FIND LOVE (Prod. Baad)

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[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

i hate fucking being numb

video - https://youtu.be/yq3D0OisawU

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prod/mix/master @93feetofsmoke
ft. @youngburial

ϟ Fats'e ϟ

I barely know you
how could I trust you?
how can you trust me
have you seen what I've seen?
x2

Have you ever had a gun against your head
Have you started counting down til your last breath
x2

ϟ 93 ϟ

stop fucking preaching 
don't talk to me
shut the fuck up 
get away from me
x2

stfugafm ft. fats'e

video - https://youtu.be/9mTGTjh39Kc

mix/master - @youngburial

nowadays I wonder
if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
and the adderall

if I tell you that I'm sorry
and its all my fault
will you fuck me when its over
and the pills wear off 

lately I don't want no new friends
really I jus wan blow my head
maybe it's drugs I'm missing
really I'm numb to all this

outside I look calm
but in my head I'm fucked
like why you think
I always keep that bottle tucked

they talk about my life
as if they're living it
like we didn't crawl thru mud
to get to past where we been

nowadays i just am not sure
still giving everything
still need more

nowadays i just am not sure
I'm not sure
I'm not sure

nowadays I wonder
if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
and the adderall

if I tell you that im sorry
and its all my fault
will you Fuck me when its over
and the pills wear off

lately I don't want no new friends
really I jus wan blow my head
mostly it's just drugs I'm missing
really I'm just numb to all this

anxious from the topic & the adderall

no samples
prod mix master @93feetofsmoke

video: https://youtu.be/La0kW8IDOa8

lyrics:

nowadays
headache
cold shoulder
getting colder
guess I'm growing older

imma loner
lie and say 
i love her
u dont come over
when your sober

x2

i don't wanna tell you
what I think I about
drugs are longer now
i never leave the house
don't look at me for help
i hate to watch u drown
still tried my best no doubt
like fuck u talking bout??

lie & say i love her

prod/mix/guitars by @93feetofsmoke

https://open.spotify.com/album/6hoDuvKk6Fe9PtbJfX4ak5?si=vaCaWRBdQBaBF7mG93Eylw

I’m still throwing tre's
Just landing sketchy now
Out this way it never rains
And never had a drought 
Why you wearing all those faces
It’s not dark out
What the fuck 
I even brought you to my moms house

stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it

stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it

Serotonin stopped flowing 
When age 20 did 
All my vices
Act entitled
Like I need that shit
Nah I’ve never had a reason
For the blood I give 
Put my soul inside a lantern
Keep the fire lit 

I’m still throwing tre's
Just landing sketchy now
Out this way it never rains
And never had a drought 
Why you wearing all those faces
It’s not dark out
What the fuck 
I even brought you to my moms house

stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it
stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it

Serotonin stopped flowing 
When age 20 did 
All my vices
Act entitled
Like I need that shit
Nah I’ve never had a reason
For the blood I give 
Put my soul inside a lantern
Keep the fire lit

I’m still throwing tre's
Just landing sketchy now
Out this way it never rains
And never had a drought 
Why you wearing all those faces
It’s not dark out
What the fuck 
I even brought you to my moms house

landing sketchy now

Official Video: https://youtu.be/n8XmlBr60Fc

round the valleys we roll
TV blasting out the static 
making peace with my soul
calabash was way too far
so i skate smoking a bone
the hazy sun blessed me with wind
and now the ocean's my home
lately all i do is drift
collect the bag and phone home
hit my pops up, know he's sad
cuz life always takes its toll
but I'm certain all the pieces 
that i need will still fall
from the sky and i smile
been a while since we talked

flushed my xannies down the sink
about like four months ago
im so grateful waking up
times ticking over my dome
never know where I'll end up
keep my pockets lined with gold
no one's ever told me wrong
i blame myself for the most
got a shot up on my ass
cuz she stayed sleeping around
now my wallet doesn't fold
shoes dirty working till close

flushed my xannies down the sink 
about like four months ago
im so grateful waking up
times ticking over my dome

guitars/prod/mix/master by @93feetofsmoke

this song is the antithesis of "if my dad saw he'd me mad at me" which explored the consequences of poor decision making and the overall negativity that used to completely encapsulate my life. Hope it means something to you. Take care <3 love ya pops

if my dad saw he'd be proud of me (video in desc)

LAST RANDOM SINGLE BEFORE ALBUM 

prod/guitar/mix/master - @youngburial

ur there every time i die

v rare chill 93 blapper w no 808s i wrote this in a very pink hued kick ya feet up zone out into the melancholy overcast smog of the city n appreciate ur blessings type beat setting #showyamomchallenge lmk wht she thinks of it!! 


guitars/prod/mix/mast @93feetofsmoke

life loud cut the feedback! 
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that 

life loud cut the feedback
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that

lost my mind, left it vacant
chewing 2s on vacation
she got gucci on here fragrance
she got louie on her daybed
and i don't really mind it at all
I don't pick up when u call 
cuz u don’t hear when I talk
& I don’t care when ur gone 
they're never on what I’m on 
That’s why I’m always alone

take 2 steps back 
u don’t know me
take 4 shots down
and I’m ready
not sure where I’ll
be in the morning 
got 8 missed calls
on my home screen 

take 2 steps back 
u don’t know me
take 4 shots down
and I’m ready
not sure where I’ll
be in the morning 
got 8 missed calls
on my home screen 

life loud cut the feedback!
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that 

life loud cut the feedback
never learned how to relax
grass green no relapse
i got what u want
but u don't need that
x2

take 2 steps back 
u don’t know me
take 4 shots down
and I’m ready
not sure where I’ll
be in the morning 
got 8 missed calls
on my home screen 
x2

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cut the feedback!

day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
it all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

And all I ever really wanted was you in it
Maybe I'm meant to spend forever as a masochist

all I have left is in my head
a blank space with your name in it
wish you would have stayed but I understand
went too deep and drowned again
I think the pain made me love instead
pulled out the oages inside my head
felt what it means to see everything and
every being for what it is
I still miss you so much
but everythings hopeless and its not so bad
add another slash and run it back screaming

Day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
It all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

stfugafm ft. fats'e

93FEETOFSMOKE

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