My balls get cold when i listen to this song can anyone explain?

Flightmode

all my pain, all my shit, i did it all
fucked up most days, bitch i lost it all
throwin out a prayer but he don’t pick up the call
yeah he smelling acetone, yeah my mind bouta fall

yeah i’m too fucked up to even really give a shit
pour another cup, motherfucker i just might sip
thought i lost my time, lost my thinking, lost my dedication
turns out we had to take a break, duklyfe in the makin

too based to even care
that lil hoe she glowin in the air
he’s blowin acetone, now my mind’s bouta tear
lights flicker fast, can’t focus on what's there

feelin’ everything, but i’m numb to the despair
why did i even try, u didn’t even care
yeah i see through all your lies, hoe it just ain’t there
oh oh, yeah you are mine hoe [x2]

🔥 #duklyfe #underground #newmusic #rawshit #emovibes #darkrap #based #fuckit #numb #pain2power 🎶🩸💨

time/thinking/dedication (prod. pyctur)

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random old old song i wrote a long ass time ago with my friend daniel

Six Feet Sleep

Ft: https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
Prod: https://soundcloud.com/sheltr666

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Let go w/ Fats'e (Prod. sheltr )

lyrics: 

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

here to live then to die when my time is spent
i was never alive let me see the lead
how she love me for life when im still a kid
send her home im alone laying in my bed

hit her up then i turn into a ghost
smoke a blunt pour a deuce she tell me i do the most 
fuck you mean sippin lean ashes fallin on my toes
she said baby can you stop before u fall to comatose
thats the point i dont know
why the fuck you always stoppin me
hitting bowls it say no smoking on the public property
feeling wavy when i pour it up i do it properly
feeling drugs and liquors pumping through my fucking arteries

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

comatose (prod. kōri)

☆.｡.:*4 rings on my hands got me lookin like a champion.｡.:*☆

https://youtu.be/56ojW_pCNxg

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madman (prod lil heartbreak) *video in description*

lyrics:

im being tossed around losing all my worth
and i dont really know if i should tell you that it hurts
pill powder in my frown these dont even work
pick myself apart and i just wipe away the dirt

i knew it when we met that i would fall in love again
but no one ever told me loved ones tend to turn their back
now im all alone just scrolling through my phone in bed
tears are hard to cry when i dont have no water left

watch a pill breaking down in the water when i stir
did it all on my own
this is not your fault i swear
i just starve skin and bones
its ok ill eat the air
spend my work on a shirt
and a pair of nike airs

i get sick when i think of your lips on his face
cause i know the love he gives you couldnt be replaced
by my soul and my blood by my heart by my taste
and im so sick and tired of just lusting your embrace

im being tossed around losing all my worth
and i dont really know if i should tell you that it hurts
pill powder in my frown these dont even work
pick myself apart and i just wipe away the dirt

incompatible (prod. killedmyself)

produced by: trill skeleton @trill-skeleton

cover art by: SirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

come around
while im down
breaking down
on the floor

stick around
close the door
i been feeling
fucking bored

what the fuck
did i do
when you took
out my name

from ur phone
back in june
and said were thru
said were thru

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

prod/mix/master @93feetofsmoke

shook hands with the devil on my back
told him put it to my temple make it fast
bag of bones still my prayers never worked
fuck an afterlife I'm just rejoining dirt

last call for the angel on my shoulder
now get the fuck out, u were never in my corner
cut your info and then tucked it in a folder
maybe mountain air has really made me colder

maybe mountain air has really made me colder (x2)

maybe mtn air has rlly made me colder

skully

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

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+69xp! [feat. supachefm!] (prod 4evr x kellbender)

prod. @marten4str 
ft. @refeboykc

I catch myself when thoughts start trailing off
Envisioned as a bloody pulp
You want the sky but it's where it belongs 
There's always something more 
It never feels enough 

Wait till I die before you miss me
Wait till I die before you miss me
Wait till I die before you miss me 
Might just it end it tragic in a 6 speed
x3

Might still wake up drunk 
Like do you miss me 
Mjght just end it tragic in a 6 speed 
Hate sinking in the mud, I think it's claimed me
Bet you could never hate me like I hate me

king christian:
I'm catching water 
so I'm sinking fast
I don't know how long
my last breath will last
I knew eventually,
our boat would crash
Sooner or later, 
now I'm waiting 
till my lungs collapse

(if I'm being honest I'm scared)
might still wake up drunk
like do you miss me?
(I'm so sick of having nightmares)
might just end it tragic in a 6 speed
hate sinking in the mud 
I think it's claimed me
you could never hate me like I hate me

end it tragic in a 6 speed ft. king christian (prod. martensite)

no samples
coprod @kellbender

running round these dirty streets like imma labrat
still buy bottles everyday you'd think i'm past that
right back another void, how'd i forget that?
i'm mostly running from myself i know you hate that

there's a sadness in the sky i want to scream at
like get the fuck away and never come back
there's a voice inside my head 
that likes to laugh and tell me
"u aint fucking shit and yeah you'll never be"

running round these dirty streets like imma labrat
still buy bottles everyday you'd think i'm past that
right back another void, how'd i forget that?
i'm mostly running from myself i know you hate that

there's a sadness in the sky i want to scream at
like get the fuck away and never come back
there's a voice inside my head 
that likes to laugh and tell me
"u aint fucking shit and yeah you'll never be"

maybe mtn air has rlly made me colder

93FEETOFSMOKE

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