get to cracking little by little, shit you don’t wanna see the best in (me)
i’m posted by the river, seen a shimmer in the water, was a message 
a crippled black goat in the middle of the moor that i stepped in

fuck they sayin’?
why these lames keep on talking on my name?
i went insane and i went and changed the game
it's just a shame how niggas stay in they lane
they be wanting all that fame but they ain’t putting in no pain
i cut some ties just to get to where i'm at
lost some humanity when i cut that pact
these niggas wack, i had to leave ‘em in the past
i'm on a different level, i'm outta they class

i sit and laugh when i go let this chopper blast
fuck you niggas, y’all just laughed when i said i’m gon’ chase this bag
that shit is sad, where my real friends at?
fuck it, i'm skirtting my tires, watch the rims spin back
asking where i been, said the real been back
i been wearing this mask, layers been peeled back
niggas think they know my secret, bitch, i been sealed that
sayin’ i got a big ego, bitch i been killed that

nigga, they don’t wanna be the one to point the gun at their reflection
we get to cracking little by little, shit you don’t wanna see the best in (me)
i’m posted by the river, seen a shimmer in the water, was a message 
a crippled black goat in the middle of the moor that i stepped in

do you believe in a god?
(atonement at play because on me you shouldn’t have)
do you believe in a god? 
can’t fall for a loop ‘ready cut all my ties and my)
do you believe in a god?
(in the mirror self reflecting on what I might)
do you believe in a god?
(say we all live just to rot)
do you believe in a god?
(atonement at play because on me you shouldn’t have)
do you believe in a god?
(can’t fall for a loop)
do you believe in a god?
do you believe in a

BLACK GOAT (FEAT. ODDWIN)

(prod. me & performance by Diamonds, @diamondsmetal on IG)

lyrics:

the moon is naked, white shines on the floor
a reverie vacant, i’ve seen this before
i never wanna learn my lesson
if i pick a time then ticking is the essence
right before i fall in possession 
live deliciously, free your life from despair
i cannot breathe anymore with this air
life is not defined
read between the lines
what is forbidden may fall onto thee
stars are misaligned
nothing but a rhyme

bleeding ain’t really an option, okay
i can’t subjected to it but a toxin, okay
a different perspective given to the godson
initial directive he set without caution
“are you deception?” no, i am a godsend, okay
then i took another lozenge, haha
my soul is costing
i cannot say no because it is an offering
the air is so cold for tonight, it is haunting
my soul is costing, okay

okay, okay
i feel as if time’s finite
as i see the souls alight
there’s a hearse that is slowly but surely approaching 
family curses, you’re close to the fire, you’re burning

bleeding ain’t really an option, okay
i can’t subjected to it but a toxin, okay
a different perspective given to the godson
initial directive he set without caution
“are you deception?” no, i am a godsend, okay
then i took another lozenge, haha
my soul is costing
i cannot say no because it is an offering
the air is so cold for tonight, it is haunting
my soul is costing

REMINISCERE, NIHIL EST TUUM (FEAT. DIAMONDS)

(prod. 1eworld & performance by my brother)

lyrics:

(k)night in all black like i’m batshit
cut you off, put you in past tense
you act like a joke, bitch i’m laughing
then i killed the joke, still i’m laughing 
keep that joke in a casket
because reality, you couldn’t grasp it
like an anomaly i conjure magic 
devoid of emotion, i feel fantastic 

hey, hey, hey
hey, hey, hey
hey, hey, hey
hey, hey, hey

i feel fantastic
dagger on me like i’m classy
medallion on me like i’m classy
you blabbing on me that’s not classy
got a Luci’ piece on me, dynastic
i’m living life so sarcastic 
this ain’t nothing real, ain’t that tragic
but isn’t free will made elastic?
like it’s made plastic
bunch of figures within my clique
bunch of figures, go figure like counterfeit 
baby, innocence 
in a sense, i’m still a kid
they tell me to draw
fiction, depictions of reverence
all over the wall
you listen, submission, ridden within
walk, don’t do no talk
she’s feenin’ on semen, she’s made akin
a body, a doll
these demons stay with me and not with thee
falling from skies all above
it’s more than figures, it’s basic geometry
connecting like bullets above 
connecting like bullets a-
like i’m bat shit
i got some toys with some attachments (like a bo-)
uh, would i find the joy in the detachment?
giving credence to those with bad habits?

