VoidOpiod

picrew.me/image_maker/695440 - SAMPLE IS FROM Crystal Castles's song "Transgender"

you're wearing me out, just... please... stop..

venting. 98% of sounds made with SOMA Lab's "The Pipe". I can't remember the Picrew this was made with atm, so if you know it then please comment the source.

How do I know what I think is right?

I Can't Change

some crazy sh!t -- LYRICS (explicit):
You tell me I'm wrong
but I think I'm right
I think that I never
'been served quite right
You think of the flowers that bloom in rain
While I'm stuck here remembering horrors back in May
You think that this is a fucking joke? You think that I don't have any hope?
Why don't you fucking see it from my point of view?
It seems that you've never learned the cues I've said to YOU!
{ambience}

[TW] Disorganized

I'm going to be honest, this is one of the tracks I have made based on a more in-the-past feeling rather than based on how I'm feeling in the current moment. This song, other than being mostly made from motivation, was also a reflection of a time where I felt like I was acting like a sociopath emotionally from my fvcked up situation; which at the time was past and present. I blurred the eyes off the image, because that is me when I was a minor, and I would just overall feel more comfortable with the eyes being blurred out for now. I do have to say though-- my eyes would be open so wide that it looked like they had Sanpaku traits. If Sanpaku was actually the case, I hope I'm not an actual sociopath, lmao, and I hope I don't die early from it.

Deranged Paroxysm

Locked And Limits

Have I finally hit my limit?

Failed (sample)

Trepidation of Truth

!!!!!!!VOLUME WARNING!!!!!!!
Just a thing I did cause I'm bored and tired. Gonna try again to use my motivation in the future when I'm not tired

Scrapp'd

(LYRICS AT BOTTOM) Somehow I thought it was a good idea to make my vent song into a rap. Here you go, and I hope this isn't a flop. First time ever rapping btw. Also now you may officially recognize me as a soundcloud rapper LMAO
Anyway, this is a less serious/formal description than I usually put, so... honestly enjoy it while it's like this.

LYRICS:
I'm trapped, I'm trapped, I'm motherfucking trapped
I don't know why you think we same
I have a whole 'nother game
of just all pain, why you know my name?

I'm trapped, I'm trapped, I'm motherfucking trapped
don't you know that we all late
all the things to be felt are shame
nobody knows me

Trapped, trapped, trapped, trapped (3x)
Trapped, trapped, trapped, TRAPPED
Trapped, trapped, trapped, trapped (3x)
Trapped, trapped, trapped, ť̸͍͉͜r̵͈̖̤̞̥̺̩͔̫̙͆̅͜͠ͅa̷̖̦͌͒̊̌͛p̷̭̈́̈́̽̊͛̔͘͝p̴̛͓̝̺͔̏̈́͗͆͒̅̈́̈́̅P̴̢̹͕̖̙͔̜̱͋E̷̢̢̳̝̱͖̣̹͓̫̪͊̉̈́̿̀̎̈́È̵̢̳̦͙͓͚̹͕̱́̋͋̎͊͊͌̒̏̈́̅̕͜͝ͅD̴̡̤͚̬̜̗̫̘͋̏͛̐́̅̏̋̚ͅḒ̸̡̘̯̻̼̗̳̣̽̈́̋̑̏̋̓͊D̸̤̣̗̙̰̰̪̺̼͚̺͛̆̇̐͐̀̔ͅx̷̨͇̟̖̬̺̦̠̞̩̾d̷̘͔̖͔̾̆́̎́̋͊̊̔͆͠ȟ̵̦̫̭͙̤͕̲̿̓͒̂͝ͅa̵͕̟̫͇̼̓̋h̷̥̪̟̿ạ̶̛̬̻̞̬͓̳͎̣̳̲̈̓̆̈̀̔̅̔͛̐͋̈͋h̸̼̙͚͊̈́̌̾͒̀͂̎̉̓̑̿͑͌a̷̢͇̻̜͕̲̟̙͓͎̙̺̿̌̄̎̋̍͛͂̇̑̀̕͝á̵̮̜̤͙̌͌̂̐͗̈̄̈̔̚͜͝h̶̡̫̟̜͙͕̲͚͎̯̍̎̂̽̿ã̸̦̺̹̱̯̳̙͚̮̱̋͆̈́͐͛͗̏̈͆̀̕ḏ̸̖̀͒͗͑h̸̢̖͍̻̞̗͉̞͖͒́̓̆̀̚͘h̶̢͉͕͓̅̈́̾̏̋̔̑̚û̶̖̣͈̤̳̟̣̀̾͘h̸͎̔̓̎̕g̴̡̈̍̍́͛h̸̢̭͔̦̪̠͓͈̝̤͈̥̰͍̆̏̊͐̓̃̐͌̓͛̔͝ḫ̴̡̧̥͕̦͈̤̳̗̲̭̳̲̒́̀̾́̒́͒̈́͑͗̒͘͠h̷͖̳̪̹̉̌̽̅̍̓̆̕͜͜h̴͉̼̱̺̹̰͍͈̀̌ͅ

Locked And Limits (Trapped) Vocal ver.

Inspired by: my own pain(yikes), and also a tad of Sewerslvt stuff.

10 Years

I fear the things I predicted 3-6 months ago... mostly because some of it is happening. This is a big ol' rant to relieve pent up fear, so I can assure you that I feel relief from uploading this. I'm okay, I'm living life to the best of my known ability, I just wanted to get this out in general so I can feel a bit more at ease about current political situations/tensions. I'm not usually the one to be so focused on this stuff, but, just, this whole shit has me mad. It's hard to explain, but I feel a weird, fucking hatred over it. So, that being said, thank you for... listening to this? I guess?... I don't know how to explain it but either way thank you for just... I guess being here, whenever the time. I'm gonna get back to my own stuff now.
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LYRICS:
What [even] is this world?
[it's] full of corruption.
I've seen it all,
[was] born in destruction. (IX-XI)
What should be done,
in world's abruption? (world's increasing tensions)
And as I pray [for truce],
I despise eruption [that could happen/is going on]. (I also despise that I have to feel half-threatened for my safety in this suspense anyways, world. Fuck You & Get Your Morals/Heart Straight.)

A case of midnight nucleomituphobia

[ UNEXPLAINABLE ]

Dazed Confusion - Eirxnos (First Beat)

There used to be a time where the light was blinding, to the point of numbing emotion...
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First lofi aesthetic I made... or at least my first good one. Lol.

Is This It? - Eirxnos (First Lofi)

Did I improve?
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If you're wondering why it says "Exnos", it's because that was originally going to be my username-- but I thought it would be too... personal... to use as a username.

SAMPLE BANGER

Quid Sacrificatis?

I hope I've Improved, and I also added a prod. tag for myself at the end (hard to hear tho lol)... and yes I know the synth somewhat sucks but I was too lazy to fix it this far into the making.

Prepare For Death (SAMPLE BANGER 2) - Eirxnos

(The great kick/808/percussion sounds are from Kyle Beats)
Hey, I did pretty good with the rhythm! If I get enough requests, I might include a download.

Chillin in Anxiety

Audio edits here
I make music: https://soundcloud.com/voidopiod
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