𓄒 + cure id 92

this was supposed to come out a while ago but i couldnt make anything good on the beat jack sent me. i still hate it now but its growing a bit on me.

song isnt about anything in particular

goodnight!!!

yayayaya freestyle w/ @555phoenix prod @j4cketweather

Keeping this up but the finished version is on @maplewav :3
Random thing here: https://on.soundcloud.com/dNojA

ur october

Thanks @yletea for the idea what to do with the drums
Cover/remix of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L5glKOpjBMY

cool song from the time where i was always really manic and jd was there to keep me sane. 
recorded by jd 2021-08-08
@jdjd52 @lllovbug
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[kx]
living really late now
but im okay
i dont gotta tell you
burn me down with propane
i dont gotta tell you
cuz u hate me
cutz all on my wrists now
kisses on me
living really late now
but im okay
i dont gotta tell you
burn me down with propane
i dont gotta tell you
cuz u hate me
cutz all on my wrists now
kisses on me

i dont like to cut but
i wanna feel the pain
i dont like to feel it
but it reminds me
that i am alive and
that im okay
am i really okay
i dont know yet
everyone just sleeps so
im so used to it
i feel like im deceased the way that they all just look past and
i dont really get it
why cant you just look at me
and i dont really get it
why cant you just talk to me

living really late now
but im okay
i dont gotta tell you
burn me down with propane
i dont gotta tell you
cuz u hate me
cutz all on my wrists now
kisses on me
living really late now
but im okay
i dont gotta tell you
burn me down with propane
i dont gotta tell you
cuz u hate me
cutz all on my wrists now
kisses on me

[jd]
you told me that i talk too much
or i thought too much
or i love too much okay
had your trust n then i fucked it up
i dont trust enough
id do anything to be okay
n to be honest ya i need u now more than ever
n truthfully it sucks that we cant be together
i wish i could make you stay
i wish i could make you stay
or just had another day
or just had another day
ok like fuck it im the bad guy
i dont even care anymore
i did that thing again where i lied
think ive become to much to bear anymore
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i struggled with this track, mixing jds part originally, which is why i didnt post our version together, we joked around and i poked fun at his og mix lmaoooo, thought i'd post now that i know roughly how to mix. releasing this version on user because I broke things off with his friends awfully and don't want to be disrespectful by posting on my page. originally off my ep shattered tears, long gone now though. ill probably release the solo version on my page later though. just wanted this up here cuz i love his verse. 
EDIT: i probably wont drop the solo version, its not the same w/o him

cutz (ft. jd) [prod. lovbug]

goodbye, for now

prod, mixed, and mastered by me

thank youu @bandanabloom and @REYGWEN for the vox

lyrics:

bandanabloom:

You good to do what makes you happy for the hell of it
Hard pill to swallow I used to follow the yellow brick
Mind body seperate there’s nothing much I’d like to say
Posted on a corner waiting for the fucking light to change
Fits all black like the sky this time of day
Head spinning like the inside of a microwave
Man I’m just taken this all in
Been so long since I lost that it’s getting nostalgic
Pressures on but I ain’t new to it
Whole crowd starin like they in a movie Kubrick did
Some shit that I would do for kicks the next dude couldn’t do with months to prepare
And his ass thought that something was there
Hard pass 
Ball cap 
it’s a tall task to ruffle my hair 
Worried bout what I’m doing that boy moving how a loser act
If his ego took a bruise it’s probably cause his music ass

REY GWEN:

Making friends with the sky
The rain dries away
I say I'm over it 
Cause I want my life to change
Faking weekend alibis
You know i'm OK
I think you're so cool cause you know just what to say

bandanabloom:

But as for me think you just alright 
Sleeping through the bullshit I really ain’t the alarm type 
I was making music money ‘fore I was parking a car
Boy I’m used to bumping fists that won’t getcha far in a bar fight 
Thought he was up but he just a son
Me REY GWEN and RAYGUN turn his most played song to an archive
Scoffing often at options that I did not select
Flow like a faucet but I’m still hitting bottlenecks
It’s not easy being the sharpest knife
Breaking bread with brothers from improbable walks of life
And why the fuck he talk like it gets to him when responses dry
2-0 sweep tell the janitor leave his mop behind
We step in and it’s party time!!!!!!!
In and out do my thing and take off again
With real shit to say it gets harder to fake confidence
Chin up looking clouds dead in the eye
Making friends with the sky no matter the when or the why, I’m

REY GWEN:

Making friends with the sky
The rain dries away
I say I'm over it 
Cause I want my life to change
Faking weekend alibis
You know i'm OK
I think you're so cool cause you know just what to say

so cool w/ bandanabloom & REY GWEN

June 15th: Warmup song
I might finish this up and make it into a full one... >?

hi *DEMO VERSION*

prod @mist333
streaming all platforms
visuals soon

bitch im 1 ur number 2
make me sick give me the flu
bitch u gotta choose
fuck a red pill
bitch im always stayin blue
heart stop
ima hartthrob
swerve a corner
make they jaw drop
babe im not the one you want
i dont care
ur gonna see me when i fall
x2

bitch i go up go up go up
then i gone
idk her name
it was on top of my tongue
if im staying quiet
then yk something is wrong
bitch im movin silent
idc about a song
and my heart stop
swerve a corner
make they jaw drop
movin different bitch
im movin from the tippy top
i cant hold this shit together
baby make it stop
they dont rlly know
they dont know
i wish that i was more
than the person in these clothes
pull up to my demons
and you know that im gon fold
im so under pressure
n u dont even know
but i say that im alright tho
its so hard to convey shit
without the right notes
im in a chamber surrounded by these echos
take away the pain
2k crystals hit my nose

bitch im 1 ur number 2
make me sick give me the flu
bitch u gotta choose
fuck a red pill
bitch im always stayin blue
heart stop
ima hartthrob
swerve a corner
make they jaw drop
babe im not the one you want
i dont care
ur gonna see me when i fall

hartthrob

Yourlife

Deepyst

Side projects are paused for the time being

ur october

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