(k)night in all black like i’m batshit
cut you off, put you in past tense
you act like a joke, bitch i’m laughing
then i killed the joke, still i’m laughing 
keep that joke in a casket
because reality, you couldn’t grasp it
like an anomaly i conjure magic 
devoid of emotion, i feel fantastic 

hey, hey, hey
hey, hey, hey
hey, hey, hey
hey, hey, hey

BLACK MAGIC

(prod. 1eworld)

lyrics:

no face, haha
why would you ride with that fate, haha
i’ve been locked in a daze, haha
in a peculiar state, haha

no face, haha
no chain, no gang, no name, haha
i paint a stain on my leather
been the same, the pain is like new love
mmh, mmh mmh, haha, ah
mmh, mmh mmh, haha, ah

my fangs, bat
you lame, rat
i hate to be a drag, drag, then i pull you back
you came to buck, tap
on the scene that i reign uh, huh, pit-pat
Lestat and Elaine, uh huh, mad
but murder i claimed, uh huh, bad, bad, bad
niggas they reap what i sow
niggas they weep what i tote
a reaper, i’m losing my soul
i’m walking around with no chain
invisible pull on my throat
niggas beseech for they goat
do nothing but feed on the floor
remember, say goodbye 
right before you shut the door
my dearest, i’m about to go d-d-die
right before you shut the door
i see his light
feel him in my life
see him in my sight
if you break his bond you’ll feel his might
feel his might

see Lucy away
see Lucy away
see Lucy away
see Lucy away

think i need a bloody face
think i need a little taste
haven’t seen a lot in days
haven’t thought a lot in days
laying in darkness in a haze
looking at the ceiling dazed
vision started making shapes
shadow figures in the drapes
blocking all my demons, shake
every corner isn’t safe
think i’m panicking, okay
think i’m manic, in a state
in a state of losing faith
in a state of dooming fate
saw myself in dreams i faced
then in the mirror saw no face

no face, haha
no chain, no gang, no name, haha
i paint a stain on my leather
been the same, the pain is like new love
mmh, mmh mmh, haha, ah
mmh, mmh mmh, haha, ah

no face, haha
no chain, no gang, no name, haha
i paint a stain on my leather
been the same, the pain is like new love
mmh, mmh mmh, haha, ah
mmh, mmh mmh, haha, ah

my fangs, uh huh, bat
you lame, uh huh, rat
you came to buck, tap
on the scene that i reign uh, huh, pit-pat
Lestat and Elaine, uh huh, mad
but murder i claimed, uh huh, bad, bad, bad
niggas they reap what i sow
niggas they weep what i tote
a reaper, i’m losing my soul
i’m walking around with no chain
invisible pull on my throat
niggas beseech for they goat
do nothing but feed on the floor

NØ FACE

(prod. 1eworld)

lyrics:

hey, hey

hey, hey
hey, hey
hey, hey
hey, hey

he whispered to me something no one would trust (hey, hey)
took it to heart, now i know what is up (hey, hey)
up, two finger salute how i’m pointing it up (hey, hey)
up, to live or die, feel like i’m on the cusp (hey, hey)

(why?)

cause i’m rotting on my nest, waitin’ 
feeling like a lochness, stay missed
feel her crawling on my chest, old witch 
no shit and now she gawking with a tense bold grin, cold hiss
the serpents, they tied both my wrists
the curtains are black with no slit
and there’s no turning back what i did
for certain this is what it is

the devil dances ‘round the martyrs in his kingdom
hold no more guidance and now look what i became of 
i felt the silence fall apart, i lost my wisdom
he went inside, my soul’s departure brought escapism 

hey, hey
hey, hey
hey, hey
hey, hey

he whispered to me something no one would trust (hey, hey)
took it to heart, now i know what is up (hey, hey)
up, two finger salute how i’m pointing it up (hey, hey)
up, to live or die, feel like i’m on the cusp
to live or die, feel like i’m on the

