Do you see me with your eyes closed?
I bet you don’t, yeah, I don’t know
Look up in the sky, yeah, yeah
Yeah, UFO 
Don’t fuck up my vibe, you a foe
You built like a light, one flick you go
I don’t do fights, I don’t got time
I don’t know why I’m violent (Yeah, an ego)
I might start a riot (It’s an ego, yeah)
“Shut the fuck up, I don’t give shit”
“I’d much rather just talk about wartime”
“Murder some nigga with sticks”
“C’mon, c’mon, it’s a fun time”
Why, why, why, why?
Ah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Don’t make much sense to me
Who do you fuckin’ pretend to be?
Uh, not you, yeah, yeah
Uh, not you, yeah, yeah
Uh, not you, yeah

Oh no, oh no, my face, yeah
It’s fucking numb, my face, yeah
She made me freeze in place, yeah
Away from me, don’t place here

Oh no, oh no, my face, yeah
It’s fucking numb, my face, yeah
She made me freeze in place, yeah
Away from me, don’t place here
Away from me, don’t place here

Don’t place here, yeah, don’t place here
It’s not a race, dear, you’re the devil I fear
I’d fuck you too but that’s just not how I play fair
It’s not a rule but loyalty don’t compare
It don’t compare, yeah, don’t compare
Couldn’t find a trace, dear, where the fuck is my care?
Got one that loves me cause I can tell right by her stare
Or really does she? (Get the fuck out my hair)

Get the fuck out of my face, I don’t want you
What if I said that I did and I want to
Go to the past just like a fucking idiot
But I bet you woulda said that you want to
Who you speaking to when you missing a front tooth
Mental abuse got me without a mouth too
Got around a noose and a gun that I’m tied to
Not a lot to lose when your love is a lie too
You can pick and choose, what do you wanna die to?
Pick your poison then lie in your bedroom
And my poison was the scent of her perfume
Now I’m floating well beyond over God’s roof
Now I’m floating well beyond over God’s roof

Oh no, oh no, my face
It’s fucking numb, my face
Oh no, oh no, my face
It’s fucking numb, my face
Oh no, oh no, my face
It’s fucking numb, my face
Oh no, oh no, my face

It’s fucking numb, my face

𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖑 𝖆𝖇𝖚𝖘𝖊 (𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖉. 𝖏𝖔𝖔𝖙𝖘𝖚)

i guess it’s something about you
and i cannot get my mind off you
please tell me, okay?
you thought about me, oh, have you?
in the darkest of abyss
you thought about me, oh, have you?
stomach full of turns and twists
you thought about me, oh, have you?
i thought about me without you
it’s not a lot of dreams without you 
you had a lot of things about you 
different from the start

but then, it’s another day
i put black on black
i cleanse my soul and crash
i breathe then i relapse
i know that i gotta be aware
b-b-but my thought impaired
i see the path that i follow
if i keep going there
i don’t wanna go to Hell yet 
and i’m denied to the Heavens
get out of my heart
what the fuck is wrong with me? (you’re still dreaming)
i cut the rope beside me (you’re still dreaming)
you talk like something isn’t right (you’re still dreaming)
i know you want me in your mind (you’re still dreaming)

i guess it’s something about you
and i cannot get my mind off you
please tell me, okay?
you thought about me, oh, have you?
in the darkest of abyss
you thought about me, oh, have you?
stomach full of turns and twists
you thought about me, oh, have you?
you thought about me, oh, have you?
you thought about me, oh, have you? 
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y

</3 (𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖉. 𝖍𝖔𝖔𝖉𝖗𝖎𝖝𝖍)

“my god, are we gonna be like our parents?”

“not me, ever.”

“it’s unavoidable.
it just happens.”

“what happens?”

