Let me be

This song is all about that feeling you get when you look into the future of your relationship... and you wonder, where are you?

Now You're Gone

This album is a raw, gospel-tinged journey through the tumultuous landscapes of love, heartbreak, and the profound struggle with personal demons. 

The Bitter Taste of Goodbye

you don't act like you used to.


cover art by .philo  
twitter @philosophimage

neither here, nor there.

the knife i pulled out of your back w/ lil lotus

you'll be in love till it kills you

@qawikamri 
@guardinmusic 
@cpt_sad

LYRICS:
i guess we're soulmates when it's not hard.
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-soulmates-lyrics

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Soulmates (w Guardin, Yesterday)

rip peep

prod @4evrgone i jus added sum bass <3

found myself so thin
downing bottles again
I don't care what you did
just wanna distance myself

from the old bleeding well
from those posts seeking help
know I can't accept shit 
so just go on without me

just get on without me 
know it won't be harming 
know you won't be hurting 
from much that's been haunting me

and that's fine

leave it up to me 
let me fucking bleed 
let me stay 
x3 

it never really mattered anyway

it never really mattered anyway prod. 4evr

Featuring Smrtdeath
@smrtdeath

Artwork by Mikey Joyce
https://twitter.com/mikey_joyce

https://twitter.com/xxmisogi
https://twitter.com/smrtdeath

Nightmare (ft. Smrtdeath)

scraped my knee pt 2 w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

love you guys <3
prod Anxiety Attacks! x Bruce Leen
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS
LYRICS:

93:
Got spiders in my brain now
Ya
Lil earnheardt on the gas now 
see myself 
Inside the burn out 
I’ll see you in the ashes 
When I cash out 

Realize I’m quick to oppress 
My own expressions 
Get laid down to rest 
My ego’s a mess
If it even exists 
Been stuck in my head
Didn’t hear what you said 

AA!:
you've been feeling all the love I'm faking
but it's nothing like the drugs I'm taking
you're the promise that I keep on breaking
been seeing red like the blade I'm staining
a lot of times I be afraid to feel alone now,
somethings wrong with me I'm hittin on ur phone now
don't know why but I've been feeling like a ghost now,
don't got nobody I guess that's the way it goes now
now I'm driving all alone through a new town
never had too many friends here anyway
I'm gettin sick I'm gonna learn to tie a noose now
feels like it's coming to an end here anyway
every pill that I take is a crutch 
every word that I say I've been talking too much 
you've been calling my name I don't hear it at all
what else I'm supposed to do with my back against the wall

93:
Got spiders in my brain now
Ya
Lil earnheardt on the gas now 
see myself 
Inside the burn out 
I’ll see you in the ashes 
When I cash out 

Realize I’m quick to oppress 
My own expressions 
Get laid down to rest 
My ego’s a mess
If it even exists 
Been stuck in my head
Didn’t hear what you said 

I been like this since a jit
Clenching fists
Finding god in the stars 
Around my head
Still having dreams 
Of getting filled with lead
Ya I’m anxious from the topic
Plus your full of shit

I jus woke up and 
Poured champagne
Pains getting harder 
To maintain 
Clouds looking heavy
With blood rain
I pray to the sky
That my soul takes 

My soul takes
I fucked up my brain 
you're insane idolizing me
soul takes, I fucked up my brain
you're insane
I'm insane

stream on Spotify <3

LITTLE EARNHARDT - Anxiety Attacks! x 93feetofsmoke

rip me open w/ shinigami & 93FEETOFSMOKE

Official Video: https://youtu.be/n8XmlBr60Fc

round the valleys we roll
TV blasting out the static 
making peace with my soul
calabash was way too far
so i skate smoking a bone
the hazy sun blessed me with wind
and now the ocean's my home
lately all i do is drift
collect the bag and phone home
hit my pops up, know he's sad
cuz life always takes its toll
but I'm certain all the pieces 
that i need will still fall
from the sky and i smile
been a while since we talked

flushed my xannies down the sink
about like four months ago
im so grateful waking up
times ticking over my dome
never know where I'll end up
keep my pockets lined with gold
no one's ever told me wrong
i blame myself for the most
got a shot up on my ass
cuz she stayed sleeping around
now my wallet doesn't fold
shoes dirty working till close

flushed my xannies down the sink 
about like four months ago
im so grateful waking up
times ticking over my dome

guitars/prod/mix/master by @93feetofsmoke

this song is the antithesis of "if my dad saw he'd me mad at me" which explored the consequences of poor decision making and the overall negativity that used to completely encapsulate my life. Hope it means something to you. Take care <3 love ya pops

if my dad saw he'd be proud of me (video in desc)

prod. @ghostrage
mix/master @93feetofsmoke

oh hey, miss ur face
life been throwing fades
shadows on the lake 
oh hey, i'm not okay
sup like hows your day?
yeah i'm doin great
x2

