Name: CROWDKILLA by LOADER.
Duration: 2 min 18 s
Description: art by howlsyndrome. mixed mastered produced rapped etc by me.

check in
right back to da desk yeh
i don’t wana do dis i been stressin
i don’t wana do dis cuz it wrecks me
but i fuckin love it when that check hits

when dat check hits 3x
but i fuckin love it when that check hits

can’t say i regret it
without all dis cash on me i wouldn’t be dis fitted
anything i want bich i jus go n fuckin get it
dam at 21 i had like 6 figures invested
bring dat bich to 7
but it still gives me a headache
kinda wish dat id b doin somethin different
every day it feels like hours turn 2 minutes
i’m like shu shut up bich dis ain’t yo business

ok bb need u rn
if it weren’t for u i think id fucking crash out
2x

chorus 

i got everything i wanted
so tell me why dis shit is always fucking haunting me 
guess i didnt see the problem, 
i used to feel like i woke up n won the lottery

i made my family proud
i grinded college got a job n thought i made it out
im tryna balance work n music but i don’t know how 
n now im here i got it all but im still thinking bout ..
what if it worked what if i made it count
what if i stopped balancing life and turned that shit around
n i can’t lie ill always have my doubt
i’ll never know unless i try so bich im trying out

bich im way up
betta do what i say so
how ya day go
i can make that change ho 
we can dance bich yuh like fuckin tango 
count yo days ho
turn u to an angel


no i didnt wana do dis
all dis work on me it got me feelin clueless
i been puzzled like sum rubix
i still run dis shit i’m doin what u couldn’t

Check

all plats <3

check

rain rain rain rain
@raaynen:
I really thought I was someone right off the fucking rip
You really thought I could hate you but I don't give a shit (headshot)
You told me you love me I know you never did
I don't regret a thing I did 'cause I meant what I said
I'm pouring up a double cup I'm not a lucki fan (fetch me their souls)
I gotta watch the things I say cause ya'll some fuckin feds (insta kill)
I don't know when I go up but I know I fuckin can
I let emotions control me 'cause I'm a lover man

And it's like yeah I really hate you
Like did you notice?
I don't know what I'm doing wrong cause here at my-
Lois? Loiss? Lois you in the bathroom?

I really thought I was someone right off the fucking rip
You really thought I could hate you but I don't give a shit
You told me you love me I know you never did
I don't regret a thing I did 'cause I meant what I said
I'm pouring up a double cup I'm not a lucki fan 
I gotta watch the things I say cause ya'll some fuckin feds
I don't know when I go up but I know I fuckin can
I let emotions control me 'cause I'm a lover man

And shoutout r3 you put me where I am
I know exactly who I am because of all my friends
I thought I'd never find myself rapping for fuckin fans
I can't control the things I say it's all out of my hands

You'll have better luck next time, you really fucked up
Look me in my eyes so I can tell you that I love ya
So-Cali baby, that's exactly where I come from
You don't know what you're saying I suggest you shut the fuck up
I never thought I'd be someone but I'm the fucking shit
And I'm the only motherfucker that's gonna represent
You start the music shit and lose exactly who you is
But I've been wanting to do this since such a little kid

I really thought I was someone right off the fucking rip
You really thought I could hate you but I don't give a shit
You told me you love me I know you never did
I don't regret a thing I did 'cause I meant what I said
I'm pouring up a double cup I'm not a lucki fan
I gotta watch the things I say cause ya'll some fuckin feds 
I don't know when I go up but I know I fuckin can
I let emotions control me 'cause I'm a lover man

you never did

suffering the while to lay a time or two 

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prod me
sample is nettles - ethel cain

lyrics:
@fishonline
sufferin the while 2 get my head rite
get my bread rite
but if only i cld lay w u 4 1 more nite
i fear tht ill b chasin that high 4 the rest of my life
constellations form ur face
so ill js stare at the sky
psychadelic visions feel as if im rite there w u
nd we dance the lite fantastic 2 tht auld lang tune
stuck out ur hand 2 mine
held onto it it phased rite thru
ur form jus faded away in 2 a majestic hue
now idk where we went wrong
but ik its all dead nd gone
ur shadows haunt these empty halls
nd if i saw how far wed fall before we fell
i wldnt wait
holdin on 2 smth dead nd gone was my mistake
but if u see me in a vision ill run back 2 u
then ill js fade away 2 iridescent hues
no im nvr movin on
all i ever do is wait
nd it feels like im always runnin
i do naught but run in place

