been waiting for this one to drop ever since it was used in that one insta post, so peak

produced by my BROTHA @hiseph
cover art by @sixeess on ig

i watch it fall apart, slowly
rotting in my bed pills got me fucked up
i could never let you get to know me
cause if we get too close you might get stuck yea

i could never let you see this side of me girl
that’s some shit that you’ll never get out of me girl
can’t tell you what i’ve been through cause it’s out of this world
i promise if you try to find out it’ll hurt

yeah it’s forgive, but never forget
i think i took too many pills yeah i might end up dead
i feel like it’s falling apart, but it’s all in my head
u still telling me that it’s gon be alright in the end

i’m just counting my days
i’m too stuck in my ways
every night i feel like dying ill still say im okay
yeah u got me so annoyed, always got so much to say
so baby tell me what you want and then get on with your day

fuck off, i don’t wanna talk to you
got me pissed off, i don’t wanna fall with you yeah yeah
and i know i got a lot to lose
but i don’t give a fuck baby i don’t wanna live no more

bitch its 2k25
yea im posted up wit @51five
u talk down on my bros then we gon cut u like some fries
yea we goin up fast but u still stuck livin a lie
i swear i can’t see straight cus im just way too fuckin fried
yo bitch hit my ig she said “tera u so fly”
i think yo bitch want me, that got u fearing for yo life
but i don’t give a fuck i could never trust a thot
but it’s not like that with my bros u know dat we 4life

i watch it fall apart, slowly
rotting in my bed pills got me fucked up
i could never let you get to know me
cause if we get too close you might get stuck yea

i could never let you see this side of me girl
that’s some shit that you’ll never get out of me girl
can’t tell you what i’ve been through cause it’s out of this world
i promise if you try to find out it’ll hurt

forgive ≠ Forget prod Seph #dynastyXO

clear

prod girlsynth

lyrics:
oh where were you at when you left me crying?
i know youre seeing all my efforts, im trying
always stabbed my back and now i know when youre lying
i cant tell the present from the past im just getting tired
i wish i was someone else
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
i wish i was someone else
i wish i didnt have to feel this way

youre talking hella nonsense thats why youre at the bottom
all these racks i got and you wish that you got them
i forgot your name you cant be that important
bitch i got so many problems i gotta sort it out 
i wish i could just be another 
i wish i wouldnt be a bother
i wish i could just be another 
i wish i didnt have to feel this way

wont you look at me?
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
wont you look at me?
i wish i didnt have to- didnt have to feel this way
dont wanna feel this- 
dont wanna- dont wanna feel this way
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
dont wanna feel this- 
dont wanna- dont wanna feel this way
i wish i didnt have to feel this way

ᴡᴏɴᴛ ᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ? </3

music video

in my room (julia wolf cover)

runaway

what to do

@lovebitess

im so sick of waking up x2
i dont really give a fuck x2

im so sick of waking up x2
i dont really give a fuck x2

anything you want ill do it
everything ill go right through it
i dont really understand 
but baby know i give a fuck x2

im smoking trash mixed with lysol
dont know what i even try for
i stay up late, now my eyes sore
i wake up feeling rotten to the core

no one knows me that's a fact
i feel like im being under attack
if you didnt know from the start you wouldnt know my lore

im so sick of waking up x2
i dont really give a fuck x2

im so sick of waking up x2
i dont really give a fuck x2

no one knows me that's a fact
i feel like im being under attack
if you didnt know from the start you wouldnt know my lore

anything you want ill do it
everything ill go right through it
i dont really understand 
but baby know i give a fuck

lore (lovebites)

lyrics //

You only call when you’re overseas
Can’t even lie that really gets to me
Easy to want you, harder to read
I could be your somebody, can you be my favorite 
And yeah I wrote this song about you
Seems like everything’s about you nowadays
You got me pacing my apartment 
Hey do you think you’ll listen to the playlist I made

Was it something that I said 
Quick change of pace, catch my breath 
See how you make my lips quake
How much of this can I take
I don’t know it’s just running through my mind stream 

And there’s a part of me that’s so over it
But on the other half I kinda want to fall back in
I’m just your dog, wait by the phone until you call again
Yeah

I’m wearing nothing but a t-shirt 
I bet you’re thinking about it now, of course you are
And if I begged would you be happy
I try to play the chill girl but it’s getting desperate 
I’m losing sleep it’s like a bad dream
But I can’t help it that I want you all the time
We chased the high because it hurt good
Guess I was too ashamed to tell you I was here crying 

Was it something that I said 
Quick change of pace, catch my breath 
See how you make my lips quake
How much of this can I take
I don’t know it’s just running through my mind stream 

I talk but you don’t listen 
Come over when you miss it
I get it now, it’s just a game of give/take 
Give/take




i’m losing sleep it’s like a bad dream

if i begged would you be happy
the crave for more the burn of sweet release 
you’ll never change stuck in your ways repeat the cycle again

not about you

production by me
art by me
https://open.spotify.com/track/0bZCgAemO0h9no2IrXVX0r?si=0b27277049634758

-
maybe just look around
dont build me up just to tear me down
is it so hard to just love me now?
feel like im losing my mind again
theres some things dont wanna figure out
think its me, am i freaking out?
you comfort me but i have my doubts

dont have to know
think its better in the dark
tell me how low
bring it up, am i fixing it?
am i going too far? maybe im losing it
who do you know?
was it like this from the start?
i think you know
am i crazy, have we never met?
do i ruin it all or do i just forget

(am i crazy, have we never met?)
(do i ruin it all or do i just forget)

maybe just look around
dont build me up just to tear me down
is it so hard to just love me now?
feel like im losing my mind again
theres some things dont wanna figure out
think its me, am i freaking out?
you comfort me but i have my doubts

dont have to know
think its better in the dark
tell me how low
bring it up, am i fixing it?
am i going too far? maybe im losing it
who do you know?
was it like this from the start?
i think you know
am i crazy, have we never met?
do i ruin it all or do i just forget

(am i crazy, have we never met?)
(do i ruin it all or do i just forget)

maybe just look around

made this today and thought it was too special to gatekeep on my computer forever


additional synth from @neciawake
more music soon

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋
I never thought that it'd be perfect
but here you're coming back around
don't leave me high up on the surface
with no way of coming down

i always tend to chase the worst things
i always circle back around
don't leave me high up on the surface
because i'm never coming down

nevercomingdown

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