In the back of your thoughts
like the ghost in your hall
I’m the first one to leave
You’re the first one to call 
Hope that table is gone
The initials moved on
you keep friends for a week
Guess a month was too long 

I bite down on my tongue 
u always temperamental 
Scratchin thru my schedule 
room never presidential 
Tell myself to move on 
Stop being sentimental 
back to dabs and liquor 
whipping tracks and rentals 

say its kool 
But its not 
Not the type
to stir the pot
Leave the past 
Dead to rot 
You’ve proven that it’s not worth it 

Ok kool 
Oh wait nah 
fisticuffs 
On the block
Quick to aim
Quick to jump 
Still the same 
you’re still not

oh hey, miss ur face
life been throwing fades
shadows on the lake 
oh hey, i'm not okay
sup like hows your day?
yeah i'm doin great
x2

I bite down on my tongue 
ur always temperamental 
Scratchin thru my. schedule 
room never presidential 
Tell myself to move on 
Stop being sentimental 
back to dabs and liquor 
back to whipping tracks and rentals 
 
say its kool 
But its not 
Not the type
to stir the pot
Leave the past 
Dead to rot 
You’ve proven that it’s not worth it 

ok kool 
Oh wait nah 
fisticuffs 
On the block
Quick to aim
Quick to jump 
Still the same 
you’re still not

oh hey, miss ur face (prod. Ghostrage)

they sharing new ideas
i dont wanna wait right here
i gotta make my time count
i dont wanna waste this year
never wanna go down bad
never wanna lose my track
never wanna fall on my ass
dont regret how i look back
why would i forget my past
i have some new ideas
i dont wanna stay right here
i gotta make my mind count
i aint never thought so clear
never wanna feel left out
never wanna be a letdown
never wanna be stressed out
list of all the things i fear
how’d you make it disappear

i dont even know how it happens
and every one thinks i’m a has been
cause im still the same
and nothing has changed
everything said in the past tense
when all of those statements redacted
and all of your songs get rejected
i see all of my peers have surpassed me
i feel so fuckin pathetic

like you’re still the same
and nothing has changed
my style done grew so eclectic
like your such a lame
like what do you think
you're gonna blow up
off of that shit
im not really worried bout that shit
cause blowing up isn't attractive
turning your back on your bestfriend
now he holding a pistol against it, damn

shot in the dark
like i got a flare gun and trapped on an island
light up the stars
like i see the moon and i know where im climbin 
its never too far
watching my back cause i know how they riding
its never too far, yea

I guess its dependent upon 
where exactly your landing
at all times at odd times
im tryna figure out where im standing
im caught in the crossfire
and hogtied oh no goddamn it
i cant speak i cant move i cant fight
i cant even manage

how am i supposed to get out this hole
how am i supposed to get out this hole
i don't even know
i gotta stay on my toes
i gotta stay on my toes
i gotta grow
i can't not let them steamroll
i can't not let them steamroll
i gotta go
i gotta stand on my own
i gotta stand on my own
i gotta grow

shot in the dark
like i got a flare gun and trapped on an island
light up the stars
like i see the moon and i know where im climbin 
its never too far
watching my back cause i know how they riding
its never too far, yea

Shot in the Dark

Spotify/Apple Music

@curtainss @taxpurposes

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

gimme a way out or give me a sign
every word you rehearsed
remembered all of the lines
bullshittin me ab love every night
and im better off without you in hind sight
i wasted so much time
playin all these games
puttin up a fight
hopes a dangerous thing
when its all u got
just leave me be

just leave me be
im better off without u
hangin out to dry
while someones in ur bedroom
covered in the sheets
that hid me just last week
funny how it works
youre so quick to forget me

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

i know how it goes
one day im ur everything
and the next im just some dead weight
we just started and u fold
ik ur still in love with ur ex and o’s
and i deserve so much more
so u can see urself out thru that door
then ill drink so much that ill hit the floor
and do it all again
dont know what for

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

it never really mattered anyway prod. 4evr

93FEETOFSMOKE

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