@ikryb4by
ay
i told her go away
she beggin me 2 stay
i dont wanna play this game no more
drinkin champagne
in the rain when it pours
always let this hoe come nd throw me off course
screamin on my phone till my voice went hoarse
brodie told me this what happen
when u talk 2 whores
u empty cryin out ur heart on the floor
took my heart
then came back wantin more
i gotta ignore her
therell b plenty hoes on tour
when i cut off all the lames in my life
ya i felt better
shell only break ur heart my nigga
if u let her
i miss my sweater not the ex bitch
im w @ahbudahbi w my niggas nd well never switch
ya we aint finna stop till we all rich

@spiritss
idk where my minds been
im so used to silence
im sick of the violence
if its up then come try me
yall sum pussy u wont try me
i wont stop till im shinin
me and fish be stylin
all yall hoes yall b wildin
all u hoes b wildin
u b actin hella childish
wonder why no one fucks with u
i dont miss u
bitch i hate u
want to see the world burn right beneath u
ive been good by myself i dont need u
blacked out benz u cant see me but i can see u
shoutout AMG militia bruh
shoutout tracy thats my day 1
shoutout @mercycoreradio that boy handsome
i told shawty go n shake sum
lil shawty go nd shake sum
shawty ask me for money i said btich go out and make some
i been stackin all this bread till the bread bread bread
last shawty texted me she miss my head head head

@mothercain
think of us inside
after the wedding
sufferin the while 2 lay a time or 2
when we wont wake up on our own
wake up on our own
held close all the time 
knowin
this was all 4 u
think of us inside
gardenias on the tile
where it makes no difference 
who held back frm who

gardenias w/ iikryy spirits prod fish

Beat prod. by toemuro & takecare04  !!

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---lyrics 
She got bright blue hair like she miku, woah
Had to stop and stare so I could see you, woah
It’s way more than “I want you”, girl I need you, woah
It’s not too much so I bought it just to treat you, woah
Rockstar like she miku
Dancing like she miku
Everyone wants to meet you
Everyone wants to be you
Be you, ooh-whee-ooh
Rockstar like she miku
Rockstar like she miku
Rockstar like she mi—kuuu

You got fans a thousand miles away
I think just to see you I might die today
It’s cause you’re my world, you’re my hideaway
Bright blue hair, blue eyes keep me wide awake

2024 Coachella
Guess I should’ve known better
Forgot my damn umbrella
But I’ll be there no matter the weather
in Margiela
It’s set in stone, rosetta
You know imma go-getter
You know I need her forever

I’m gonna be there VIP
I’m gonna be there, count on me
How can you be so damn naive
I’m gonna see her in my dreams
Vocaloid songs since I was thirteen
Making her songs on my PC
Funny how it feels like last week
Last week, woah

She got bright blue hair like she miku, woah
Had to stop and stare so I could see you, woah
It’s way more than “I want you”, girl I need you, woah
It’s not too much so I bought it just to treat you, woah

She got bright blue hair like she miku, woah
Had to stop and stare so I could see you, woah
It’s way more than “I want you”, girl I need you, woah
It’s not too much so I bought it just to treat you, woah
Rockstar like she miku
Dancing like she miku
Everyone wants to meet you
Everyone wants to be you
Be you, ooh-whee-ooh
Rockstar like she miku
Rockstar like she miku
Rockstar like she mi—kuuu

Rockstar like she miku

i wrote it all for you
lets get that out the way
seemed too good to be true
i found u inside the same place 
turn that frown upside down
dont waste that pretty face
need u now
i need u now

im choosing tulips over roses
i need you to shine youre golden
lets not look back at the past
ive been waiting for this moment 
i know we could make this last and i
want u to laugh not cry
forever in my heart
ill never say goodbye 

when i found u
wanted to know every little little thing about you
i dont wanna ever ever ever be without u
always on my mind always on mind about about u
i gotchu
i got to
know every little little thing about u
i dont wanna ever ever ever be without u
always on my mind always on mind about about u
its about u is that obvious 

uncomparable cant compare at all
okay baby lock in yk u a ten
worried bout me and u worriedbout ur friends u got sm love
i think about the future and i think bout us
u would never lie yeah u got my trust
i gotta keep u around thats a must
i gotta

im choosing tulips over roses
i need you to shine youre golden
lets not look back at the past
ive been waiting for this moment 
i know we could make this last and i
want u to laugh not cry
forever in my heart
ill never say goodbye 

never never never no matter the weather 
im rly rly hoping you staying forever
u staying on my mind i could never forget ya
“wasting all my time” but i could forgive that
just know ill always take u back
and u could never make me mad
i could never ever ever say goodbye

tulips over roses

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