“when you grow up, your heart dies.”

and i’ve been at it with some time
broke a leg, uh, but i’m still fine
i feel the gaze you put upon me
like, i’ve been acting stupid like a mime
uh, i haven’t seen cupid for a while
i haven’t seen him since he was a child
i hope you take pasts away 
i hope you take pasts away
you don’t know what you’re missing 
put it on a wishlist 
speaking through my teeth
this is not what i need
but i really need it, oh no
can you really see it, oh no
can you really read it, oh no
can you really speak it, oh no
i don’t really wanna start with you
i don’t really wanna part with you
wish you didn’t break my heart in two
wish you didn’t hit my heart, arrest
heart, arrest 
wish you didn’t hit my heart, arrest
heart, arrest
wish you didn’t hit my heart, arrest

𝓬𝓾𝓹𝓲𝓭'𝓼 𝓮𝓷𝓭

no, don’t rewind, don’t rewind, don’t rewind
no, don’t rewind, don’t rewind, don’t rewind
no, don’t rewind, don’t rewind, don’t rewind

i-i feel like i’m down in the under
not resentment 
its my fault, i’m stuck in my head, thoughts unresolved
so don’t take it, to heart, love
i know i act out full of emotions
so you can lash out, if you want to
so many demons in our way, but i know you can fight
you’re so strong, love, it shows
through all that you been through 
eyes of a beauty
you don’t see it
i can’t believe it, i can’t believe it
please believe me
your spirit, it’s full of magic 
white aura surrounding, dramatic 
innocence, you carry
through a path that’s unknown, it’s scary
come a little closer to my very arms
i don’t wanna see you walk your little path
by yourself
i don’t wanna see me walking my path
by myself
can’t do this alone
can’t do this alone
can’t do this alone

no, don’t rewind, don’t rewind, don’t rewind (be mine)
no, don’t rewind, don’t rewind, don’t rewind (please come to me)
no, don’t rewind, don’t rewind, don’t rewind
no, don’t rewind, don’t rewind, don’t rewind

✞ 1:11 ✞

do you see what i see in you? (in you, yeah)
paramount matters lie beyond the loom
the dawning of light it will come for us soon, for us soon
out in the distance i see her bloom, see her bloom (see her bloom, see her bloom)
it is you

it is you
it is you

and no, it's not god
but you say it's god
i swear that it's not
you're more true
you're tangible
something i know
we've been so low in our lives
but we make do, we pull through, always manage
i knew in a panic, you knew what to do
even if it all seemed gloom and blue
made it out tough and who is the one to be true?
it is you

it is you
oh, it is you
Mama, Mama, it is you
it is you

i swear i'll make up, it's time to wake up, when?
if i don't wake up, then i might break again
i'm sorry Mother that my patience's very thin
it's in us brothers, anxiety in our skin

and i'll take you to the land of make believe
i'll get you anything as you please
just want to see in full relief
you will be proud Mom just wait and see

it is you, it's you
it is you, it's you

i swear i'll make up, it's time to wake up, when?
if i don't wake up, then i might break again
i'm sorry Mother that my patience's very thin
it's in us brothers, anxiety in our skin

it is, it is you
oh, it is you
Mama, Mama, it is you
it is you

m͎o͎t͎h͎e͎r͎'͎s͎ ͎s͎o͎n͎g͎

read between the lines
or else i’ll die
die
d-die (you)

hiding beneath what i’d consider truth
questioning things, at last, i’ve come to you
wanna unveil my thoughts, what would you do?

nothing

i’m getting knots, we’re not getting anywhere
i’m slipping on rocks, while you stand without any care, at least it seems to me 
did it mean anything, something, or nothing?

read between the lines
or else i’ll die
die
d-die (you)
die
d-die

repetitive like a nursery rhyme 
i caught a drift when you walked past i
i, act like i’m tired
lied, cause i value our tie
is it something that’s deep within the roots?
or am i something to help you pass minutes?
over obsessive but i know my love is true
i’ll send a message but you’ll never get a clue

you have no clue

𝖐𝖓𝖚𝖗𝖘𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖙 (𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖉. 𝖘𝖆𝖚𝖗𝖔𝖓)

(ayo howard!)