i’m a lost soul, yuh
don’t know what hell i’d bring 
got bodies in the back in the trunk
some parallel escape is what i’m looking for
on my patellas but god ain’t
giving a fuck
i be popping t-twos, stick ‘em up
to incite an uproar, run it up
cut the chicken head off, run a muck
her throat, it ain’t deadly enough
lose my soul in her throat when I bust
what i want but i don’t got the luck
hedonistic, i don’t give a fuck 
huh, look, suit up, yuh
Bruce Wayne, shit got riddles
poppin’ all the colors/collars like skittles
kick rocks or get down 
cause the hittas gon be stickin’ like a fiddle, huh
chinchilla coat on top a chin-killa bitch
got a body and body stacking the totem pole of rich niggas, huh
not a rich nigga, bitch nigga
just a bitch, getta-nigga

you a hoe
i’m in the ball room with the devil daughter two stepping
two s-, two steppi-, two stepping, two stepping hoping we elope
i got the, i got the juke joint jumpin’ voodoo who do you all know?

LIMINAL (FEAT. XTRACTION)

(prod. HIGHTRIP & ayochr1s)

lyrics:

did you find your heart? cause i lost it
saw the animals pick apart the carcass
i’m an animal, picking at where my heart is

hear the faint callings from a light-bearer?
nothing but false dreams and a nightmare
immortalized sin hidden in air
heard the sky’s falling, what do i care?

(heard the sky’s falling, what do i care?)

well, maybe unless, if he calls
in full manifestation, tall
tells me to do his bidding and all
otherwise, life’s true, everything’s fair

(otherwise, life’s true, everything’s fair)



i fear for my pressure
i fear for my pressure

got opps under pressure
dealings under pressure
you’re before my pressure
i been so depressed
demons on my chest
i fear for my pressure
i fear for my pressure

got opps under pressure
dealings under pressure
you’re before my pressure
get up, away from my pressure
i been so depressed
demons on my chest
i fear for my pressure 
i fear for my pressure

i fear for my pressure
don’t you feel that pressure
shake your fucking flesh
shake yo-
shake your fucking flesh
hand upon my breast, huh
heard that door knock
i forgot
entities unseen, not bought
i’m oppression 
a façade (land of Nod)
got a feeling, i’m made to rot
spiritual
ritual
don’t you see it in the fire, fire, fire
a confession 
am i mad
they were screaming in the bath
overflow
over there 
on the ceiling, on my bed

on the ceiling, on my bed
on the ceiling, on my bed
on the ceiling, on my bed
on the ceiling, on my bed
on the ceiling, on my bed
with some lilies on my bed
on the ceiling, on my bed
on the ceiling, on my bed

i fear for my pressure
i fear for my pressure

got opps under pressure
dealings under pressure
you’re before my pressure
get up, away from my pressure
i been so depressed
demons on my chest
i fear for my pressure 
i fear for my pressure

heh, hah
i fear for my pressure 
heh, ha, cheh, hah
i fear for my pressure
cheh, ha
i fear for my pressure 
cheh, ha
i fear for my pressure
i fear for my pressure

no patek

⸸ 𝖘𝖆𝖉 𝖛𝖎𝖇𝖊𝖘 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 ⸸



What is my reason?
What is yours?
What is the meaning of life and more?
Ain't it beautiful? 
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Yeah, yeah

You're surprised
You thought I
Forgot I
Don't forget
Stays in my mind
I don't lie
I don't lie
Now blow your candle out
Make a wish from the bottom now
Is your wish more than this?
Is your wish more than bliss?
The time never stopping
You're closer to heaven, yeah
We cannot stop it
It's 11:11, yeah
Have a confession
But I cannot express it, yeah, I
Don't understand it
I'm asking the question...

What is my reason?
What is yours?
What is the meaning of life and more?
Ain't it beautiful? 
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Yeah, yeah

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✞ 11even ✞

knight in armor flashing
insomnia madness
paranormal active
insomnia, yeah

i hear scratching walls
unknown fucking calls
don’t wanna look up, yeah
don’t wanna pick up, uh
i hear something wrong
corridor too long
but i’ve had enough, yeah
but i’ve had enough, uh

shadows lurking in every corner, ay
is it fucking real or my vision, ay
i’m hearing demons that aren’t innate
cannot go back, it’s already too late
i feel the cold but already the snake
bit into my skin and i feel the same
things that i felt when i wasn’t awake
frozen in place, i gotta be the great

knight in armor flashing
insomnia madness
paranormal active
insomnia, yeah

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