i don’t give a fuck if i talk like this
that bitch, my wish, imma rub up on her shit
niggas wanna be a minute man with no stick
hypocrite, one trick, wishing for a death wish
shinigami on me better watch where you cross
criss crossing on my opposition, tic tac loss
bitch i’m untouched, gotta clean all this moss
like a toe touch, you get fucked in the b-

ha-ha-ha, making me laugh
ha-ha-ha, niggas is funny 
ha-ha-ha, making me laugh
ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha
make a Chase for the money, ha-ha-ha
another bag, ha-ha-ha
i’m winnin’ that honey, ha-ha-ha
i “Pooh” out that cash, ha-ha

and these donkey niggas looking so depressed
they pressed cuz a nigga really got up with his chest
key step, side step and everything is best kept to yourself
go stealth
spot the snakes beyond their pelt

a shell of their former self, the pity, but fuck that
a hell, ima warm it up, the city is turned black
no help, he gon soak it up, with tearing, a rugrat
tommy gun easy pickings, love the fear in his face, flat
why the fuck am i saying this stupid shit, cuz i 

don’t give a fuck if i
fuck if i talk like this

still depressed man (ON ALL PLATS) (Oddwin Rap Contest 2023)

walking around with my head down, lay down, anxiety nest
talking, no sound like i may drown, pay no mind, i’m a mess
(you)
am i being too critical?
baby, don’t at look at me pitiful
i’m dead, invisible, invisible 

they never wanna learn their lesson
now i’m invisible 
went out of your way for indiscretion, oh wow, how typical 
already knew you was fictional
live life like a story that’s digital 
you don’t gotta spell out you’re miserable
i know you’re miserable 
but forget her, why you look at me i did something bad?
putting all the blame on me, what a shame thought you better than that
better than that, you lack common sense when you feel so attached
so daft, then another backstab to the back 
by the brat the one that wasn’t telling you nothing but jack 
but alas, no smack, no

no smack, no
probly told all your friends i’m an asshole
that’s alright though
this is as therapeutic as your lies, so
i’ll pretend like i never seen the eye roll 
blocked again by your friend, she’s a psycho
tried to make dumb amends, that was my hope
then again, i’m condemned, what do i know

walking around with my head down, lay down, anxiety nest
talking, no sound like i may drown, pay no mind, i’m a mess
(you)
am i being too critical?
baby, don’t at look at me pitiful
i’m dead, invisible, invisible 

walking around with my head down, lay down, anxiety nest
talking, no sound like i may drown, pay no mind, i’m a mess
(you)
her destiny is looking miserable 
no levity, hate to be cynical
i’m dead, invisible (invisible)

they never wanna learn their lesson
went out of your way for indiscretion

ghost

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ (𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔡. 𝔠𝔥𝔯𝔵𝔪𝔢 & 𝔧𝔡𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔞)

no patek

⸸ 𝖘𝖆𝖉 𝖛𝖎𝖇𝖊𝖘 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 ⸸



What is my reason?
What is yours?
What is the meaning of life and more?
Ain't it beautiful? 
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Yeah, yeah

You're surprised
You thought I
Forgot I
Don't forget
Stays in my mind
I don't lie
I don't lie
Now blow your candle out
Make a wish from the bottom now
Is your wish more than this?
Is your wish more than bliss?
The time never stopping
You're closer to heaven, yeah
We cannot stop it
It's 11:11, yeah
Have a confession
But I cannot express it, yeah, I
Don't understand it
I'm asking the question...

What is my reason?
What is yours?
What is the meaning of life and more?
Ain't it beautiful? 
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Yeah, yeah

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✞ 11even ✞

knight in armor flashing
insomnia madness
paranormal active
insomnia, yeah

i hear scratching walls
unknown fucking calls
don’t wanna look up, yeah
don’t wanna pick up, uh
i hear something wrong
corridor too long
but i’ve had enough, yeah
but i’ve had enough, uh

shadows lurking in every corner, ay
is it fucking real or my vision, ay
i’m hearing demons that aren’t innate
cannot go back, it’s already too late
i feel the cold but already the snake
bit into my skin and i feel the same
things that i felt when i wasn’t awake
frozen in place, i gotta be the great

knight in armor flashing
insomnia madness
paranormal active
insomnia, yeah

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